steal the moon

From the time he could remember, Yu Qianfei was the closest person beside Yan Nuan besides his parents.

In the era when electronic devices were not yet developed, children in the same community were very familiar with each other, and they would gather together to play after returning from kindergarten.

Yan Nuan has been introverted since childhood, not good at getting close to people, and doesn't have many friends.He is always used to following Yu Qianfei, wherever Yu Qianfei goes, he goes too.

When Yu Qianfei digs out the bird's nest, he supports the tree underneath; when Yu Qianfei fights, he stares at people from behind; if Yu Qianfei steals food, he also wants a share.

Yu Qianfei said to him, "You seem to be useless", and he listened silently, without saying a word, secretly sad.

But if he stopped following, Yu Qianfei would also be unhappy.Yu Qianfei forbids him to get angry, and drags him wherever he goes, if he doesn't follow suit, Yu Qianfei will play tricks.

This kid can do anything, it's very embarrassing to be able to roll and scream on the ground in front of a crowd of adults and children.

When the two entered elementary school, Yan Nuan gradually realized that Yu Qianfei might just need an audience to witness his various heroic deeds.

When he told Yu Qianfei this point of view, Yu Qianfei scoffed.

"I'm a hero with or without an audience," he said.

"Why does the hero put his hands in other people's pockets?" Yan Nuan asked him.

"Because you are warm," Yu Qianfei smiled at him, "You are the exclusive warm baby of a hero."

Yu Qianfei was afraid of the cold.

In winter, his hands and feet were freezing cold, and occasionally he would suffer from chilblains.

For this reason, he secretly changed seats with Yan Nuan's classmate in the back seat. During class, he lay on the table with his whole body, inserted his hands into Yan Nuan's creaking nest, and sang the "Song of Nuan Bao" written by himself in Yan Nuan's ear.

The lyrics are monotonous, and the singing is out of tune, which is very unpleasant.

Yan Nuan listened to it for many winters, and they were inseparable in those days.

Until he found out that he likes him.

"I heard her mention that you have been in frequent contact for a while, haven't you?" Yu Qianfei looked at him with a clear face.

Yan Nuan hesitated to speak, but didn't answer.

"As far as you are concerned, it's all about the year of the monkey, and I'm still pretending now," Yu Qianfei sighed helplessly, picked up the beer on the side and took a big gulp, "You like her, and she likes you too, but you Not together. It's that simple, am I right?"

It was a big mistake, but it was impossible to explain.

Yan Nuan shook her head and said, "Since it's about the Year of the Monkey, why bring it up?"

"Because I want to scold you," Yu Qianfei said, "Even if you are really together, there is no need to avoid me, right? If I liked her back then, can it be compared with the relationship between the two of us? Hiding so far away for such a little thing?"

Yan Nuan frowned and looked at the wine glass in his hand, and said, "Drink less."

"She told me everything," Yu Qianfei ignored him and continued, "It's inappropriate for you to say that she confessed to you."

"..."

"I should have known that when I asked her out, she always asked if you were there, if you were going, and if you were not available, neither was she." Yu Qianfei smiled and shook her head, "Looking back now, I feel quite ashamed , causing you to have no destiny."

"It has nothing to do with you," Yan Nuan said, "It's not because of her. I'm because of... because of..."

"Because of what?"

Yan Nuan cleared her throat, and said the excuse she had been thinking about all afternoon: "Because I decided to go abroad, I didn't mention it because I was afraid that you would be too annoying to trouble me."

Yu Qianfei looked at him: "That's it?"

"Well," Yan Nuan nodded, not daring to look at him, "That's it."

"Are you sick, I think you are sick," Yu Qianfei patted the table, "That's it? That's it? I haven't heard from you for so many years, I thought you were dead! That's it?"

After finishing speaking, he picked up the glass and said, "You must have a treat today." He raised his head and took a sip of the remaining wine in it, and then he still couldn't calm down, shaking his head and said, "It's outrageous, I can be mad at you .”

"Drink less." Yan Nuan said, "Drinking too much yesterday is like mental retardation."

"I'll just drink, I'll pick the expensive ones," Yu Qianfei said, beckoning to the waiter, "Please add more orders!"

Yan Nuan did take the initiative to contact Bai Li many times.

Bai Li knew about Yu Qianfei's recent situation, and was willing to spend time chatting with him.Thanks to her, Yan Nuan found out that Yu Qianfei was transferred to study veterinary medicine with all the reluctance to enter the university, and knew that he had successfully left the group in the first half semester of his freshman year and fell in love with a beautiful senior sister who was one year older. Also know that after just three months, he was tragically dumped.

He wanted to contact Yu Qianfei himself many times, but he didn't dare.

Yu Qianfei occasionally talks nonsense on social platforms, praises his girlfriend for being gentle and cute, cries and complains about being dumped, and laments in the middle of the night that he doesn't know where true love is.

Yan Nuan knew that if they got in touch, Yu Qianfei would definitely tell these words to herself alone.That's horrible.

His understanding of Yu Qianfei was only in the second half of his sophomore year.

Bai Li confessed his love to him, and then blocked him again.

In the years that followed, Yu Qianfei finally gradually withdrew from the stage of his life, only appearing in his dreams very occasionally.

After waking up, he will feel a little emotional, but there are not many waves.

