Don't you have your own wives? [Entertainment]

Confession ([-])

Zhang Wan’s memorial exhibition occupies the first floor of the entire art center. As soon as you enter the door, you can see the movie poster of Zhang Wan’s famous work "Flowers Before the Window" on the electronic screen. Zhang Wan on the poster looks like he is only in his 20s. Under a street lamp, holding a bouquet of withered flowers in his arms, he turned slightly and looked back.The poster is black and white, and the theme of this commemorative exhibition - "For the sake" is written on the side with a brush.

There is a small booth at the entrance of the art center, on which there are branches of daisies, which are given to those who enter the museum.

Daisy is the flavor of Zhang Wan's pheromone.

When Wen Gui passed by the door, he also took one, then bent down and put it under the electronic screen.When Wen Gui put it down, there were already a lot of daisies here, piled together, surrounding the young man on the poster.

Pei Zhigu followed him and put down a branch.

Bypassing the electronic screen, the real exhibition hall is behind.The exhibition hall is arranged in simple red and black colors, and there is a long distance between the booths. The small overhead lights are cast from above the booths, and each exhibit seems to be enclosed in another world.

There are records released by Zhang Wan in the exhibition hall, and the music with a sense of age is playing slowly in the exhibition hall.

Zhang Wan has many talents. In addition to his acting career, he is also excellent in music, painting and photography.Most of the works exhibited this time are paintings and photographs left by him during his lifetime.

There are also many fans of Zhang Wan in the live broadcast room. When they see the photos on the electronic screen on the wall, their eyes are slightly sore.

【Teacher Zhang will continue to be happy in his next life】

[It's in the next city, unfortunately I have to work overtime, so I can chat with Professor Pei's Daisy]

【I just finished revisiting the flowers in front of the window yesterday, I really cried a lot】

Pei Zhigu stood next to Wengui and accompanied him to watch carefully.

Although he can't be said to be pursuing Zhang Wan, but he was forced to learn a lot from others before, and he didn't seem to feel bored.

Then he saw a group of portrait photos.But the model in the photo is not Zhang Wan.

Wen Gui explained to him: "This is Teacher Zhang's partner, but he passed away very early."

Pei Zhigu responded silently, vaguely remembering that someone had told him about this before.

Zhang Wan's partner is an Alpha, who seldom appears in front of people, but several times, the media has photographed layers of bite marks on the back of Zhang Wan's neck, and Zhang Wan has never shy away from this matter.It wasn't until one autumn, when Zhang Wan appeared at his partner's funeral due to an accident, that people knew that his partner's original surname was Zhang, and he was an excellent surgeon.

This group of photos was taken one month before Dr. Zhang's death.

He remembered it so clearly because that person said something to him at that time, he said, if it was me, I would definitely not be willing to leave you alone.

Pei Zhigu withdrew his thoughts.

Just when he and Wen Gui finished looking at the photos and were about to move on, someone suddenly stopped him from behind.

"Pei Zhigu?"

Pei Zhigu turned his head when he heard the sound, and the person who stopped him was a tall and thin man wearing glasses. His face was familiar, but he couldn't remember it for a while.

Seeing that he stopped, the hesitant expression suddenly relaxed. He walked forward a few steps and walked up to Wen Gui and Pei Zhigu, then smiled and said, "So it's really you."

After he got closer, Pei Zhigu found out that there was a mole under his eyebrow.

"Zhizhi, long time no see." He said.

Pei Zhigu's pupils suddenly constricted, and the moment he heard this address, he knew who the other party was.Some long-term memories emerged from the dusty corners of the memory, and then he raised the corners of his mouth with a half-smile, lowered his eyes slightly and replied.

"Long time no see." His voice paused for a while, and then he read the other party's name without any ups and downs, "Zhuo Yuan."

These two words seem to be twirling on the tip of Pei Zhigu's tongue, clear and crisp, and also tinged with a little irony that is hard to detect.Wen Gui stood quietly beside Pei Zhigu, his eyes calmly sized Alpha in front of him.

