love you, in time

City A is a city in the north, and the weather at the end of October has already shown signs of winter. The outdoor temperature is basically stable at around 7 or 8 degrees, and it is still a bit cold if you don't wear a coat.

I still didn’t choose the guitar as an elective course, but went to the specimen class with Yan Qing. Maybe Yan Qing misunderstood something about the specimen class. Anyway, when I was in the first class, I saw Yan Qing holding a bunch of leaf specimens. It's funny to think about it now.

The first class in the afternoon of every Friday is our elective class. A class is about two hours, if you count the two 10-minute breaks in the middle of the class.

The afternoon sun in late autumn was still a bit dazzling, and we couldn't keep our eyes open when we stood on the playground.

"Okay, students, let's spread out in groups of two to collect the leaves we need, and gather them before the leaves fall, so we don't have to come out for the next class." The class is taught by a very beautiful female teacher , whose surname is Qi, looks very young (I think everyone is much older than us anyway), Mr. Qi has a nice smile, and there are two dimples on his cheeks every time, which is sweet.

"Ayan, what are we doing?" After the breakup, I followed Yan Qing to the birch road next to the playground, "Does the birch tree still have leaves?"

Suddenly the person in front of me stopped for some reason, distracted for a moment, I bumped straight into Yan Qing's back, just like the first extracurricular activity, "Huh...Ah Yan?"

Seeing me holding my nose and looking at myself looking back with some aggrievedness, Yan Qing was stunned for a moment, smiled and took my hand covering my nose, "Are you distracted again?"

"Obviously it was Ayan who stopped suddenly"

"Hee Hee, Ginkgo...how is it?"

Ginkgo?I remember that there seemed to be a few ginkgo trees around the small square in front of the North Teaching Building.

"Okay, okay, but how to write the reason?"

This class is not only to make your own specimens, but also to produce a specimen report, which not only introduces the specimens, but also states the reasons for choosing this leaf type, which is very troublesome. Why bother to let the teacher and students hurt each other? Well....really...

"I just think ginkgo leaves are beautiful, and ginkgo has a strong ability to adapt and survive, and it also has the meaning of tenacity and calmness." Yan Qing thought for a while and gave such an answer.

Is it just that?Ayan, in fact, ginkgo has another meaning, do you... know?It also stands for... Eternal love.

Although I am a bit disappointed, this is indeed the answer that Yan Qing can give. Although I am helpless, there is nothing I can do. Who told me to fall in love with such a big ice lump who is not enlightened, huh!

"Xixi" was picking up ginkgo leaves, and when I heard Yan Qing calling me, I subconsciously raised my head to look in the direction of the sound source, and saw Yan Qing was holding a yellow flower in his hand.

When she got closer, she realized that it was a flower made of ginkgo leaves. I was a little surprised that Yan Qing could still make this.

"Ayan, you still have tape with you." Seeing the tape at the joint, I couldn't laugh or cry, did this person treat this class as a handicraft class?Although the effect is similar, but there is still a little difference.

Yan Qing seemed a little embarrassed, his ears were reddish and he lowered his head.

"Has Ayan ever given it to anyone else?"

"Ah?" Yan Qing raised her head and saw that I was carefully holding the ginkgo flower she made. My slightly long hair and the corners of the school uniform were swaying in the wind. I bent my eyebrows and said subconsciously, "No."

"Then Ayan is not allowed to give it to anyone else, you can only give it to me." Slightly raised his head to meet Yan Qing's gaze, and seeing her smile bent her eyebrows, I stepped forward and hugged Yan Qing's hand, rubbing against it, Act like a baby to her.

"Okay" Yan Qing responded, thought for a while, looked into my eyes and paused every word, "There is no one else, from beginning to end, only you"

What Yan Qing said made me a little confused, maybe she was just talking about the promise of a friend, but for some reason, I suddenly hoped that she would make this promise as a lover.

Ayan, you said that I can be greedy, but to what extent can I be greedy?What exactly should I do to make you understand that I like you and have nothing to do with friends.

What I want is to be able to hug and kiss in the sun at any time, a love that can justifiably hug and sleep.Ayan, I don't want to just sneak up on you when I want to kiss you, but you...you know?

Ayan, do you know?In my dream, we've been more intimate...and... more than once.

But back to reality, I dare not.

Not for other reasons, just because the pace of this era is too fast, and the shackles of the world are too heavy.

Ayan, the worldliness of this era is extremely double-standard. While praising the courage of same-sex people to resist the world, they are cruelly obliterating the future of same-sex groups.

So Ayan, no matter whether you are aware of my feelings or not, please forgive my timidity of giving in.

Let's go a little slower, a little bit slower.I'm not sure whether time can completely eliminate the prejudice in this world, but I believe that taking your time in a fast-paced era is a kind of sincerity and a kind of commitment with a soft spot.

I believe that after we have spent many years together, when we look back, all the memories of the past will eventually tell you how much I liked you when I was young.

Looking at Yan Qing standing under the ginkgo tree not far in front, I secretly made an unknown promise in my heart, Ayan, our future is still very long, I like your determination and sincerity, let time come Witness it.

Standing under the ginkgo tree, Yan Qing was looking up at the sky, wondering what he was thinking, the sun was no longer as glaring as it was when it first came out, but seemed much gentler.

But when I was staring intently at Yan Qing's back, Yan Qing suddenly looked back at me against the sunlight. The sunlight hit her side face, which neutralized the coldness on Yan Qing's face, watching the golden sunlight creep up on her. It's really a beautiful picture with her hair tip.

When I realized it, I had already raised my mobile phone, and with a 'click', I took a picture of Yan Qing like this, with a delicate face and gentle sunlight, and golden ginkgo trees behind him, a harmonious picture scroll.This is my favorite person too!

"Xixi, is that enough?" Yan Qing approached, saw that I was still holding up the phone, smiled and rubbed my head, "Shooting me?"

"Yeah, Ayan looks good!"

"Hehe~ stupid or not"

"Ayan! I'm not stupid, I'm smart!"

"Yes, yes, our little sun is smart."

"Ayan!"

I don't know when the get out of class bell rang, and our shadows were chasing each other in the small square, full of youthful atmosphere.

I am very lucky to be able to grow up with the people I like

How lucky I am to be able to grow up with the person I like

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