freedom of rebirth

Glancing at the room behind Xu Guanhao, Wei Zixin said, "If you're really worried about that dress, you can ask him in person. There's no need to worry about it."

Speaking of clothes, the smile on Xu Guanhao's face disappeared, and he lowered his head in silence.

"I just watched it. It's not like you don't have a chance. What you said this time is true. You can see how much he cares about you."

Xu Guanhao twitched the corner of his mouth, revealing a forced smile. "That's because we've lived together for ten years, he thinks I'm a brother or a father!"

Shaking his head, Wei Zixin looked thoughtful. "I don't think so. You are not saying that he already knows what you think about him. Now that he already knows, if he really doesn't have the slightest liking for you, how can he get along with you as if nothing happened. He didn't because of this. Don't you find it strange that things alienate you?"

"This..." Xu Guanhao showed a look of eagerness and fear and hesitation on his face.

"Let's assume, if I tell you that I love you now, will you let me be so close to you again, will you let me hug you and sleep with you?"

A look of disgust appeared on his face, and Xu Guanhao immediately took a step away from Wei Zixin. "Don't make such disgusting assumptions, okay?"

His face darkened, Wei Zixin looked at Xu Guanhao speechlessly. "You can! I'm helping you, just make an assumption. Do you need to be so frightened?"

Touching his face, Wei Zixin regained his expression. "Well, the hypothesis just now is indeed a bit scary, but if you look at your current performance and compare it with Xu Jie's performance, you will know the problem."

There was a pensive expression on his face, but soon the corners of Xu Guanhao's mouth slowly raised, and even his eyes were brighter than before.

Seeing that Xu Guanhao was no longer depressed, Wei Zixin was relieved. "So I said that you have a chance. This is not nonsense. I dare to say that even if Xu Jie doesn't love you now, you are definitely the most advantaged when it comes to pursuing him. You don't have to be afraid that someone will catch up with you. I chased him down, so if you want to know about that dress, ask yourself.”

"I see, thank you." Xu Guanhao was very sincere.

With a sly smile on his face, Wei Zixin moved closer to Xu Guanhao. "If you want to thank me, call me Brother Sheng, Zhuang Zhuang."

The originally grateful expression immediately changed, Xu Guanhao opened the car door and pushed Wei Zixin in. "Get out of here!"

Sitting in the seat and laughing, Wei Zixin took advantage of the situation and waved his hands. "I'm leaving, but I'm invited to dinner."

Because I thought about the strategy at school during the day, Xu Jie quickly put up the score as soon as he opened the game, and wrote his name on the leaderboard No.1 with satisfaction.

When Xu Guanhao went to find Xu Jie, Xu Jie had already turned off his computer and was taking a shower in the bathroom.

When Xu Jie came out in his pajamas, he saw Xu Guanhao sitting beside his bed, so he walked over and asked, "Your friend is gone?"

"Yeah." Xu Guanhao got up directly and pulled Xu Jie to sit down, and took the towel from Xu Jie's hand to wipe his head.

Every time Xu Jie wiped his head, he rubbed it with a dry towel. Because of the injury on his head, Xu Guanhao was terrified every time he saw it, because he was afraid that Xu Jie would not see the wound.

Helping Xu Jie dry his head, Xu Guanhao touched the wound on the back of Xu Jie's head. A scar had already formed and was hidden by his hair.

Even though it was healed, Xu Guanhao still felt a little uncomfortable when he touched the scar.

Feeling that Xu Guanhao's hand had been placed on the wound on the back of his head, Xu Jie raised his head and saw Xu Guanhao's eyes full of distress.Suddenly, my heart felt a little warm.

Holding Xu Guanhao's hand, Xu Jie's eyes were a little gentle. "I'm fine."

He scratched Xu Jie's hair with the other hand, Xu Guanhao put down his hand and smiled. "I know. Xiaojie, I still want to sleep with you tonight."

