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Although Zhou Si didn't eat Cheng Yi in the end, he did talk a lot to Cheng Yi this night with the help of wine.

A lot about when they broke up.

nine years ago.

There are always humid days in the south along the coast. In such days, the walls and floors of the house are full of water vapor, and the sky is also foggy, making people breathless.This is the seventh month since Zhou Si resigned from the Internet company, and the sixth day of his new job.His new job was introduced by a former colleague.

He works as a bartender in a club called "Yinha". Customers can order drinks or people. The salary is very good, and the job content is simple. Everyone gets a commission, and he does a good job. Well, if you have more regular customers, you will get more.But this "Yinha", to put it bluntly, is still the kind of ambiguous place in the depths of the night.But for Zhou Si, even though the environment of this clubhouse is full of people, it is much more free than working as a code farmer under pressure day and night in a game company.

Zhou Si first learned bartending from Xiao Yehua's friend when he was in high school.In the summer vacation of the year when he finished his fourth year of high school, Cheng Yi went back to his hometown with his parents to announce the good news. He was originally called, but he didn't go.After Cheng left, he felt that it was boring to stay in the town alone, so he contacted his high school classmates in P city, and then he returned to P city, where he spent a few days without sensuality.

There was no Cheng Yi in those days, but there were other joys.

In those few days, he seemed to have returned to the time when he was still in charge of the school, he could do things as he wanted, he could dance with Xiao Yehua and the others in every corner of the city at night, and let Xiao Yehua take him to run in the bar street During the day, he sleeps until noon in the small house rented by Xiaoyehua’s band, and then goes out to play billiards in the afternoon and listen to their band’s rehearsal. up.

Sometimes, Zhou Si is thinking, maybe this kind of life is the life in his bones.It would be even better if he didn't think of Cheng Yi in the dead of night.

But he knew it was impossible.He loves Cheng Yi, and he has been in love ever since they quietly confirmed their relationship.

The upright blood and decent skin wrapped around his skeleton were all given by Cheng Yi.So when Cheng Yi told him "The trip is over and we are coming back", he rejected Xiao Yehua's proposal to invite him to stay in P City without hesitation.

"Didn't you have fun, Zhou Si?"

"Yes, but I also have to say 'sorry', I will come to play again next time I have time, don't worry."

"Why do you have to be sorry? You belong here, and this wildness has always been engraved in your soul. If you go back, you may not have such a chance."

"Well, I know." Zhou Si could agree with every word she said, but he still didn't stay in P City. He patted the ashes on his trouser legs, jumped down the stairs from the rooftop, and walked through the shadow under the beam, Walking into another piece of sunshine, "But I also know that I can live without this barbaric life in my bones, and I can also imprison my soul, but I can't lose a person. He accompanied me from childhood to adulthood, and he accompanied me from the dark place, Under such a piece of sunshine. I can spend my whole life without the hustle and bustle of the night, but I can't live without my feet touching the ground. I'm different from you, little wild flower."

"What's the difference between us?" Xiao Yehua stood on a high place, played with her fingers and looked down at him, as if she saw another person, a very rational person, not like Zhou Si, but very similar to the person Zhou Si liked , she frowned and looked away.

Zhou Si looked up at her unconsciously: "Your spiritual world is full of colors. In my spiritual world, there is only one person. Behind you, the material from your parents and friends can pile up your colorful colors for you, and you can give them equal feedback. But behind me, there are only the likes between him and me, and the only thing I can give back to him is the same love. If I don’t want to do this, then I shouldn’t count him for him. Love it."

After listening to Zhou Si's "Theory of Love", Xiao Yehua burst out laughing, she did not refute, nor interfered with Zhou Si's decision, she let Zhou Si go back.Zhou Si also followed Cheng Yi to apply for the coastal university according to the love he wanted, lived in the same city as Cheng Yi, and then lived a normal life - graduated, worked in a big game company that looked good, Working overtime in the middle of the week, waiting for his lover to come home on weekends, between the two of them, there is a simple meal, plain and happy.

If Cheng Yi hadn't told him one day: "I don't want to go to school anymore, I want to make money", maybe he wouldn't choose to go back to such a path that fits his soul.

Moist water droplets condensed on the glass windows, and the dark clouds blocked the light again. The light that was not bright enough was deceiving people, and everyone walking on the street was drowsy.

"Hello." Zhou Si, who got off the night shift and was lying on the bed to catch up on sleep, was lying on the pillow. His hands fumbled on the empty double bed for a long time before he found the non-stop ringing cell phone.

He answered the phone impatiently, but after the person on the other end spoke, he restrained himself from getting up.

"Well, I don't go to work today, I take turns off, and I take one off every two days." He replied with a strong nasal voice.

"Are you sick, Brother Si?" Cheng Yi asked on the other end of the phone.

"No."

"Then what's wrong with your voice? Why is it hoarse? Did you have a fever again? I'll ask for leave and come back."

Ever since Zhou Si was sent to the hospital last time, Cheng Yi was very sensitive whenever he heard that Zhou Si's voice was wrong.His overly concerned voice also forced Zhou Si to sit up quickly: "Is there any? Cough cough." Zhou Si cleared his throat, and bit the bullet to deny, "No. Maybe I drank yesterday."

"Did you drink yesterday?" Cheng Yi frowned, "Drink less, isn't it better?! By the way, don't forget to take care of your hair. When I left last week, you weren't up yet. , I didn’t tell you.”

