vulgar

At that time, Cheng Yi probably didn't think about it at all, what was waiting for him was Zhou Si's sudden anger, Zhou Si had never been so angry with him before, Cheng Yi even felt for a moment that he would die in front of Zhou Si.

At that time Zhou Si jumped up and grabbed Cheng Yi's collar, a pair of angry eyes were close at hand, oppressing, making Cheng Yi a little breathless.

He heard Zhou Si ask: "Brother? Brother with an easy price? Is that why you don't study for a Ph. D., Cheng Yi?"

Cheng Yi was dumbfounded by his question, but his hand was on Zhou Si's, and Zhou Si's grip on his collar was not relaxed at all. It was also because of this that Cheng Yi realized that Zhou Si was not innocent. jealous.

He also refrained from reasoning with Zhou Si, and confronted him head-on.

He shouted at him: "Zhou Si, what are you talking about? Are you fucking crazy?"

Zhou Si originally listened to Cheng Yi's words, and Cheng Yi usually quarreled and finished his good words, but he couldn't stand him, so he scolded him angrily, and he would restrain his temper and put his tail between his legs.

Today, however, Zhou Si didn't know which tendon caught the fuse, so he just clicked on it. He stared angrily at Cheng Yi, and Cheng Yi's stern shouts couldn't scare him at all.

within reason.

"Cheng Yi!" He whispered in Cheng Yi's ear, trembling with fury.

Cheng Yi's hand gently patted the back of Zhou Si's hand to comfort him.

After all, Zhou Si was a leader in high school before. In the eyes of his parents, he is no different from a wild child. Wild children have no rules in doing things. This is the most profound thing Cheng Yi has lived with Zhou Si in the past few years.

Of course, Cheng Yi also knows that over the years, because of Cheng Yi, Zhou Si has gradually restrained his rebelliousness and kept a low profile, but this does not mean that Zhou Si's rebelliousness will be wiped out.

Cats who are cornered can still bite people.

What's more, it wasn't the first time that Cheng Yi stood in front of him with a smell of alcohol mixed with an unfamiliar perfume.It wasn't the first time that the smell of perfume mixed with the smell of alcohol entered Zhou Si's nostrils.

Every time Zhou Si felt the smell, it was more choking than the cigarette he was smoking, so choking that Zhou Si wanted to erase it from his own world.

Thinking of this, his hand fell on Cheng Yi's smooth and fair neck for the first time, and he hesitated to use force.

He just gritted his teeth: "I'm crazy, Cheng Yi."

"I go out early and come back late and work overtime all night. I work hard to make money. I want you to read your book carefully, and I want you to do what you like. Don't be held by my feet like the year you were repeating. It's good for you , a brother who drives a Mercedes-Benz, a brother who can give you money and position, once he comes, you will let go of your own dreams?"

"Let go of me, Zhou Si!" Cheng Yi was taken aback by Zhou Si's action, he didn't expect Zhou Si to want his life.

"It's not the first time, Cheng Yi. I saw him at the school gate before. He was the one who sent you back that day, and it's the same today. I'm going to fucking engrave this horrible smell of perfume into my mind! "

"Zhou Si! I think you have engraved the word crazy into your brain." Cheng Yi clenched his teeth and bet with Zhou Si.

"I am, I am crazy. If I am not crazy, will I still be here with you after graduation? I will go back to that shabby town to guard the inheritance my father left me, okay? I want to listen to what you have to say here The fairy tale of 'stars can grow out of mud'?"

Stars in the mud...

Cheng Yi said this to Zhou Si, and Zhou Si asked him to make a wish during the Chinese New Year this year.

He said that he hopes to be with his star for a long time.

Zhou Si said at that time that he was mud, not worthy of being a star.Cheng Yi was steadfast, saying that he was a star that came out of the mud, different from others.

He said it seriously, but Zhou Si never believed it, and always regarded it as a fairy tale for adults.

Later, Zhou Si's hand rubbed Cheng Yi's neck, and he even felt that the tightly gripped neck was tempting him to exert strength──

"Cheng Yi, you're dragging me, and you're tired too. Then you can let go. You tell me we broke up, and I'll go back right away. You can also be sweet with your senior brother, and welcome a better life, maybe That senior brother can also allow you to study and make money."

"Zhou Si?! You're being a little unreasonable. Me and him, ahem...you're pinching me, ahem..." Cheng Yi could feel the strength of Zhou Si's hands increasing, and he could feel the air and Zhou Si The temperature in Si's eyes was as thin and cold, Cheng Yi coughed twice,

"Don't say it, don't say it!" Zhou Si pulled his eyes away and hid the struggle in his eyes.

"Brother Si..." Cheng Yi called him out in a breath.

Zhou Si is Zhou Si after all, he loves "Brother Si" from Cheng Yi's mouth too much, no matter when he was a child, in front of him, or in the future.

Zhou Si gritted his teeth and let go of his hand.

"Let's go, Cheng Yi! Stay away from me." Zhou Si's legs went limp after speaking, and he sat down on the spot.

Cheng leaned his back against the cold wall and clasped his hands back. He raised his head high to absorb the fresh oxygen in the humid air, and the darkness in front of him slowly dissipated like a thick fog.But his heart was beating violently, and before he could recover, Zhou Si yelled at him: "Get out of here."

Cheng Yi had already followed Zhou Si's suggestion before his brain gave instructions, he bypassed Zhou Si, and hurriedly helped the wall, shoe cabinet, and some unknown bottles and cans.He rushed out of the door with one foot deep and one foot shallow, and when he heard the sound of "roll" coming from behind, he closed the door behind him without hesitation, and stumbled down to the first floor again.

