Qi Beisong stared at Cheng Ji's back until he disappeared from sight.
There were too many cars behind him, each one was honking their horns angrily, and finally the traffic police couldn't take it anymore and came forward to drive him away.
He released the brake almost unconsciously, drove slowly, arrived home, turned off the engine, sat still, and finally began to regret that he did not catch up.
He didn't even see clearly what kind of uniform the other party was wearing, was it a traffic policeman?Or the co-op?
He only remembered the other party's eyes, which were clear and joyful, and when he was wrapped in those eyes, he felt extremely heartbroken!
He seemed to have known each other for a long time, but he really didn't remember it.
He knew that there was a gap in his memory. He had been in a coma for nearly nine months and had no memory for the first three months after waking up.
In the first month, he could hear his relatives and friends talking to him, but he didn't know what it meant; in the second month, he became conscious, but he was lethargic; in the third month, he could communicate simply with eyes and gestures.
In the fourth month, he was able to make meaningful syllables; in the fifth month, he struggled to get out of bed and fell to eat shit; in the seventh month, he was able to walk away on crutches.
It was another ninth month, and he began to practice himself like a dog.
He has felt physical pain since he was half awake and half unconscious, and his early memories after his illness were also painful, and it was even more painful during his recovery.He endures all pain because someone seems to have told him that pain is a gift of life.
He relearned to know his relatives, talk, stand, walk, take care of himself like a baby... He succeeded, the only pity that his memory did not return to its original state.
Especially the memory of the period before the coma could not be dug deep. When digging down, it seemed to be groping in a misty valley, feeling uneasy, fearful, and unable to move an inch.
Fear alone doesn't stop him, it's the doctor who stops him.
The doctor told him that there was a problem with his memory retrieval, and no one could explain why.Brain science is inherently complex and esoteric. Human beings can go up mountains and seas, and conquer the deep space universe, but they haven't figured out their own brains yet.
The doctor told him not to force himself, but to wait for a certain opportunity with a peaceful mind. There is often only a thin line between science and theology.He listened to the doctor and didn't forcefully chase after him. Sure enough, he gradually remembered some people and some things.
He knew that he had forgotten a lot, but he didn't think it was important. He thought that forgetting was the self-burden of his injured brain. If he hadn't decisively let go of the burden, he might not be able to recover so quickly.
Until a few days ago, Lei Jing said that he slipped his mouth, saying that you can finally go back to see Xiao Cheng.
He asked, "Who is Xiao Cheng?"
Everyone present was silent.
After he was fully awake, no one ever mentioned a person named Cheng in front of him. He thought it was Lei Jing's friend, and he didn't struggle with it, just like he didn't struggle with the bullet that almost ruined his life. Where did it come from.
Zheng Haiping told him that he was beaten as a deer while hunting deer.
Well, I can't blame anyone, it's God who made the other party so blind.
He survived the catastrophe, and his state of mind is calmer than before. Those inherent stubbornness, blood and wildness, probably can only be reflected on the shooting range or hunting ground.In terms of emotions, he is almost at peace, and has stepped into old age ahead of schedule.
But tonight, ever since he met the traffic policeman or the assistant policeman, he realized that he was still excited, anxious, and restless, to the point where he was trembling all over!
He jumped out of the car and ran upstairs and spent the whole night walking around the house for no reason, running on the treadmill, pushing and pulling on the rowing machine, not resting for a second!
He beat his chest in annoyance because he didn't get out of the car to chase!
And he thinks it's called love at first sight.
He absolutely refused to tell anyone about his boiling mood, as if that person would not only belong to him, but he would be forced to share it among his relatives and buddies.
But there are only three words he can share.
God knows how many people's love he rejected, and in the end he fell because of these three words!
And those three words are not even I love you, but: Blow it.
After running like a madman in the middle of the night, he decided to find the other party.
He didn't have any clues, he couldn't describe that person's appearance, and he didn't see his identity clearly. The only thing he was sure of was the bustling crossing.
So he went to the same place again at about the same time the next day, but he didn't find that person.He parked his car nearby and observed the traffic police and co-police officers on duty for two full hours.
He thought that the person might have changed his place of duty, so he searched intersection after intersection, but there was still nothing.
He had no choice but to ask, but the clue he gave was too weird-"In his 20s, with beautiful eyes, he seems to be able to talk."
The traffic police vowed that there is no such person among them, and please do not interfere with official duties.
Qi Beisong did not give up and continued to wait on the spot.Anyway, since he was injured, his sister Commander Qi has been the leader in the group. Now he is more relaxed than before, and has more time.
On the first day he waited at the intersection, Lao Geng, the traffic coordinator, didn't tell Cheng Ji.
On the second and third days, Lao Geng also felt that it would be better to let the neuropathy hang out more, which might help him return to society.
On the fifth day, Lao Geng couldn't take it anymore, so he called Cheng Ji and said that he told you not to let such a person stay at home!Young Master Qi is stuck on the side of the road like a fire hydrant every day, it makes my eyes burn when I look at it!This time we call it the "[-]-day Safe Traffic Action", do you really want to do it for [-] days? !
Cheng Ji couldn't help laughing on the other end of the phone, and Lao Geng scolded: "Are you still laughing? Take him away quickly!!"
"Why don't I tell you, we're training in a closed valley, and we won't be able to come out in five days," Cheng Ji said.
"Where's the dog Chen Chuan?" Old Geng asked.
"His Second Squadron is fighting us." Cheng Ji said, "It will take five days."
"I've convinced you!" Old Geng scolded.
Cheng Ji said: "You talk to Lao Qi and coax him."
"Ah fuck bah!" Old Geng said angrily, "Can I coax him? You're going to drill a ravine the next day, and you hooked up with someone the night before?"
Cheng Ji said: "When I ran towards him, my head was completely empty, and I didn't even think about training tomorrow, okay? Anyway, you hold him down for me, and I will coax him when I come back. Don't talk, let's shoot!"
Old Geng roared: "Come back!"
On the tenth day, Cheng Ji returned exhausted from the field training ground, took a shower and slept at home for a whole afternoon.
