Sick Beauty Commander is cold and strong

Chat.

What to talk about?

Tan Xuyang knew, but he didn't really want to talk about it.

The commander saw what he was thinking and didn't say anything, but the hand he was holding pulled him forward again.

Tan Xuyang reluctantly sat forward.

Compared with the perennially ill Commander, his size was much more advantageous, and even using the word "advantage" made him feel very embarrassed.But when he bowed his head and sat in front of Cen Chu, this advantage would disappear again.

He was pulled to sit on the edge of the bed.The young man was leaning against the head of the bed, with a pillow lying across his back, a palm's length away from him.

"You say." He whispered.

Cen Chu held his hand with his backhand, the coldness covered the warmth.He looked at Tan Xuyang quietly and said, "You are still afraid."

Tan Xuyang looked a little uncomfortable, he rolled his eyes and said, "No, I just..."

He chose the words hesitantly and said, "I just...worry."

There is no difference between the two statements.

But Cen Chu didn't make it clear.

"Thank you for worrying about me."

He took Tan Xuyang's hand again and lifted it to the side of his face.Tan Xuyang couldn't help it, and gently stroked it. The delicate and delicate skin made him dare not use force at all, for fear that his palm would be too rough and would leave red marks on it.

Cen Chu said patiently: "But look, I'm here, I'm still alive, the zero-dimensional problem has been solved, my body is slowly recovering, the external environment is fairly stable, and I won't encounter any enemies in a short time .Everything is safe and nothing will happen again."

"I know, but..."

But the brain just can't help but think about it.

ship?

Tan Xuyang still clearly remembers standing in the starry sky at that time, surrounded by bustle and bustle, but he couldn't contact Cen Chushi's sense of fear. After rushing back to the fleet with all his strength, what he saw and touched was a complete body. No biological activity "corpse".

He clearly remembered what Cen Chu felt when he touched it.

Cold, weak, no pulse, no more movement.

Not even a chance to say goodbye.

At that time, he didn't know that Cen Chu still had a chance to come back to life, all the struggles and persuasion seemed pale and futile.He forcibly kept Cen Chu's body for a month, but this did not mean that he believed in the miracle of resurrection from the dead, but more like his unilateral stubborn retention and farewell.

Does that feel good?No, not at all. After a month, he could barely breathe when he was near the medical department.

In just one month, he felt that it was longer than the whole life he had experienced.Even though Cen Chu has come back to life now, the shadows and scars left in his heart by that month can't be erased as if nothing happened.

Tan Xuyang lowered his eyes and his voice was extremely low.

"I don't want to either," he said.

Cen Chu stretched out his hand and gently touched Tan Xuyang's head. There was no obvious expression on his face, but the softness between his eyebrows and the tolerance in his words all spoke of his tenderness.

"I understand."

Cen Chu said softly: "I also had a period like this, you have seen it. Just like you didn't want me to be immersed in sadness at that time, because it would cause great damage to my body, I also didn't want this A memory that binds you, that affects you so much...especially since I didn't actually die."

"But I know you must know this. You don't want me to find out about your state, you want to solve it yourself, don't you?" Cen Chu asked.

"...I can solve it." Tan Xuyang was so poked that he couldn't hide anything, and whispered very aggrieved.

"I believe you can solve it," Cen Chu said patiently, "but you don't need to hide it from me. I am older than you, and I have more experience in this area than you. You can rely on my .”

He pulled Tan Xuyang a little further.

His strength has not recovered much until now, but Tan Xuyang can always take the initiative to cooperate with the direction of his strength.It's the same now, Tan Xuyang took the initiative to approach him, staring at him silently and seriously with his deep black eyes.

Cen Chu took the initiative to hug him.Although in the next second, because of the difference in body size and Tan Xuyang's involuntary anti-customer attitude, he was pulled into his arms.

The commander tilted his head slightly so that the man could rub against his neck.

"Look, if I knew it, I wouldn't talk about you, laugh at you, or rush you. If you had told me earlier, I wouldn't have given you the task of leaving the ship just now," Cen Chu lowered his eyes. , said calmly and patiently, "I won't let you go out this time. I will wait for my health to recover and you can rest assured before sending you the mission of the ship. I will keep in touch with you throughout the process. Until you come back from the ship, okay?"

When it came to this point, Tan Xuyang had no room or reason to refuse.

"Okay," he hugged Cen Chu, lowered his head and pressed his forehead to the young man's ear, sighed softly, and said, "I'll obey Commander Cen."

Cen Chu explained to him the difference between his body and theirs, as well as his confidence that there would be no more accidents.

The man listened earnestly, and kept responding, until Cen Chu took a rest, and then said in a low voice, "But the captain."

"Huh?" Cen Chu responded.

Tan Xuyang leaned against his neck, and said in a muffled voice, "I always feel that you are coaxing me like a junior."

