Like a swallow returning to its nest

Fang Chun failed to walk out of this door smoothly.

The first person to attack was Zhou's mother. The distance between the two stood no more than two meters. She stepped forward in two or three steps, grabbed Fang Chun's hair, and dragged her in. Fang Chun fell back and fell to the ground. , the doctor turned back to rescue, Zhou Yinan slammed the door with a "bang" and locked it.

No one wants to leave now.

Zhou's mother knelt on Fang Chun's body, "slapping" two slaps on her beautiful face, so how important it is to strike first in a fight, this set directly stunned Fang Chun. Neither prevailed.

Of course Gu Yinglan couldn't watch her daughter being bullied, so she rushed to push Mother Zhou away, and at the same time Zhou Yinan punched the doctor's bridge of the nose with an iron fist, and the war began.

Fang Chun didn't want Gu Yinglan's kindness, turned over and got up, kicked off his high heels, separated her with his elbow, and wanted to practice alone with Zhou's mother, but was slapped again when he was preparing for the starting gesture, Zhou's mother said sharply, "You have no shame! bitch!"

Of course, Fang Chun is not a vegetarian, so he immediately slapped her twice, "Your son likes to be a bitch the most, you don't know that you gave birth to yourself!"

"Don't do it, don't do it, talk it out if you have something to say." Gu Yinglan didn't want to make a scene too ugly, and tried to dissuade her, but Fang Chun and Zhou's mother are not little quails like Fang Jian and Jiang Xiaolai, you can arrange them.

On the one hand, she didn't want her daughter to be injured, and on the other hand, she didn't want Zhou's mother to tear her face, hesitate, and soon be affected by the flames of war, and someone's long nails scratched her neck.

If you help Fang Chun clean up Zhou's mother, Fang Chun may still think of her well, and vice versa.If you don't have a clear position, you can only fetch water from the bamboo basket in vain. If you want everything, you usually get nothing.

Fangzheng and Zhou's father next to him were not idle, trying to separate Zhou Yinan from the doctor. Zhou's father was so annoyed that he punched Fangzheng in the chaos, "It's the father's fault if you don't teach me!"

The doctor can't just watch his old man get beaten, and he doesn't care about his seniority, so he pays back immediately. Fangzheng chooses the lesser of two evils, and the Zhou family is definitely doomed. He still wants to hug his grandson, so he can't really beat his daughter and son-in-law away ... But the Zhou family is not an ordinary family, Fangzheng still hesitated.

If he hesitates, he will be beaten. For a big man like Fangzheng, it is most suitable to be a human sandbag.

Four men, weighing five hundred catties together, pushed and shoved, knocked over the round table, the table full of dishes fell to the ground crisply, and all the dishes on the table were ruined without moving.

Xiao Lai and Fang Jian said in unison: "What a waste."

Grandpa and grandma hid behind the sofa, and grandpa hid grandma behind him. When the four men hit him, he raised his crutches with both hands and beat them indiscriminately.

The three women pulled each other's hair, lying on the ground in an untidy ball of wool, and the four men rolled around the room like billiard balls.

Sitting behind the screen, Fang Jian and Xiao Lai hadn't swallowed the fried rice in their throats. Seeing them rushing towards this side, they slapped the bowl, stepped on the stool and jumped onto the small table covered with dishes. With the screen pushed against the wall by the fleshy wall, Fang Jian still knew how to protect the packed meals for grandparents at the critical moment.

They squatted on the small table, holding my right hand with your left hand, using the screen as a shield, holding the packing box, leaning their necks back, and pressing their backs against the wall, and they have become two puppets.

Look, modern society is full of civilized people, but the way of venting emotions to solve problems is still so barbaric and primitive.The elites in their respective fields, sir, miss, and wives, take off their suits and dresses, and they are no different from beasts.

Fang Jian's head was tucked into Xiao Lai's shoulder socket, with only one eye peeking out.Xiao Lai, who beats me up with the wretched man in the alley, is not surprised by this. When I was a child, I lived with my father on the mountain. Those who poached, felled trees, and burned paper on the mountain in violation of the regulations, were beaten by her father a lot. .

I can't speak well, so I have to be beaten.

The grandparents hid behind the sofa in a relatively safe position, facing the two girls squatting on the small table from a distance, unable to do anything about this chaotic wrestling.

Fang Chun's skirt was torn, her long hair was disheveled to cover her face, and she knelt on the ground with her hands folded over her chest. Zhou Yinan took off her shirt and rushed forward to protect her. out of the battlefield.

They were finally tired from the fight, circling around the room with their hips on their hips, panting like cows, Fang Chun picked up the crushed cigarette case from the ground, pulled out one with trembling hands, squeezed it into a round shape, and searched for lighters all over the floor with the cigarette in his mouth.

Zhou Yinan took out a lighter from his trouser pocket and handed it to her, she slapped her away, the doctor picked up her own, helped her light the cigarette, let her take a deep breath before hugging her into his arms, she was shaking violently .

Xiao Lai whispered: "I don't even believe that your sister is not sick."

