all the way to the sun

One day, it began to drizzle, as if he was helping Lu Yang, who was about to cry but had no tears, to vent his shame and indignation. He frowned, checking his coat again and again in the wet and cold wind, as if he was afraid that the inside would be wrinkled and damaged. The shameful corners of the shirt were showing.

20 years ago, on that dark night, Xiao Lu Yang was surrounded by a group of senior men and women in a corner overgrown with grass. The sky should not be called and the ground was not working. He was bullied and had no power to fight back. In the end, he could only despair Close your eyes, as if in that way, those distorted faces magnified in front of your eyes will disappear, and those physical pains and strange reactions will no longer exist.

However, he is too naive, the fish on the chopping board can stimulate some original sin desires in front of greedy people.Those people tormented him for a long time, so long that he thought he would never see the dawn or the sunrise again in his life...

"Cough cough cough... cough cough..." Lu Yang's eyes darkened, and he fell to the ground top-heavy, leaning on the curb, retching non-stop.

When Xiang Bei found Lu Yang, he happened to see this scene, so he hurried forward and grabbed his wrist, but he didn't expect that Lu Yang had a particularly strong reaction - he backed away again and again, as if he saw a ghost!

To the north: "······"

"Lu... Teacher Lu, what's wrong with you?"

Xiangbei saw Lu Yang staring at him without saying a word, his eyes were focused but dim, as if lifeless in an abyss and quagmire, he couldn't help feeling worried, and asked with concern: "Why don't you go home? You haven't come back all night No matter how busy you are, please tell me, Gao Yu and I are looking for you everywhere, you are really worrying." As he spoke, a trace of "children's ignorance" anger arose out of concern.

Lu Yang stared blankly at Xiang Bei, and it took him a while to realize who was in front of him, his eyes tightened, he firmly grasped Xiang Bei's wrist, and said in a hoarse voice, "Take me home!"

Looking at the pale and bloodless face in front of him in amazement, Xiang Bei felt a "chug" in his heart, and a bad intuition kept hitting the string in his brain. He nodded solemnly, without any unnecessary questions, He just picked up Lu Yang who had turned into mud and took him home.

After entering the room, a burst of heat enveloped Lu Yang in an instant. Even so, he still couldn't feel any warmth. Like a wooden stake, Ren Xiangbei helped him take off his shoes, and helped him into the sofa.

Looking at the distraught Lu Yang to the north, he felt pain and anxiety in his heart. He really wanted to know what happened to make a mature man who had always been modest, elegant and personable become like this, but he knew that Lu Yang would not Said, he can't ask, because if it is a problem that cannot be solved, asking will only increase troubles.

So he turned and walked into the bathroom: "I'll boil some bath water, come in later and take a shower to drive away the cold."

Before he finished speaking, he saw Lu Yang standing up in a daze, hurriedly unbuttoning his coat, muttering: "Yes, take a bath, take a bath..." As he spoke, he had already taken off his coat, The wrinkled and torn cotton shirt was exposed, and he rushed in, picked up the shower and rushed towards himself.

When Xiang Bei saw the scene in front of him, he couldn't help being startled. He had never thought that his neat coat would look so dilapidated. His eyes widened, and while he was thinking about what happened, he grabbed hold of his body and shook it. Lu Yang broke off the shower in his hand and threw it aside, put his hands on his shoulders, and said in a low voice, "The water temperature is not enough, please wait a while."

However, Lu Yang seemed to be unable to hear the words of the people around him at all, he just muttered to himself, not knowing what he was muttering.

Only then did Xiang Bei realize that his Teacher Lu was shaking like a sieve at this moment, his usually tall body curled up like a baby, and his "trembling" spring could be triggered by reaching out his hand to touch it.

Frowning to the north, he stared at Lu Yang carefully, and found that there were several bruises on his wrists, and there were a few red marks on his chest as if he had been caught by his slightly open neckline. It wasn't a good feeling, but he didn't dare to ask, for fear of irritating Lu Yang, so he stretched out his hand and stroked his back, and said in a low voice, "It's okay, it's okay, I'm here." He saw that Lu Yang was covered all over The clothes were soaked, cold and damp to the touch, so he held Lu Yang's hand and said, "It's cold, let me change your clothes, okay?"

Seeing that Lu Yang was leaning against the edge of the sink, his head bowed silently, and Xiang Bei frowned even tighter, he helped Lu Yang up, sent him to the bedroom, sat him on the side of the bed, and then went out of the closet. He fumbled for a set of cotton pajamas, put them on the head of the bed, and brought a dry towel to help him dry off the cold water on his body.

He squatted in front of Lu Yang and looked up at him: "Mr. Lu, can you hear me? I'll wipe it for you. If you're not feeling well, just talk or hum."

Lu Yang: "..."

Seeing this, Xiang Bei sighed silently, picked up a towel and gently wiped Lu Yang's hair, and dried the moisture on his neck. Just as he was about to reach out to untie Lu Yang's shirt, Lu Yang suddenly shrank back, reacting greatly I was so frightened that I went northward.

