Mr. Fu's Bai Yueguang is not good

The tense muscles on Zhai Sicheng's face suddenly froze, and Ji Fanfan's voice was lifeless——

"In this world, I have lived enough. You can save me once, but you can't save me next time."

The cold breath of death made Zhai Sicheng's heart tighten suddenly, his hands were clenched tightly, the back of his hand was so angry that the veins bulged, he punched Ji Fanfan heavily in the face, "Calm down!"

Ji Fanfan's face turned to one side, he could feel the pain, but he still didn't have any desire to survive.

Zhai Sicheng held his face and said emotionally: "Ji Fanfan, listen! Isn't it just one hand! You have lost your right hand and you still have your left hand! You can still live! What are you looking for now! You have survived so many difficulties before, and this time you will definitely be able to, I will accompany you!"

Tears fell from the empty eyes, and Ji Fanfan wept silently with his unfocused eyes open, "I can't do it anymore, I'm too tired, brother, I have nothing left, and I have nothing to miss, let me go, Let me go, please?"

Zhai Sicheng pulled him into his arms in pain, and used his own heart to warm his cold heart surrounded by despair, "You still have me! I can be your hand!"

He hugged him hard, afraid that he would disappear if he let go, his choked voice was hoarse and sad, "Fanfan, I like you, I want you to live, I want you to live well."

He took a deep breath, the tears dripping down soaked Ji Fanfan's shoulders, bringing a chill, and begged in a low voice, "Can you, for me, live..."

Ji Fanfan's pupils contracted slightly, tears overflowed from his eye sockets, a little light gradually lit up in his dark and hopeless eyes, and his left hand hanging by his side slowly grasped the corner of the person in front of him.

Zhai Sicheng caressed his back, his choked voice fell into the cold wind, "Promise me, will you be alive..."

He said it almost close to Ji Fanfan's ear, his voice was very soft, begging, but it caused a huge splash in Ji Fanfan's heart, burning his heart.

Like a ray of light suddenly thrown into the deep sea, it came to him through layers of sea water.

Ji Fanfan slowly hugged the warm shoulders of the person in front of him, closed his eyes, everything around him seemed to be gone, only this embrace that he could rely on for a while...

After bringing Ji Fanfan back from the roof, Zhai Sicheng followed him every step of the way, not daring to let him disappear from his sight again.

Although Ji Fanfan no longer committed suicide, his eyes full of hope and bright smile were as desolate as a dry well.

Ji Fanfan obediently stayed in the hospital. He no longer expected a miracle to happen to him, but quietly waited for the wound on his disabled hand to gradually heal.

He was silent for a long time. Many times when Zhai Sicheng talked to him, he just responded lightly. Even Yang Chao's family came to see him, his expression was very calm. It seemed that there was nothing in this world that could make him happy.

He just lived, lived according to the wishes of others, and lived as a walking dead.

When Yang Chao walked out of the hospital, he worriedly asked Zhai Sicheng beside him, "Fu Zechuan has been looking for Fanfan recently, and I think Fanfan's current state is also very strange. Fu Zechuan used to have such a good relationship with him, do you want him to come and see?" ..."

Yang Chao didn't know much about Fu Zechuan, he just felt that he and Ji Fanfan were so close before, maybe letting Ji Fanfan meet him could stimulate Ji Fanfan and let Ji Fanfan regain his love for life.

Zhai Sicheng immediately denied the words, "You can't tell him that Fanfan is here!"

Zhai Sicheng had naturally heard the news of Fu Zechuan's engagement, and probably guessed why Ji Fanfan was so disappointed a while ago, how could he let Ji Fanfan and Fu Zechuan see each other again now.

And in his heart, he also hoped that Fu Zechuan and Ji Fanfan would never see each other again, so that Ji Fanfan would not be shaken again, and maybe one day he would be able to win his heart.

Zhai Sicheng frowned, and told Yang Chao thoughtfully, "Fanfan and Fu Zechuan have already broken up. If Fu Zechuan still entangles him, just pretend that you don't know where Fanfan is and send him away."

Yang Chao reacted in surprise for a long time, and when he came back to his senses, Zhai Sicheng had already walked back to the ward.

Yang Chao frowned and scratched his head. It turned out that we broke up. No wonder Fu Zechuan lost control of his emotions when Fu Zechuan came to him to ask Ji Fanfan's whereabouts last time...

He breathed a sigh of relief, luckily he didn't mention Ji Fanfan's injury and hospitalization last time...

Ji Fanfan looked out of the window quietly, the sun outside was very bright and brilliant, which was very different from the situation where he fell into an ice cave.

When Zhai Sicheng opened the door and came in, he saw his lonely appearance. He felt a pain in his heart, but he still walked to Ji Fanfan's side as if nothing had happened, and said gently: "The weather outside is so good, do you want to go out for a walk?"

Ji Fanfan nodded blankly.