Old Geng scolded at his bedside with a noodle bowl, saying that you really retreat after one shot, and run away after teasing, there is no such thing as a concubine!You won't leave a phone number, add a WeChat or something?
Cheng Ji muttered under the quilt: "I was so excited at the time, I forgot."
Old Geng said bitterly: "Get up and eat!"
"What are you eating?" Cheng Ji starved to death, but he couldn't get out of bed because he was sore all over. This time he was really hard-pressed.
"Abalone, sea cucumber, shark's fin, bird's nest, bear's paw... none of it!" Lao Geng said, "Noodles with mustard!"
"Why are you a vegetarian again?"
Lao Geng said that I have to save some money and go home to repair the house. Now I am still 20 yuan away from the [-] yuan deposit target.
"I'll give you the fraction of the two hundred and thirty." Cheng Ji said lazily.
"Hey son," Lao Geng sucked on the noodles, "I'm still on duty at the old place tonight, why don't you go for a walk with that crazy young man again?"
"Ah."
Lao Geng didn't expect that he would agree: "Really walking? How to walk?"
Cheng Ji smiled and sat up on the edge of the bed: "Let him blow it."
He went into the kitchen to get noodles and fried five eggs for himself, Lao Geng told you not to eat high cholesterol, he said with a smile: "Godfather, I need to gain some energy, and I will catch up with him within a week to show you. "
"So fast?"
"Maybe it will only take five days." Cheng Jibi gestured and licked off a little egg yolk from the corner of his mouth.
Qi Beisong was still waiting in the car that night.
Cheng Ji saw his car tens of meters away, and hurried to take off Lao Geng's clothes.
Old Geng laughed and scolded, saying that you are not filial, you brat, what do you want to do to me under such a bright street light? !
The traffic police on the other side didn't see them tugging, even if they did, they would know that it was Lao Geng's special police son, who was very precious.
Cheng Ji put on Lao Geng's coat, took off his fluorescent vest, snatched his breathalyzer, and ran towards Qi Beisong with a smile on his face.He decided to say a few more words to Young Master Qi today, and thank him for his selfless waiting in the past ten days.
It is said that chasing people should be slow, so as not to arouse the opponent's resentment, Cheng Ji doesn't know what it means to be gradual, anyway, let's act first!
When he approached the car, he put on a straight face and knocked on the window. Qi Beisong was stunned for more than ten seconds before he hurriedly put down the glass!
Eye contact, Cheng Ji asked seriously: "What are you doing parked here? Do you want to avoid inspection?"
Qi Beisong was dumbfounded again, his eyes were fixed.
Cheng Ji handed the instrument in: "Blow it."
"...What's your name?" Qi Beisong asked.
"Blow it!"
"Can you tell me your name if you blow it?"
Cheng Ji raised his eyebrows.
Qi Beisong immediately blew.
"I can't even blow it." Cheng Ji smiled, he looked at the instrument as usual, and suddenly his expression changed: the value on the instrument exceeded the standard by a lot.
"Have you been drinking?" he asked in surprise.
"Just one bite." Qi Beisong said.
He didn't drink when he drove over, but he parked the car on the side of the road and drank some. If Cheng Ji could smile at him again, he would show him right away!
"You drank and ran to the intersection where the traffic police were on duty to wait?"
"I'm afraid I'll make your trip in vain."
Cheng Ji really didn't know what to say, he glanced at the direction of the traffic police and asked, "Is someone coming to pick you up?"
Qi Beisong asked: "You won't deal with me?"
"Hurry up and call someone to pick you up, you are too nonsense!" Cheng Ji was a little annoyed.
Qi Beisong finally saw clearly this time, the words "Traffic Coordination" were written on the opponent's fluorescent vest.
He thought that the people willing to do this job were middle-aged and elderly men over 50 years old, but he didn't expect there to be such a young and beautiful one.
"What's your name?" he asked softly.
Cheng Ji said, "Geng..."
"Geng?"
"Who allowed you to ask?" Cheng Ji looked arrogant.
Qi Beisong was speechless, the man in front of him was not only doing the work of a middle-aged man, but also had a precise manner.
"No one came to pick me up, you deal with me."
"I'm not qualified to deal with you."
Qi Beisong thought he meant that the traffic police had no power to enforce the law, so he said, "Anyone can deal with me, as long as you follow."
"Follow your uncle! Your brain is really..."
Seeing the two of them chatting non-stop from a distance, Lao Geng ran over, walked to the front of the car, and gave Qi Beisong a hard look. The latter was stared inexplicably by him, and asked, "Do you know me?"
"I don't know, I definitely don't know!" Old Geng waved his hands domineeringly, "I don't deserve to know someone who drives a luxury car like you!"
He leaned closer to smell it and asked, "Who has been drinking?"
Cheng Ji pointed at the guy in the car.
A look of joy appeared on Lao Geng's face: "Great! A fine of 2000 yuan, worth 12 points, and a driver's license confiscated for six months! You have hit the gunpoint of the 'Hundred-Day Traffic Safety Action'!"
He used to be hostile to Mr. Qi, but now he dislikes him even more. Thinking that he only had a son like Cheng Ji at the age of 50, although he is not his own, but he is not far from his own. The revolutionary friendship is unbreakable!
Cheng Ji whispered in Old Geng's ear, "You watch him here, I'll ask someone to take him back."
"Okay." Old Geng complained in a low voice, "You see, this is a typical case. Mental illness affects the whole family!"
Before Cheng Ji could dial Lei Jing or Wang Beifeng's phone number, Qi Beisong asked behind him, "Can you take me back?"
This question is actually quite unreasonable. If Cheng Ji is really a traffic coordinator, he is also on duty now.But Qi Beisong couldn't take care of it anymore. He had been waiting in place for ten days, and now he was eager to move forward.
"..."
Cheng Ji took off his equipment and threw it to Lao Geng: "I'll send him back."
Old Geng let out a "tsk", very unhappy: "You just let me catch him, maybe the team can reward me with 100 yuan!"
"Is he worth 100 yuan?" Cheng Jixiao asked.
He signaled Qi Beisong to get out of the car, and sat in the driver's seat. After the latter sat down on the other side, he deliberately asked, "Where do you live?"
