steal the moon

Yu Qianfei digested for a while, and finally understood what he meant.

"Why do you want to send money to the family?" He asked Yan Nuan.

Yan Nuan bit her lip, unable to sort out the answer for a while.The reasons are complex, unsystematic and difficult to articulate.But he knew that if he didn't say anything, Yu Qianfei would definitely worry about thinking too much.

"Maybe it's because... I feel that I owe them," he tried to make his voice sound calm enough, "They have never treated me badly since I was a child. But I let them down in the end."

Yu Qianfei frowned: "So money?"

Yan Nuan smiled self-deprecatingly: "Stupid?"

"5 yuan?" Yu Qianfei asked again.

"Even if I want to pay 50, I don't have it." Yan Nuan shrugged.

The study period of studying medicine is long. He has only been working for a few years, and his first year income in the hospital is not much. It is not easy to save this amount of money.It was only after Yan Nuan resigned and went to a private clinic that her money gradually became more abundant.

"That's not what I mean," Yu Qianfei scratched his head, "I just feel... weird."

Yan Nuan glanced at him.

"You sent money because you felt...you owed them and wanted to make up for it?" Yu Qianfei asked.

Yan Nuan lowered her head and said nothing.

Like him, his parents are introverted types who rarely express closeness physically or verbally.Compared with the lively and harmonious Yu Qianfei's family, his family atmosphere is serious and alienated, and he is always rigid when getting along.

But at the same time, they were not harsh on him.

Yan Nuan's grades were better than Yu Qianfei's since she was a child, and she wanted to go to the same school as Yu Qianfei for the high school entrance examination, but her parents accepted it calmly.After graduating from high school, he proposed to study abroad, and his parents also supported him after consideration.

The conditions of their home are ordinary, and this is not a small fee.The mother who always seemed indifferent on weekdays also rarely showed reluctance in front of him.

Since he was a child, his parents have paid a lot in silence, and he enjoys it for granted, until there are irreconcilable conflicts between them.

At this time, his wings were hardened, and he had the capital to leave.

"What they need is probably not your money." Yu Qianfei said.

"I know," Yan Nuan smiled wryly, "but... I can't satisfy them, and I didn't mean to like men."

"You're right," Yu Qianfei glanced at him and muttered, "It seems like there is a man he likes right now."

Yan Nuan restrained her emotions, raised her hand and poked Lucky's little head in his arms, and said, "I like this little girl now."

"Anyway, you don't have a date, so why don't you be more tactful," Yu Qianfei said, "If you just say that you don't want to start a family and deal with it negatively, even if there is a conflict, it won't be like this."

"It's not that I told them on purpose," Yan Nuan said helplessly, "I don't like to talk about this with people at all, and I wouldn't have told you if you hadn't rummaged through my phone."

"Accidentally discovered?"

"En." Yan Nuan nodded.

After he finished speaking, Yu Qianfei still stared at his profile, as if he wanted to know more details.

Yan Nuan was helpless: "They saw the photo of me and my brother."

Yu Qianfei frowned: "What kind of photo?"

In fact, it was very ordinary. It was taken by a friend with a Polaroid at a party. At that time, his brother who was his boyfriend put his arm around his shoulder and kissed him on the cheek.He kept it in his book all the time.

Yan Nuan was dissatisfied with Yu Qianfei's pursuit of the bottom line: "It's nothing, these are not important at all."

Yu Qianfei was dissatisfied: "Look at your attitude, you must have not communicated well at that time."

"How to communicate," Yan Nuan shook his head, "He asked me to correct it, or I'll get out, without my son."

"I see, and then you immediately rolled away quickly and without hesitation, didn't you?"

Yan Nuan acquiesced.

"If you ask me, you have something wrong." Yu Qianfei criticized him.

When he said this, Yan Nuan felt uncomfortable: "Then what can I do? I can't change it."

"I'm not talking about that," Yu Qianfei waved his hand, "I'm saying, you left too decisively, there is no room for each other."

"He let me go." Yan Nuan emphasized.

"Alas," Yu Qianfei sighed, "Aggression, that's what it means to be angry. You are also angry, and so are your parents. You are angry at your parents for letting you go, and your parents are angry at you for actually letting go."

After finishing speaking, he saw Yan Nuan's face was sullen and silent, he hesitated for a while, and then said: "Have you ever thought about it, if you left without saying hello, I would be angry too, then what will happen to us now?"

Yan Nuan turned to look at him.

"If I think that this little bastard is shameless and doesn't take me seriously, then I don't have this brother, let him die," Yu Qianfei said, "Even if we meet each other, I will hold my breath in my heart. Say goodbye after a few words of politeness, what will happen?"

"..."

"Fortunately, I have a big heart. I didn't want to break up with you, so I chose not to care about it, and I chose to tell you clearly that I am unhappy," Yu Qianfei smiled at him, "So we can walk together like this now, and we can still be together." Speak from your heart."

"You have thick skin, like brown sugar." Yan Nuan said.

"Yes, I am brown candy," Yu Qianfei shrugged, not minding, "If your family can produce a brown candy, it won't be like this."

"..."

"I have known my uncle and aunt for so many years, it's not that I don't understand," Yu Qianfei said, "You are quite similar to uncle in some ways."

