After losing his memory, he married Mr. Shen in secret

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Hearing the dull and painful cries in his arms, Shen Yi felt extremely distressed, he hugged Lin Guangxi tightly and dared not let go of his strength.

"Do you remember what I said to you?" Shen Yi's voice trembled a little more when he spoke again, "I will never leave you on my own initiative, I have loved you for so many years, how can I be willing to divorce you? "

Lin Guangxi was still crying, her voice was hoarse, "You lied to me! You have been lying to me all this time! You have already signed a divorce agreement with me!"

Yao Li stood up and moved out silently, and finally closed the door of the study, isolating Lin Guangxi's broken and mournful cries inside.It's not that he's not worried, but there's no room for him to intervene in the current situation, and he doesn't know what to do, so he can only wait for Shen Yi and Lin Guangxi to finish talking first.

Shen Fanwei in the corridor stared in disbelief, "Are they... going to divorce?"

Shen Fan, who lives under the same roof, knows how nervous Shen Yi is about Lin Guangxi and how much he cares about his feelings.Relying on the fact that Shen Yi still felt guilty towards him, he could say bad things about Shen Yi's misbehavior, but in front of Shen Yi, he dared not even give Lin Guangxi an unhappy look.Although he didn't know why they suddenly separated from the year before last.

But Shen Yi still cared about everything about Lin Guangxi, taking care of his meals and daily life meticulously. He thought that Lin Guangxi unilaterally wanted to divorce Shen Yi, but he didn't expect that it was Shen Yi who signed the divorce agreement on his own initiative.

Yao Li shook his head: "I don't know..."

He always thought that Guangxi's marriage was very happy and happy, but he didn't know that the two had separated and planned to divorce before Guangxi lost his memory.

But looking at Mr. Shen's attitude after Lin Guangxi lost his memory, no matter how you think about it, it is impossible for Mr. Shen to ask for a divorce on his own initiative.

"There must be some misunderstanding." Yao Li murmured while looking at the closed door.

In the study, Lin Guangxi's emotions did not calm down at all, he couldn't even listen to what Shen Yi was saying, and firmly believed that Shen Yi wanted to divorce him, so he could only cry and hug Shen Yi tightly and refused to let go, let alone divorce.

Shen Yi's eyes were slightly red, with fear and self-blame in his heart, he hugged Lin Guangxi in his arms and comforted him in a low voice, repeatedly repeating that he would never divorce him.

"Have you stopped loving me for a long time? It's because I lost my memory that I became the person you had a crush on in high school. That's why you treat me so well? When I recover my memory, you won't love me anymore, will you?" Lin Guangxi was full of fear of losing him, sobbing so much that he started to choke, not knowing how to get Shen Yi back.

Shen Yi stroked the back of his head, "How come, I never stopped loving you, can't you feel it? Tell me, do you think I don't love you enough?"

Lin Guangxi had a choked sob in his throat. He couldn't deny Shen Yi's care and patience for him during the period of amnesia. He poured money and energy on him endlessly. He put him first in everything. No one would think that this is the level that a person who wants to divorce his other half will do.

"I don't want a divorce." Lin Guangxi buried herself in Shen Yi's arms and sobbed.

"As long as you don't want to, we won't divorce. You know I liked you since I was young, how could I divorce you?" Shen Yi kept repeating his attitude, and Lin Guangxi finally calmed down visibly.

His face was full of tears, all the eyelashes were soaked with tears, his eyes were full of uneasiness, and he looked very pitiful.

Shen Yi wiped away the tears from Lin Guangxi's eyes, leaned over to press a light kiss on his lips, and said softly: "I love you, I will never leave you."

"But..." Lin Guangxi frowned sadly, "I've already remembered that we are separating, and in this study, you gave me the divorce agreement to sign, and you have already signed it yourself."

"Do you remember anything else?" Shen Yi asked, stroking his head lightly.

Lin Guangxi shook his head.

Shen Yi sighed slightly, he led Lin Guangxi to sit on the sofa, took out a wet towel and carefully wiped away the tears on his cheeks.

Both of them were silent, and Lin Guangxi spoke in a crying voice that could not be concealed, "Why don't you speak, are you trying to use some reason to lie to me?"

Shen Yi held his face and asked gently and solemnly: "Guangxi, during the time since you lost your memory, can you feel that I love you very much?"

Lin Guangxi couldn't deny it, and nodded, if it wasn't for Shen Yi's gentle and considerate treatment of him in the past few months, he wouldn't have fallen in love with Shen Yi, and he wouldn't have loved Shen Yi when he knew Shen Yi was going to divorce him. Putting aside his self-esteem, he said that he didn't want to divorce him.

He couldn't do without Shen Yi at all, and it all stemmed from the strong love that Shen Yi first conveyed.

Shen Yi continued: "Do you remember when you were in junior high school, you saved a child by the river?"

Lin Guangxi was in a daze, and was about to shake his head when he suddenly remembered.At that time, not long after the summer vacation, Lin Guangxi and Yao Li were playing in the water by the river, and there was a splash in the distance, and someone fell into the water.There was no one around at all, and Lin Guangxi was only in the second year of junior high school at that time. He had just learned to swim not long ago, so he didn't think much about it at all, and jumped off to save others as soon as he kicked on his shoes.Fortunately, it was just a thin and thin boy, and he dragged him ashore before Lin Guangxi was exhausted.

He also drank half of the river water himself, turned around and vomited for a long time beside him.

