love you, in time

I have to say that the timing of Yingcai's coming-of-age ceremony for senior high school students is really coincidental.

June 2019, 6 is also 1 days before the college entrance examination.

This day is my 18th birthday, and it is also a coming-of-age ceremony held by Yingcai for senior high school students.

The morning sun shone on the bed, dispelling the darkness around a bulge on the bed, Yan Qing walked in with her dress in her arms and sat by my bed, gently brushing the broken hair on my forehead.

"Hmm...Ayan~" In a daze, there was a chill on my forehead, and I opened my eyes with difficulty, "Ayan hug"

"Heh~" Seeing that I hadn't woken up yet, Yan Qing wanted to get up, but when he heard my begging for a hug in a daze, he paused, sat back on the side of my bed, supported my head and helped me up , smiled helplessly and dotingly, "You are an adult today, why are you becoming more and more like a child? Huh?"

"It's not all what Ayan is used to, hmph~" After being buffered, I am now much more awake, and proudly retorted with my small head up, "Ayan, Ayan! Where is my gift!"

"Hurry up and go to eat, I'll give you the gift when I get back." Rubbing my messy head, Yan Qing put down my dress and walked out with a smile.

Uh...you know, he really likes to pat my head all the time.

Whispering to muttering, the body still got up honestly and got out of bed and went to the bathroom to wash up.

Half an hour later, Yan Qing and I appeared in the classroom wearing similar dresses, and everyone cheered and booed.

But should I say it or not, Yan Qing is really a walking hanger, he looks good in anything.The white tube top dress with aqua blue lines reveals a snow-white swan neck and delicate collarbone, and a white belt with blue stripes is tied around the waist, showing the curves of the whole person perfectly. It made Yan Qing's skin fairer and more delicate.It's terribly frustrating, my breath suddenly starts to come short just by seeing this.

It's over, even though Yan Qing is wearing the dress I picked, I suddenly feel a little unhappy.Looking at Yan Qing, who was surrounded, her eyes darkened, and a crazy thought was clamoring in her heart: I want to hide her, I want to hide such a perfect her for myself to appreciate, and no one can see it except me !

As Yan Qing broke away from the crowd and walked towards me, the gloom and madness in my eyes were suppressed, leaving only a clear smile in my eyes looking at Yan Qing.

"What are you looking at?" Yan Qing smiled and reached out to me.

Putting my hand into Yan Qing's, I looked into Yan Qing's eyes with a smile, "Ah Yan looks good!"

"Yeah~ The sun in our house is of course beautiful." Yan Qing raised his hand as if he wanted to rub my head, but after thinking about it, he just pinched my face lightly and gave up. "Let's go, it's time to go to the auditorium."

Sitting next to my parents, the dress of the same style as Yan Qing did not make me look as mature as Yan Qing. On the contrary, the lavender lines and belt made me a little cute beyond my age.But I can’t help it, who is the color chosen by the big ice dumpling in our family... Sigh...

Holding my parents and the birthday present from Aunt Chu in my arms, I sat on the seat in a daze and listened to our two parents boasting to each other. Originally, Yan Qing and I were ordinary and ordinary people, but fell into the mouths of each other’s parents. To be one of the few existences in a hundred is a bit... inexplicably dumbfounding.

"Fu Xiaoxi!" In the corner, Zi Sangyu and Wen Renqing called me softly, "Come here! Hurry up!"

After talking to my parents, I lifted the corner of my skirt and walked over, somewhat puzzled, "Ah Qing, Xiaoyu, what's wrong?"

"It's not a big deal. Anyway, even if you don't go, Lao Yan should be able to consciously stay away from that fly." Wen Renqing embraced Zi Sangyu beside him, and looked at me with a smile that was not a smile, and Zi Sang Yu smiled slyly, making people a little confused.

"Huh? Where is Ayan?"

"Here, what's behind the auditorium?" Zi Sangyu pouted at me and looked outside the auditorium, and then led Wen Renqing to another place to take pictures.

Holding the corner of my skirt, I ran all the way to the back of the auditorium in doubt, but the picture in front of me stopped my footsteps in the corner, and my body subconsciously hid in the shadow.

A girl in the distance had her back to me, standing opposite Yan Qing, so I couldn't see her face clearly.

But...... When I arrived, I saw that girl hooked Yan Qing's neck and kissed the red lips I usually fantasize about.

There was a 'boom' in my head, my nose felt sour unconsciously, and tears welled up in my eyes.

Ayan, you said that I belong to you, but... what about you?

Seeing that Yan Qing didn't move, I cried and ran back, but I didn't expect to kick the small raised steps around the auditorium.

There was a sound of 'bang', and I was forced to rush forward. In order not to let others...Yan Qing found out that I chose the protective dress, so I knelt on one knee to make my left knee He knelt heavily on the ground and made a loud noise.

"Who!" A familiar voice came, but... it wasn't Yan Qing's, but... Xu Fang.It seems that Xu Fang didn't give up...... My heart...... suddenly hurts

Struggling to get up and want to leave, but there was a piercing pain in the knee, and the pain had not been over just after knocking, how could it not hurt?

But I didn't feel it at all, I got up with empty eyes, limped and walked aimlessly, but the pain in my heart was like being inserted into a sharp knife, and the wound was still dripping blood, I was stinging and hurting again and again, and I was trembling and chilling all over.

The scene just now was replayed in my mind countless times like a movie... No matter how hard I shook my head, it was useless, but it became clearer and clearer over and over again... ..

It's really cold around here. It's summer, but...why is it still so cold?

Ayan, I... really hurt...

Desperate, I walked aimlessly in the campus against the gusts of breeze. It's so strange that even the breeze that I usually feel is very gentle, now I feel a little ironic, as if laughing at my cowardice and weakness. timid.

"Fuxi?" When I came back to my senses, I found that I was already some distance away from the auditorium. When I curled up and hugged my knees and squatted helplessly on the steps of the North Teaching Building in a daze, I heard someone calling me from behind. , are Yang Yu and Blue Gum.

At this moment, Yang Yu looked at me with worried eyes, "Fuxi? Are you okay?"

How can it be all right?But what qualifications do I have?We... are just friends...

Ayan, I want to be greedy, but... how greedy can I be?These...you never told me...Ayan...

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One chapter is too much, let's divide it into two chapters