Although this was the first time they met, he rejected this man for no reason.

This Alpha named Zhuo Yuan was trying to provoke him.Wen Gui suppressed the smile in his eyes.

With a decent and polite smile on Zhuo Yuan's face, he kept a social distance between strangers and friends with Pei Zhigu, and said, "Is this your Alpha? Zhizhi, I haven't seen you in so many years." , your preferences are still the same as before."

When Pei Zhigu heard him say those two words, he frowned in disgust: "We don't know each other that well, Mr. Zhuo."

It is rare for Pei Zhigu to show such an obvious emotional expression, Wen Gui almost subconsciously took another step towards him, and put his hand on his shoulder, as if to lead him As if in his arms.

He said: "Hello, I am Pei Zhigu's partner, Wengui."

Zhuo Yuan pushed his glasses: "Hi, I'm Zhizhi..."

He glanced at Pei Zhigu with a cold face out of the corner of his eye, and then changed his words to: "Brother."

After finishing speaking, Zhuo Yuan sighed lightly and said to Pei Zhigu: "Zhi Zhi, I'm sorry for what happened back then, I'm very happy to see you again this time when I return to China, it turns out that you also like Zhang Wan, no wonder back then—"

"Mr. Zhuo."

Pei Zhigu interrupted him loudly.

"I won't bring up the old things again. You are welcome to go back to China. Please forgive me for not disturbing me any more."

Zhuo Yuan's voice stopped abruptly, he looked at Pei Zhigu, as if trying to see some flaws in him.But Pei Zhigu was too calm, as calm as an emotionless machine, no matter now or back then, he was so graceful and flawless.

He originally thought that Pei Zhigu would at least miss him.

Obviously they have been in love for so many years.If they can't be partners, at least they can be friends.

In his imagination, Pei Zhigu might pretend to be a stranger and not recognize him, or he might mock him, but he never thought that Pei Zhigu would let him go.

In his impression, Pei Zhigu is someone who either doesn't give any love at all, or loves unreservedly. They have been together for eight years, there is no reason why Pei Zhigu can really not mind.

But now he's not sure again.

It turned out that Pei Zhigu would not wait for him forever...

Seeing that Pei Zhigu turned to leave, Zhuo Yuan suddenly regretted it.

At that time, he was confused for a while, broke up with Pei Zhigu, and later went abroad to develop.After more than ten years, it's not that he didn't want to go back to see Pei Zhigu again, but he just heard from his friends that he has been staying in Zhonghai City, and he has never talked about a stable and long-term relationship, so he relaxes and thinks about the future. .

until today.He recognized Pei Zhigu from a distance, seeing that he was much more mature than when he left, and his figure was still the same thin, his thoughts flickered, and the feeling of nostalgia surged up.

He taught Pei Zhigu so much, taught him to fall in love with an Alpha, taught him about Zhang Wan, and even gave him his own name, Zhi Zhi...

After so many years, he still likes Pei Zhigu.

So when he saw the Alpha next to Pei Zhigu, he didn't hold back his desire to swear sovereignty.

Although Pei Zhigu does not belong to him now, he once belonged to him, and belonged to him for eight full years.When he first split, the ownership of Pei Zhigu was delineated.

Just when Zhuo Yuan wanted to speak out and stay with Pei Zhigu for a while, Pei Zhigu suddenly stopped, turned around and said to him: "Also, I don't have a habit of recognizing my brother casually, I hope you don't say anything in the future. Something that my partner misunderstood."

"I don't want him to be unhappy about something like this," he said.

Zhuo Yuan stood in place, and when they were completely gone, he clenched his fists unwillingly.

But he knew Pei Zhigu, and what Pei Zhigu said had already drawn a clear line between them.In Pei Zhigu's cognition, people in the world can only be divided into those who care and those who don't.

Zhuo Yuan turned his head and saw the group of photos hanging on the wall, and smiled wryly.

That's right, after all, he was the one who said he wouldn't be willing to leave first.

He retracted his gaze, turned and walked away in the opposite direction.

