freedom of rebirth

After Xu Guanhao asked the second time, he stopped talking and just looked at Xu Jie above.

"..." He wanted to say something, but Xu Jie didn't say anything in the end.

That's right, he promised Xu Guanhao that he would accept Xu Guanhao, but in fact, he was afraid in his heart that he would fall in love with Xu Guanhao. He could show closeness to Xu Guanhao, but it was limited to the intimacy between relatives. Unusual contact, he was afraid that he would slowly fall in love with Xu Guanhao, just like Xu Guanhao fell in love with him, falling in love with Xu Guanhao was a very scary feeling in his heart.

Physical rejection is his physical resistance to homosexuality, but he promised Xu Guanhao to accept it, but he didn't want to try to accept it. This is a very cruel thing. He gave Xu Guanhao hope but set that hope very high. Far, if he doesn't cooperate, Xu Guanhao will chase after that hope for the rest of his life and never be able to catch up with that hope.

He sometimes felt Xu Guanhao's pain and bewilderment, but never once did he feel it as deeply as now.He felt Xu Guanhao's despair and grief, stronger than ever before, because this feeling was very similar to when Xu Guanhao died holding his corpse, he felt that he would not fall in love with him! .

"You promised me..." Xu Guanhao closed his eyes after speaking with a crying sound.

His heart was shocked, and then his heart was stabbed. Xu Jie looked at the tears winding in the corner of Xu Guanhao's eyes, and felt extremely uncomfortable. He always wanted not to hurt Xu Guanhao, but he always hurt Xu Guanhao again and again. If you don't agree to Xu Guanhao, you might as well leave Xu Guanhao directly.

Closing his eyes slightly, Xu Jie let go of the arm that was under Xu Guanhao's neck, and instead wrapped his arms around Xu Guanhao who was under him, then lowered his head and pressed his lips on Xu Guanhao's.

Opening his eyes, Xu Guanhao froze for a moment, then quickly put his arms around Xu Jie, and then closed his eyes, responding to Xu Jie with tears in his eyes.

Xu Guanhao felt the clumsy movements of Xu Jie kissing him, and his heart was both happy and sour. Then he opened his mouth lightly, tried to poke the tip of his tongue there, and began to guide Xu Jie's movements.

When Xu Guanhao poked the tip of his tongue, Xu Jie subconsciously stiffened, then relaxed and accepted Xu Guanhao.

A long kiss finally ended, Xu Guanhao looked at Xu Jie with a blushing face, and then hugged Xu Jie in his arms.

Hugging Xu Guanhao in his arms, Xu Jie touched Xu Guanhao's temples with his hands. There was still some damp there, which was wet from Xu Guanhao's tears just now.

The two hugged each other in silence, Xu Guanhao just hugged Xu Jie tightly, and Xu Jie stroked Xu Guanhao's hair with his hands.

"Xiaojie..." After a long time, Xu Guanhao finally broke the silence.

"Ok?"

"My arm is numb." Because Xu Guanhao was lying on the bed hugging Xu Jie, Xu Guanhao was holding his arm up all the time, so his arm was a little numb after such a long time.

Dazed for a moment, Xu Jie looked down at Xu Guanhao, smiled suddenly, let go of Xu Guanhao and got off Xu Guanhao's body.

As soon as Xu Jie got up, Xu Guanhao quickly got up, and before Xu Jie sat down, he rushed over to hug Xu Jie, and put his lips on Xu Jie's.

After a pause, Xu Jie reached out to catch the approaching Xu Guanhao, and then accepted Xu Guanhao's action.

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Early the next morning, Xu Jie felt a pain in his head before he opened his eyes. Thinking of drinking so much wine last night, Xu Jie frowned and pressed his head.

"Xiaojie, you're awake." As soon as Xu Jie put his hands on his head, Xu Guanhao's voice sounded in his ears, and then his temples were lightly pressed.

Opening his eyes, Xu Jie looked at Xu Guanhao in front of him, and said in a daze, "You got up so early, what time is it now?"

With a smile in his eyes, Xu Guanhao gently pressed Xu Jie's head with his hands. "Eight o'clock, you can sleep again."

It was only eight o'clock, Xu Jie was surprised, he didn't know when he went to bed last night, but it must be very late.Thinking of last night, Xu Jie thought of the kiss with Xu Guanhao.

He kissed Xu Guanhao yesterday, so the two of them really couldn't go back together. There was a trace of complicated and unknown emotions in his heart, as if something he had been insisting on in his heart had finally collapsed... Xu Jie looked up at Xu Guanhao.

"Aren't you going to sleep?" Realizing Xu Jie's gaze, Xu Guanhao asked with a smile. Seeing that Xu Jie was still staring at him, he looked a little happy, bowed his head and kissed Xu Jie.

Turning his head slightly, Xu Jie pushed Xu Guanhao. "I didn't brush my teeth."

With a slight flush on his face, Xu Guanhao pulled Xu Jie's hand away, and fixed Xu Jie's face with both hands. "I did it, I don't think you didn't do it." After speaking, Xu Guanhao put his lips on Xu Jie's.

Xu Guanhao didn't sleep almost all night last night. He got up quietly in the morning and went to the bathroom to brush his teeth. He could say that he had been waiting for a kiss for almost three hours.

Kissed by Xu Guanhao, because he didn't brush his teeth, Xu Jie pursed his lips at first, thinking that Xu Guanhao's light touch would be enough, but Xu Guanhao persevered in poking his lips with the tip of his tongue, Xu Jie understood what Xu Guanhao meant, and finally had no choice but to open mouth.

