love you, in time

Is there such a person by your side, she/he walks into your life like a ray of light, has become an indispensable part of your life even though you have known each other for a short time, her/his approach always catches you off guard , Every frown and smile can affect your heartbeat, making you want to hide her/him, possess her/him, protect her/him, and give everything you have to her/him.

I have, her name is Fuxi.

I am Yan Qing, born in City A on October 2000, 10, under the zodiac sign of Virgo.I grew up withdrawn because I lived by myself since I was 9 years old.

My parents are both excellent, and my father is an outstanding construction engineer. He is busy implementing China's assistance plan, which is to help developing countries that have good relations with China to carry out economic construction.My mother is the CEO of a multinational corporation, flying between countries every day.

Maybe it’s the strong combination of their genes. I have been smarter than other children since I was born, and I can learn things easily. I am a child of other people’s family in the parents’ mouth, but this also caused me to be often isolated. .

The strong are alone.I forgot where I saw this sentence, it's been too long.Gradually, the long-term absence of my parents and the jealous isolation of my peers made me no longer look forward to friendship, and no longer yearn for family affection. I began to close my heart. Indifference and inhumanity became the evaluations of me by others. junior high school.

I met Zi Sangyu and Wen Renqing, because of the minority surnames, we came together and became friends. They were the only two friends I had since I was born, but I know that our relationship is not like theirs The two have such a deep relationship since they were young, so there will always be some distance between them, and it didn't improve until they went to high school.

One day after the first month of high school, a little girl named Fuxi suddenly came to the class. At first I didn’t care much, anyway, Lao Chen would definitely tell her not to bother me, but this girl seemed a little different, She walked towards me and put her schoolbag in the empty seat beside me. Didn't Lao Chen tell her that I don't need to be at the same table?Forget it, anyway, she won't be able to bear the request to leave in a few days anyway, so what's the point of sitting here temporarily.I think.

"My name is Fuxi, aren't you at the same table? I will accompany you from now on, so please take care of me." The crisp voice came to my ears, as if something touched the tip of my heart lightly, making my heart beat faster , this is the first time I have this feeling.

"Yan Qing" I raised my head and announced my name. From my point of view, the position where Fuxi was standing was somewhat backlit, which made half of her face appear in the shadow, but it didn't prevent me from looking at her facial features. Her facial features are not exquisite, but when combined they are quite delicate, but why does this girl always feel a little dull?The stupid and cute ones actually make me feel a little cute.

So, that's how we got to know each other.

Since that day, she has been by my side every day, wherever I go, she goes, like a little tail, she can't shake it off.

Later, as we got to know each other more and more, Fuxi became more and more like a child in front of me. He hugged my arm and acted like a baby. The strange thing is that I didn't feel like running away. Maybe even my genes chose her. Bar.

We started going to and from school together. Anyway, the two families are not far away, so we just brought a child along by the way. She likes to walk around me while walking. I always pay attention to her surroundings so that I can protect her at any time. I don’t know. Unknowingly, my feeling towards her seems to have changed, do I like her?I don't know, but I'm sure it's not the way I feel about Zisang Wenren.

When I went to her house for dinner for the first time, my uncles and aunts expressed their gratitude to me for helping Fuxi study, and I responded politely.Suddenly my aunt stood up and added a chopstick of green peppers to me. This is one of the few dishes I don’t like. Just as I was hesitating, an extra hand appeared in front of me. Fuxi took the green peppers, and she called me... ...Ayan.

She seemed a little uneasy after the meal that day, and asked me carefully if I didn't like it, didn't I like it, it didn't seem to be, but I was a little surprised, no one had ever called me Ayan, and even my closest parents had never called me Ayan. They all call me Yan Qing.

Ayan is also very good.I think

Since that day, our relationship seems to be one step closer. I don’t know whether it is intentional or not, she always approaches me habitually, and always holds a hostile attitude towards other people around me, like a food protector. Like my little hedgehog, it made me feel a little cute.In fact, I am also the same. I hate that people other than me can get her care, and I hate her acting like a baby to others, but fortunately, I am always the most special one.

In order to maintain my position in her heart, I began to learn from Wen Renqing her ambiguous actions towards Zi Sangyu, friends who crossed borders and were not satisfied with lovers. I knew it was inappropriate, but I did not treat her well Only the feeling of friends.What exactly it is, I don't want to understand.