Although it was only a few words, this did not prevent the audience in the live broadcast room from picking up the seedless watermelon in their hands one by one, and gathered together to gnaw out the melon rind all over the place.

[So this Zhuo Yuan is Professor Pei's predecessor...?Damn, I just witnessed a bloody drama! 】

【probably?I think he looks very familiar with everything he talks to Professor Pei, and it hasn't changed much, and it belongs to his elder brother, and he is also called Professor Pei Zhizhi. It can't be some Bai Yueguang script, right? 】

[Damn it, this guy hardened his fists when he spoke to me. He was deliberately showing off in front of Wen Gui that he and Professor Pei had known each other for a long time. Fortunately, Professor Pei refuted it outright, but I I still want to give this guy two punches]

[Go to his grandma’s Bai Yueguang, look at the short conversation just now, at most it’s the script of a scumbag crematorium. How can it be so tasty?]

[My wife is awesome, to deal with scum A is to be indifferent and ruthless, not to turn back, our dog A is no more fragrant than green tea A (rubbing)]

……

In fact, not only the audience in the live broadcast room were scratching their heads and wanting to know the truth, but even Wen Gui himself was full of questions and wanted to ask Pei Zhigu.But because he was still live broadcasting and outside, he could only put his doubts back to the bottom of his heart for the time being.

Pei Zhigu seemed to have guessed what he wanted to ask. After leaving a certain distance, he looked at the installation of the exhibition hall and said to Wen Gui, "I will tell you what I want to ask when I go back."

With his words, Wen Gui's heart also became more stable.

Pei Zhigu said that he would tell him, then there would be no other concealment from him, Wen Gui never doubted this point.

The content of Zhang Wan’s memorial exhibition is very rich. Wen Gui and Pei Zhigu started at 10:30 in the morning, went out for lunch after 11:30 in the afternoon, and walked for another hour in the afternoon. After watching "Flowers Before the Window", it was completely over.

It was almost four o'clock in the afternoon when they came out of the art center.

However, Pei Zhigu was not in a hurry to go home with Wen Gui, but took him through the Art Square and walked into a short street.

It is not entirely true to say that it is a short street. It is more like a branch road branched off from the main road, but there is a wall at the end.

There are several bars on the left and right of this street, and Wen Gui knew that Pei Zhigu wanted to take him there as soon as he reached the intersection.

He didn't point out, and followed Pei Zhigu obediently, and followed him into a bar decorated with log style.

The name of the bar is "With the Wind".

It was the place where he and Pei Zhigu met for the first time.

Then Wen Gui chuckled, leaned into Pei Zhigu's ear and asked, "Professor Pei, is this also what you planned?"

Pei Zhigu didn't respond, chose a corner seat, and ordered two glasses of low-alcohol fruit wine.After the waiter left, he replied, "It's sort of."

If it wasn't for Zhuo Yuan, he didn't plan to bring Wen back here.But in order to kill time, I thought of this bar on a whim.

After all, it's still live broadcasting, so it's better to be outside than at home.

Suifeng's atmosphere is much more comfortable than other bars, and it's not dark yet, and it's far from the time to go to the bar, so it's extraordinarily quiet.

Wen Gui and Pei Zhigu sat in the corner, chatting casually about what happened when they first met.

At first I thought there was nothing to talk about, but after talking, Pei Zhigu suddenly realized that he and Wen Gui had done so many things together.

They smoked together under the sycamore tree at the entrance of the alley.

It had just rained that day, and the moon was dimly hiding behind the clouds.He didn't bring a lighter, so Wen Gui lowered his head and lit his cigarette with his own.He didn't smoke often, but he remembered that the cigarette was peppermint.

I don't know if it is because of the smell of smelling pheromones when touching it, which is cooler than ordinary mint cigarettes.

The neon lights by the roadside shone on their faces, through the faint smoke, he could only see Wen Gui smiling.

They also kissed in the alley connected by the back door of the bar.Kiss a little too much.