"I'm not as stubborn as he is, so resigned to death." Yan Nuan said.

Yu Qianfei laughed: "Really?"

Yan Nuan ignored him.

"You'll send money back, don't you just want to repay the favor?" Yu Qianfei asked again.

Yan Nuan felt inexplicably ashamed, neither admitting nor denying it.

For him, this is an extremely awkward way of showing favor.He really thought that if his parents were willing to accept it, maybe they would have a chance to communicate again.

"Do you want to go back and have a look?" Yu Qianfei suggested.

"No." Yan Nuan refused without hesitation.

Yu Qianfei sighed again.

Yan Nuan frowned and muttered, "They don't recognize my son anymore, why should I go back?"

Yu Qianfei looked at his profile and raised his hand abruptly.Under Yan Nuan's surprised gaze, he stretched out his hand to the past, stayed on top of Yan Nuan's head, paused, and retracted it unnaturally.

Inexplicable, I don't know what it means.

Yu Qianfei was extremely embarrassed, turned his head away, and coughed lightly twice.

Yan Nuan wondered if he wanted to touch his head just now.Because what he said was pitiful and seemed to need comfort, so Yu Qianfei stretched out his hand and rubbed it.

"Don't act like a baby," Yu Qianfei said, "You're such an adult."

Yan Nuan blushed for a moment: "What, what are you acting like a baby? Why did I just..."

Yu Qianfei interrupted him: "I'm going back in a while, you can come with me."

Yan Nuan opened his mouth, but made no sound.

"Go," Yu Qianfei persuaded him, "I'll go back with you, in case you quarrel with the family, you can still stay at our house at night, just right."

Yan Nuan wanted to laugh a little, and said, "Live at your house? Isn't it strange, what do your parents think?"

"If you have any thoughts, just say that your home is inconvenient," Yu Qianfei said, "At most they guess that you are unhappy with your family, and they will try to persuade you like me."

Yan Nuan was a little hesitant, unable to make up her mind for a while.

"Speaking of which, I haven't seen you for so many years, my parents still miss you," Yu Qianfei continued, "They have liked you since they were young, and they must be happy to see you."

"..."

"Go." Yu Qianfei bumped him with his arm.

"It's impossible for me to become what they are satisfied with. What should I do?" Yan Nuan said.

"Hmm..." Yu Qianfei thought for a while, "Go and tell them that even if you can't reach an agreement on this, you are still very important to each other."

"..."

"Anyway, the result won't be worse than it is now," Yu Qianfei coaxed him, "Maybe they just can't swallow this breath, and you need to bow your head to make a step."

Yan Nuan took a shallow breath: "Alright then."

They set a date for Wednesday and Thursday a week later.

Go on Wednesday morning and return on Thursday evening, and take public transportation both ways.Therefore, after discussing, they had no choice but to send Lucky to Yu Qianfei's colleague's house again.

On the road that day, Yu Qianfei was sitting in the car, yelling at Yan Nuan with a disgusted face: "Look, what I said, there is no benefit in formal adoption, I have to treat my colleagues to dinner now."

Yan Nuan turned to look out the window: "I'll give you the money."

"Okay, you give it," Yu Qianfei said angrily, "We are going to eat Japanese food, kaiseki cuisine, you can give me 5000 yuan first, and make up if it is not enough."

Yan Nuan turned her head, gave him a look, and was too lazy to speak.

"It's also because this little thing is too delicate," Yu Qianfei shook his head helplessly, "If it is willing to stay in the bag obediently, it's not impossible to take it home."

They always treat Lucky as a princess, and raise Lukcy with a bit of princess disease. She can only sit in her arms when she goes out, and refuses to stay alone in a box or bag, and pretends to be pitiful when she enters.

Yu Qianfei once analyzed it with him, saying that this little guy has a scheming mind.Crying in a bag is not the same as being left alone.

When I was alone, I was really uneasy and scared, hoarse and miserable.Being put in a bag is to cry for you on purpose, just like some children wailing loudly but without any tears, it is a kind of acting.

Both spoiled brats and badass puppies know that some people can't bear to cry.

But sitting on the bus, you can't let the dog bark all the way.

"It would be more convenient if I had a car," Yu Qianfei sighed again, "It's not like before when there was only one person, I really should consider buying one."

Yan Nuan thought to herself, the dog belongs to me, and I don't belong to you. You are obviously still alone now.

But he didn't say it.

Knowing that Yu Qianfei didn't mean that, but the ambiguous assumptions derived from that sentence gave him a lot of false sense of happiness, which made him feel guilty and happy.

After two bus transfers and a 10-minute walk, the neighborhood where they lived in their childhood was reached.

As the destination approached, Yan Nuan couldn't help becoming nervous.

He kept imagining the scene after meeting his parents in his mind, thinking about how to word it to avoid a disaster.

"Don't panic, what are you afraid of," Yu Qianfei patted him hard on the back, "Just get ready for a big fight, go!"

Yan Nuan turned to stare at him.

"The big deal is that they broke up on a bad note. What does it matter?" Yu Qianfei said, "Arguing is also a way of communication. After the quarrel, you have worked hard. Come to me after the quarrel, and I will drink with you."