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Cheng Yi was sent away by Cheng's father, and Zhou Si was arranged by Cheng's father to sit on a stool by the bed.

Cheng's father was still smiling and kind, but his hair was grayer, the wrinkles on his face were more wrinkled, his eyes were more tired, and his back, which had always been straight, was more bent.Zhou Si sized up the person in front of him, and after sizing up and down, the person in front of him was replaced by another one—similar in appearance to Zhou Si, with a high nose bridge and big eyes, but he was much thinner than Zhou Si. Zhou Si's is a little more hollow.

At that time, that person was also sitting like this, sitting on such a hospital bed, and left without even saying "I'm sorry" to the hateful son in front of him.

"Si'er, do you miss your father?"

Zhou Si shook his head.

"Then, you still hate him?" Old Master Cheng, who was sitting on the bed, folded his arms.

"Zhou Cheng?"

Zhou Si hadn't called this person "Dad" for a long time, and he stubbornly called his father by his name in front of Cheng's father.

"Well. Has he been gone for more than ten years?"

Zhou Si nodded.

Still hate?

When he was young, in his twenties, Zhou Si would nod without hesitation.

Since the death of his mother Meng Lingzhu, his amiable father Zhou Cheng has changed into a hideous devil.That person was drinking heavily, that person was pretending to be crazy while drunk, that person was about to throw the things at Zhou Si's body!

When a person is sober, he can still pretend to be rational to maintain the peace between father and son, but if he gets a little bit of wine, Zhou Si's skin will be bruised and his head will be bleeding.

The original family he couldn't hide from, and the childhood he couldn't escape, were all thanks to his own father!

How can you not hate it? !

In his childhood, he was beaten in his own house while healed in Cheng's family.At that time, Cheng Yi would always dig out the medicine box from their small room at night, and heal the terrible wounds left by his father little by little.The ones on the knees and the back, no matter the new flesh or the old scabs, have all been touched by Cheng Yi.

A timid person like Cheng Yi, because he had been looking at his wound for a long time, would no longer shake his hands when applying the medicine.How many times did Zhou Si take medicine?

Year after year, there were endless beatings and scolding, until before the college entrance examination, Zhou Si was about to be liberated, and Zhou Cheng was also liberated.

Zhou Cheng died, in the year of Zhou Si's college entrance examination.

But more than ten years have passed, and now Zhou Si hesitated.

If you say you don't hate it, it's a lie.

Weren't his violent tendencies in those years all seeds planted in childhood and germinated as he grew older?

That year, his hands even pinched Cheng Yi's neck.After so many years, he still has lingering fears about that memory.If it wasn't Cheng Yi at that time, then he was a murderer.What if he really couldn't control himself?Then he is the rotten person who killed his lover with his own hands.

Especially when facing Cheng's father, he felt even more ashamed. He subconsciously blamed it on his father who had been buried for many years and couldn't trouble him.

But when it comes to hate, he doesn't seem to be so angry anymore.

So he opened his mouth, and replied with a standard smile that he has been good at in recent years: "I don't hate it. I am such a big man, how can I care about people who have entered the soil."

As soon as he finished speaking, Old Master Cheng suddenly pursed his lips and laughed, as if he was watching a clown acting. He couldn't help laughing when he saw the clown's tricks go well.

"You lied, son."

Zhou Si used to hear the old man and Cheng Yi say the word "cub" when he was talking to Cheng Yi in the town before. At that time, he was a little envious.But now that this title was applied to him, he couldn't help but stiffen his back again.

"You hate him." The old man asserted, "You hate him so much."

Zhou Si didn't argue with the old man, he just followed him and said: "The old man is very discerning, I told such a lie in front of you all, and you caught it all."

Zhou Si's flattery permeated the old man's ears, it was pleasing to the ear, but the old man didn't like it very much.

The old man nuzzled: "You bastard, didn't you tell a lie just once."

Cheng's father's eyes stared at Zhou Si sharply like a peregrine falcon's, which made Zhou Si restlessly retract his upturned Erlang legs, and he sat upright.In City C, he could be considered a powerful person, but at this moment, his eyes were a little more cramped.

"You..." Zhou Si didn't know what the old man's reason for this conversation with Cheng Yi was.But no matter what happened to Cheng Yi, it was enough to make him feel like he was sitting on pins and needles in front of Cheng Yi's father.

Unexpectedly, old man Cheng raised his hand and patted the back of Zhou Si's hand. The old man's hand was weak, and his palm was as cold as dying.

"You can tell the truth. Some things, tell the old man to me, and I will take it to the soil. I won't tell the old woman to make her sad. Don't worry." The old man pointedly guided, and he He glanced at his watch while talking, then pointed to Zhou Si, and warned, "But there is one thing, Si'er, you have to make a long story short, the old woman can come quickly. She is most afraid that I will be hungry, 06:30 Hurry up, hurry up, everyone will come."

Zhou Si was cleared by the old man's words.

