all the way to the sun

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Hurrying back to Lu Yang's house, Xiang Bei found that Gao Yu had left early, and the house was so quiet as if no one was there. His heart suddenly rose to his throat, and his whole body shivered. He moved his steps cautiously, trembling his voice. Shout softly: "Lu...Lu Yang? Are you...at home?"

No one answered!

"Lu Yang..." Xiang Bei felt his stomach sinking suddenly, which made him feel as if he had lost something: "Lu Yang, are you at home?" As he spoke, he frantically searched from room to room, but there was no one in the kitchen!No bedrooms!There is no study room!No balcony!bathroom!

"What are you doing!" The cold and distant tone made Xiangbei's heart return instantly.

Xiang Bei breathed a sigh of relief, his feet went limp in an instant, and he hurriedly held onto the doorknob to force himself to stand firm: "It's good that people are here." He murmured in a low voice, suppressing the urge to rush up and hug Lu Yang, and apologized He closed the bathroom door.

After closing the door, he realized why he had to apologize. It was obviously Lu Yang who made him worry and played with his feelings, but when he thought that Lu Yang was also suffering grievances, his heartache was far greater than his anger.

"By the way, the video!" Xiang Bei rushed to the computer in three steps at a time, and clicked on the email - Sean's skills are not bad, but the video is gone.

"I really should change this lock."

Lu Yang suddenly made a sound, and Xiang Bei was so frightened that he hurriedly turned his head.

Xiang Bei turned off the computer with a "snap", and at the same time put a smile on his face to hide his guilty conscience.

Lu Yang glanced at the computer, did not speak, and continued to stare at Xiang Bei: "Put down the keys, and then leave my house."

"You..." Xiangbei was about to explode, but found that Lu Yang had no intention of continuing to talk to him, and even completely ignored his existence, wrapped in a bathrobe and entered the bedroom without looking sideways. movement.

He has never seen Lu Yang's expression like this before. If Lu Yang was in the hospital with a lifeless and wandering expression, then at this moment he has packed up the broken body, and he is still handsome on the surface, but he is covered in Ice, which keeps people thousands of miles away, completely blocks itself.

Looking at the bedroom door to the north, it seemed as if he was looking at a road separated by thousands of miles. On the other side of the road was his feelings that had no place to rest, and on the other side was the loss that he could not disturb.

With a sound of "beep", Xiangbei opened the message and learned that everything was settled on Xiao En's side, so he was relieved: let this matter stop here.

Xiang Bei checked the mail again, and after making sure that the mail had disappeared completely, he picked up his schoolbag and left.

Standing at the door, he locked the door with one hand and pulled the backpack strap with the other, but for some reason he always felt uneasy, so he stretched out his hand to close the door gently, and retreated into the house, intending to stay at Lu Yang's house and watch Lu Yang to avoid accidents .

When he woke up early the next morning, he hurried northward to the next bedroom, only to find that Professor Lu, whom he had studied all night, had long since disappeared. " before putting that heart into his chest: "Are you trying to scare me to death?"

Although he knew that Professor Lu would not seek life and death, he was always worried. After all, this incident seemed to have dealt a big blow to Lu Yang, and it would have a great impact no matter what.He raised his hand and glanced at his watch, and remembered that there happened to be an advanced math class today, so he hurried to school to see how Lu Yang was doing.

It was hard to get to the high math class in the afternoon. After jumping to the north all morning, his heart was finally tense in his chest. He didn't see Lu Yang all morning, and no one answered his calls. When I saw him in math class, I was naturally nervous and looking forward to it, and I only hoped that he would perform as usual, even if it was a disguise, at least it showed that his situation was still considerable.

However, after about 10 minutes after the start of class, he still couldn't see Lu Yang. What's going on?

Xiang Beiyue became more and more anxious, and the students around him changed from whispering to loudly interacting. The noise was like drumsticks, beating his heart. Just as he was about to leave the classroom, he saw an old pedant The well-dressed man walked into the classroom with his hands behind his back and a book under his arm: "Everyone has been waiting for a long time, because of the adjustment of the teaching plan, from today onwards, I will teach you advanced mathematics." Amid the low-pitched complaints from the girls, they opened the lesson plans and started teaching as if no one else was there.

What he was talking about was completely out of Xiangbei's brain, and he couldn't even penetrate his ears.Xiang Bei only felt that something must have happened to Lu Yang to replace the teacher, so he left on his own under the curious eyes of everyone.

He has only one thought now: find Lu Yang!

The phone is still not answering!

"Lu Yang, you bastard! Answer the phone!" Xiang Bei muttered in a low voice, and ran quickly to the teacher's office building.

The school is too big, and he ran for about ten minutes before reaching the gate of the office building. Standing in front of the office building, he looked at the [-]-step staircase in front of him, cursed a curse word secretly, and hurriedly walked up to the third step. Cheng rushed up step by step, rushed straight into the elevator room in the lobby on the first floor, and eagerly pressed down the floor he was going to.

The numbers on the display usually jump very fast, but today they jump very slowly for no reason, so slow that I want to blow my hair!

"Hurry up, hurry up!" Xiang Bei stared at the beating numbers as if he was praying, and suddenly coughed faintly in his ears. He glanced at the general direction of the sound, and then glanced at the display screen. After thinking about it, he walked uncontrollably following the coughing sound.