The first love that ends without a cause is destined to leave an indelible mark in a person's life, but the past is the past after all.

It should be so.

"We broke up later," Yu Qianfei sighed, shaking his head and murmured, "Now that I think about it, it's really because the fate didn't come, it wasn't suitable."

Yan Nuan frowned and looked at the empty wine bottle beside him, while Yu Qianfei was not paying attention, poured some soda into his glass.

"What about you," Yu Qianfei asked, "how have you been all these years? Do you have a date now?"

Yan Nuan shook her head.

"Then I'll be balanced," Yu Qianfei said as he picked up the cup and took a big sip, and soon realized something was wrong, tilted his head and narrowed his eyes, "Why is it so sweet?"

Yan Nuan pretended not to hear, and lowered her head to pick up the food.

"Bai Li's children have all gone to kindergarten, and the kid is fat and cute," Yu Qianfei said with emotion. "I looked at her Moments a few days ago, and it seems that she is pregnant with a second child. She said she wants to have both children."

"Do you still have contact with her?" Yan Nuan asked.

"No," Yu Qianfei shook his head, "I haven't spoken to you for many years." He seemed to think of something as he spoke, and leaned over to Yan Nuan, "Did you block me from Moments?"

"No," Yan Nuan said, "I can't see the content because I didn't post it in the first place."

Yu Qianfei laughed: "You really are still the same, I like staying with you so much."

"Because heroes need a quiet audience?" Yan Nuan asked.

"Hero?" Yu Qianfei laughed even harder, "What kind of hero am I?"

He drank too much again, and when he walked out of the restaurant, his steps faltered, and he had to be supported by Yan Nuan to stand up straight.

"Where is your home?" Yan Nuan asked him.

Yu Qianfei reeked of alcohol, his eyes were half-closed, and he leaned closer to stare at his face.Yan Nuan was seen flustered, her whole upper body leaned back unnaturally.

"Speak." Yan Nuan urged him.

"My house...my house is..." Yu Qianfei wiped his face bewilderedly, and after a while, he pointed in a direction seemingly casually, "There, there."

"That's the direction of my home." Yan Nuan said.

"Ah, really," Yu Qianfei said, "Haha, what a coincidence."

Maybe they are really in the same direction, Yan Nuan thought, and supported him to walk forward slowly.

It is late autumn now, and the temperature is cold after nightfall.Yu Qianfei walked, leaning on Yan Nuan very deliberately.

"You're so warm," he said, inserting his hand into Yan Nuan's collar, "Let me see if it's warmer inside?"

Yan Nuan almost pushed him to the ground in panic.

"What are you doing?" Yu Qianfei staggered, "Do you have any grudge against me?"

"Don't move around, I don't like people touching me." Yan Nuan said while reaching out to support him.

"Ha, I've become someone else," Yu Qianfei wrapped his arms around his neck, "My warm baby actually calls me someone else."

As he spoke, he began to sing the song of warm baby.

Pentatonic incomplete, extremely unpleasant.

"Sing again and I'll throw you into the trash can." Yan Nuan said.

"You are so indifferent," Yu Qianfei shook his head, "Why didn't you say I was someone else when I fucked you?"

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Yan Nuan stopped in a low voice with a straight face, "Shut up."

"There, that's right there," Yu Qianfei wiped his face, "it's that... creaking hole."

Yan Nuan ignored him no more, and carried him forward silently.

Yu Qianfei didn't stop.

"Do you miss me? Do you miss me all these years?" he asked.

Yan Nuan pursed her lips and did not reply.

"I miss you," Yu Qianfei said, "The older I get, the more I feel that friends are different from friends, and you are different from them. There is a word called...what is it..."

Yan Nuan couldn't help asking, "What?"

"White Moonlight," Yu Qianfei said, "You are my White Moonlight."

Yan Nuan scolded in a low voice: "Illiterate."

After walking like this for a while, Yu Qianfei seemed to wake up a little bit, and no longer leaned on him with all the weight of his body. Although his feet were unsteady, he was able to walk independently.

At another intersection, Yan Nuan asked him, "Which direction is your home?"

Yu Qianfei raised his hand without hesitation: "There!"

Yan Nuan frowned again.That was still the direction of his home, and I don't know if Yu Qianfei was drunk or confused, or it was just a coincidence.

"Let's go!" Yu Qianfei strode forward.

Yan Nuan was afraid that he would fall, so she hurried to follow.

The two walked quietly for a while, and Yu Qianfei asked, "How long have you been back?"

"Ask what this is for."

"Why didn't you contact me?" Yu Qianfei asked.

"Why do you want to contact me?" Yan Nuan asked him back, "Is there any special reason?"

Yu Qianfei was dissatisfied: "Am I not special enough for you?"

It is special, so I dare not contact.

Yan Nuan didn't look at him: "It's very, very annoying."

Yu Qianfei laughed when he heard this.

"I'm so happy," he said, "I'm so happy every time I realize you haven't changed a bit."

Yan Nuan remained silent, thinking to herself, I thought I had changed.

He turned his head and secretly looked at Yu Qianfei.

The man was laughing, which made his originally handsome face appear a little silly.

"You have changed a lot." Yan Nuan said.

But it's still the appearance that makes his heart beat.