"Blue Sky." Qi Beisong asked, "Do you know him?"
"Is it a high-end community by the sea?"
"Have you been there?" Qi Beisong looked at him intently, "When?"
Cheng Ji started the car and gave him a playful smile from the corner of his eyes: "I also caught one who lives there last time!"
"Also?" Qi Beisong was a little annoyed.
His jealousy came back to life, and he wasn't the first one in the neighborhood to be caught by Cheng Ji!
No, in front of such a handsome guy, he has to strive for the first place in everything, and he has to be top-notch in everything!
"Who was arrested last time?" He asked.
"I forgot the name." Cheng Ji drove the car smoothly.
"The number he blows is higher, or is it higher?" Qi Beisong asked.
"..." Cheng Ji didn't know whether to laugh or cry, thinking what could be compared to this?
"How did you deal with him?" Qi Beisong asked.
Cheng Ji turned his face sideways: "What exactly do you want to ask?"
"Do you have a boyfriend?" Qi Beisong asked straightforwardly.
Seeing Cheng Ji stunned, Qi Beisong realized that he was too reckless, and quickly said: "I forgot to introduce myself. My surname is Qi, Qi Beisong, nice to meet you."
Cheng Ji stretched out his right hand to shake with him, and once again saw a section of red rope protruding from his wrist.
Is the little peach-pit gourd behind the rope?
Cheng Ji asked: "Are you so sure that I need a boyfriend, not a girlfriend?"
"Not sure." Qi Beisong said, "But I want to know."
Cheng Ji smiled: "I have a wife."
Qi Beisong seemed to be frightened, and opened his mouth for a long time before saying, "So you got married at such a young age!"
Cheng Ji shook her head: "I'm not married, something happened to my wife."
Qi Beisong's mood is like riding a roller coaster, one second to the bottom, the next to the sky, he thinks that if he is not married, he will not be called a wife!
"What happened?" he asked.
Cheng Ji glanced at him: "He doesn't want me."
Qi Beisong was startled again, thinking who would dare not want you?What the fuck deserved to happen!
Cheng Ji originally thought that he would be happy, but unexpectedly he looked annoyed, so he asked, "What's the matter?"
Qi Beisong resented: "I'm not worth it for you!"
Cheng Ji laughed aloud: "Really? You think my wife is a jerk too? I can't help it. Who let me meet such a person?"
Qi Beisong asked: "Then what are your plans now? Are you going to wait for someone to change their minds, or start over?"
He is really a typical conspirator. He spreads everything on the table, and if you agree, you will agree, and if you refuse, you will refuse, without delay.
Maybe it's because after going through an ordeal, he knows that time should not be wasted; maybe it's because he is more mature than before, and the problem of not speaking to the heart has been cured.
In short, his life has gone through a detour, and now when he can be direct, he makes it clear, especially when facing the person in front of him.
Cheng Ji thought: Is there any difference between waiting for someone to change his mind and starting over with someone again?It's the same person anyway.
"I'll wait for my wife." He looked infatuated.
Qi Beisong nodded: "Very good."
He was silent for another moment, obviously trying to calm down his disappointment, and said slowly: "You have to be a little persistent in your life, and you will have a good life."
Cheng Ji asked back, "How am I doing?"
He stepped on the brake, as if stimulated by these words, and looked at the front of the car stupidly.They were traveling on the scenic road around the sea. The road condition was excellent, and there were few people and cars at night.
Cheng Ji couldn't continue acting, so he pulled over and said to Qi Beisong, "I'm going to smoke a cigarette outside, you wait for me." The latter agreed.
Cheng Ji walked a little farther, and reached a place where Qi Beisong could not see, and his hands were shaking slightly when he lit a cigarette.He exhaled smoke facing the sea, and put his hands on his aching temples.
He wasn't doing well at all.
Most of the time in these three years, he seemed optimistic and strong, as if he could not be defeated, and tried his best to smile at everyone, but in fact, many times he didn't want to smile at all, or when he laughed the happiest, he felt sad in his heart. There is a thorn in it, that is, you can't stay together, and you don't know the future.
Now it's even more interesting, Qi Beisong doesn't remember him!
The only person he is willing to love in this world doesn't remember him, so who else can he count on?
Count on Hill to know?Does Jiang He know?The motherland will not forget?
How can you tell him not to doubt himself?Not self-denying?
Was it because of his own fault that Qi Beisong forgot about him?Has he failed Qi Beisong?Does Qi Beisong hate him?Does Qi Beisong regret being with him?
He introspected every night when he couldn't fall asleep. Guilt and self-blame were like wet mud at the bottom of a well, burying him so that he could not see the light of day.
He has not changed in the past three years, he is still the same Cheng Ji with a handsome face, a smile when he sees everyone, and a straight back.
However, he changed again. When he was pretending to be happy, everyone felt that he didn't really care that much.
He joked with Chen Chuan and the others, saying that Lao Qi is insane, Lao Qi has a big pig's hoof, and Lao Qi won the crown of the highest peak of psychiatry without knowing it. It's really funny, but it's also really sad...
Now Qi Beisong actually said that one must be persistent in life, and wished him a happy life!
Idiots are so torturous!
Sensing someone behind him, Cheng Ji turned his face away and looked at him with wet eyes.
The warm yellow street light shone on Qi Beisong's face, making him look a little deeper than before.
Cheng Ji looked at him and thought: Forget it, stop scolding him, 29 years old is such a good age, but I actually let him lie in the hospital bed for a year and a half, he owed it to me by following me, I owe him.
"..." Cheng Ji looked towards the sea, and deliberately blinked his eyes quickly to suppress the tears that were flooding up.
Qi Beisong asked: "What's wrong?"
Cheng Ji said with a cigarette in his mouth, "...I miss my wife."
Qi Beisong stood side by side with him and said, "Understood."
Cheng Ji shook his wrist and asked, "What are you wearing?"
"Oh, this," Qi Beisong raised his wrist, revealing what was behind the red string, "It looks like a small gourd, I don't remember where it came from, anyway, I've been wearing it all the time."
