After the cold beauty turned into a small milk cat

So cute

After Xu Yi finished speaking, the room became quiet again.

After a while, he heard the soft creaking and shaking of the bed board, and then, the young man's warm body squeezed under his arms, and a pair of thin arms hugged him.

The youth rested on his chest, and when he lowered his head, he could smell the fragrance of the same shampoo as his.

At this moment, Xu Yi felt peace of mind.

It's not pretending to be indifferent, not forcing to forget, but really letting go of the shackles.

That tragic past, at this moment, seems to have become insignificant, he has enough strength and courage to face it, and this state of mind...

But it was brought to him by Lin Xingmo who hugged him tightly at this moment.

Xu Yi folded his arms, closed his eyes slightly, and enjoyed the peace of this moment, and then...

He heard the young man's low sobs.

Xu Yi was startled, quickly opened his eyes, and called softly, "Momo?"

"Um……"

Thick nasal voice, some choked up.

Xu Yi was silent for a while, raised his palm and rubbed the back of his head, "Why are you crying?"

"My heart hurts."

Lin Xingmo buried himself in his chest, and said sullenly, "Did you also feel this pain at that time?"

He raised his head to look at Xu Yi, his eyes were red and tears were hanging from the corners of his eyes.

Xu Yi looked at him without saying a word, but finally showed a smile, wiped away his tears with the pulp of his thumb, and said, "Momo, are you feeling sorry for me?"

Lin Xingmo sniffed, thought for a while, and nodded.

He looked at Xu Yi's legs, reached out and stroked them lightly, "If only I could have been by your side at that time."

Xu Yi subconsciously shook his head.

How old was Momo at that time, if he was there at that time... imagine that scene, imagine the picture of a child facing that man, Xu Yi would feel a suffocation in his chest.

The mood that had been calm just now was now turbulent.

"Don't talk nonsense."

He restrained himself, but his voice couldn't help but be stern.

Lin Xingmo fell silent, laying his pillow on his chest, and stopped talking.

Seeing his silence, Xu Yi couldn't help but reflect on himself.

He took a deep breath, exhaled slowly, and comforted softly, "I didn't mean to kill you."

Xu Yi softened his voice and said: "It was very chaotic at the time, my mind was in a daze, and then I passed out. When I woke up in the hospital, I had no feeling in my lower body."

"So, it doesn't actually hurt..."

However, his words did not have a consoling effect. On the contrary, Lin Xingmo calmed down a little, and his heart felt like a needle prick again.

He thought of the gloomy young man in the photo, and later, the man sitting by the window, smoking a cigarette, looking gloomy and depressed...

What kind of torture did he have to go through to make the once bright and warm little Xu Yi become like this?

Lin Xingmo felt distressed and guilty at the same time.

He selectively forgot everything about his childhood, so that when they met again, he turned a blind eye to Xu Yi's pain, and even when the two got married, he didn't take him into consideration at all...

Such memories filled his heart with guilt and self-blame belatedly.

Lin Xingmo closed his eyes in pain.

The return of the perception of emotions allows him to feel joy and happiness, but also makes him feel more and more negative emotions.

Only this time, he didn't cry anymore.

Lin Xingmo opened his eyes, took Xu Yi's hand gently, kissed his fingers, and said solemnly, "I'm sorry."

He spoke seriously, but Xu Yi frowned, "You didn't do anything wrong, so you don't need to apologize."

He paused, and then added, "What's more, even if you really do something wrong in the future, what I need is not your apology."

Lin Xingmo leaned on his chest, listening to his deep words trembling in his ears, he was quiet for a while, and suddenly said seriously: "Yes, I know."

Hearing this, Xu Yi couldn't help raising his eyebrows, looked down at him, and said, "What do you know?"

"You don't need to apologize."

Lin Xingmo also looked back at him, and said firmly, "You need..."

He poked his head slightly, and pecked Xu Yi's lips lightly, "This."

Xu Yi couldn't help being stunned, he opened his mouth, wanting to refute, but felt that what he said seemed to be right...

He looked away uncomfortably, his ears burning.

"That's not enough," he said critically.

Lin Xingmo looked at him, then suddenly got up and got out of bed, walked to the door of the room, opened the door and looked out into the corridor.

No one was outside, and voices could be vaguely heard from downstairs.

He closed the door again and locked it.

With the click of the door lock, Xu Yi felt his heart jump, and then he saw the young man turn around and walk towards the bathroom.

He heard the sound of water coming from the bathroom, and after a while, Lin Xingmo came out with a wet towel.

Xu Yi had already sat up. He watched Lin Xingmo approach with a little puzzled look in his eyes.

Lin Xingmo temporarily put the towel aside, then bent down, and reached out to touch his belt.

"Momo?"

Xu Yi pressed his hand, "What are you going to do?"

Lin Xingmo squatted down in front of him, raised his head and looked at him, his beautiful blue eyes glowed with a clear and soft light.

"I want to try."

Xu Yi was kind to him, and he also wanted to repay his kindness.

Looking at Lin Xingmo like this, Xu Yi couldn't refuse him at all. Although he didn't know what he wanted to do, he still let go.

The belt was untied, and then there was a soft zigzag of the chain...

Lin Xingmo grabbed the towel and wiped it clean for Xu Yi.

Just such a touch, or even just the young man's gaze, made Xu Yi feel his blood boil all over his body. He put his hands on his legs and grasped the bed sheet tightly.

Lin Xingmo's meticulous movements did not offend Xu Yi, but made him guess something, but he felt a little unbelievable.

Therefore, when Lin Xingmo finally put the towel aside and lowered his head, Xu Yi's first reaction was to be at a loss.

"Momo, you... um..."

All the words of the man were blocked in the bottom of his throat.

He closed his eyes emotionally, the blush spread from the base of his ears, staining his cheeks red, and the forehead was also bulging with blue veins because of the tightness.

Xu Yi felt it carefully, wanting to engrave the happiness of this moment in the depths of his mind forever.

Although it didn't take long, Lin Xingmo suddenly stood up and hurried into the bathroom, and then there was the sound of retching.

Xu Yi lay back on the bed, raised his arms to cover his eyes, the skin above his neck was completely red, and the exposed corners of his mouth curled up uncontrollably.

The blood was boiling in his body, he was not finished yet, but his heart was satisfied like never before.

Finally, the sound of water in the bathroom ended, and Lin Xingmo came out.

Seeing that Xu Yi had regained his composure and was well dressed, the young man came to sit beside him, lowering his brows and eyes in frustration.

"I didn't do well..."

"No." Xu Yi quickly wrapped him in his arms, "You have done a good job, but if you don't like it, don't force yourself to do it in the future."

He lowered his head, looked at the young man's rosy and slightly swollen lips, and couldn't help but kissed pitifully, "That's enough."

Then he hugged Lin Xingmo tightly again, and whispered softly: "My Momo, you are really... so cute."

The author says:

mwah--