His eyes suddenly became helpless, Xu Jie looked at Xu Guanhao.

"I can't sleep unless I sleep with you, Xiaojie, please let me sleep with you!"

Having a headache, Xu Jie turned his head away from looking at Xu Guanhao who was acting like a baby.

Seeing Xu Jie's refusal, Xu Guanhao gritted his teeth, blushed and bent over to hug Xu Jie from behind, putting his head on Xu Jie's shoulder.

Xu Jie was surprised by the body that came close to him suddenly. Then he felt the temperature around his neck, and his body became a little stiff. He also moved his body to get rid of Xu Guanhao's embrace.

Hugging Xu Jie with a blushing face, Xu Guanhao did not relax his arm because of the other party, but hugged him even tighter.

"If you don't agree, I won't let go."

Unexpectedly, Xu Guanhao was such a rascal, Xu Jie was a little speechless.

"Let go of me first." Xu Guanhao's voice was right next to his ear, which made Xu Jie feel a little itchy.

Blushing, Xu Guanhao buried his head on Xu Jie's shoulder. "I don't, you won't let me go if you don't promise."

Pressing Xu Guanhao's arm around his neck with both hands, Xu Jie tried to pull it, but he pulled Xu Guanhao's arm tighter, and it was impossible for him to make a real move on Xu Guanhao.

"Xiaojie, please."

The two were in a stalemate for a while, and Xu Guanhao spoke again, but there was a sound of crying in the voice of this sentence, which immediately surprised Xu Jie.

"You...I promise you." After Xu Jie finished speaking, he went to grab Xu Guanhao's hand, and pulled it away.

Standing up and turning to Xu Guanhao, Xu Jie saw Xu Guanhao looking at him with bent eyes.

Xu Jie looked at Xu Guanhao, and said in a soft voice after a while: "Go take a bath!"

Nodding his head, Xu Guanhao smiled, took out his pajamas from the closet, and carried him to the bathroom.

After Xu Guanhao left, Xu Jie frowned and sat by the bed, feeling a little uncomfortable, because Xu Guanhao's eyes were slightly red just now, Xu Guanhao's sadness just now was not intentional, he knew that Xu Guanhao was really sad.

Xu Guanhao came out of the shower as usual, with a smile on his face, and hugged Xu Jie as soon as he got into bed.

Although Xu Guanhao behaved as usual, Xu Jie knew that Xu Guanhao was still uncomfortable, and he didn't keep talking like before.

Xu Guanhao's silence made Xu Jie a little uncomfortable. After a moment of silence, he took the initiative to say: "I heard Wei Zixin call you Xu Dazhuang, why? A nickname?"

"Did you hear that?" Xu Guanhao pursed his lips with a strange expression.

"Well, why?"

"..." With his mouth closed, Xu Guanhao showed an expression that he didn't want to say.

Originally, I just wanted to raise a topic, but when Xu Jie saw Xu Guanhao's expression, he immediately became interested, turned over to face Xu Guanhao, and asked again: "Why? Why did he call you Xu Dazhuang? Could it be that you were fat when you were young? Is it a big fat man?"

Xu Jie has seen photos of Xu Guanhao when he was a child. He is very beautiful and not fat. Could it be that he didn’t take pictures of his fat face or let Xu Guanhao hide it. Thinking of Xu Guanhao’s temperament, Xu Jie thinks it is very possible. After thinking about the fat Xu Guanhao, Xu Jie Suddenly laughed.

Seeing Xu Jie's smile, Xu Guanhao guessed what the other party was thinking, and pinched Xu Jie's ear anxiously. "Don't think about it, I'm not fat, you haven't seen pictures of me when I was young."

"Maybe you hid the fat photo, or why did he call you Xu Dazhuang."

Gritting his teeth angrily, Xu Guanhao stared. "That's because of my nickname. My nickname is... Zhuangzhuang. It was all given by my mother. It's so ugly."