Cheng Ji took a deep breath, sliding his Adam's apple up and down, trying to keep his voice as steady as possible.
"Why don't you remember?"
Qi Beisong pointed to his head: "I was injured here, and I was in a coma for a long time in the hospital, and I forgot some things when I woke up."
"That gourd is carved from a peach pit, right?" Cheng Ji said intentionally, "It's only worth a few dollars."
Qi Beisong nodded: "But it's very important."
"why?"
Qi Beisong said: "I always have a feeling that I actually died a long time ago. I was pulled back from the gate of hell by it and woke up because of it. To me, it is not just a small gourd carved with a peach core, it is It is a keepsake, and it is the luck of my life."
Cheng Ji turned her face away and said, "...that's pretty good."
Qi Beisong couldn't see the watery light falling from his eyes, and asked softly, "Have you finished smoking?"
"It's over." Cheng Ji put out the cigarette butt, wiped his face with the back of his hand, and said, "I've decided."
"Decide what?"
Cheng Ji turned his head, his eyes were red but he laughed out his teeth: "I decided not to wait for my wife anymore, I plan to start over!"
Qi Beisong's eyes suddenly lit up!
Cheng Ji smiled and walked towards the car: "I didn't say I wanted to be with you, let's go, I'll take you home first, and then I have to go to work!"
Of course he wasn't going to be on duty, but he just felt that he was always out of control, so he might as well avoid it and slow down, so as not to frighten others with tears all the time.He reunited after a long absence, Qi Beisong didn't feel this way.
"You can consider me." Qi Beisong introduced himself frankly and solemnly than a few years ago.
Cheng Ji restarted and asked, "Have you talked to anyone before?"
"Uh..." Qi Beisong smiled wryly, "I don't remember."
Cheng Ji said with a serious face: "That's not okay. Finding a partner is time-consuming and labor-intensive. It's hard to do it, and you forget it in a blink of an eye. Who should I talk to?"
Qi Beisong hurriedly wanted to explain that he was sick, and said, "That Geng..."
Whenever he said something, Cheng Ji couldn't help laughing.
"What are you laughing at?" Qi Beisong asked, "What's the name?"
Cheng Ji took out Geng Chunhong's ID card.
In a sense, there is indeed a person named "Geng Chunhong" in the world, at least he uses this false identity abroad, and even the official acquiesces.Back then, Lao Geng gave him a false certificate just for fun, but he didn't expect that after three years in country R, not many people knew about "Cheng Ji", but quite a few people knew about "Chunhong".
Qi Beisong asked: "This is the name your father gave you."
"Ah."
"Didn't you ever think about changing it when you were young?"
Cheng Ji said: "This name is not very good. My dad was fooling around when he named it. There is a first word called Lin Hua Xie Chunhong, which is too hasty. Many things in my life come and go in a hurry. Can't catch up, can't catch, helpless."
Qi Beisong felt an inexplicable pain in his heart, and his crossed fingers suddenly opened and then curled up again. At that moment just now, he really wanted to hug each other.
He looked at Cheng Ji's profile and saw a striking scar on his neck.Cheng Ji is extremely fair and has good skin, the scars on his body are particularly ferocious.
Qi Beisong asked: "How did you get the injury on your neck?"
It was caused by Cheng Ji being scraped by shrapnel when he was in country R, and he was only half an inch away from dying.
Cheng Ji said, "I hit the razor."
"You shave with a hacksaw?"
Cheng Ji smiled happily and said, "Mr. Qi, the blue sky is coming soon, get off the car!"
The car drove straight into the underground garage and stopped.Because Cheng Ji had said earlier that he was going back to work, Qi Beisong couldn't ask him to go up for a ride, so he had to hold back his disappointment and call a taxi for him.
While waiting for the car, he smoked sullenly, behind the rising smoke, his handsome face looked a little confused.
Cheng Ji shook the phone: "Add a friend?"
Qi Beisong couldn't ask for more.
Cheng Ji glanced at him, raised his eyes and said, "Where do you work? I will pick you up from get off work tomorrow."
"You... want to pick me up from get off work?"
"Well, let me treat you to dinner." Cheng Ji asked, "Is that okay?"
Qi Beisong was at a loss like a half-child, so that the ash burned his hands.
"……Row!"
"Send me a location!" Cheng Ji said before climbing into the taxi.
He has never been to Qi Beisong's company, and he sincerely wants a position.
Hongcheng, a city that gathers wealth and energy, has always been famous for its rapid expansion. The main city is separated by the river and the coast, and the streets are vertical and horizontal.In the past three years, Cheng has spent all his time in Hongcheng and only stayed in Hongcheng for two months, and in those two months, he hardly had a day to go out for a leisurely walk, so he didn't really know his way around.
Qi Beisong watched the taxi go away, turned back to go home, his heart was beating wildly, and he began to strip off his shirt and run wildly on the treadmill. He felt that he was probably crazy, and he only needed one spark to light it up!
Sweat trickled down his muscular neck and into his chest, which was scarred by the pacemaker.
But this mark is too gentle compared to Qi Chengji's scar, he can't imagine why something would damage such a beautiful body, and the cut was so deep and so big.
How much blood was there?How did you survive?How much does it hurt?Who is with him?
He also hurts, heartache!
He likes every inch of each other, from the tips of the hair to the tips of the nails, from the bright eyes to the scars that are not covered up, he likes it so much that he has only seen it twice, and he wishes to live forever!
While running, he kissed the small peach-pit gourd in his hand, as if it brought him a steady stream of good luck!
He repeatedly checked the profile picture of the other party in WeChat, wanted to say something, and kept typing and deleting. He was not so worried about gains and losses when he was 19 years old!
Cheng Ji's WeChat profile picture is a German shepherd, which is often called a black back by Chinese people. There are several photos in the album, which are also the same dog.
"He likes German shepherds..." Qi Beisong murmured.
He decided to raise three big wolfhounds who can tear up the house as a meeting gift!
He didn't know that the German shepherd was Cheng Ji's dog when he was in country R. He used to stay with Cheng Ji every step of the way and was loyal. Since he couldn't bring it back to the country, Cheng Ji cried several times while holding the dog.