Finally, Xiang Bei touched the bathroom on the first floor while coughing intermittently.

"Mr. Lu! Are you okay?" It turned out that it wasn't a cough, but a retching sound—Lu Yang was retching on the sink.

Xiang Bei hurriedly supported Lu Yang with one hand, covered his back with the other, and kept stroking him: "What's wrong with you? What's wrong with you?"

Before the words fell, I heard a female voice outside: "Lu Yang, are you okay? What happened just now?"

Lin Hua?Xiang Bei poked his head out to look at her, and asked softly, "Sister... Teacher Lin, what's going on?"

Lin Hua was stunned for a moment, then quickly shook his head: "I just ran into him in the corridor and accidentally bumped into him. I don't know what happened to him. The reaction was so big that I almost vomited—how is he?"

At this time, a female teacher next to Lin Hua teased, "Ms. Lin must have put on too much make-up today, scaring handsome Lu Da."

Lin Hua patted the female teacher reproachfully: "Nonsense, I don't have it, haven't I always been like this! Teacher Lu, are you okay?"

"Who's talking nonsense! I remember that last time when Teacher Lu met someone who put on heavy makeup, he almost threw up. Teacher Lu is really weird!"

Xiangbei didn't know what they meant, but felt that the quarreling between these women was really like birds vying, extremely noisy, so he shrank back and stared at Lu Yang nervously: "What's wrong with you? Do you still have a fever? ? The cold is still not good? Come home with me."

Lu Yang turned on the faucet, washed his face, wiped it with his hand, straightened up and glanced at Xiang Bei lightly: "You, stay away from me." With a wave of his hand, he broke free from Xiang Bei's shackles, walked around him and went out the door .

Xiang Bei followed closely behind, and found that Lu Yang didn't even look at Lin Hua, with a wet iceberg face, and walked away on his own, he was shocked and angry.

Xiang Bei thought: This situation is definitely not normal, Lu Yang must still be thinking about it.

Even if that incident destroys the video, the damage to Lu Yang cannot be destroyed, it can only be reduced by time and memory.

Xiang Bei was afraid that Lu Yang would be overwhelmed by something, so he followed Lu Yang all the way, never leaving.

Until he came to a remote and ruined garden, Lu Yang suddenly stopped and turned around, looking towards the north, his eyes were full of indifference: "Are you a dog? Follow so closely! Oh, yes, you treat me Do you have delusions? Then let me tell you, it is impossible for me and you, because your feelings make me sick! Please get out of my sight!"

Every word is paused, the tone is as cold as autumn frost and winter snow, and every sentence is like a short knife piercing into Xiangbei's heart inch by inch. The pool of hot blood that flows out of the hole contains a little bit of the old warmth between him and Lu Yang. After being frozen in the wind and snow, a ball of fire rising from the soles of his feet burst open those frozen memory fragments, devouring the coldness in the blood, the warmth flowed again, and quickly flowed back into his chest along the pool of blood.

Xiang Bei felt that his chest was swollen and painful, and his whole body was on fire: "Lu Yang!" He angrily grabbed Lu Yang's collar, and pressed him heavily against the big tree they hugged: " You're a fucking bastard!"

Panting heavily to the north, he looked straight at Lu Yang, his eyes flushed.

Lu Yang looked at Xiang Bei's anxious red eyes, and felt distressed and sad. This child looked up to him a few months ago. When did he grow taller?

It seems that since Gao Yu said that Xiang Beixin had thoughts, the two of them have not lived together, and they have missed his growth in the past few months. Now that they have grown up, they should really live a good life seriously. Why do you have to hang on to that past?

Thinking of this, Lu Yang took a deep look at Xiang Bei, put away the reluctance in his eyes, and said slowly: "Xiang Bei, I think I have been very kind to you, if I hadn't had a fever that day, I would have Let you know what a real bastard is! They are all adults, just for fun, don't take it seriously, you are still young, what should you do and what should not be done, you have to figure it out! Let go."

Xiang Bei looked at the face that was supposed to be warm but had to put on the appearance of a dead person. It seemed that there were a few pieces of broken glass stuck in his chest. He wanted to smash the pretended indifference of the person in front of him with a punch: "play That's all? Since you remember everything, you were awake that night! We are all adults, we should know what our responsibilities are. Since we all slept together, you have to be responsible, Mr. Lu!"

Lu Yang snorted coldly, and forcefully opened Xiang Bei's arm across his neck, and put it close to his ear: "It's not like you didn't go in, it doesn't count." After blowing out this rather obscene sentence, Lu Yang ticked off coquettishly At the corner of his mouth, he pulled out a mocking expression, wanting to disgust Xiang Bei.

When Xiang Bei saw this, his heart trembled, and he felt humiliated. He stared at Lu Yang tightly without saying a word. Just when Lu Yang thought he would end this ridiculous relationship, he suddenly grabbed Lu Yang. hand, pulling him out of the school regardless.

"What are you doing? This is school! Let go!"

Xiangbei tightly held Lu Yang's wrist, completely ignoring the gazes of the people around him: "Mr. Lu, I'm not very good at some questions, so let me take a step to speak!" His tone was overbearing that could not be opposed.

Walking outside the school, he summoned a taxi to the north, forced Lu Yang into the back seat, and ordered the driver to drive.