When we first met, Wen Gui was not as calm as he is now, and the kiss still carried the impatience, ruthlessness, and undisguised desire in his early 20s.

He remembered that the light at the back door of the bar was flickering like it was broken, he remembered that the moon was a first quarter moon and it was a thin crooked tooth, he remembered that there were many stars that day, he remembered that there was a raised stone behind him that pierced his back His back hurt, he remembered that Wen Gui strangled his waist fiercely, he remembered...

He remembered many things, but he didn't remember that kiss clearly enough.

Only one thing he remembered.

He remembered that Wen Gui held down his tongue not allowing him to refuse.

……

They chatted a lot, but most of them stopped at the point, and they didn't seem to say anything, which made the audience even more curious.

[Do you two dare to describe the words to me clearly?Why is there a back door all of a sudden?Then what happened?What kind of back pain is it? Can you two chat? 】

[qwq is like this every time, why don't you two talk about these topics in the future, I feel like a chicken that is ready to rush out of the cage at any time, and someone suddenly chokes me by the throat]

[Understood, the art of leaving blank space, right? Exercise our imagination in the picture space, right? It’s really well-intentioned, everyone, thank you for hearing the old and learning the new]

[Thank you for hearing the old and learning the new! (bushi)]

Wen Gui and Pei Zhigu stayed in the bar until it was dark at night, and the whole day of filming ended not long after they got home.

After seeing off the staff of the program group, Pei Zhizhi closed the door.

Wen Gui sat on the balcony and didn't rush to ask him.

In fact, he has a lot of things he wants to ask, but every time the words come to his lips, he feels that there is not much point in asking them.So he has been waiting for Pei Zhigu to take the initiative to speak.

Pei Zhigu sat across from him and didn't speak for a while.His fingers fell slowly and rhythmically on the armrest of the wicker chair, thinking about where to start.

Wen Gui held the gift in his arms and waited quietly.

After a long time, Pei Zhigu said slowly, "Do you remember that I told you that I always thought that there should be no relationship between Alpha and Beta, because I learned my lesson many years ago."

Wen Gui nodded, waiting for him to continue.

Pei Zhigu: "That person is Zhuo Yuan."

"Zhuo Yuan and I have known each other a long time ago. We are neighbors. He is one year older than me. Later, because my parents divorced, his father asked him to take care of me more. Although he is only one year older, he He has always regarded himself as a brother."

Zhuo Yuan's father and Pei Zhigu's father were colleagues, and he and Zhuo Yuan had always been classmates, so when elementary school was over, he would often go home with Zhuo Yuan and stay at his house until his father came to pick him up.

Later, Zhuo Yuan was promoted to junior high school, which was very close to Pei Zhigu's primary school, so he still took the initiative to pick him up and go home with him after school.Because he didn't have many friends, Zhuo Yuan almost became the only person he could stay with him throughout his childhood.He didn't talk much, Zhuo Yuan would keep looking for new topics to communicate with him, it was hard to deny that this kind of companionship since childhood made him feel almost dependent on Zhuo Yuan.

Pei Zhigu brought up these memories that were almost moldy in the corner of his brain bit by bit.

He originally thought it would be difficult to recall, but after he really mentioned it, he realized that some things can't be forgotten completely by just forgetting them.

The name Zhuo Yuan almost ran through his entire life before he was in his 20s.

Even gouging it out with a knife would leave an ugly scar.

He went on to say: "He and I are in the same school from elementary school to junior high school to high school. We have been together for eight years, from the time he confessed to me in the second year of junior high school to the time when he proposed to me in the third year of junior high school. separate."

"Because he fell in love with an Omega."

Looking back today, Pei Zhigu still finds it funny, because Zhuo Yuan said this sentence to him in bed.

While sleeping with himself, venting in his body, he bit his glands and said, Chi Chi, why aren't you an Omega?

Ever since he became an adult, Zhuo Yuan didn't care about him, and tossed him to his heart's content every time.Zhuo Yuan likes to see him cry, he likes to see him endure, he likes to see him beg for mercy without bottom line, he tolerates it all.Because he felt that Zhuo Yuan had given up a lot when he was with him, so he would try his best to satisfy Zhuo Yuan with whatever Omega could do.