The dog's name is Songsong (from Chen Chuan).
There were too many cars behind him, each one was honking their horns angrily, and finally the traffic police couldn't take it anymore and came forward to drive him away.
He released the brake almost unconsciously, drove slowly, arrived home, turned off the engine, sat still, and finally began to regret that he did not catch up.
He didn't even see clearly what kind of uniform the other party was wearing, was it a traffic policeman?Or the co-op?
He only remembered the other party's eyes, which were clear and joyful, and when he was wrapped in those eyes, he felt extremely heartbroken!
He seemed to have known each other for a long time, but he really didn't remember it.
He knew that there was a gap in his memory. He had been in a coma for nearly nine months and had no memory for the first three months after waking up.
In the first month, he could hear his relatives and friends talking to him, but he didn't know what it meant; in the second month, he became conscious, but he was lethargic; in the third month, he could communicate simply with eyes and gestures.
In the fourth month, he was able to make meaningful syllables; in the fifth month, he struggled to get out of bed and fell to eat shit; in the seventh month, he was able to walk away on crutches.
It was another ninth month, and he began to practice himself like a dog.
He has felt physical pain since he was half awake and half unconscious, and his early memories after his illness were also painful, and it was even more painful during his recovery.He endures all pain because someone seems to have told him that pain is a gift of life.
He relearned to know his relatives, talk, stand, walk, take care of himself like a baby... He succeeded, the only pity that his memory did not return to its original state.
Especially the memory of the period before the coma could not be dug deep. When digging down, it seemed to be groping in a misty valley, feeling uneasy, fearful, and unable to move an inch.
Fear alone doesn't stop him, it's the doctor who stops him.
The doctor told him that there was a problem with his memory retrieval, and no one could explain why.Brain science is inherently complex and esoteric. Human beings can go up mountains and seas, and conquer the deep space universe, but they haven't figured out their own brains yet.
The doctor told him not to force himself, but to wait for a certain opportunity with a peaceful mind. There is often only a thin line between science and theology.He listened to the doctor and didn't forcefully chase after him. Sure enough, he gradually remembered some people and some things.
He knew that he had forgotten a lot, but he didn't think it was important. He thought that forgetting was the self-burden of his injured brain. If he hadn't decisively let go of the burden, he might not be able to recover so quickly.
Until a few days ago, Lei Jing said that he slipped his mouth, saying that you can finally go back to see Xiao Cheng.
He asked, "Who is Xiao Cheng?"
Everyone present was silent.
After he was fully awake, no one ever mentioned a person named Cheng in front of him. He thought it was Lei Jing's friend, and he didn't struggle with it, just like he didn't struggle with the bullet that almost ruined his life. Where did it come from.
Zheng Haiping told him that he was beaten as a deer while hunting deer.
Well, I can't blame anyone, it's God who made the other party so blind.
He survived the catastrophe, and his state of mind is calmer than before. Those inherent stubbornness, blood and wildness, probably can only be reflected on the shooting range or hunting ground.In terms of emotions, he is almost at peace, and has stepped into old age ahead of schedule.
But tonight, ever since he met the traffic policeman or the assistant policeman, he realized that he was still excited, anxious, and restless, to the point where he was trembling all over!
He jumped out of the car and ran upstairs and spent the whole night walking around the house for no reason, running on the treadmill, pushing and pulling on the rowing machine, not resting for a second!
He beat his chest in annoyance because he didn't get out of the car to chase!
And he thinks it's called love at first sight.
He absolutely refused to tell anyone about his boiling mood, as if that person would not only belong to him, but he would be forced to share it among his relatives and buddies.
But there are only three words he can share.
God knows how many people's love he rejected, and in the end he fell because of these three words!
And those three words are not even I love you, but: Blow it.
After running like a madman in the middle of the night, he decided to find the other party.
He didn't have any clues, he couldn't describe that person's appearance, and he didn't see his identity clearly. The only thing he was sure of was the bustling crossing.
So he went to the same place again at about the same time the next day, but he didn't find that person.He parked his car nearby and observed the traffic police and co-police officers on duty for two full hours.
He thought that the person might have changed his place of duty, so he searched intersection after intersection, but there was still nothing.
He had no choice but to ask, but the clue he gave was too weird-"In his 20s, with beautiful eyes, he seems to be able to talk."
The traffic police vowed that there is no such person among them, and please do not interfere with official duties.
Qi Beisong did not give up and continued to wait on the spot.Anyway, since he was injured, his sister Commander Qi has been the leader in the group. Now he is more relaxed than before, and has more time.
On the first day he waited at the intersection, Lao Geng, the traffic coordinator, didn't tell Cheng Ji.
On the second and third days, Lao Geng also felt that it would be better to let the neuropathy hang out more, which might help him return to society.
On the fifth day, Lao Geng couldn't take it anymore, so he called Cheng Ji and said that he told you not to let such a person stay at home!Young Master Qi is stuck on the side of the road like a fire hydrant every day, it makes my eyes burn when I look at it!This time we call it the "[-]-day Safe Traffic Action", do you really want to do it for [-] days? !
Cheng Ji couldn't help laughing on the other end of the phone, and Lao Geng scolded: "Are you still laughing? Take him away quickly!!"
"Why don't I tell you, we're training in a closed valley, and we won't be able to come out in five days," Cheng Ji said.
"Where's the dog Chen Chuan?" Old Geng asked.
"His Second Squadron is fighting us." Cheng Ji said, "It will take five days."
"I've convinced you!" Old Geng scolded.
Cheng Ji said: "You talk to Lao Qi and coax him."
"Ah fuck bah!" Old Geng said angrily, "Can I coax him? You're going to drill a ravine the next day, and you hooked up with someone the night before?"
Cheng Ji said: "When I ran towards him, my head was completely empty, and I didn't even think about training tomorrow, okay? Anyway, you hold him down for me, and I will coax him when I come back. Don't talk, let's shoot!"
Old Geng roared: "Come back!"
On the tenth day, Cheng Ji returned exhausted from the field training ground, took a shower and slept at home for a whole afternoon.
