love you, in time

"Okay, this semester everyone, hurry up and think about your future direction. The process of going abroad will take about a year. If you are interested, hurry up and prepare your resume."

After a certain professional class, our professional counselor walked onto the stage with a microphone and repeated what he had said again and again since he was a junior, which made people's ears callous.

As for me, I was preparing resumes and other things for studying abroad in the audience, and at the same time I was busy with the postgraduate entrance examination. Of course, the focus was still on the postgraduate entrance examination.

As the time for graduation got closer, a familiar fear in my heart was infinitely magnified.Just like in high school.

Before I knew it, it had been 5 years. From the first year of high school to the current third year of junior high school, the time passed really fast. Before I knew it, I was 20 years old and almost 21 years old.But, Yan Qing's plan... Has it changed?

Chu Mian once said that Yan Qing would definitely go abroad after graduating from university, not only Aunt Chu's wish, but also Yan Qing's plan since childhood.

Yan Qing also said that I was the only exception to her for so many years, so...

Staring at the resume on the screen in front of me complicatedly, I fell into deep thought. I still have some self-knowledge about my own level. It is almost impossible to get admitted to the school that Yan Qing handed over. In contrast, it is a more suitable way out for me.

But I'm not at ease, I'm afraid that if I just let Yan Qing leave my side, it won't be long before someone new will appear to take my place. I'm afraid that Yan Qing will never come back after she chooses to go abroad. When I came back, I could only look up to her... not only in terms of height...

But what if you don't let it go?

Oh, what reason should I not let go?With a wry smile and shaking my head, I closed the computer, put on my backpack and walked out of the teaching building, but bumped into Li Jiayu and Luo Xi who were supporting Qin Si on the road, "Luo Luo? Yuyu? You...A Si What's wrong?"

Over the past few years, the four of us have gradually become acquainted, and the address has gradually changed from a combination of first names and surnames to intimate addresses such as 'Yuyu', 'Asi' and 'Luoluo'.Of course they called me "Xiao Xi" just like Zi Sangyu and Wen Renqing.After all, the name Xixi...I hope only that person is called, in the past, now...and in the future.

"What else can I do? I went out to play well today, who knows..." Helping them send Qin Si back to the dormitory, Li Jiayu and Luo Xi dragged me to the corridor, talking to me about Yu Yang too much.

Oh yes, let me explain.Yu Yang is Qin Si’s girlfriend when he was in his sophomore year. I don’t know if it’s because of my own special magnetic field. I feel that there are very few straight friends around me, like Zi Sangyu and Wen Renqing, and the dormitory Luo Xi in the movie and her Mo Zhi who has just been promoted to girlfriend from childhood, and then there are Qin Si and Yu Yang.

Ahem, off topic again.

Back to the topic, when Qin Si was in her sophomore year, she went to a bar and met a sister who was a round older than her, that is, Yu Yang. She thought it was just a coincidence, but unexpectedly, within a month after the two met, One afternoon, Qin Si suddenly posted a message on Moments announcing that he was leaving the single, and the person was Yu Yang.

Later, we went out together a few times one after another. Yu Yang, as a sister who is much older than us, also took good care of us and added our WeChat one by one. Please take care of her family, Ah Si. At that time, their faces were also full of smiles. Happy and happy.

"By the way, Xiaoxi, have you checked your phone?" Just when Luo Xi wanted to complain about Yu Yang's excessiveness, Li Jiayu stopped her, seeing that I was confused, and explained in a low voice, "Let's take a look at sister Yu Yang's circle of friends first, but Calm down after reading it"

"Too busy this morning, I haven't watched it yet" What are they talking about?Puzzled, I clicked on Yu Yang's circle of friends, only to find that the first one was a photo of Yu Yang and a woman, with bright smiles on their faces.

my light is back

After seeing the copywriting in Moments, I was even more confused, "Who is this woman?"

"That should be Yu Yang's ex-girlfriend." After looking at each other, Luo Xi calmed down and said, "We don't know the details, but after seeing this group photo, Ah Si has been drinking himself, blocking everything Can't live."

"And Ah Si said in a daze,'We have been together for a year, and she has never walked out of your heart, right?'" Li Jiayu sighed and added, "Seriously, how long has Ah Si been in this year? What is it?"

Yes, there is no beginning of confession, no end of confession, what is such a relationship?

Go in again and cover Qin Si with the quilt, and the three of us sat in front of the long table and started doing our own things.

After working for a long time, I struggled to turn my already stiff neck. From the corner of my eye, I saw a familiar figure standing under the ginkgo tree downstairs through the window.

"Ayan!" After seeing the figure clearly, I quickly ran downstairs and threw myself into Yan Qing's arms, "Why didn't you call me?"

Reaching out to wrap my arms around my waist, Yan Qing frowned and rubbed my hairy head, "I'm verifying one thing"

"what?"

"Zi Sang and the others said, if I am near you, even if I don't take the initiative to come to you, you can find me as quickly as possible and come to me."

"Hmm...then do you believe it?" I raised my head from Yan Qing's arms, and I hooked her neck and asked her with a smile.

"I didn't believe it before, but now... I believe it." Yan Qing smiled, scratched my nose, and was gentle and doting. "Okay, I heard that your department supervisor talked about the postgraduate entrance examination today?"

"Yes, how did Ah Yan know?" I was a little puzzled, when did Yan Qing get so well informed?

"I know everything about you"

"Che~ Ayan is mysterious"

"Oh, silly sun" pulled me out of his arms, and Yan Qing counted my forehead, "Have you figured out where to go for the postgraduate entrance examination?"

"Ayan, I also filled in the resume of your school." After thinking about it, I decided to confess that I wanted to gamble once and block me in Yan Qing's future.

"No postgraduate entrance examination?" Yan Qing frowned, looking at me with complicated eyes, "But in terms of your grades..."

"Together"

"what?"

"I will prepare both." Looking at the worry in Yan Qing's eyes, I smiled and stood on tiptoe and rubbed the Sichuan character between her brows, "Don't frown, Ayan, it's not good-looking at all."

Holding the hand that I rubbed her brow into her own, Yan Qing looked at me as if she wanted to say something, but finally said that she was just worried, "But you will be very tired this way."

"Ayan, I know what I want, and I know how to choose it." Smiling, I took a step back, and my eyes became firm and serious "I want... to try hard one last time, What if a miracle happens?"

What if I can go abroad with you?

What if you stay for me in the next year?

What if we... get together before you go abroad?

"Ayan, don't worry, I'm very smart, and I've left a way out." Seeing that the atmosphere was serious, I changed the topic with a smile, "It's a big deal, let's come another year, I'm so smart, God won't treat me badly"

"Yes, yes, you are smart, but why didn't I see it?"

"Ayan!"

If parting is the doomed ending in the future, then please let us slow down the year before we parted, give me more memories, and let me have the motivation to survive the three years of parting.

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