freedom of rebirth

When Xu Jie died, he felt a sense of vengeance in his heart. During his short 20-year career, a quarter of his life was actually imprisoned by Xu Guanhao.

Xu Guanhao is Xu Jie's adoptive father, but this relationship only existed until he was 13 years old, because when Xu Jie was 13 years old, Xu Guanhao legally severed their father-son relationship. He really took care of him like a child. At that time, he didn't know what he did wrong, and the 'father' who was very gentle to him suddenly didn't want him.

After the relationship was severed, Xu Jie was sad and afraid for a long time, but Xu Guanhao was still very good to him afterwards, it can be said that he was even better than before, except for not letting him call him 'father', nothing changed between them.

At that time Xu Jie was very puzzled, why did he break off the relationship, every time he asked about Xu Guanhao, Xu Guanhao would look at him with very complicated eyes, and then put his arms around him tightly, he could feel Xu Guanhao's A suppressed sadness, but he didn't know why?

The bad relationship between him and Xu Guanhao was when he was 14 years old. At that time, in the second year of junior high school, he fell in love with a girl in his class and started dating with that girl. Although the phenomenon of puppy love was always banned at that time, in fact, there were many children who fell in love with puppies , There are often couples in the class, that feeling is novel to Xu Jie, because he is happy every day because he is with the girl he likes.

Until Xu Guanhao found out about this, the following year, from the age of 14 to 15, can be said to be a turning point in Xu Jie's life. In this year, he quarreled with Xu Guanhao, talked back to Xu Guanhao, and had a cold war with Xu Guanhao. Why?For that girl, it's not necessarily true, maybe it's also the agitation of adolescence. At that time, he couldn't understand Xu Guanhao's discipline and restraint on him.

What Xu Guanhao said and what Xu Guanhao did made him very bored. Puppy love was just a trigger. At that time, Xu Guanhao seemed to have raped him. No matter where he was, Xu Guanhao could find him. He wrote to The girl's note and the gift bought for that girl all ended up in Xu Guanhao's hands. What's even worse, Xu Guanhao actually sent someone to threaten that girl at her home. This is no longer something a parent should do. He also faintly noticed Xu Guanhao crossing the line.

He and Xu Guanhao broke up completely on his 15th birthday. At that time, the two of them had been in a cold war for two months. The birthday party was very prosperous that day. Xu Guanhao spent a lot of thought and even invited his favorite Star, he could tell that Xu Guanhao wanted to reconcile with him, and he was indeed somewhat relieved at the time, but unfortunately, the final banquet was broken because of the girl's presence.

That was the first time he saw Xu Guanhao's gaffe, Xu Guanhao is the most polite person in front of people, but that day, Xu Guanhao poured the wine glass in his hand on Yan Ran, that girl, and slapped Yan Ran in front of everyone He slapped her twice.

It is conceivable how angry he was. He remembered that he rushed over and almost hit Xu Guanhao. Xu Guanhao's face was very ugly at that time, especially when he saw him supporting Yan Ran.

At the end of that banquet, he helped Yan Ran to leave. When he walked outside the door, he looked back at Xu Guanhao, and that one glance gave him a bad premonition, but at that time he was mad, he With Yan Ran half in his arms, he walked out of Xu's house step by step with his back straight.

He left the Xu family and Xu Guanhao, but it was only three days since he left. Three days later, Xu Guanhao personally found him and took him back. At that time, he thought that the two of them would have a cold war for a few more months, and then Xu Guanhao tried to find a way to reconcile with him. He reconciled, but this time he was wrong.

Because this time, Xu Guanhao imprisoned him, that's right, it was imprisoned, and he stayed in the house. His activities were only in the back room and garden, and he was not allowed to go to the front living room. All his mobile phones and computers were confiscated. Being able to stay in the designated place, every meal and every drink was served by Xu Guanhao himself.

This kind of confinement lasted for five years. Poorly, he thought he was making Xu Guanhao angry, so Xu Guanhao punished him in this way. It wasn't until half a year in captivity that he felt something was wrong, but by then he had no ability to resist. He cried, quarreled, and even fought Xu Guanhao, but in the end he could only be imprisoned.

Five years of imprisonment, he didn't know how he endured it for so long, even in the end, all the servants of the Xu family were dismissed, and the Xu family was so big that the only ones left were him, Xu Guanhao, and the layers outside the door. bodyguard.

In the second year of being imprisoned, he discovered Xu Guanhao's secret. At the same time, he was shocked and terrified. He understood why Xu Guanhao treated him like this, why he severed his father-son relationship with him at the age of 13, why he had such a strong desire to control and possess him, and why He is not allowed to fall in love, why do you hate Yan Ran so much.

Because Xu Guanhao likes him.

At that time, he was frightened and angry, pointed at Xu Guanhao and said almost all the vicious words he could think of, while Xu Guanhao stood there almost naked, listening to his abuse with his head bowed.On the second day, Xu Guanhao appeared in front of him as usual, but since then, he has never done anything excessive to him.