"Strong and strong?" Taking a look at Xu Guanhao, Xu Jie immediately couldn't help laughing anymore. "Xu Zhuangzhuang."

His face turned red, and Xu Guanhao reached out to cover Xu Jie's face. "Don't laugh, don't laugh."

Turning his head, Xu Jie avoided Xu Guanhao's hand and buried his face in the pillow with a sneer.

His face was getting redder and redder. Xu Guanhao had always been worried about being laughed at by Wei Zixin because of his nickname, but now he was also laughed at by Xu Jie.

"Stop laughing." He shouted angrily, and Xu Guanhao pulled Xu Jie over and held Xu Jie down.

Being suppressed by Xu Guanhao, Xu Jie still tilted his head and smiled.

Moving Xu Jie's head vigorously, Xu Guanhao stared at Xu Jie who had a smile in his eyes, the expression that had been a little furious slowly disappeared, and his expression was a little dazed.

Being pressed hard on his face, Xu Jie's face was deformed by Xu Guanhao, but even so Xu Jie couldn't help but want to laugh.

Smiling and laughing, Xu Jie realized Xu Guanhao's stupefaction, and the laughter gradually stopped, looking at Xu Guanhao also became a little silent.

Feeling that the surrounding air was a little still and awkward, Xu Jie also realized that Xu Guanhao was pressing on him, and immediately felt even more uncomfortable. With a light cough, he hugged Xu Guanhao sideways, and turned Xu Guanhao from his body to the side.

"Okay, go to sleep! Xu Zhuangzhuang." Xu Jie reached out and turned off the light.

"Don't call me Xu Zhuangzhuang!" Xu Guanhao roared in the darkness.

With a low laugh, Xu Jie said softly, "Are your hands still itchy?"

"Itch." After saying a word softly, Xu Guanhao felt his hands being held by Xu Jie, and then the backs of his hands were gently rubbed.

The back of Xu Guanhao's hand was healed the next day, but the back of his hand was left with red marks because he started to scratch hard. When Xu Guanhao woke up in the morning, Xu Jie was still holding both hands in his palm.

Because today was Saturday, Xu Jie didn't have to go to class, so he fell asleep again after waking up because of the biological clock. Xu Guanhao was not awakened because Xu Jie didn't wake up, and it was already past nine o'clock when he woke up.

He probably also knew that it was rare to sleep late on weekends, so Kim Bo didn't ask the two of them to let them sleep.

After Xu Guanhao woke up, he kept looking at Xu Jie's sleeping face, and after a while, a smile appeared on his face.

Everyone felt that Xu Jie was different when he grew up, but he was the only one who could find traces of his childhood from Xu Jie's current appearance every time.

Xu Jie's eyebrows, eyes, nose, mouth... all made Xu Guanhao linger and couldn't get enough of it. He didn't know why, it was obviously the child he had seen growing up since childhood, even if he closed his eyes, he could clearly describe Xu Jie's appearance. But he still wants to see him all the time, and always feels like he can never get enough of it.

Why can't I get enough of it?Xu Guanhao kept thinking about this question in his mind, with some melancholy and joy on his face.

The author has something to say: Some students pointed out the personality problem of the two, and felt that Da Xu’s character was a little different before and after. Originally, I thought that after Xiao Xu changed Da Xu’s personality, he would slowly change Da Xu’s personality. In fact, it was the beginning You hate a person, and you feel bad about what he does. When you gradually like a person, some of his bad things will feel cute.

It's like Da Xu's jealousy. In the past, Xiao Xu felt that Da Xu was narrow-minded, possessive and annoying, but now she doesn't, she just feels helpless and tolerant.Therefore, it is Xiao Xu's attitude that determines whether Da Xu's behavior is annoying or cute.

(Well, my idea is like this. It is estimated that the description is lacking, which makes everyone feel that Daxu is a little different before and after. I will work hard to take a break later!)