"Understood." Zhou Si rubbed his hair, the last time he said he wanted a haircut was the day he quarreled with Cheng Yi, and he originally made an appointment with Cheng Yi to accompany him to get a haircut the next day.But the two of them broke up after the quarrel that night, and Cheng Yi didn't mention it until today, and Zhou Si also forgot to get a haircut.His hair was on top of his head in a mess. After a few months, he was almost used to it. When Cheng Yi mentioned it, he suddenly realized that his hair was indeed much longer.

"It's time to deal with it." He promised Cheng Yi, hung up the phone in a blink of an eye, and asked Cheng Yi for leave because he was sleepy, and sent Cheng Yi a leave note in the chat box:

written request for leave:

Honey, I'm sleepy.I slept too late yesterday, got up...&%#@, I must go to sleep.Good night.

As soon as the news was sent out, Zhou Si put away his phone and fell asleep.He fell asleep straight into the afternoon, and seeing Cheng Yi return him a helpless expression a few hours ago, he smiled back with a "blushing" dog emoji, and lay on the bed with his mobile phone for a long time, Wait until dark to forage.

After going back and forth, he forgot about cutting his hair. Later, when he went to work, he mentioned it to his colleague Fu Yan who was bartending, but Fu Yan told him not to cut it, saying that the half-long hair It must look better than his cut.

"Really, Brother Fu?" Zhou Si stroked his half-length hair.

"Brother Fu" who was shaking the pot next to him nodded: "Well, who can look good with a short cut. Let me tell you that now you are the most popular with cheeky and good-looking? Look at that Wang Yu, how much is he in front of him every day? A little girl, if he smiles, people will buy it."

Zhou Si followed the man's line of sight, and happened to land on the man at the other end of the wine table handing a glass to a rich woman who laughed with him.The man had blonde hair, narrow and long eyeliner, red lips and white teeth, and the corners of his mouth curled up, making him even more charming.

"Is he Wang Yu?"

"Well, how about it, he is good-looking, those little girls think he is good-looking."

Zhou Si took a serious look at this famous bartender who came a month earlier than him. It was him. Every day, rich women ordered drinks in front of him. If he wanted to joke around, Wang Yuxing was the only one.

Zhou Si snorted lightly, thinking that this person could only make a joke.In terms of good looks, it is still not as good as their family Cheng Yiyi.

"Don't be disdainful." Brother Fu handed the ice cubes in his hand to Zhou Si, "How much money do you make this night, do you have a fraction?"

Hearing this, Zhou Si fell silent.He really didn't.

"You look so good-looking, you should learn from others and work hard." Brother Fu raised his eyebrows to encourage him.

Zhou Si smiled and shook his head: "I'm not that short of money."

"You're not that short of money, why are you working here? What are you trying to do? Do you want to be fresh, or do you want to find a true love in this wine pool and meat forest?"

"Pfft." Zhou Si was directly amused by the people around him.He waved his hands again and again: "It's unnecessary for true love. I have someone in my family."

"There are people here, are you still here? Is your family not angry?" Brother Fu seemed to have gotten the result after asking, "Oh, it must be that you are playing your own way and have nothing to do with each other, just like Huo Baoyou? Your generation loves Such nonsense."

Zhou Si was silent for a few seconds before shaking his head: "No. He doesn't know."

"Oh, I don't know? It seems that you are dishonest, kid?" Brother Fu suddenly became excited when he heard the gossip. He put the newly mixed cocktail on the bar and turned around to tease him, "I don't plan to talk to your family. people say?"

Zhou Si's hand that put the ice cubes paused: "No. He didn't ask, and we didn't meet each other, so we didn't say anything."

"Oh, we didn't meet together, long-distance relationship?" Brother Fu shared a cigarette with Zhou Si.

Zhou Si took it and held it in his mouth, but didn't order it.Cheng Yi didn't like him smoking, he couldn't quit, and every time he didn't smoke, he thought he had lied to himself.

"No. He's from the same city, but he..." Zhou Si wanted to continue explaining, but was suddenly interrupted by Brother Fu.

Brother Fu took a few puffs of cigarettes, sighed, and patted the back of Zhou Si's hand: "Hey, I get it, it seems to be in harmony with the outside world." As he spoke, he dusted the ashtray in the ashtray prepared for the guests on the wine table, like someone who came here He said earnestly, "You two are like this, I think we should be close to breaking up."

Zhou Si's syrupy hands trembled, and he stared blankly at the whole wasted cocktail for a long time before taking a new glass and starting over, mixed a new one and put it on the bar.

Later, Brother Fu ran out of orders, so he left work early, leaving only Zhou Si staring at his discarded glass of cocktail with too much syrup for a long time, and finally drank it bit by bit by himself. There is no difference in the wine, but if it is sweet enough, it will naturally be bitter.

Just like the words heard in the ear.

——You two are like this, we are not far from breaking up.

This is indeed a prophecy.

It's just that Zhou Si didn't know it at the time, he was even full of expectations for the future of himself and Cheng Yi, and he was working the night shift full of joy, while Cheng Yi was still working hard to complete the project ahead of schedule and graduate normally.Until the end of the semester, Cheng Yi's classmate brought him to have a drink.

This was the beginning of Zhou Si and him's mutual lingering.

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