love you, in time

Monday, July 2018, 12, sunny

Today is the last day of 2018.Due to everyone's mentality changes after the third year of high school, this year did not uniformly require each class to hold a New Year's Day party, but gave each class a notice of voluntary organization.

After several discussions, the final conclusion of our class is to give up the party. It is up to everyone to go home to relax or continue to review by themselves. Anyway, it is only a one-day vacation. The teachers are still considerate of our hard work and have not arranged many things. Homework, but it is actually not too little, but if it is placed in the special period of the third year of high school, it will be quite satisfactory.

After school at noon, Yan Qing and I went to the supermarket as usual to buy things to prepare for the New Year's Eve in the evening.But... Seeing Yan Qing's indifferent attitude, I now have some doubts about whether the decision to let her accompany me for the New Year's Eve was right, so... a little helpless.As for why, you will know after reading it.

"This doesn't work, and this doesn't work either." Yan Qing reached out and picked out some snacks and drinks I put in the shopping cart and put them back on the shelf. The busy figure in front of me made me feel like I was back on the eve of the spring outing two years ago "Hee Hee, the celebration is the celebration, but none of these things will work"

"Hmph~ Ah Yan~"

"It's useless to call me. Do you want to eat spicy food just after your menstrual period these days? Also, it's winter now, what are you taking? You can just take one ice cream and see for yourself How many did you take......"

The person in front of me is still pointing my forehead and talking endlessly, but I look at her and smile like a little fool. Before I know it, Yan Qing will talk so much to me, and it’s really nice to be with her I feel more and more like a lover.

"What are you laughing at? Silly" Seeing that I was only looking at her with a smirk, Yan Qing froze for a moment, thinking that he was being too fierce, reached out and pinched my face, his tone slowed down unconsciously, "The rest is barely enough, that's it go home"

Pushing the cart and walking forward, only to find that I was still behind him in a daze, Yan Qing looked back at me, frowning "Xixi?"

Before Yan Qing finished speaking, I jumped in front of Yan Qing, hung on her body, hooked her neck and legs with my hands and wrapped them around Yan Qing's waist, "Hey, Ayan is the best! "

"Come down, this is outside." Seeing that I wasn't angry, Yan Qing supported my leg with one hand and pushed the cart with the other, smiling softly, "I'll let you hug me when I get home, okay?"

"Well...don't don't want to" I dangled my legs on Yan Qing and refused to get off her, making trouble like a child, so Yan Qing had to let go of the hand holding the cart and stabilize me to prevent me from falling, "Ah Yan, will you carry me?"

All of a sudden, I had this somewhat excessive thought, and I looked at Yan Qing with a sly smile, not knowing if she would agree.

"Ah! Ah Yan!" I saw Yan Qing took advantage of my distraction to pull an empty cart beside the shelf, bent down to put me in, and pressed my shoulder to prevent me from coming out.

"Other children seem to like this better." Yan Qing looked at me with a gentle smile in his eyes, which made me a little drowned in it, unable to distinguish dreams from reality, even though...it has been two years.

"Ayan! It's embarrassing to let me out." I blushed, tugged at the corner of Yan Qing's clothes, and begged in a voice that only the two of us could hear, "How about it, Ayan?"

"Not good." Seeing that I was being honest, Yan Qing slowly pushed the cart forward with one hand and the other. "Won't it make you more embarrassing if I hug you? Xixi, after all, children from other people's families are not allowed to be hugged." "

This person is really........he's still the serious Ayan from before, but now...although she's not bad, but she eats me up so hard that I don't have any Fight back, how angry!hum~

Seeing that Yan Qing could not be persuaded, a flash of inspiration suddenly flashed in my mind, and I struggled to get up from the car. Seeing this, Yan Qing quickly stabilized the cart, frowned, and worried, "It's very dangerous, Xixi"

I didn't stand still on purpose, and fell to Yan Qing, so frightened that she quickly reached out and hugged me, and carried me out of the car. Seeing that the plan had succeeded, I hung on Yan Qing's body again and stuck to her Blowing into my ears, "Sister~ I was wrong"

Feeling that Yan Qing's figure suddenly trembled, I felt a little proud, don't look at Yan Qing's softness and toughness towards me now, but she can't stand me using such an ambiguous tone to her, every time I try to be sure ,Ha ha!

"Cough, let's go home." One hand passed through the hollows of my legs, and I felt a little overwhelmed when my body vacated for a moment. When I realized it, I was already sitting in Yan Qing's arms. Yan Qing He just hugged me like a child until we entered the house.

So this made me the focus of everyone's attention along the way, and I was a little embarrassed by the eyes of the cashier ladies and sisters who were probing gossip. The blush on my face has not disappeared since I was picked up by Yan Qing go down.

No wonder there are more and more fitness equipment in Yan Qing's room in the past two years. It turns out that it is for the unexpected needs now...... Haha...... Really...... ..I can't say...

"Boring" After dinner, I took Yan Qing to sit in front of the TV and let her watch the New Year's Eve party with me. Although I said I was bored, I sat beside me honestly and let me hug her leaning her arm on her while watching TV and eating a snack.

"5, 4, 3, 2, 1" Following the countdown of the party on TV, my lips were pressed against Yan Qing's ear, and after the countdown was over, I whispered to Yan Qing, "Happy New Year, Ayan"

Yan Qing was stunned, and then smiled dotingly, "Happy New Year, Xixi"

The fireworks outside the window rose into the sky, and countless brilliant sparks bloomed in the air. I took Yan Qing's hand and walked to the window, facing the window like a child trying to catch the fireworks outside the window.

After the "silly sun" sneered, Yan Qing rubbed my head.

"Ayan, it will be New Year's Eve in the future, let's spend it together"

"Okay, if you still think so in the future"

At that time, I thought, how could I, who likes Yan Qing so much, be unwilling?But I didn't expect that a word would become a prophecy. From a certain day in the next four years, we really missed three New Year's Eve...

———————Boundary———————

Until now, even if we are already married, when we mention this promise, we will always unconsciously have this missing regret in our minds.

"Xixi, why did you reduce contact with me in those few years?" On the New Year's Eve of a certain year after marriage, Yan Qing teased his daughter who was about to turn one year old, and inadvertently mentioned this regretful past event, "I always I almost thought you didn't want me anymore." The tone was intentionally light but there was obvious grievance.

I got up and picked up my daughter, I lowered my head and kissed my lover's lips softly, "Because I'm afraid, seeing everything about you, I can't help but miss you, let go of everything I have now, and go find you" After a pause, I felt that this sentence was easy to be misunderstood, "I don't want to see you become a better version of me when I see you again, but I'm still standing still. Ayan, you know, I want to stand shoulder to shoulder with you , instead of standing behind you."

"Hee Hee..."

"Ayan, I'm sorry you've said it too many times, but I want you to spend the rest of my life to make it up to me more than you say I'm sorry"

"Okay, don't leave again, I promise"

"Girl, you heard me, your mother voluntarily promised, if she repents, we don't want her, and Mommy will find you another one."

"Hee Hee! How dare you"

"Why don't I dare...... Hey hey, my daughter is still here...... Ayan......"

Yep, I'm going to be wiped clean by Yan Qing again

———————Boundary—————

Looking at the fireworks outside the window, I meditated in my heart:

2018, goodbye

2019, hello

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Alas, let’s post it, finish it early and start the next one early