Fuxi always creates intimacy between us intentionally or unintentionally, which makes me feel that our relationship has deteriorated, but it seems that nothing has changed.She is still playing around with her childish temper in front of me as before, and I am willing to follow her and pamper her.

In the first year of high school, she said "Ayan, I don't want to be separated from you" and spared no effort to improve her science scores, just to continue being my deskmate?I do not understand.

Before the results of the second grade of high school came out, she said, "Ayan, you can only be at the same table as me." Then, the next day, I looked at the familiar figure in the familiar seat, and I knew her grades, and I knew that she had given How much effort, but is it worth it?For such a me.

After the college entrance examination, she came to me with the admission letter of University A, smiling like a child, "Ayan, we can go to University A together" Yes, after all, I still couldn't get rid of this little tail.

"Ayan, I like you" One afternoon after her sophomore year, she accompanied her who had just cried to the playground for a walk. When she passed by a couple who were kissing, she stopped for a moment, then quickened her pace, and waited a little further away. He turned around and said to me, his eyes eager and firm.At that time, I thought it was a joke, "I like you too." That's what I said at the time, the kind of joke, and then I saw loss in her eyes, and her heart seemed to hurt a little, but why? ?

The first time I quarreled was on the day when I was taking graduation photos in my senior year. On that day, she was wearing a black bachelor’s uniform, looking back and smiling against the sun, and she looked a little like an adult, which made my heart beat faster. My little sun seemed to be in I grew up unconsciously.

"Ayan, why don't you go?" But soon, when I told her that I was going abroad, our conflict broke out. The sky became cloudy at some point, and the heavy rain poured down, blurring our vision , It also chilled each other's hearts, maybe I didn't understand my own heart at the time, I just remember thinking that her thoughts were naive at the time, after all, who can always be by who? Banquet.

Regardless of her hoarseness in the rain, I made up my mind to leave.I'm a cold-blooded person, aren't I?But what I didn't know was that that day, Fuxi just squatted in the rain, cried for 6 hours, and was finally hospitalized with a high fever.

It was already the second day when I knew, when Zisangyu called me out, he slapped me, "Does it hurt?" Looking at Zisang's red eyes, I felt a little guilty, "Yan Qing, are you serious?" Don't you care?" Zisang said and wanted to make a move, but was stopped by the people next to him, their eyes were full of disappointment.What did Wen Renqing say at that time? "Yan Qing, seven years, how much Fuxi has paid to stay by your side these seven years, can you really not see? Don't you really know the reason?" How could I not see, I smiled wryly.

In the end, they didn't say anything more, leaving me alone, standing in the wind for an unknown amount of time. "Yan Qing, you really deserve to be alone." "She put you in her future a long time ago, but you never thought of adding her to your future. Yan Qing, you are excellent, but you, really It's not worthy of Fuxi's sincerity for so many years" These are the last two words Zisang Wenren said before he left.Yes, I really don't deserve it. How can I, who is so clumsy and cold in the shadows, be worthy of the bright and hot sun?

"Yan Qing, I like you" Before boarding the plane, I received the first message on WeChat between us since that day, and it was also the last one. I didn't reply. Time will dilute everything, and maybe it will give me an answer.but no.

In the past three years when I went abroad, that familiar shadow appeared in my mind all the time. When I saw her favorite food, I would think about it, and when I saw a similar back, I would think about it. Also, the familiar profile picture on WeChat.I finally found the answer, but it seems, a little late.Hee Hee, I miss you, I'm sorry, I seem to really like you.

After finishing my graduation thesis, I rejected my tutor and mother's proposal to stay and work, and put returning to China on the agenda. "Hee Hee, I think I can give you the answer." Before boarding the plane, I worked up my courage and sent her a WeChat message.

The journey of more than three hours was a torment for me. As soon as I rushed out of the airport, I couldn't wait to find that figure.There's none?It seems that she has given up

"Are...are you looking for me? Ayan" a familiar voice sounded, and as soon as I looked up, I saw the figure that haunted me forever and ever.Just like the first time we met, she stood at a distance of less than ten steps in front of me, standing with the backlight, but her face was no longer as childish as before, my little sun has really grown up , already have the appearance of adults.