Xu Jie felt Xu Guanhao's tongue sweeping across his mouth, the action was domineering and gentle, different from the vague feeling last night, not only during the day, but also clear-headed, Xu Jie's heart beat a little faster because of this kiss, this is a very strange feeling , Xu Guanhao is his closest person, he rejects this kind of action between the same sex, but because the other party is Xu Guanhao, he doesn't hate it, but he feels a little dazed and passive in his heart.

Slowly opening his eyes, Xu Jie looked at Xu Guanhao who was in front of him with a devoted expression, his thoughts were a little messy.

"Xiaojie..." Slowly leaving Xu Jie's lips, Xu Guanhao's eyes were gentle and his voice was full of love.

Lowering his body and hugging Xu Jie, Xu Guanhao stared into Xu Jie's eyes and said softly, "Xiaojie, I love you."

Xu Guanhao's sudden confession made Xu Jie look a little surprised for a moment, and at the same time, he was a little flustered thinking about how he should respond to this sentence. "I……"

Hugging Xu Jie tightly, Xu Guanhao rubbed Xu Jie's face with his face. "I love you, I just want to tell you, you don't have to answer."

Pursing his lower lip, Xu Jie fell silent and stretched out his arms to wrap around Xu Guanhao. "I like you."

After waking up in the morning, Kim Bo had already prepared a hot breakfast. After breakfast, Xu Guanhao and Xu Jie prepared candles, paper money and the like and went to the cemetery.

In the past, when Xu Guanhao went to the cemetery by himself, he refused to let Xu Jie follow him. On the one hand, his parents had always been indifferent to Xu Jie. On the one hand, he wanted to help Xu Jie's mother burn paper, so naturally Xu Jie couldn't be allowed to go without telling Xu Jie.

Xu Jie first followed Xu Guanhao to burn incense in front of Xu Guanhao's parents' grave, and then went to his mother's cemetery with Xu Guanhao.

On the third day of the Lunar New Year, Jin Bo returned to the villa and got busy again. He has been taking care of the Xu family and never left the Xu family for more than three days, so he hurried back with his son and daughter-in-law after the new year.

Xu Guanhao also finally realized his wish to go skiing with Xu Jie. Later, because Xu Jie's school started early, Xu Jie started school again before the [-]th, and Xu Guanhao was busy with the company after Xu Jie started school. It's still the same as before, but in fact it's a lot closer than before.

In the second semester of the first year of senior high school, I was about to prepare for the division of subjects. Xu Jie decided to study science early in the morning. In order to get into a good class in the second year of senior high school, he worked hard.

In the second year of high school, Xu Jie got his wish and was assigned to the first class of science, the best class. In the first year of high school, Xu Jie asked for leave due to a car accident and was exempted from military training. After school started, Xu Jie went to the school for military training in advance with the students in the first year of high school.

Half a month of military training, last year the military training school organized some kind of anti-terrorist base, but this year the military training went to a military academy farther away, the school arranged accommodation for the students, not only did they have to live in the military academy for half a month, the boys also had to live there. Shaved head.

The day before the military training, Xu Jie went to school to report to a temporary class, and when he came back from school in the afternoon, he had short hair.

Touching Xu Jie's hair with his hands, Xu Guanhao's face was a little unhappy. Looking at Xu Jie's hair made him feel like Xu Jie was being bullied without him knowing, and he had to leave for half a month for military training. He said that he still needs to close his mobile phone to prevent contact with the outside world. You must know that since he brought Xu Jie back from the orphanage, the two of them have not been separated for so long.

Xu Jie is sorting out his backpack, which must contain some daily necessities.

"Xiaojie, why don't I go to your principal and tell you not to go to military training."

"No, I think military training is very interesting." Without looking up, Xu Jie put the things into the backpack one by one.

Looking a little depressed, Xu Guanhao looked at Xu Jie's serious tidying up, pursed his lips and turned Xu Jie's head with his hands.

Speechlessly glanced at Xu Guanhao, Xu Jie leaned over and kissed Xu Guanhao on the lips. "Okay, let me pack up, I have to leave early tomorrow morning."

Letting go of Xu Jie, Xu Guanhao's expression became even more unhappy. "Did you just play tricks on me?"

After putting away the daily necessities, Xu Jie went to the closet to pack and change clothes. Hearing Xu Guanhao's words, he said casually, "No."

Squinting his eyes, Xu Guanhao got up and walked to Xu Jie's side.

Xu Jie took the clothes and was about to dress up, but Xu Guanhao blocked his way. Seeing Xu Guanhao's expression, Xu Jie showed helplessness on his face. "Okay! Then what do you want me to clean up."

"You seem very happy to leave me for half a month?" With a sullen face, Xu Guanhao still blocked Xu Jie.

Can't say enough happy about it!It should be a little novelty that I have never been away for so long.

After realizing what he was thinking, Xu Jie felt a little guilty. He lowered his eyes for a while and said, "I heard that mobile phones will not be accepted this year. We can contact by mobile phone at that time, and it will be soon in half a month."

How could he not know Xu Jie's thoughts, Xu Guanhao sighed, pursed his lips and picked up the clothes in Xu Jie's hand.

"You don't need to bring this dress, take another coat! What if it rains suddenly, forget it, let me fix it for you!"

Early the next morning, when Xu Jie was leaving, Xu Guanhao helped to check the luggage and backpack again, and finally pressed Xu Jie's head and kissed Xu Jie for a long time before letting go reluctantly.

The author has something to say: If Da Xu didn't force Xiao Xu to take the first step, the relationship between the two would probably never go any further. After counting it carefully, it seems that Da Xu has always been forcing Xiao Xu.

Hey... suddenly realized that the relationship between the two is really unfair, Xiao Xu has been passive, Da Xu has been active.Does it feel unfair to Da Xu?