Old Geng scolded at his bedside with a noodle bowl, saying that you really retreat after one shot, and run away after teasing, there is no such thing as a concubine!You won't leave a phone number, add a WeChat or something?
Cheng Ji muttered under the quilt: "I was so excited at the time, I forgot."
Old Geng said bitterly: "Get up and eat!"
"What are you eating?" Cheng Ji starved to death, but he couldn't get out of bed because he was sore all over. This time he was really hard-pressed.
"Abalone, sea cucumber, shark's fin, bird's nest, bear's paw... none of it!" Lao Geng said, "Noodles with mustard!"
"Why are you a vegetarian again?"
Lao Geng said that I have to save some money and go home to repair the house. Now I am still 20 yuan away from the [-] yuan deposit target.
"I'll give you the fraction of the two hundred and thirty." Cheng Ji said lazily.
"Hey son," Lao Geng sucked on the noodles, "I'm still on duty at the old place tonight, why don't you go for a walk with that crazy young man again?"
"Ah."
Lao Geng didn't expect that he would agree: "Really walking? How to walk?"
Cheng Ji smiled and sat up on the edge of the bed: "Let him blow it."
He went into the kitchen to get noodles and fried five eggs for himself, Lao Geng told you not to eat high cholesterol, he said with a smile: "Godfather, I need to gain some energy, and I will catch up with him within a week to show you. "
"So fast?"
"Maybe it will only take five days." Cheng Jibi gestured and licked off a little egg yolk from the corner of his mouth.
Qi Beisong was still waiting in the car that night.
Cheng Ji saw his car tens of meters away, and hurried to take off Lao Geng's clothes.
Old Geng laughed and scolded, saying that you are not filial, you brat, what do you want to do to me under such a bright street light? !
The traffic police on the other side didn't see them tugging, even if they did, they would know that it was Lao Geng's special police son, who was very precious.
Cheng Ji put on Lao Geng's coat, took off his fluorescent vest, snatched his breathalyzer, and ran towards Qi Beisong with a smile on his face.He decided to say a few more words to Young Master Qi today, and thank him for his selfless waiting in the past ten days.
It is said that chasing people should be slow, so as not to arouse the opponent's resentment, Cheng Ji doesn't know what it means to be gradual, anyway, let's act first!
When he approached the car, he put on a straight face and knocked on the window. Qi Beisong was stunned for more than ten seconds before he hurriedly put down the glass!
Eye contact, Cheng Ji asked seriously: "What are you doing parked here? Do you want to avoid inspection?"
Qi Beisong was dumbfounded again, his eyes were fixed.
Cheng Ji handed the instrument in: "Blow it."
"...What's your name?" Qi Beisong asked.
"Blow it!"
"Can you tell me your name if you blow it?"
Cheng Ji raised his eyebrows.
Qi Beisong immediately blew.
"I can't even blow it." Cheng Ji smiled, he looked at the instrument as usual, and suddenly his expression changed: the value on the instrument exceeded the standard by a lot.
"Have you been drinking?" he asked in surprise.
"Just one bite." Qi Beisong said.
He didn't drink when he drove over, but he parked the car on the side of the road and drank some. If Cheng Ji could smile at him again, he would show him right away!
"You drank and ran to the intersection where the traffic police were on duty to wait?"
"I'm afraid I'll make your trip in vain."
Cheng Ji really didn't know what to say, he glanced at the direction of the traffic police and asked, "Is someone coming to pick you up?"
Qi Beisong asked: "You won't deal with me?"
"Hurry up and call someone to pick you up, you are too nonsense!" Cheng Ji was a little annoyed.
Qi Beisong finally saw clearly this time, the words "Traffic Coordination" were written on the opponent's fluorescent vest.
He thought that the people willing to do this job were middle-aged and elderly men over 50 years old, but he didn't expect there to be such a young and beautiful one.
"What's your name?" he asked softly.
Cheng Ji said, "Geng..."
"Geng?"
"Who allowed you to ask?" Cheng Ji looked arrogant.
Qi Beisong was speechless, the man in front of him was not only doing the work of a middle-aged man, but also had a precise manner.
"No one came to pick me up, you deal with me."
"I'm not qualified to deal with you."
Qi Beisong thought he meant that the traffic police had no power to enforce the law, so he said, "Anyone can deal with me, as long as you follow."
"Follow your uncle! Your brain is really..."
Seeing the two of them chatting non-stop from a distance, Lao Geng ran over, walked to the front of the car, and gave Qi Beisong a hard look. The latter was stared inexplicably by him, and asked, "Do you know me?"
"I don't know, I definitely don't know!" Old Geng waved his hands domineeringly, "I don't deserve to know someone who drives a luxury car like you!"
He leaned closer to smell it and asked, "Who has been drinking?"
Cheng Ji pointed at the guy in the car.
A look of joy appeared on Lao Geng's face: "Great! A fine of 2000 yuan, worth 12 points, and a driver's license confiscated for six months! You have hit the gunpoint of the 'Hundred-Day Traffic Safety Action'!"
He used to be hostile to Mr. Qi, but now he dislikes him even more. Thinking that he only had a son like Cheng Ji at the age of 50, although he is not his own, but he is not far from his own. The revolutionary friendship is unbreakable!
Cheng Ji whispered in Old Geng's ear, "You watch him here, I'll ask someone to take him back."
"Okay." Old Geng complained in a low voice, "You see, this is a typical case. Mental illness affects the whole family!"
Before Cheng Ji could dial Lei Jing or Wang Beifeng's phone number, Qi Beisong asked behind him, "Can you take me back?"
This question is actually quite unreasonable. If Cheng Ji is really a traffic coordinator, he is also on duty now.But Qi Beisong couldn't take care of it anymore. He had been waiting in place for ten days, and now he was eager to move forward.
"..."
Cheng Ji took off his equipment and threw it to Lao Geng: "I'll send him back."
Old Geng let out a "tsk", very unhappy: "You just let me catch him, maybe the team can reward me with 100 yuan!"
"Is he worth 100 yuan?" Cheng Jixiao asked.
He signaled Qi Beisong to get out of the car, and sat in the driver's seat. After the latter sat down on the other side, he deliberately asked, "Where do you live?"
