freedom of rebirth

Xu Guanhao's eyes lit up slightly due to Xu Jie's stiffness, and he pulled Xu Jie back to sit on the chair with all his strength.

Holding Xu Jie's hand with one hand, Xu Guanhao put the other hand on Xu Jie's head hesitantly.

"You never treated me like this in the past, you were gentle to me, not as cold as now, because of that Yan Ran, do you still hate me?"

Feeling the caress on his head, Xu Jie was in a daze. He used to like Xu Guanhao touching him like this the most. Every time Xu Guanhao touched him like this, it would make him feel cherished and loved. But after being imprisoned , he began to refuse Xu Guanhao's touch, especially after knowing Xu Guanhao's thoughts on him.

Xu Jie's head was gently held in Xu Guanhao's arms, and Xu Guanhao's voice was full of tenderness and pleading. "Xiaojie, don't hate me, you make me suffer more than killing me."

Allowing Xu Guanhao to hold himself in his arms, Xu Jie looked at the corner of the wall in front of him. "If Yan Ran and I left together that day, what would you do?"

Letting go of Xu Jie's head, Xu Guanhao held Xu Jie's cheek with both hands. "But you didn't leave, I still matter to you, don't you? Do you know how happy I was to see you back at that time! We have lived for ten years, and only the two of us know each other in this world. Xiaojie, I I will never betray you, and you cannot betray me."

With a shock in his heart, Xu Jie looked at Xu Guanhao's serious eyes, and after a long time, he asked with a dry voice: "Then if I left that day, would it be I who betrayed you?"

Xu Guanhao looked deeply at Xu Jie, because of Xu Jie's words, there was a gloomy look in his eyes. "Yes, if you leave, you chose her and betrayed me. If you betrayed me, I will capture you back with my own hands. I would rather you die with me than watch you betray me."

The moment when Xu Guanhao hugged his corpse and closed his eyes instantly appeared in his mind, and Xu Jie was filled with complicated and strange emotions for a moment.

While Xu Jie's expression was complicated, Xu Guanhao's face was full of joy. "Xiaojie, you chose me, so I am the most important thing in your heart, but now you are still angry with me, if you blame me for finding someone to monitor you, I apologize to you and promise that I will never do it again, okay? good."

What Xu Guanhao didn't know was that he actually left Xu's family in his previous life. At that time, he chose Yan Ran. That should be his initial thought, not like in this life, he didn't leave because he knew the consequences of leaving.

"Xiaojie, forgive me, please?"

Looking up at the expectant and cautious people in front of him, Xu Jie thought that in his last life, Xu Guanhao imprisoned him so angrily. It turned out that it was because he felt that he had betrayed him, and because he couldn't get through to him when he was sick, so Xu Guanhao will lock him up in the end.

"...Okay." Xu Jie felt very sad, but he didn't know whether this sadness was for himself in the previous life or Xu Guanhao in the previous life.

Xu Jie's affirmation made Xu Guanhao extremely happy, as if the word Xu Jie came out, the two of them would return to the time when they were inseparable.

After staying in the hospital for another three days, Xu Guanhao asked to be discharged from the hospital. After the doctor's examination, he found that the wound was basically healed well, and agreed to Xu Guanhao's discharge, as long as he came on time on the day when the stitches were removed.

On the day Xu Guanhao was discharged from the hospital, Xu Jie did not come back from school. It was only after returning home that he discovered that Xu Guanhao had not only been discharged from the hospital, but had also packed up the things in his room to the original room, the room where the two of them used to live together.

Before Xu Jie was 15 years old, Xu Guanhao and Xu Guanhao had only been separated for half a year, and the two of them were still at odds because of Yan Ran's matter, so Xu Jie moved to the next room in a fit of anger.

Standing in the former room, Xu Jie looked at the two pillows on the bed, feeling awkward and weird. If he didn't know Xu Guanhao's thoughts about him, maybe it would be fine to sleep with Xu Guanhao now, but now he clearly knows Xu Guanhao's thoughts about him , and let him sleep with Xu Guanhao, just thinking about it makes him feel uncomfortable.

Xu Guanhao who entered the room saw Xu Jie who was standing in a daze by the bed, walked over slowly, walked behind Xu Jie, and then gently hugged Xu Jie from the side and back with his hands.

"We are still the same as before. I haven't had a good night's sleep without you in the past few months."

Turning his body slightly, Xu Jie wanted to avoid Xu Guanhao's embrace, but when he moved, Xu Guanhao's strength in hugging him became stronger, so he could only stand there motionless in the end.

"But I've grown up."

With a smile on the corner of his mouth, Xu Guanhao touched Xu Jie's head with his hand. "When you are older than me one day, then you will truly grow up."

Taking a breath, Xu Jie pursed his lips in depression.Is not this nonsensical?How could he be taller than Xu Guanhao.

Living with Xu Guanhao again, Xu Jie was not afraid of what Xu Guanhao would do to him, but after understanding Xu Guanhao's thoughts, he felt strangely awkward.