The boy was thin and quiet, and he didn't speak. He looked at Lin Guangxi for a long time with his beautiful big eyes.

Lin Guangxi thought that he fell into the water by mistake, his skinny and petite appearance was pitiful, and his family background must not be very good, so he searched out the pocket money in Yao Li's pocket and gave it to the boy.

After that, Lin Guangxi came home wet, not daring to say that he jumped into the river to save others, but said that he went swimming with Yao Li, which scared Ms. Bai Xing to a meal of fried pork with bamboo shoots, which made his memory stick.

After that, Lin Guangxi completely forgot about it.

He was so surprised that he forgot to cry, "How did you know? It couldn't be you, could it?"

Shen Yi smiled bitterly, "It was me. Later, I ate at McDonald's with the money you gave me, and paid the tuition for the new semester. I never thought about committing suicide again."

"Didn't you fall into the water at that time? You committed suicide by jumping into the river?!" Lin Guangxi immediately thought of the NPC Aylin in the game, who was also an image of a young boy.

If the player doesn't do the branch line of "Like You" and fish Ayrin out of the sea, he will die and be gone.

Lin Guangxi felt a chill run down his back.

It is hard to imagine that Mr. Shen, who is in a detached position today, had such an unbearable past when he was young.When Shen Yi thinks about it now, it seems like a lifetime away. The life before and after being picked up from the water by Lin Guangxi are completely in two states.

The former is extremely oppressive and dark, while the latter is full of expectations for new students, as well as the vigorous figure of a young man.

"It wasn't long before Shen Fan got into a car accident..." Shen Yi quietly told him about that period of oppressive darkness. He mentioned it to Lin Guangxi before, but didn't go into details.

Lin Guangxi didn't know that at that time Shen Yi was sharply criticized by his parents and brother, as well as his own self-blame for causing his brother's lifelong disability, so that he was forced to commit suicide by jumping into the river.

He clenched Shen Yi's sleeves tightly, fearing for a while, if he hadn't happened to be playing with Yao Li nearby, Shen Yi would have disappeared!

"Then, it's not your fault!" Lin Guangxi cried again, this time with distress that cannot be ignored.

"I don't blame myself anymore." Shen Yi hugged him in his arms to comfort him. After that, he didn't know whether it was because of the near-death experience or the boy he yearned for. My younger brother abused me and concentrated on my studies.To make Lin Guangxi feel distressed was not Shen Yi's purpose of telling this matter, he said quietly: "Afterwards I was admitted to the high school you were in, and we met at the orientation meeting, but you don't remember me at all. "

"You didn't say it... I'll remember it if you said it." Lin Guangxi blamed himself a little, he didn't expect that Shen Yi's affection for him could go back so far, but he ignored Shen Yi for so long.

He thought that Shen Yi fell in love with him only when he jumped a grade to his class...

"You've already forgotten, so I don't want to bother you." Shen Yi didn't like Lin Guangxi so early, but when he found out that they were in the same high school, Shen Yi would inevitably pay more attention to Lin Guangxi silently. He saw Lin Guangxi in the sun Seeing the wanton and indulgent figure in the stadium, seeing his angry little face when he was taken out by the teacher to give a lecture, seeing him single-handedly going to the next class to stand up for the bullied girls in his class, the seeds of love quietly germinated in the bottom of my heart.

Later, he saw school girls from other schools running all the way to confess their love to Lin Guangxi, but Lin Guangxi rejected him with an inexplicable face, but it was difficult for Shen Yi to express his love.

Even if he skipped a grade to the same class, Shen Yi didn't dare to show his heart.

"I wanted to confess my love to you when I graduated with you, and tell you who I am by the way. Even if you don't accept it, we might still be friends, but before I could say it, Ms. Ke took me abroad." Shen Yi Holding Lin Guangxi's hand and rubbing the wedding ring on his ring finger, "When I was abroad, I learned about the changes in your family. I was very worried about you, but there was nothing I could do. I could only do my best to solve your worries and not let you worry about it I was trapped by my parents' debts. But I didn't expect that you would forget me again after I returned to China."

"You, you have changed too much..." Lin Guangxi paused, he seemed to recognize Shen Yi immediately after he lost his memory in the hospital, and he didn't understand why he didn't recognize Shen Yi for so long before he lost his memory.

Shen Yi must be very sad, he forgot him time and time again.

"I know, I just want to tell you that I have never stopped loving you since I was young, do you believe me?" Shen Yi lowered his head and pressed his forehead to Lin Guangxi's, looking at him seriously.

When Lin Guangxi blinked, big tears welled up from the end of his eyes. He nodded vigorously and sobbed softly.If Shen Yi didn't say these things, he might be disturbed by memory and doubt Shen Yi's feelings.

But it won't be anymore, since I was young, I have been silently devoted to myself since I was young, and secretly helped my family to smooth out the ups and downs that can crush countless people. Without this year-round affectionate support, who can do it.

"Then why... why did you want to divorce me?" Lin Guangxi asked softly, crying.

Shen Yi held his cheeks to wipe off the tears, as if he was uncovering his hidden scars, his voice trembled with pain, "Because you don't love me. You are only grateful for my kindness, and you only regard me as a benefactor. You are not a human being. After we got married, you have always put me first in everything, and you are not happy. I am reluctant to part with you, and selfishly kept you by my side for more than three years. Separation is the same, you don’t like being with me , and will not refuse any of my requests, I thought separation would make it easier for you."

The author says:

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