[Rebirth] The winner of supermodel life

After taking care of Su Gan for a night that day, Li Qianhyuk never contacted him again.

Not only what Su Qian said that day sounded very heartless to him, but more, it was his own reasons.

After removing the sheets and quilts in the bedroom and washing them all, Li Qianhyuk took an afternoon off to clean up the house before he felt he could catch his breath.

The rain outside the window still didn't stop, the sound of the rain was so loud that he couldn't calm down.

With the curtains drawn and only one bedside lamp turned on, Li Qianhyuk was lying on the light yellow sheets, looking up at the screen of his mobile phone - on it was the photo of Su Gan standing on Rag Street that Li Xining had sent him back then.

The person in the photo is still beautiful, with a high nose and deep eyes, a slender jaw, and delicate facial features as if drawn out.He still feels amazing, but for him, he has a feeling that he didn't have before.

This feeling made his state a little close to danger.If the distress and reluctance when we got along with him before were vague and unenlightened heartbeats, then after these two nights, he was enlightened.

He was already 24, with a normal emotional intelligence, and knew what that eagerness meant.But knowing does not mean accepting.

Although they had a relationship, Su Qian was a man!No matter how good-looking he is, he is still a man!

He can't be with a man, it's going to cause him a lot of trouble.

Feeling that he had considered it very clearly, Li Qianhyuk deleted all the photos and call records with a sullen face, then turned on the light and went to sleep.

Afterwards, his life embarked on such a trajectory that felt similar to before, but was actually much different from before—going to work, leaving get off work, picking up Li Xi, occasionally going back to his parents' house...often going to bars.

The bar where Lin Shiyu and Feng Yu "dated" became his permanent residence.Every day after get off work, he would rub Feng Yu's face and have a threesome with Feng Yu, and then go home to sleep in a very lonely place.

I didn't feel that there was anything to be alone before, and I was used to it and felt very comfortable, but now, I just feel uncomfortable.

He obviously didn't have the experience of living with anyone, but he just felt lonely for no reason.

After hanging out with Feng Yulin Shi Yu for a while, Li Qianhe vaguely felt that the aura between the two of them seemed a bit strange, not quite like normal friends.

Would Lin Shiyu be too kind to Feng Yu?

If he had left it before, he would never have noticed something was wrong, but now, a part of his brain has been enlightened, and his thoughts will turn to the side road.

Lying on the table, Li Qianhe looked at Lin Shiyu, who used to be arrogant and often ignored others in school, pouring wine for Feng Yu with familiar movements.The two people who were obviously at odds in university have become so acquainted now, what kind of intentions does Lin Shiyu, who is approaching proactively, have in mind?

This answer bothered him, but he never dared to ask, because he was afraid that he was thinking too much.Until one day, something happened that made him not only understand Lin Shiyu's thoughts, but also understand his own.

If this matter was mentioned earlier, it could be related to the girl he saw when he came out of Team Wang's office before he participated in the traffic bureau advertisement.

That day he immediately called Feng Yu, because that girl was Feng Yu's favorite.

He called Feng Yu over, but Feng Yu said that he had met this girl before, she was Dui Wang's niece, the kind that had to be serious if he wanted to talk about it, it was boring.

Then there is no follow-up.This matter was supposed to be over, but later, because the girl had reached the age of marriage, but she hadn't even talked to a partner, Team Wang felt that Li Qianhe and Feng Yu were good boys, and they wanted to match each other, so the three of them got together again .

That girl has a gentle temper, soft-spoken, and considerate people. Her appearance is Feng Yu's favorite, but her personality is the gentle and pleasant type of a good wife and mother that Li Qianhe likes.After a meal, Feng Yu asked Li Qianhe with a smile if he had any thoughts. The relationship between the two is so close, and Li Qianhe is the type that Li Qianhe likes.

But Li Qianhyuk was a little depressed.Getting along with her was indeed very comfortable and happy, but it didn't make his heart pound.

With a bad premonition in his heart, Li Qianhe remembered the uncontrollable rhythm of his heart beating when he faced Su Gan, and felt that this matter might be bad.

There was a heavy and unpredictable time bomb buried in the bottom of his heart, and the dangerous signal made him sleepless at night, and he was entangled with Su Qian in his dreams for several days.

Waking up from the dream panting, Li Qianhyuk touched his wet underwear, feeling extremely frustrated.

Why can't I forget?Obviously, more than a month has passed!

Because a man's nocturnal emission was really unbearable to Li Qianhe, he was eager to get rid of this feeling, so a few days later, when the girl asked him out again, although he thought it was really unethical to do so, but Still went.