Then Zhuo Yuan told him, Zhizhi, I fell in love with an Omega.

Still on his body, covering his mouth and strangling his neck, like riding a dog, not allowing him to make a sound or turning his head.

How ironic.

And he didn't even have the strength to turn around and punch Zhuo Yuan.Instead, he could only clenched the bed sheet tightly with trembling fingers.

Pei Zhigu had never hated himself so much.

I've never been so disgusted that Beta's physical strength is not as good as Alpha's.

Finally Zhuo Yuan left.

This eight-year relationship finally ended in such a sloppy way.

Pei Zhigu was lying on the bed, his whole body hurting, he tore off the sheet to cover himself, but felt that the sheet was dirty.Finally lay down for a while before getting up and moving into the bathroom.

It was only after the water in the bathtub became cold that he realized belatedly that Zhuo Yuan had said something to him.

He said, squeak, Alpha is right to be with Omega after all.

He said, Chi Chi, do you know that Beta is indeed much more convenient than Omega.

He said, Zhizhi, you are very good, not as afraid of pain as he is.

He said, Zhi Zhi, don't hate me, I really loved you.

Squeak, squeak...

Pei Zhigu held onto the edge of the bathtub and couldn't help retching.

Recalling this period, Pei Zhigu can still clearly recall the nauseating feeling, from his stomach to the mouth of his throat, his hands on the table clenched into fists involuntarily.

Then in the next second, Wen Gui held her in his hand.

Wen Gui looked at him worriedly, and said softly: "If you really don't want to go on, then forget it."

Pei Zhigu suddenly came back to his senses, and he was withdrawn from that humiliating memory. His expression was blank for a moment, which made Wen Gui's heart ache.

Pei Zhigu lowered his eyes and shook his head: "I'm fine."

Zhuo Yuan has become a rotten sore in his heart, if he wants to be cured, he has to uproot it.

He paused, and then said: "After we broke up, I went to him again and punched him. We haven't been in touch since then. Later, I heard that he seems to have gone abroad. We will meet again today."

"Later, I also tried to talk to you a few more times, but it didn't last long. Among the people I talked to, there were quite a few Alphas like Zhuo Yuan, but they were all not bad. So Wen Gui, it's not that I don't want to believe you, it's that I can't write a letter."

Pei Zhigu looked into Wengui's eyes and sighed helplessly.

"If only we had known each other years earlier."

He smiled, avoided his eyes, looked at the dark sky outside the window, and suddenly wanted to smoke.

Then he said, "Is there anything else you want to ask?"

Wen Gui bent down and put the gift on the ground, letting it run back to the cat's nest.

Then he straightened up and asked, "Is it because of him that you don't like me biting your glands?"

Pei Zhigu didn't expect Wen Gui to ask this question, but after hesitating for a while, he still answered him: "Yes."

Wen Gui: "Is it because of him that you have such a high tolerance for some behaviors?"

Pei Zhigu nodded and admitted: "Yes, he is more than you."

Wen Gui leaned against the back of the chair, tapped his fingers on the table, and was silent for a long time. When Pei Zhigu thought he didn't want to ask any more questions, Wen Gui suddenly asked again.

"You don't like me calling you Zhizhi, is it because of him?"

Pei Zhigu's voice paused slightly: "Yes."

He didn't like Wen Gui calling him that. Apart from not liking this name, the more important reason was that this name was given to him by Zhuo Yuan. It was like a collar that strangled him and made him sick.

Wen Gui looked at Pei Zhigu quietly, making it difficult for Pei Zhigu to tell whether the undercurrent in his eyes was danger or sadness.

He heard Wen Gui sigh deeply.

Wen Gui frowned slightly, as if he was really distressed.

Then he whispered.

"What should I do, Professor Pei, I seem to be jealous."

The author says:

This is one chapter two in one, making up for yesterday's;

This chapter is Professor Pei's confession √