I approached her step by step, the process was short but very long for me, I could even hear my own heartbeat clearly, finally, I slowly pushed her back to the corner, and stood in front of her less than a step away Sure, look down at her.This is the person I have been thinking about for three years, and also the person I like.

"I'm back." Perhaps it was because of my nervousness and excitement, my voice was a little hoarse, and I looked at her with fiery eyes

"Well, welcome back." Fuxi didn't look at me, but looked down at the ground with a muffled voice

"You should say, welcome home." Seeing that she looked a little cute, the tension in her heart dissipated a lot, and she couldn't help but want to tease her, as usual.

"Huh, huh?" Fu Xi suddenly looked up in surprise, like a startled little rabbit, a little dazed, and a little cute?

"Fuxi" I reached out and took her into my arms, and whispered in her ear, "I like you too, this is the answer I owe you for three years"

The warmth in my arms was not honest, she struggled to get out of my arms, her eyes were flustered, and there was a trace of surprise, "Really?" She seemed a little disbelieving.Really, why is it still the same as when I was a child, stupid and cute.

"So, will I marry you, or will you marry me?" In order to ease the atmosphere, I deliberately said this sentence in a joking manner, but she seemed to think that I was teasing her like before, delicate eyebrows Twisted into Chuanzi "I'm not kidding, Xixi" I added.

"Really?" Asked again, she couldn't believe it. Is my credibility so low? Really...

Finally aware of the routine in my words, Fu Xi raised his head and gave me a hammer, but his fierce tone was full of surprise and excitement, "Is there any difference between what you said! Why didn't you marry me... Yan Qing, stop for me...Yan Qing..." Looking at the little rabbit about to bite in front of me, I stepped back to escape her clutches, and under the setting sun, the shadows of us chasing each other, Being stretched longer and longer.

"Yan Qing!" In the early morning, a scream woke me up from my dream, and I touched the side, but the place around me had become a little colder, and when I opened my eyes again, a magnified face appeared in front of me, Puffy, like a little hamster.

"Look at the good things you did last night. You said you are not allowed to touch your neck. How can I go to work like this? And last night you said no...to..... ..." Looking at the chattering little girl in front of me, I smiled, pulled the collar of her shirt, and sealed what she was about to say. "Oh, Ayan!" The soft and waxy voice came into my ears, making my eyes darken, "Xixi, please take time off." Then I turned over and pressed her under me, facing the morning sun, another The room is beautiful.

In the same year, I successfully proposed and took Fuxi to Northern Europe. The wedding was held in a place where I could see the aurora. At the end, we kissed amidst the blessings of family and friends. She was finally mine.

"It's because you are the one who has a big love like Xixi." Although Zisang gave me a blank look before leaving, he still handed me a thick red envelope, "Treat him well, don't be unreasonable anymore." Looking at my little girl Zisang, the girl hooked her shoulders, I smiled and said yes.

"Ayan, you are mine now" as the night fell, my little girl wrapped her arms around my neck and sat on my lap, burying her head in the socket of my shoulder and repeated it over and over again.

"You just like me that much." I smiled and kissed her forehead with a devout and pampering tone.

"Ayan, I like you." Fuxi raised his head, looked into my eyes, and stubbornly paused every word. The night was getting dark, and before we knew it, we hugged each other and fell on the bed together. Under the light, her face was flushed under me, her hair was messy against her cheeks, her eyes were blurred but full of charm

"Ayan, I like you, in all my time" These are the last words of the little girl before falling asleep.

Good night my little girl, the rest of our time will prove to you that I love you.

At the end of the second year after marriage, at Fuxi's insistence, we got a pair of lovely twin daughters through technical means. One is named Fuyan and the other is named Yanyang. How about it?Isn’t the name our little Sunny chooses nice?

Looking at the little sun who was napping beside the crib, I walked over and gently carried her back to the bedroom. The afterglow of the setting sun shone on her side face, and the picture was peaceful and beautiful.

Hee Hee, maybe I will never be able to love you as much as you love me.

But I am very grateful to God for bringing you to me, letting me know you, understand you, and finally, fall in love with you.

Hee Hee, I'm sorry for making you stick to this relationship for ten years alone.

Xixi, thank you, when I suddenly woke up, you still never leave me, you have a soft spot for me.

Hee Hee, I love you until the end of my life, until death.