This time it was still a meal, and we had an appointment at a western restaurant. The atmosphere was good, and the girl had a beautiful smile, but he just couldn't get in.

There was a beautiful girl in front of him, but the more beautiful man appeared in front of Li Qianhyuk.

The long eyelashes and the small row of shadows below when he lowered his head, the slender fingers when he grasped the chopsticks, the soft tongue that licked the grease off his lips, the small row of white teeth that were exposed when he picked his teeth...

He hadn't had a few meals with Su Gan. He thought he would not remember the first meal when they met, but he didn't expect that he could still remember every detail...

Especially that time when he saw him in the afterglow of the setting sun, he could still clearly recall the feeling that his heartbeat accidentally missed a beat.

His thoughts were wandering all the time, and he didn't listen carefully to what the girl opposite was saying. Li Qianhe really didn't know how to eat this meal.After watching the movie, he was even more absent-minded. The soft and fragrant girl beside him didn't arouse his interest at all. He didn't even have the basic intention to get close to her, which made him a little desperate.

He didn't take the initiative to contact the girl again, and when she asked him out again, Li Qianhyuk also directly refused.He has no feelings for girls, and it would be irresponsible for him to go on meeting and dating with self-deception, and he can't do it.

Wang Dui continued to ask him, Li Qianhe faltered and explained a few times, but he was really powerless, and once he simply pushed Feng Yu out as a shield.

"You let Yuzi try it, he is not unsuitable, he is also reliable."

In a word, Dui Wang looked at Feng Yu.Afterwards, he always intentionally or unintentionally arranged Feng Yu and his niece together, letting them eat and talk to help him send his niece home.

Lin Shiyu knew that his face was ugly after this incident, but he didn't say anything, but when Feng Yu let him go for nearly a week, and after meeting, he still talked about getting along with that girl, he finally couldn't hold back.

But Lin Shiyu would not get angry with Feng Yu, so Li Qianhe became cannon fodder, and he was not wronged at all.

One night, while Feng Yu was going to the toilet, Lin Shiyu called Li Qianhe to the back street of the bar, without saying anything, just waved his hand and punched him.

Li Qianhe didn't expect it at all, he was not prepared in time, he was hit on the corner of the mouth, and blood flowed down immediately.

"What are you doing!" Wiping his mouth, Li Qianhe frowned and looked at Lin Shiyu, very annoyed.

"Li Qianhe," Lin Shiyu stood one meter away from him, his face was paralyzed, but his lips were tense, "Why did you drag him if you didn't handle your own affairs well?"

For some reason, Li Qianhe realized in a second what Lin Shiyu was referring to.In the final analysis, this matter was indeed Li Qianhe's fault. He admitted that he was wrong, but what kind of evil fire did Lin Shiyu send out: "I am wrong about this matter, but Feng Yu is not very happy, how good it is!" .What kind of nerves are you getting here?"

hiss!This punch is really strong!

Lin Shiyu didn't answer, but clenched his fists tightly.Li Qianhe's words hit his sore spot, Feng Yu looked really happy, which made him sad.

"No, let me say," Li Qianhe looked at Lin Shiyu like this, his previous guesses surged up, and he couldn't help but want to confirm, "Do you...don't want Feng Yu to have a girlfriend?"

Lin Shiyu didn't speak, but still looked at him with angry eyes, as if guessing his purpose.

Seeing that he didn't deny it, Li Qianhe felt a little relieved, paused and continued to ask: "Do you have something for Feng Yu..."

Speaking of this, there is no need to speak next.Li Qianhe looked at Lin Shiyu nervously, waiting for his answer.

Lin Shiyu looked at him for a long time, so long that Li Qianhe thought he might be wrong, and nodded slightly.

"You can't tell Xiaoyu," Lin Shiyu continued, with a warning in his deep voice, "he doesn't know about it."

"Uh," Li Qianhe hesitated, Feng Yu was his buddy after all, it's not good to let such a wolf by Feng Xiaoyang's side, "This..."

"Don't worry," Lin Shiyu understood what he meant, and answered in a serious voice, "I won't force him, I will wait for him."

Although they were not used to Lin Shiyu's paralyzed face when they were in college, they knew his temper well.Lin Shiyu is very reliable in what he says and does, and he has the demeanor of the Lin family behind him.

"Okay then," Li Qianhe agreed after thinking for a while, after all, this matter is also Lin Shiyu's, "I won't tell Yuzi, but you remember what you said, I won't tell you when he is unwilling or unconscious. Get your hands on him!"

The thing he did with Su last time let him know that in the face of lust/desire and alcohol, reason is nothing!There is simply not enough!