He thought for a while, and chose to avoid the important thing and take the lightest thing: "I'm not hiding anything from you, but my family is not peaceful now, that girl Rongrong and I will stay with Cheng's family for a few days. You know, Cheng Yi and I will pass through a Pants' brother-"

Before Zhou Si could say the rest, he was held down by Mr. Cheng's eyes.

"Brother..." The old man shook his head.

Zhou Si choked for a moment: "It doesn't count."

"What is it?" The old man seemed unintentional, but the next sentence he uttered was particularly sharp, "Lover?"

The "lover" of the older generation and the "lover" of the new generation are two different concepts.The "lover" of the older generation is a person who steals outside, which has a derogatory meaning, and is a coquettish person who is restless in the room.Zhou Si knew that it was a lot of temptation to say this word from Old Master Cheng's mouth.

So he denied it without hesitation.

"No. He is my lover."

Zhou Si admitted.

Because of this acknowledgment, he didn't dare to look the old man in the eye.The Cheng family had only one son, Cheng Yi. To put it bluntly, if there was no little girl Rong Rong, he and Cheng Yi would not have had a next generation.

The old man probably did many psychological training for himself, but when he heard Zhou Si say this, he was still dumb. He was silent for a while, maybe not long, but for the two people in the room All in all, it's pretty long.

Until Zhou Si made a move first, he pushed away the stool, and knelt down in front of the old man.

Many, many years ago, he made a mistake and caused trouble. When others found the Cheng family and the old man settled the matter for him, he also knelt down in front of the old man. At that time, the old man was sitting, just sitting in the courtyard Under the flower stand, listening to Zhou Si's confession.

It's the same today, but Zhou Si didn't speak.

Silent is better than sound.

He was saying that he had made a mistake, but he didn't seem to have any intention of repenting.The back was straight, the person was kneeling upright, and his mouth was tightly pursed, afraid that if he said too much, he would be wrong, and he was afraid that if he didn't say it, he would be wrong.

The old man looked at the man kneeling on the ground without saying a word. He has a broad back, firm eyebrows, and a steady style of doing things. He seems to be more able to handle things than his own son raised by him.When he was pulled back from the brink of death, seeing Cheng Yi's red eyes, he knew that his child was frightened and stupid. Unlike Zhou Si, this child who grew up by his side was a bit wild. But when something happens, he is sensible and can bear it.

When Zhou Si knelt in front of him before, looking at that skinny and monkey-like body, he felt that this kid was sensible, but in the past twenty years or so, times have changed, and his thin body has become longer and thicker. , will also be the pillar in the future.

"You, you've always made mistakes. Every time you make a mistake, it's that bastard Cheng Yi and the old man who will help you. Why do you get angry when you go around?" He sighed and murmured softly. He said, "Speaking of which, it's our little brat Cheng Yi who is stupid, no wonder you. Get up, it's cold on the ground, stop kneeling."

When the old man said these words, his voice was shaking, if it was Zhou Si's fault, it seemed that he couldn't say it.Isn't that the way Chinese education is, if someone else's children are wrong, it's not up to me to discipline them like my parents. If I talk about discipline, I can only discipline his own son Cheng Yi. As for Zhou Si, if he blames him He still couldn't speak.

"Dad..." Zhou Si was afraid that the old man's mood would be unstable, so he looked up.

"Get up." Cheng's father said again, "The old man knew about this a long time ago. In the past few years, he has also cultivated his mind. Otherwise, the old man would not have talked about this matter with you today. Come here .”

Zhou Si stood up and leaned over without even having time to dust off the dust on his knees.He watched the old man reach out to pull the bedside table, and he gave it a hand.

"What do you want?"

"Purse. You take it out and open it."

Zhou Si did as he did, and took out the fluffed-up wallet from the bedside iron cabinet in the ward.This wallet looks like it has been around for a while, and the outer leather material has been eaten away by the years, and it is broken into pieces.

Zhou Si opened his wallet in front of the old man.On the left side of the wallet was a photo of him and Cheng's mother, and on the right side was a row of bank cards.Cheng Zhousi and the others haven't used a bank card for some years.

Seeing Zhou Si touching those bank cards, the old man grinned: "There is not much money on the card, hehe. Isn't this a discussion with the old woman to come to the city? I am afraid that the old woman does not have enough money, so I put it all on the card. It’s a lot, but I don’t have much money, and the old woman manages all the money. I managed to get some money, and Cheng Yi almost borrowed it all. Look, you reach out and touch the back of the photo, there should be a small piece of paper strip."

Zhou Si reached into the compartment where the photo was sandwiched, and took out the note inside along with the photo. The old man reached out and asked for the photo with Cheng's mother from Zhou Si's hand. He held it in his palm, and his eyes fell on Zhou Si A photo and a note in his hand.

"You open the note."

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Will work hard tomorrow!On Wednesday, let's make this sad story about dad more, it won't be sad for too long!