He was imprisoned by Xu Guanhao for five full years. During the five years, he was angry, sad, fearful, dazed, and desperate, but he couldn't get rid of Xu Guanhao. He didn't understand what Xu Guanhao was going to do?Do you want to imprison him for the rest of your life and just be with him for the rest of your life?

His suicide was very sudden. In fact, he had never thought about death, nor had he ever planned how to die. It could be said that it was an accident that day. A small accident made him think of dying.

When Xu Guanhao was away at noon, he could finally relax and bask in the sun in the garden. How was he feeling that day?He can't remember it now either. He only remembers that he started peeling apples to eat when he was bored, but he accidentally cut his finger while peeling. When he watched the bright red blood flow out, he was stunned. If Xu Guanhao came back in the afternoon and saw that he was dead, what expression would he have?

As soon as this thought came to him, he felt a prank at that time, just like when he was playing tricks on Xu Guanhao when he was a child, so he used a knife to separate the blood vessels in his wrist, and then lay down on the rocking chair with his left hand hanging down, holding an apple in his right hand eat up.

He started to feel dizzy before he finished eating the apple, and then he only had one feeling, as if the wound on his wrist was an outlet, dissipating all the heat from his body.

"Xiaojie!!!" In a daze, he heard Xu Guanhao's trembling voice, which was no longer the calm tone of the past.

He moved the corners of his mouth, wanting to smile, but unfortunately he had no strength at that time. He remembered that when he was ten years old, he wanted to scare Xu Guanhao once, so instead of going out of the school gate after school, he hid in the school On the playground, after he hid for half an hour, he saw Xu Guanhao running to the playground with messy feet, calling his name every sentence in a trembling voice, with an expression on his face that was about to cry.

At that time when he came out from behind the tree, Xu Guanhao saw that his face was stiff, so he hugged him tightly when he came over. He was very happy at that time. He used to think that Xu Guanhao was always indifferent to him because he didn't care about him, but That day he saw that Xu Guanhao cared about him very much, because Xu Guanhao's worry made him feel superior and particularly happy.

And now, he also feels the same way. It turns out that even if he is imprisoned, he is still high in Xu Guanhao's heart. Hearing Xu Guanhao's hoarse cry, he wants to open his eyes and tell him, "I was just joking with you, see You are sad and I am happy. '

It's a pity that he couldn't say these words, because he was already standing in front of Xu Guanhao at this moment, watching Xu Guanhao hugging his corpse, with despair and pain on his face.

Xu Guanhao cried very sadly, his face was completely pale and bloodless, his lips were trembling all the time, he kept touching his face with his hands, and softly called "Xiaojie" in his mouth, after 10 minutes of crying She hugged his head and began to kiss him gently with her lips.

He has been standing in front of Xu Guanhao, watching Xu Guanhao's series of behaviors, seeing that the bodyguard called the ambulance at the end, and Xu Guanhao didn't let him go when the doctor came. he.

In the end, the doctor was driven away, as were the bodyguards, and only the two of them were left in the entire villa. To be precise, Xu Guanhao and his body should be left.

Xu Guanhao hugged his corpse all the time, cleaned him in the bathroom, carried him to the bed and hugged him.

Xu Guanhao hugged Rang's body, and never got up from that bed since then.

Xu Guanhao didn't eat, drink, or sleep. He lay on the bed, holding his corpse in his arms, with a frightening obsession in his eyes.

He didn't know how long it had been, he just watched Xu Guanhao lying there holding his corpse, his body had started to grow spots, his whole body was stiff, and his face was ugly like a zombie, but Xu Guanhao still didn't let go, he obviously It can be seen that Xu Guanhao is very weak, he has not even drank a sip of water, and in the end his lips are chapped, and his breathing rate is getting slower and slower.

"Xu Guanhao, get up!" Standing by the bed, looking at Xu Guanhao's appearance, he suddenly spoke, but he was already dead, and Xu Guanhao couldn't hear him, Xu Guanhao just looked at his corpse.

On the last day, he had been sitting next to Xu Guanhao. He heard Xu Guanhao's breathing very lightly. He often took a long time to inhale after exhaling. His lips were pale and dry, as early as two days ago. Crack open.

"Xu Guanhao, Xu Guanhao..." Seeing Xu Guanhao's eyes slightly closed, he suddenly panicked, and hurried to Xu Guanhao's ear and shouted.

After he called out a few words, Xu Guanhao's closed eyes suddenly opened again, and he opened and closed his mouth for a long time before speaking. "Xiaojie...you, you came to pick me up."

Suddenly, he realized that Xu Guanhao had heard his voice, so he hurriedly moved closer to Xu Guanhao's ear. "You don't want to die, I don't want you to die, Xu Guanhao, actually I..."

Xu Jie didn't finish the rest of the sentence, because he gradually began to disappear, and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't make a sound. When he looked over for the last time, what Xu Jie saw was Xu Guanhao grabbing his hand with great effort, and then closed his mouth. eyes.