When he stood under the warm yellow street lamp, he squatted down with the support of the lamp pole for an unknown period of time, when the heavy rain drenched everyone, and when the cold sweat on his back was washed away by the bean-sized raindrops, he It was as if I had found myself.

He sat there blankly, looked up at the brightly lit home, and smirked.

"Cheng Yi, Wei Xun said earlier that you will suffer the consequences yourself, why don't you believe it?" Cheng Yi murmured.

But the people in the house couldn't hear the self-mockery in the rain, he could only hear the sound of heavy rain hitting the canopy one after another.

But no matter how loud the rain was, it couldn't cover the sound of "Get out" when he just rushed forward, and the words he didn't say were still echoing in his heart──

Otherwise, I am afraid that I will drag you to die together!

Zhou Si thought about it, then raised his hands to hold his head, covered his ears and huddled together.The back of his hand was full of veins, and he didn't know who he was competing with, but if he looked carefully, he could see tears leaking from his fingers.

After that day, Cheng Yi did leave, walked out of the small bungalow where he and Zhou Si lived by the sea, and did not return to the house that Zhou Si and he rented for two months.When he stood in front of Zhou Si again, he was already in the hospital.

Because of alcoholism.

At that time, Cheng Yi saw that the phone screen displayed the number of the hospital, and his heart tightened. He was afraid of hearing bad news, so he hesitated for two seconds before connecting.

The moment the connection was made, a female voice on the other end of the phone asked, are they Zhou Si's family members?

"It's me, I'm him..." Cheng Yi paused, and then said, "It's his brother."

On the phone, the female voice scribbled a few words to him, and asked him to go through the formalities. After Cheng Yi said a few good words, he went out of the school and stopped the car. I didn't think of it until I got to the hospital, and hurriedly called to ask for leave, and was scolded by my brother.

Cheng Yi didn't have time to listen to his senior brother's scolding words carefully, and he was all in the emergency room of the hospital. He had already made three or four mental preparations in his heart on the way here——Zhou Si entered the hospital either because of a car accident, or Lost in a fight...but he didn't expect it to be because of alcoholism.

After Cheng Yi went back and forth to complete the formalities, and waited half a night in the hospital corridor, he saw Zhou Si being pushed into the ward.At that time, Zhou Si lay quietly on the hospital bed, motionless, the doctor said he would wake up later, Cheng Yi thought it would be fine.

It's also good for him to take a serious look at the person who is still sleeping in front of him.

It's been a long time since I saw Zhou Si like this.When was the last time you saw him like this?

Cheng Yi thought about it, but there was no result.

But he stretched out his hand unconsciously, across Zhou Si's furrowed brow, and gently opened it with his fingers.

"When I woke up in the morning, you were awake. I almost forgot how you were asleep, Brother Si." Cheng Yi's voice was very soft, as if he was afraid of disturbing the people on the hospital bed.

"Before, I seemed to have seen you falling asleep. You probably don't remember it. I came back from a sudden vacation that day. When I came back, you fell asleep lying in front of the computer. I covered you with a coat, but You were probably too tired at the time, so you didn't even notice that I was back. Later, I saw that it was late, so I went out to buy groceries, and when I came in with the groceries, you woke up and were working again. "

"However, that time was never like this. I saw you sleeping from the front. If you want to say that it is exactly the same, it was still in the fourth year of high school. You came to my house to review. After the review, we slept together. You slept very fast that day. , but I couldn’t fall asleep, I looked at you with the extraordinarily bright moonlight in our town, and I frowned like now, wondering if I had a bad dream.”

At that time, Cheng Yi leaned into Zhou Si's arms and kissed Zhou Si's forehead, as if he wanted to inject the boy's sincere love into his mind, and drive away the annoying nightmare for him.

And Cheng Yi in the hospital "repeated the old trick". He put on Zhou Si's narrow hospital bed with his clothes on, and hugged him tightly in his arms. Cheng Yi's palm was warm for his already cold hand, and it stuck to the back of Zhou Si's hand, just like how Zhou Si covered his hand in winter in the past. Warmed up, warmed up.

In the dead of night in the ward, Cheng Yi heard Zhou Si's gentle and even breathing, and suddenly felt at ease inexplicably. He hugged him tightly, as if he was hugging a treasure he had lost and found. He hugged the boy he had fallen in love with since childhood. Suddenly, he heard a raving from the person in his arms.

"Cheng Yiyi..."

Cheng Yi grasped the hand of the person in his arms, and replied in a hoarse voice: "I'm here, Brother Si."

His temples were close to Zhou Si's ears, and he lingered around, rubbing Zhou Si's softened ear roots.He heard Zhou Si repeating it over and over again.

"I was wrong, Cheng Yiyi, I was wrong, really, I was wrong..."

Cheng Yi's back tensed up, tears started to form in his eyes at some point, the water around his eyes was hanging on the embankment, he held his mouth for two seconds: "I don't want to study, it's just because of you I'm too tired, Zhou Si, what's wrong with you... It's my fault, it's my fault that I'm still a useless student who can only spend money."

The fault is that I exploited Zhou Si's comfortable life in the name of love,

This allowed him to hold a salary, but had to support the expenses of the two of them. Even in order to save enough money for Cheng Yi, he and Cheng Yi still rented in this old, dilapidated community in Linhai, where they ate ordinary meals and paid the most. class……

Cheng Yi didn't dare to think about it any further, he raised his hand to help Zhou Si in his arms brush away the broken hair on his forehead, and leaned over to kiss his forehead.

"Have a good dream, Brother Si."

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I wish you all a Happy New Year! !