Cen Chu was startled, and tilted his head in confusion: "Is there? I feel okay."

He thought for a while: "But you are indeed much younger than me."

Two zeros are missing.

Tan Xuyang straightened up quietly, and looked down at him.

Cen Chu was held in his arms, his thin body pressed against his solid chest with strength, and he raised his head slightly in doubt, his eyes were clear, as if he was really puzzled by it.

Tan Xuyang felt inexplicably aggrieved.

It's obviously not a matter of my age, okay?

He pressed down viciously, pressing Cen Chu's back to the headboard of the bed, propping one elbow on the head of the bed, while the other hand tightly clung to Cen Chu's waist, and approached the commander without resistance. .

He kissed Cen Chu ferociously, his tongues intertwined, two points more rough than usual.

Cen Chu originally wanted to show his inclusiveness as an elder more thoroughly at this time, but his body did not allow it, and he soon felt a little dizzy and weak after being grabbed by him for a moment.

Tan Xuji noticed it very sensitively, he hurriedly left, lowered his head with a wry smile and pecked lightly on Cen Chu's lips.

"Look, this alone is not enough, how can you make me feel at ease." Tan Xuyang said depressedly.

"I..." Cen Chu wanted to refute.

"Dong dong dong."

At this moment, there was a knock on the door of the medical room.

"Someone is here," Cen Chu immediately retracted his head, stretched out a finger to touch Tan Xuyang's lips, and said, "Go and open the door."

Tan Xuyang paused, and muttered softly: "It's not like they don't know, it's okay to slow down."

Cen Chu raised his eyebrows and repeated, "Go and open the door."

Tan Xuyang reluctantly stood up under his power.

"Squeak-"

A medical staff stood at the door, looking blankly at the individual soldier.

"It's check time... Uh, sorry to bother you?"

"Yes." Tan Xuyang replied blankly, and turned sideways to let him out of the way.

The inspection will be over soon.Cen Chu cooperated with the inspection for so long, and was already familiar with the whole process.

Before the medical staff left, Tan Xuyang asked him for an inspection report.

Cen Chu would do this every time after inspection. It is no exaggeration to say that his familiarity with the report is completely semi-professional.

It took him about 5 minutes to go through the whole report, without showing any expression on his face, he just carefully put the report into his arms, and then continued to stick it to Cen Chu's body.

For the next few days, time passed like this.Cen Chu felt that he was recovering well, and wanted to try to resume some work, but Tan Xuyang felt that Cen Chu's body hadn't recovered qualitatively, and he was still not at ease, and still refused all non-essential work, He didn't let Cen Chu touch him at all, and he followed by his side all day long, keeping a close eye on people.

Ever since Cen Chu chatted with him, he seldom concealed his uneasiness in front of Cen Chu, and after he found out that he could get kisses, hugs and coaxing from Cen Chu, he didn't hide it at all. .

Such a candid expression of his emotions has contributed to the stability of his condition, at least now he has been able to sleep peacefully next to Cen Chu all night, and there will be no more situations where Cen Chu wakes up and finds that he is not in the quilt.

That night, it was rare for Tan Xuyang to be able to hug Cen Chu and fall asleep at the same time as him without even taking medicine.

It should have been a good night of peaceful sleep.

But in the early hours of the morning, Cen Chu woke up suddenly and stared at the dark ceiling in a daze for a long time.

For the first time, he tentatively pushed the person who was hugging him, and called softly: "Tan Xuyang."

Tan Xuyang reflexively opened his eyes and sat up, turned on the side light with his backhand, and said nervously, "What's wrong?!"

Cen Chu was shaken by the light and tilted his head sideways.

Tan Xuyang heaved a sigh of relief after confirming that Cen Chu didn't have any discomfort, and gently stretched out his hands to cover Cen Chu's eyes to block the light, and asked in a slightly hoarse voice, "Captain, what's wrong?"

"I'm hungry." Cen Chu replied with his eyes closed.

Tan Xuyang was taken aback.

These words were not unusual, but when they came out of Cen Chu's mouth, the meaning was completely different.

He reacted quickly, opened his eyes wide, and flipped out the dashboard extremely quickly.

"Then I'll order you a meal? Is there anything you want to eat?" He asked nervously.

Tan Xuyang's palm left, Cen Chu frowned, raised his hand to cover the light with his arm.

The voice hesitated: "I don't know, it's porridge...Maybe you can taste a little meat? Just add a piece, I'm not sure if I can eat it. Is there any soup?"

"Yes," Tan Xuyang quickly found the soup page, "Bamboo shoot and mushroom soup, sand ginseng and jade bamboo soup, lotus root and ribs soup... Which one do you want?"

"Hmm... just want to try clear soup."

"It's okay, I'll help you get the stuff."

"Then Adenophora Polygonatum."

"it is good!"

The author has something to say:

Huh, I finally got rid of the poor life of three meals of porridge