Zhai Sicheng reached out to hold his left hand, but Ji Fanfan didn't struggle and let him hold it.

At the back of the hospital there is a large area for patients to move about, and there is a fresh smell of grass in the air, which smells good and can make people relax.

Zhai Sicheng led Ji Fanfan to sit on the bench, the sun fell on them, warming their bodies, but not the hearts of those around them.

Zhai Sicheng turned his head to look at Ji Fanfan who was sitting quietly, and said softly, "Do you think we look like an old couple sitting together basking in the sun?"

Ji Fanfan's mood didn't fluctuate in the slightest, his face was very calm, and even his voice was so steady that there was no ups and downs, "Brother Sicheng, you deserve better."

Zhai Sicheng held Ji Fanfan's hand tightly, and said in a muffled voice, "But I think you are good, and you are the most suitable for me."

Ji Fanfan stopped talking, his heart for this world is dead, and he won't love anyone anymore...

He just lived and breathed boringly, waiting for when Hades remembered him, and then circled his name in the book of life and death.

Zhai Sicheng leaned over to hug him, his voice was filled with strong pain, "Fanfan, how long are you going to torture yourself like this?"

"Brother Sicheng, I'm fine."

Zhai Sicheng suppressed his anger and roared, "What's wrong with you! Look at you now!"

He lowered his head helplessly, there was really nothing he could do, he was really afraid that he would not be able to save the person in front of him next time, "Fanfan, everything will be fine, I beg you, will you return to normal?"

Ji Fanfan was hugged by him stiffly, motionless, like a cold robot, "Brother Sicheng, I know you have a lot of things to do, you don't have to stay with me, don't worry, I won't commit suicide again , I will listen to you and live a good life."

Zhai Sicheng hugged him tightly, but his heart was extremely heavy and uncomfortable.

Ji Fanfan's indifferent eyes fell in the distance, as if looking at something unknown, or as if he was just letting go...

Zhai Sicheng has been busy recently, Ji Fanfan didn't know what he was busy with, and he didn't ask, but Zhai Sicheng would still find time to show up in the ward every day, sometimes he would bring a book or a bouquet of flowers.

He would put the fresh green flowers into a vase, and then sit beside Ji Fanfan and read some interesting stories or sentences full of hope to him.

Zhai Sicheng tirelessly does these things every day. He believes that one day Ji Fanfan will "live", no longer be tired of the world, love life again, and live normally.

And he just needs to be with him like this.

This morning, Ji Fanfan sat alone in the ward, he didn't think about anything, he didn't want to go anywhere, this small world trapped him, but he didn't want to come out.

He is like a dying leaf on a branch in winter, lifeless, just relying on the little bit of the branch to stay in this world.

But today it was extremely noisy outside the ward, very noisy, very noisy, Ji Fanfan didn't want to deal with it, but unfortunately he could understand the bird language spoken by the foreigner outside, which made him very annoyed.

Moreover, the people arguing with him outside were talking like chickens and ducks, and the two of them couldn't talk about the same point at all.

If you want to calm them down, the only way is to solve their nonsensical chicken-and-duck talk.

Ji Fanfan stood up mechanically, opened the door with his left hand unaccustomed, and stepped out of the small lonely space where only he was alone.

He walked through a group of onlookers, and said lightly, "He doesn't know that his medicine is a banned drug, he just wants to buy aspirin."

His voice was not loud, but it miraculously made everyone quiet and stared at him.

The foreigner had dyed purple hair from the east, and his eyebrows and eyes were particularly deep, which was a very typical appearance of a western handsome man.

He strode forward with long legs, came to Ji Fanfan at once, looked at him like a savior, and said a bunch of words that others could not understand with his mouth pursed.

The nurse next to him who had just had a heated argument with the foreigner was dumbfounded.

Ji Fanfan listened coldly, translating his words like a translation machine, "He said that the medicine he was holding was originally aspirin, and he didn't know why it became such a banned drug. He is not a drug dealer."

Ji Fanfan frowned, and asked him calmly in the other party's native language, "Have you met anyone on the road?"

The foreigner's thick black brows were so wrinkled that he could kill flies. He thought for a while in distress, and then he slapped his head——

"Yes, on the way here, I ran into an old lady. The old lady seemed to have a sprained ankle. God, I went up to ask out of good intentions, but I don't know much Chinese. The old lady also I couldn't understand it, and I had no choice, so I left first, and my bag was placed next to the old lady, did she take this opportunity to stuff this terrible bottle of stuff into my bag?"

Ji Fanfan followed the translation, and finally said to the nurse: "He may have met a real drug dealer. I suggest you call the police."

He was about to leave after speaking, but the foreigner grabbed his arm again, and the foreigner looked at him expectantly with wide Kazilan eyes.

Ji Fanfan squinted his eyes slightly in a bad mood, and four words appeared in his mind for the first time, Don't beat me! ?