Chosen unlucky guy

But even though the drawing card was repeatedly defeated, since the dinner that day, He Jingle has kept his promise and never contacted Xin Sui on his own initiative, and the relationship that was unilaterally built by He Jingle was annihilated after losing the only active party. It was faster than he thought; in the morning, he canceled the dialog with Xin Sui to the top, but in the afternoon, it fell to the very bottom, and if he didn't search carefully, he couldn't even see it.

And of course Xin Sui would not be the one to take the initiative, He Jingle knew this from the beginning.

He hangs out with other people as usual, and in his spare time, he can't help but look at Xin Sui's circle of friends, but the silence is as mysterious as Xin Sui's. There are only a few posts in his circle of friends, and most of them are forwarded documents and reports. When I opened it, it was still in fucking English.

He tried to read it over and over again, but every time he clicked on it, he started to feel sleepy. He only knew one word in the whole document called abandon, so he finally felt bored and never read it again.

So far, it seems that he and Xin Sui have completely severed all other connections except for the small group where no one has spoken to since its establishment, and the data card that can't be seen in the list.

Where did Ke Xinsui go?

Of course not, the days without He Jingle's interruption were more boring than he thought—even though he had been so boring in his life for more than [-] years, and he was very unlucky, because his own mother, He Yuan, was a demon again. After they talked on the phone, Ji Xian, who hadn't contacted him for a long time, called him, basically saying that he hadn't seen him for a long time, and wanted to come out and have a meal together.

Xin Sui didn't agree, and being able to keep Ji Xian's phone number is already the greatest respect he has for the end of this friendship, so when Ji Xian finished speaking, he said bluntly: "No, I will Very busy, no time."

On the other side of the phone, the soft girl's voice paused for a moment, and said embarrassingly: "Xin Sui, you never talked to me like this when you were in high school."

Xin Sui laughed, and said, "Ji Xian, you never took other people's things in high school, and you can get into B University by yourself."

So there was a sudden silence over there, and Xin Sui counted the seconds in his heart, and he could predict the next direction almost exactly. Sure enough, after half a minute, Ji Xian choked up and said: "I was just too scared at that time. Yes, Xin Sui... I really didn't do it on purpose, can you forgive me, or, I'll make up a plan for you, and you can use it to participate in the competition?"

"It's not necessary." Xin Sui listened to her crying, and even had the heart to comfort her, "Don't cry, it's not very valuable to me anyway...Ji Xian, don't you understand? It’s not because you took something important from me, even if you took just a pen or an eraser, I would still be like this today. Because taking it without asking is stealing, it has nothing to do with what you stole.”

He paused, and continued: "Also, don't contact my mother anymore."

But even though Xin Sui said so, Ji Xian certainly wouldn't just do what he said after just one phone call, and even this oolong, which was purely an extension of He Yuan's self-righteous idea, was far from over; About two days later, he came out of the tutor's office, and as soon as he walked downstairs, he saw Ji Xian wearing a long floral skirt and holding a kraft paper bag in his hand. When he saw him, his eyes lit up and he called out. Said: "Xin Sui."

Xin Sui swears to God, at that moment, he really wanted to leave immediately, but he was already used to the accommodating and forbearing way of dealing with things, so he let him walk over slowly, but his tone was a bit cold: "What are you doing here?"

"I'm here to bring you something to eat, sweet cakes from home...I know you like this one."

Ji Xian was still smiling, and said quite naturally: "We'll go later—"

"Ji Xian," Xin Sui had to emphasize again, "we are not friends anymore, do you understand? I don't know what my mother told you to make you have such an illusion, but with me, we have absolutely no It's possible to keep going back and forth like before, do you understand?"

Ji Xian's smile finally disappeared with the last word. She lowered her head and looked at her palm with a white mark. After a long time, she suddenly raised her head unwillingly: "Why? Xin Then, do you have to do this to me?"

With tears in her eyes, and eyes specially painted with water-red eyeshadow, she looked extraordinarily charming: "...who didn't copy your homework in high school?...even in freshmen and sophomores, you did the pre in groups in class, When was it not that you turned a blind eye to those people who are not familiar with you, why did it become like this when it was my turn, without even a chance for me to admit my mistake?"

"You originally wanted to be these people?" Xin Sui looked at her, and said without any fluctuation in tone, "That's just right, you are indeed these people now."

Ji Xian raised his head suddenly, tears fell down without warning, but Xin Sui was no longer in the mood to comfort her tears, he lifted his foot and walked towards the direction with his back to Ji Xian, when he heard the other party crying again Shout: "Xin Sui!"

Ji Xian no longer wants any decency and demeanor: "You can't find someone who knows you better than me! No one else knows but me, you've been rotten from the root... or you pretended to be a good person for a long time , I really think that there is no one in this world who treats you sincerely?"

Xin Sui paused slightly as he left, followed by the sharp voice, and for a moment, he seemed to be back in the stuffy, cramped room many years ago.

There was also someone standing behind him like this in the dream, so the scenes he conceived often had no expression, only a blank face, wearing an apron, and the cuffs smelled of volatile food. The man said: "Xin Sui, Why don't you understand that in this world, apart from your mother, you can no longer find anyone who treats you without regard for anything in return?"

Can you really care about nothing in return?

In the shade of the hot summer, Xin was sweating coldly on his back. Even though many years had passed, he still couldn't help but want to ask, what does it mean to not care about rewards? Do these people understand?

In other words, asking him to have excellent grades for her to brag to others as a mother, asking him to maintain superficial friendship with fellow countrymen who betrayed her, just for the little connections that may be useful in the future; asking him to be obedient, asking him Sensible, to always maintain vitality like a clockwork puppet, is what she said "do not ask for anything in return"?

Xin Sui felt that his life was absurd for countless moments when he was growing up, but what is even more absurd is that he actually grew up like this, and he was as gentle and courteous as everyone wished, and would not give his sincerity to anyone. people.

But there was some truth to it, he thought.

Waiting for other people's useless promises and love in this world is no different from waiting for a rabbit. He is 23 years old this year. Without these, he can still live a good life. It is different from some fools who are dying without their relatives and friends.He can even guarantee that even if he dies and lies in the coffin, if he turns into dust a hundred years later, it will definitely be sandy, and even if he is shoveled up with a shovel, he will never take away any extra grains beside him.

He continued to walk forward and finally walked out of the boulevard. From the beginning to the end, he never looked back.

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He Jingle recited the words belike: abandon, abandon, abandon... Who sent me a message, wow, Yu Ye asked me to go out and play!Hee hee, let's go!

Next time I will start to recite again: abandon, abandon, abandon, oh, Ke Wenyao is really too, why do you have to pick today to ask me to play ball!Hee hee, let's go!

Recite for the third time: abandon, abandon... Damn, why is no one asking me out today, I'm so angry, let's go see how Sister Yan is doing at work!Hee hee, let's go!

To sum up, after memorizing for a year, I still only know one word: abandon.

[It's really unintentional, I will write about it as a random brother!Continue tomorrow!It feels like I'm doing it again, pass it on, and their relationship will advance by leaps and bounds in the next chapter!