In his last life, he discovered that Xu Guanhao's feelings for him were discovered when Xu Guanhao blasphemed himself. At that time, Xu Guanhao was holding his clothes in his hand and calling his name. The shock at that moment was unimaginable to him. You know, at that time he pushed the door directly and went in. He only remembered that he was so surprised and angry that he said almost all the vicious words to Xu Guanhao. Xu Guanhao had been standing there listening to his humiliation. After that, Xu Guanhao never There was no behavior in his presence that made him uncomfortable.

After taking a shower in the bathroom, Xu Jie saw Xu Guanhao already lying on the bed. When he came out of the bathroom, Xu Guanhao's eyes looked at him without any trace.

Turning his back to Xu Guanhao, Xu Jie tried his best to ignore the gaze behind him, and took the hair dryer to blow his hair.

Suddenly felt a touch on his hand, Xu Jie was taken aback, and subconsciously shook off the hand on the back of his hand.

Xu Guanhao didn't expect Xu Jie's reaction to be so strong, he took a few steps back after being separated, looked up at Xu Jie, and saw a flash of uneasiness on Xu Jie's face for a moment, and he panicked, as if the other party already knew what he was thinking.

"I just want to help you blow your hair." Xu Guanhao explained as he put down his hands embarrassingly.

Turning around, Xu Jie put down the hair dryer, took a dry towel and wiped his head casually twice. "No, the hair is already dry."

Bypassing Xu Guanhao, Xu Jie went straight to the bed and lay down, but Xu Guanhao was stunned for a moment before following.

With the spot just now, Xu Guanhao, who was lying beside him, didn't dare to make any more moves now. He lay down on the side in a well-behaved manner, but looked at Xu Jie with hesitation and anticipation in his eyes.

Closed his eyes slightly, Xu Jie sighed under Xu Guanhao's eyes that looked over from time to time, then turned his head and kissed Xu Guanhao's forehead lightly.

In the middle of the night, Xu Jie was woken up by the confinement on his body, opened his eyes in a daze, and found himself being held in Xu Guanhao's arms after a slight movement.

The 15-year-old Xu Jie is not only a head lower than Xu Guanhao, but also very thin. After being hugged by Xu Guanhao, it seems that the whole person is shrunk in Xu Guanhao's arms. Xu Jie can touch Xu Guanhao's face when he turns his head .

Moving carefully, Xu Jie tried to push Xu Guanhao away, but he didn't expect Xu Guanhao's arms to shrink even tighter when he pushed, which almost didn't make Xu Jie angry.

Feeling sleepless for a while, Xu Jie stared blankly at the ceiling above, and suddenly felt that the patterns on it were very familiar, so he immediately thought that this room was the room Xu Guanhao carried into after his death.

At that time, he sometimes floated in the air and looked at Xu Guanhao below, and sometimes he sat on the edge of the bed and watched Xu Guanhao hugging his corpse. At that time, Xu Guanhao hugging his corpse seemed to be the same action now, hugging his corpse tightly In his arms, it seemed that someone was going to grab him.

Thinking of this, Xu Jie turned his head and looked at Xu Guanhao in front of him. Xu Guanhao's skin was very fair, but now it is not as pale as it was back then, and his lips are also rosy and not chapped. At that time, Xu Guanhao was like a breathing corpse , and there is no brilliance of a living person in his eyes, and his eyes are full of despair and grief because of his death.

"I'd rather you die with me." That's what Xu Guanhao told him in the hospital that day. If it was in his last life, he would definitely not believe Xu Guanhao's words. He would think that Xu Guanhao was threatening him, but now, He believed Xu Guanhao's words, he knew that Xu Guanhao really would rather die with him, he never knew that Xu Guanhao's obsession with him was so deep.

He was adopted by Xu Guanhao when he was five years old. In his opinion, although the two of them are not father and son, they are just like those father and son. He almost never did anything that made him unhappy, and then it was because of his puppy love with Yan Ran. Now that he thinks about it, Xu Guanhao should have been right and had strange thoughts when he was 13 years old, so he couldn't bear him even more. Yan Ran's love.

But thinking about it again, Xu Jie still didn't understand why Xu Guanhao fell in love with him, a child he had raised for ten years, which made Xu Jie not only surprised, but also a little disappointed.

"Little Jie..."

A hoarse voice came from the morning, and Xu Jie looked out the window. It turned out that the sky was already bright, and he had been thinking about it all night without knowing it.

"Xiaojie, we will always be like this, don't leave me." When he opened his eyes and saw Xu Jie, Xu Guanhao was obviously in a good mood.

Allowing Xu Guanhao to cling to him, Xu Jie said softly: "You will get married in the future, and I will get married in the future, we can't be like this forever!"

His complexion suddenly became ugly, and Xu Guanhao's strength in hugging Xu Jie suddenly became stronger. "You still can't forget that Yan Ran, you want to marry her!"

Seeing Xu Guanhao's hostile eyes, Xu Jie pursed his lips. "There are other women without Yan Ran. In the future, I will always meet someone I want to marry."

"No!!!" As soon as Xu Jie finished speaking, Xu Guanhao shouted angrily.

"Why not!" Xu Jie asked calmly, looking directly into Xu Guanhao's eyes.