"Blue Sky." Qi Beisong asked, "Do you know him?"
"Is it a high-end community by the sea?"
"Have you been there?" Qi Beisong looked at him intently, "When?"
Cheng Ji started the car and gave him a playful smile from the corner of his eyes: "I also caught one who lives there last time!"
"Also?" Qi Beisong was a little annoyed.
His jealousy came back to life, and he wasn't the first one in the neighborhood to be caught by Cheng Ji!
No, in front of such a handsome guy, he has to strive for the first place in everything, and he has to be top-notch in everything!
"Who was arrested last time?" He asked.
"I forgot the name." Cheng Ji drove the car smoothly.
"The number he blows is higher, or is it higher?" Qi Beisong asked.
"..." Cheng Ji didn't know whether to laugh or cry, thinking what could be compared to this?
"How did you deal with him?" Qi Beisong asked.
Cheng Ji turned his face sideways: "What exactly do you want to ask?"
"Do you have a boyfriend?" Qi Beisong asked straightforwardly.
Seeing Cheng Ji stunned, Qi Beisong realized that he was too reckless, and quickly said: "I forgot to introduce myself. My surname is Qi, Qi Beisong, nice to meet you."
Cheng Ji stretched out his right hand to shake with him, and once again saw a section of red rope protruding from his wrist.
Is the little peach-pit gourd behind the rope?
Cheng Ji asked: "Are you so sure that I need a boyfriend, not a girlfriend?"
"Not sure." Qi Beisong said, "But I want to know."
Cheng Ji smiled: "I have a wife."
Qi Beisong seemed to be frightened, and opened his mouth for a long time before saying, "So you got married at such a young age!"
Cheng Ji shook her head: "I'm not married, something happened to my wife."
Qi Beisong's mood is like riding a roller coaster, one second to the bottom, the next to the sky, he thinks that if he is not married, he will not be called a wife!
"What happened?" he asked.
Cheng Ji glanced at him: "He doesn't want me."
Qi Beisong was startled again, thinking who would dare not want you?What the fuck deserved to happen!
Cheng Ji originally thought that he would be happy, but unexpectedly he looked annoyed, so he asked, "What's the matter?"
Qi Beisong resented: "I'm not worth it for you!"
Cheng Ji laughed aloud: "Really? You think my wife is a jerk too? I can't help it. Who let me meet such a person?"
Qi Beisong asked: "Then what are your plans now? Are you going to wait for someone to change their minds, or start over?"
He is really a typical conspirator. He spreads everything on the table, and if you agree, you will agree, and if you refuse, you will refuse, without delay.
Maybe it's because after going through an ordeal, he knows that time should not be wasted; maybe it's because he is more mature than before, and the problem of not speaking to the heart has been cured.
In short, his life has gone through a detour, and now when he can be direct, he makes it clear, especially when facing the person in front of him.
Cheng Ji thought: Is there any difference between waiting for someone to change his mind and starting over with someone again?It's the same person anyway.
"I'll wait for my wife." He looked infatuated.
Qi Beisong nodded: "Very good."
He was silent for another moment, obviously trying to calm down his disappointment, and said slowly: "You have to be a little persistent in your life, and you will have a good life."
Cheng Ji asked back, "How am I doing?"
He stepped on the brake, as if stimulated by these words, and looked at the front of the car stupidly.They were traveling on the scenic road around the sea. The road condition was excellent, and there were few people and cars at night.
Cheng Ji couldn't continue acting, so he pulled over and said to Qi Beisong, "I'm going to smoke a cigarette outside, you wait for me." The latter agreed.
Cheng Ji walked a little farther, and reached a place where Qi Beisong could not see, and his hands were shaking slightly when he lit a cigarette.He exhaled smoke facing the sea, and put his hands on his aching temples.
He wasn't doing well at all.
Most of the time in these three years, he seemed optimistic and strong, as if he could not be defeated, and tried his best to smile at everyone, but in fact, many times he didn't want to smile at all, or when he laughed the happiest, he felt sad in his heart. There is a thorn in it, that is, you can't stay together, and you don't know the future.
Now it's even more interesting, Qi Beisong doesn't remember him!
The only person he is willing to love in this world doesn't remember him, so who else can he count on?
Count on Hill to know?Does Jiang He know?The motherland will not forget?
How can you tell him not to doubt himself?Not self-denying?
Was it because of his own fault that Qi Beisong forgot about him?Has he failed Qi Beisong?Does Qi Beisong hate him?Does Qi Beisong regret being with him?
He introspected every night when he couldn't fall asleep. Guilt and self-blame were like wet mud at the bottom of a well, burying him so that he could not see the light of day.
He has not changed in the past three years, he is still the same Cheng Ji with a handsome face, a smile when he sees everyone, and a straight back.
However, he changed again. When he was pretending to be happy, everyone felt that he didn't really care that much.
He joked with Chen Chuan and the others, saying that Lao Qi is insane, Lao Qi has a big pig's hoof, and Lao Qi won the crown of the highest peak of psychiatry without knowing it. It's really funny, but it's also really sad...
Now Qi Beisong actually said that one must be persistent in life, and wished him a happy life!
Idiots are so torturous!
Sensing someone behind him, Cheng Ji turned his face away and looked at him with wet eyes.
The warm yellow street light shone on Qi Beisong's face, making him look a little deeper than before.
Cheng Ji looked at him and thought: Forget it, stop scolding him, 29 years old is such a good age, but I actually let him lie in the hospital bed for a year and a half, he owed it to me by following me, I owe him.
"..." Cheng Ji looked towards the sea, and deliberately blinked his eyes quickly to suppress the tears that were flooding up.
Qi Beisong asked: "What's wrong?"
Cheng Ji said with a cigarette in his mouth, "...I miss my wife."
Qi Beisong stood side by side with him and said, "Understood."
Cheng Ji shook his wrist and asked, "What are you wearing?"
"Oh, this," Qi Beisong raised his wrist, revealing what was behind the red string, "It looks like a small gourd, I don't remember where it came from, anyway, I've been wearing it all the time."
Cheng Ji took a deep breath, sliding his Adam's apple up and down, trying to keep his voice as steady as possible.