"You don't need to remind me about this. What you have to do is to deal with this shit right away."

With this flat tone again, Li Qianhyuk rolled his eyes, looked at Lin Shiyu's back walking back, and suddenly wanted to ask him a question.

The fist tightened and loosened, loosened and tightened again, Li Qianhyuk gritted his teeth, and finally made up his mind.

"Lin Shiyu!" Calling him from behind, he heard his own voice, "Are you gay?"

Lin Shiyu stopped, straightened his back, and answered without hesitation: "Yes."

"Aren't you afraid?" Immediately after he asked this sentence, Li Qianhe felt a thin layer of sweat on his palm, "So much social pressure, how could your family agree, have you thought about it?"

"I thought about it," Lin Shiyu turned to look at him, his eyes were dark and deep under the light, like a black hole, "but I like him, and I will protect him."

A simple sentence nailed Li Qianhe in place. He watched Lin Shiyu turn back, and then looked at Feng Yu who appeared from the shadow with a strange expression, and understood something.

Lee Kyon Hyuk never went to a bar again.

Lin Shiyu's words that night touched him a lot, making him take out some things that he had deliberately hidden all this time, and examine his own heart.

He thought that kind of heartbeat was only temporary and would disappear as long as he didn't contact her for a while, but now, almost a month and a half later, he still couldn't forget it.

Every day when others don't know, he will secretly go to Sugan's post bar and pay attention to his latest developments.He knew it was dangerous to do so, but he couldn't control it. He kept lying to himself that it was nothing to do and cared about casually, but he knew in his heart how much he cared about the news.

What did Su Gan wear and what did he do? Did he not sleep well? Was he scolded or praised today? He remembered even the slightest movements, but he was always unwilling to admit it.

This time Lin Shiyu's words poked him hard, making him want to face his inner feelings like a real man.

Going home straight after work, Li Qianhyuk watched the history and current situation of homosexuality for more than a month, and his mind was dull and aching from the heavy reality.

Seeing the real cases in the book made him feel heavy, and after thinking a lot, the more cautious he made his decision.

There are basically very few straight men who are bent. He doesn't know what kind of situation he belongs to, but he has to admit that he has fallen deeper.

Last night when he went home for dinner, when he was looking through the deleted photo on Li Xining's phone, he accidentally saw another photo.

It was the photo taken when Su Gan tried on Li Xining's outfit for the first time in the garage when he almost bumped into each other. Because of this, he and Su Gan had a fight, and after that, there was a dance at the bar festival.

Realizing that his thoughts were slowly stretching and running away, Li Qianhyuk hurriedly withdrew and focused on the photo.In the photo, he and Su Qian were very close together, their noses brushed against each other, and their eyes met. It was obviously an unintentional collision, but there was a particularly blushing sense of intimacy in this shot.

The feeling of longing surged out again, Li Qianhyuk looked at Su Gan with clear eyes in the photo, and for a moment, he had the urge to confess to him recklessly.

Don't care about the reality, don't care about how Su Qian responds, just express the strong liking in his heart.

After that, the emotion became even more out of control.He became a loyal fan of Sugan's post bar, and opened a folder on his mobile phone to save Sugan's photos. Sometimes he would laugh silly when he looked at it.

Love bloomed green flowers on his barren soil, and he gave himself another month to think more calmly. At the beginning of October, Lee Qian Hyuk finally confirmed his thoughts.

He couldn't forget Su Gan, he wanted to try it once, and if he still liked him that much after meeting him, he would tell him.

He had to try it, he couldn't let himself regret it later.

Su Gan changed his phone number and his address. He didn't know how to contact him, so he thought of Cheng Ju.

He got close to Cheng Ju because of some business affairs this month, and sometimes went to his house to get some materials, so he knew that he lived with that Director Mu.

After getting the news that Su Qianhui would have a reception on his birthday, Li Qianhyuk simply asked him to bring him in.

Under the coercion of Mu Borui, he confessed his little thoughts, and Li Qianhe worked hard to get Mu Borui to agree to his request, and then began to prepare a birthday gift for Su Gan.

On Su Qian's birthday, when he followed Mu Borui and saw Su Qian again, he couldn't take his eyes off him.

He was thinner and emaciated.

His heart was sore and swollen, Li Qianhe resisted the urge to take him into his arms, knowing that he didn't run away because of his love.

Staring closely at Su Gan's thin back who pretended not to leave, Li Qianhe finally understood Lin Shiyu's mood at this moment——

Because I like it, even if I know that I have to face many practical problems, I don't want to give up without even trying.

Because I like it, it doesn't matter if my posture is humble, as long as they can be together.