In the past, Fang Jian did not believe that Fang Chun was ill, but now from the perspective of a bipolar disorder patient who has been ill for five years, Fang Chun is very likely to suffer from mania.

Bipolar disorder is an alternating cycle of depression and mania, which makes people cycle between extreme sadness, low self-esteem and high energy, repeatedly. This feeling is uncontrollable and unstable.

Depression is much simpler than mania. It's just plain sad, unhappy, bored or excited, irritable, and high.

Bipolar disorder is a severe mental illness that can include both depression and mania, so it is also called bipolar disorder.

Fang Chun's performance tonight is a typical symptom of a manic episode, his thoughts are rushing, he talks endlessly, and his brain is in a state of extreme excitement.

If it was Fang Jian, after being angry, there must be great sadness, and she would cry until the sky was dark, and the tears flowed into rivers. However, Fang Chun did not. She may not have completely calmed down her emotions, but every expression and movement showed that she despised , despise everything in this world.

Seeing how her eyes were squinted by the smoke, it really dragged her to death.

She makes good use of the high efficiency and enthusiasm of the manic episodes to build an impenetrable fortress on the ground for herself.

Standing on the top of the fortress, she despises the world, and the men around her can only support her, otherwise they will be pushed down by her.

Looking at Zhou Yinan, loathing her and feeling sorry for her, at this moment she is so weak and pitiful that it makes people's eyes turn red for her.

Zhou's mother was sitting on the sofa, Zhou's father was pulling her, seeing his son's unruffled appearance, he snorted coldly, "Tell him to be a bitch."

When the manager of the restaurant led someone to break in, the entire private room was renovated into a Syrian style for them. None of the screens, tables and chairs, sofas, and standing palace lamps were intact.

Gu Yinglan was sitting on the other side of the sofa, Fangzheng tilted his head to carefully examine the wound on her neck, grandparents gathered together and whispered their own words, and Fang Jian and Xiao Lai squatted on the small table in the corner.

Fang Jian had a new feeling in her heart: when parents, children, and sisters finally parted, people were alive, and in the end there was only a partner or alone by their side.

She whispered this idea to Xiao Lai, and Xiao Lai glared at her, "Who is your partner, and I will be your partner if I squat with you?"

Fang Jian pouted aggrievedly, "Then if you say it's not, then it's not."

The doctor got up and took the initiative to settle the compensation for the meal and the loss of the furnishings in the house. A group of people swayed to the road, and the Zhou family drove away with harsh words. Fang Zheng pulled Fang Chun to let her go home, and she threw her arms away. , sat down on the curb, and found that the stickers on the two fingers of her left hand were missing, and her nails were missing from the stickers.

The blood didn't flow much, and the pain came to her at this time. She looked at the two bare fingers, but there were no tears, and her expression was dull.

"Your hand." Fang Jian said as she walked past her.

At this time Fang Jian felt that she was extremely pitiful.Sadness destroys oneself, and anger destroys others. The way Fang Jian learned to live with bipolar disorder is to replace anger with sadness, and try to avoid emotional harm to those around her.

And Fang Chun's status does not allow her to be manipulated by manic emotions. She is right, she is indeed very depressed, and it is very painful to suppress anger.

This is just caring for the patients, Fang Jian told herself, but she couldn't make up her mind, so she turned her face to look at Xiao Lai, Xiao Lai took out her mobile phone and poked her, raised her head half a minute later, "There is a community hospital 300 meters ahead, it should be Someone else is on duty."

They took Fang Chun to the community hospital. Their ten fingers were connected to their hearts. The nails were torn out from the flesh. The two of them frowned.

Gu Yinglan was at the side asking about her health, Fang Jian and Xiao Lai walked aside, not wanting to hear her speak.

They were leaning against the window, the night wind gently raised their temples, and the neon lights of the city were shining brightly at night. Fang Jian kept holding Xiao Lai's hand tightly, and Xiao Lai glanced at her, "Why, I'm afraid I might run away."

If you are determined not to hide it, you really don't hide it. Fang Jian said: "I just wanted to please you, but I didn't expect it to end up like this. I feel a little ashamed. Let you see this... It feels too bad..."

"If you didn't see it, who would have imagined it?" Xiao Lai recalled the fight between Fang Jian and Fang Chun downstairs at grandma's house at ten o'clock in the morning.

It's crazy.

"I used to always feel that you were unhappy, and I couldn't figure out why you were unhappy. Only now do I know that you have had such a hard life." Xiao Lai looked up at her, "It's not easy for you."

Fang Jian suddenly had a sore nose and hot eyes. She opened her eyes and looked out the window, hoping that the wind would quickly dry the tears in her eyes. Looking at her, Xiao Lai knew she couldn't be coaxed, and would cry if she coaxed her.

"But I'm happy to be by your side." Fang Jian choked up.

Xiao Lai said, "Of course."