"Why don't you remember?"
Qi Beisong pointed to his head: "I was injured here, and I was in a coma for a long time in the hospital, and I forgot some things when I woke up."
"That gourd is carved from a peach pit, right?" Cheng Ji said intentionally, "It's only worth a few dollars."
Qi Beisong nodded: "But it's very important."
"why?"
Qi Beisong said: "I always have a feeling that I actually died a long time ago. I was pulled back from the gate of hell by it and woke up because of it. To me, it is not just a small gourd carved with a peach core, it is It is a keepsake, and it is the luck of my life."
Cheng Ji turned her face away and said, "...that's pretty good."
Qi Beisong couldn't see the watery light falling from his eyes, and asked softly, "Have you finished smoking?"
"It's over." Cheng Ji put out the cigarette butt, wiped his face with the back of his hand, and said, "I've decided."
"Decide what?"
Cheng Ji turned his head, his eyes were red but he laughed out his teeth: "I decided not to wait for my wife anymore, I plan to start over!"
Qi Beisong's eyes suddenly lit up!
Cheng Ji smiled and walked towards the car: "I didn't say I wanted to be with you, let's go, I'll take you home first, and then I have to go to work!"
Of course he wasn't going to be on duty, but he just felt that he was always out of control, so he might as well avoid it and slow down, so as not to frighten others with tears all the time.He reunited after a long absence, Qi Beisong didn't feel this way.
"You can consider me." Qi Beisong introduced himself frankly and solemnly than a few years ago.
Cheng Ji restarted and asked, "Have you talked to anyone before?"
"Uh..." Qi Beisong smiled wryly, "I don't remember."
Cheng Ji said with a serious face: "That's not okay. Finding a partner is time-consuming and labor-intensive. It's hard to do it, and you forget it in a blink of an eye. Who should I talk to?"
Qi Beisong hurriedly wanted to explain that he was sick, and said, "That Geng..."
Whenever he said something, Cheng Ji couldn't help laughing.
"What are you laughing at?" Qi Beisong asked, "What's the name?"
Cheng Ji took out Geng Chunhong's ID card.
In a sense, there is indeed a person named "Geng Chunhong" in the world, at least he uses this false identity abroad, and even the official acquiesces.Back then, Lao Geng gave him a false certificate just for fun, but he didn't expect that after three years in country R, not many people knew about "Cheng Ji", but quite a few people knew about "Chunhong".
Qi Beisong asked: "This is the name your father gave you."
"Ah."
"Didn't you ever think about changing it when you were young?"
Cheng Ji said: "This name is not very good. My dad was fooling around when he named it. There is a first word called Lin Hua Xie Chunhong, which is too hasty. Many things in my life come and go in a hurry. Can't catch up, can't catch, helpless."
Qi Beisong felt an inexplicable pain in his heart, and his crossed fingers suddenly opened and then curled up again. At that moment just now, he really wanted to hug each other.
He looked at Cheng Ji's profile and saw a striking scar on his neck.Cheng Ji is extremely fair and has good skin, the scars on his body are particularly ferocious.
Qi Beisong asked: "How did you get the injury on your neck?"
It was caused by Cheng Ji being scraped by shrapnel when he was in country R, and he was only half an inch away from dying.
Cheng Ji said, "I hit the razor."
"You shave with a hacksaw?"
Cheng Ji smiled happily and said, "Mr. Qi, the blue sky is coming soon, get off the car!"
The car drove straight into the underground garage and stopped.Because Cheng Ji had said earlier that he was going back to work, Qi Beisong couldn't ask him to go up for a ride, so he had to hold back his disappointment and call a taxi for him.
While waiting for the car, he smoked sullenly, behind the rising smoke, his handsome face looked a little confused.
Cheng Ji shook the phone: "Add a friend?"
Qi Beisong couldn't ask for more.
Cheng Ji glanced at him, raised his eyes and said, "Where do you work? I will pick you up from get off work tomorrow."
"You... want to pick me up from get off work?"
"Well, let me treat you to dinner." Cheng Ji asked, "Is that okay?"
Qi Beisong was at a loss like a half-child, so that the ash burned his hands.
"……Row!"
"Send me a location!" Cheng Ji said before climbing into the taxi.
He has never been to Qi Beisong's company, and he sincerely wants a position.
Hongcheng, a city that gathers wealth and energy, has always been famous for its rapid expansion. The main city is separated by the river and the coast, and the streets are vertical and horizontal.In the past three years, Cheng has spent all his time in Hongcheng and only stayed in Hongcheng for two months, and in those two months, he hardly had a day to go out for a leisurely walk, so he didn't really know his way around.
Qi Beisong watched the taxi go away, turned back to go home, his heart was beating wildly, and he began to strip off his shirt and run wildly on the treadmill. He felt that he was probably crazy, and he only needed one spark to light it up!
Sweat trickled down his muscular neck and into his chest, which was scarred by the pacemaker.
But this mark is too gentle compared to Qi Chengji's scar, he can't imagine why something would damage such a beautiful body, and the cut was so deep and so big.
How much blood was there?How did you survive?How much does it hurt?Who is with him?
He also hurts, heartache!
He likes every inch of each other, from the tips of the hair to the tips of the nails, from the bright eyes to the scars that are not covered up, he likes it so much that he has only seen it twice, and he wishes to live forever!
While running, he kissed the small peach-pit gourd in his hand, as if it brought him a steady stream of good luck!
He repeatedly checked the profile picture of the other party in WeChat, wanted to say something, and kept typing and deleting. He was not so worried about gains and losses when he was 19 years old!
Cheng Ji's WeChat profile picture is a German shepherd, which is often called a black back by Chinese people. There are several photos in the album, which are also the same dog.
"He likes German shepherds..." Qi Beisong murmured.
He decided to raise three big wolfhounds who can tear up the house as a meeting gift!
He didn't know that the German shepherd was Cheng Ji's dog when he was in country R. He used to stay with Cheng Ji every step of the way and was loyal. Since he couldn't bring it back to the country, Cheng Ji cried several times while holding the dog.
The dog's name is Songsong (from Chen Chuan).
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