"I feel very inferior. I feel very ashamed in a family like mine. I feel that I don't deserve you. You are so good and healthy." Those who didn't want to cry couldn't hold it back. Fang Jian simply let go of crying and hugged the little girl Lai lay on her shoulder and started to cry, crying, "I may be suffering from depression. Sometimes my emotions come very quickly. I spend more time in depression than mania. I am afraid that I will be hated if I do something wrong. I just think more about my pity, so I won't be angry, so I can hide in the corner, and I won't hurt others..."

"I really did a lot of wrong things, you don't know, very serious, hurt others, I'm really afraid. I also lied to you, I lied to you a lot, I didn't mean it, I really just I'm used to being like this... I'm sorry."

Lai's heart is broken.

There are a lot of things to talk between them, but don't be in a hurry, this is not a place to talk, Fang Jian immediately shut her mouth when she heard footsteps.

Fang Jian heard Gu Yinglan's voice: "Jian Jian."

If it wasn't for Fang Jian crying so much that she couldn't be ignored, she might not even remember that she still has a daughter.

Fang Chun thanked her for her concern. That woman was cold-blooded but she didn't show affection at all. In her eyes, family relationship and blood relationship were nothing but bullshit. The torn skin would never stick back together. She would say ugly things, whatever What Zhuancai said: "You just want business, not a daughter, and I don't need you anymore, so don't compromise."

A big boss, a strong woman, decisiveness and bravery in the workplace are also applicable to some bad interpersonal relationships. Xiao Lai admires her a lot. Fang Jian just lacks a little courage. idea.

She has no owner because she has been controlled and suppressed for a long time. Once she is out of control, she will not know where to go. If she meets a bad guy, she will be led by the nose.

At this time, Gu Yinglan was hesitant and refused to go forward. Of course, the hesitation was because of Xiao Lai. In her eyes, Jiang Xiaolai was the bad guy who led Fang Jian by the nose, and the young master who had never seen the world from a wealthy family. The cheap girl who is so fascinated, it seems that her eyes will be dirty if she looks at it for a while.

Xiao Lai still remembered that slap, and snorted with an unknown meaning, "I got a soft nail at Fang Chun, and finally remembered that you still have a daughter. If you can't have a baby, you'd better go please Fang Chun."

Gu Yinglan stared at her, and Xiao Lai said: "Why are you staring at me? You still want to fight. You haven't fought enough. I didn't participate. What I have now is strength. Let me tell you. It's not just playing house, you have to be careful."

Fang Jian buried herself on Xiao Lai's shoulder and trembled, she couldn't hold back her laughter.

Gu Yinglan simply ignored her, and called Jian Jian again, "Go home with mom."

Fang Jian's head was still resting on Xiao Lai's shoulder, her face turned to the window, "Where are grandparents?"

Xiao Lai said, "Wait downstairs."

Fang Jian said, "Then let's go home, you have to go to class tomorrow."

She was worried that she would forget the pain when she saw her mother healed, so she just hugged Xiao Lai and the two of them walked around her sideways like crabs, and moved towards the stairs.

Fang Chun had already bandaged up, her hair was disheveled, her hands were wrapped like pig's trotters, her face was bluish on her neck, and it didn't affect her, she sneered, "I'm really worthless!"

Fang Jian suddenly raised her head, "Who are you saying is worthless?!"

"Look at you!" Fang Chun rolled his eyes.

The doctor, Fang Chun, Xiao Lai, and Fang Jian stood beside the gate of the community hospital. To prove that she was still promising, Fang Jian looked at the doctor, "Is she manic, are you a fake marriage? I guessed it all."

The doctor looked very good-tempered, smiled, and did not answer.

Xiao Lai said: "Mania is possible, but it doesn't have to be a fake marriage."

Fang Chun was very curious, "How to say?"

Xiao Lai said: "The world is so big, there are people who like any kind of person. Have you watched "Lovers in New Bridge"? Tramps also have love. Love is great and love is very tolerant."

This scolded the doctor and Fang Chun together, Fang Chun didn't mind at all, he raised his neck and laughed, just like the villain on TV.

Fang Jian understood her very well, she was like this every time she was discharged from the hospital, her bones were so light, and she was so crazy.If you want to hate Fang Chun, compared to your parents, you still can't hate Fang Chun. Fang Jian is such a weak character, and her nature is hard to change.

Maybe when her parents are old and frail, her shadow will linger in front of the hospital bed.

There will always be a day when people are relieved of everything. This is impossible, but the current hatred and resentment have not been let go.

She heard her mother crying, "Fang Chun, Fang Jian, come home with mom! Our car is here!"

It must be pitiful for her to stand alone on the side of the street with her shoulders hugged, but they never look back.

Fang Chun and the doctor drove away. Grandparents caught a taxi and stood on the side of the road waving. Xiao Lai led Fang Jian and ran towards them.

"So, no matter how bad or bad people are in this world, there are people who like them. You can call them sick or mean, but he likes them anyway. What can you do? What do you have to feel inferior about?"

"But we haven't reconciled yet." Xiao Lai added, "I don't mean whether I like it or not, I just advise you not to be sad, and don't always belittle yourself."

Fang Jian: "Oh."

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