Seeing Lu Yang staring at him, he felt inexplicably ashamed, and couldn't help thinking: Did I do something to offend him? Why did he seem to be afraid of me.

Thinking of this, Xiangbei tried his best to recall what he had done to offend Mr. Lu, but before he could figure it out, he was grabbed by Lu Yang, and he was spun around in the blink of an eye, and then he found himself being oppressed by a certain teacher. Under the body.

Looking at the person above his head in amazement, Xiang Bei felt dazed for a moment, not quite understanding what was going on: "Lu... Teacher Lu?"

However, after waiting for a while, he found that Lu Yang didn't mean to talk to him, but just stared at his eyes, his eyes were not focused, as if he didn't know him anymore.

Xiang Bei felt that this position was very weird and uncomfortable at the moment. After all, he had no tendency to be masochistic, and he didn't like Lu Yang clasping his hands tightly on top of his head. It felt quite like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered: " Teacher Lu, I'm in a little pain, how about we change our position?"

After a long while, he still failed to get Lu Yang's response, but he found that the man's eyes were covered with a layer of water vapor, and there was a faint glint of blood.

His intuition told him that if he stayed like this, unexpected things might happen, so he twisted a few times, trying to break free from Lu Yang's restraint: "Mr. Lu, the bath water should be boiled, you see, how about—— What are you doing!" Before he finished speaking, Lu Yang seemed to be going crazy, bent down and began to nibble on him, dodging to the north again and again in fright: "Mr. Lu, Mr. Lu, be more sober...Lu Yang !Lu Yang, I am Xiangbei, I am not Fan Siyun...Lu Yang..."

Xiang Bei pulled his hand out of Lu Yang's hand in horror, and pressed it hard against Lu Yang's chest. He didn't understand what was going on now, and he didn't know what stimulated Lu Yang. It's a hungry wolf rushing to eat, and it has the ruthlessness to eat him up.

He found that the person on his body was so strong that he couldn't escape for a while, and he could only be trapped in this person's arms.And his neck and shoulders felt a strange feeling under the crazy bite of this lunatic, and his whole body was almost numb into a puddle of soft mud, and he basically didn't have the strength to push away the person who bit him.

"Lu······················································································································································································································ The strange feeling was so numb that his tongue was tied up, and he could hardly speak, so he had to shut his mouth.

Ever since he had an unreasonable thought about Lu Yang for the first time, he vaguely felt that a seed had been planted in his heart. Get up and look back at the seed.

Later, when he didn't understand his intentions, he once wanted to pull out the seed that had sprouted, but he found that the seed had long since grown tiny roots without his knowledge. Wrapped his whole heart.

Pull out the seeds, can those roots disappear?

No!

So he had no choice but to continue to stay by Xiaomiao's side from a distance, not intending to irrigate it, and would no longer forcefully suppress its growth. more sinking.

But at this moment, the Miao Miao in his heart has already taken shape, and some new branches have been stimulated by these teasing. These branches stretch out their necks one by one, trying to wrap the person on him tightly and draw them closer. embrace······

"Hiss—" Xiang Bei's thoughts floating in the air shrank back into his mind because of a cold stomach.

He felt a "thump" in his heart: so fast, I'm not ready yet!

But the person on the body didn't want to understand what he meant, clasped his hands tightly with one hand, and quickly unbuttoned his pants with the other.

In the blink of an eye, Xiangbei borrowed strength from somewhere, and broke away from Lu Yang's restraint with his backhand, and then quickly turned over and pressed Lu Yang under him: "Lu Yang, are you... serious?"

The people under him still didn't say a word, their hands were not idle at all, they were groping on him, and they continued to unswervingly move towards the "untie pants".

Staring at the bloody face and still dull eyes to the north, he sighed distressedly: "Forget it, don't hide!" He touched Lu Yang's eyebrows, eyes, and nose pitifully He put his hands on Lu Yang's side, leaned down, and touched those lips that had been touched many times in the dream. It was completely different from the fiery feeling in the dream. The lips were cold, thin, and a little dry.

Xiang Bei was warm on Lu Yang's lips for a while, along the corners of his mouth, neckline, and shoulder sockets, all the way down, with a hand trembling through the half-dry shirt, reaching towards his lower abdomen.

There was a muffled "dong", which was especially harsh in this quiet room.

Xiang Bei looked up suspiciously, only to find that Lu Yang had fallen asleep.

He stared blankly at Mr. Lu who was paralyzed on the bed, he was at a loss for words, and after a while, a small cool breeze blew across his waist before he came back to his senses and smiled helplessly.

The ambiguous beauty in the air dissipated with this smile.

Patted Lu Yang's face to the north: "Lu Yang, wake up, change clothes and sleep again... wake up, hey!" After speaking, he frowned again—the bruise on Lu Yang's wrist Qing jumped into his eyes again.

In the end what happened?Do you want to take him to the hospital?

He reached out his hand to move Lu Yang into a more comfortable position, but when he touched it with his fingers, he found that Lu Yang was hot all over, as if he had a fever.So he didn't hesitate anymore, and carried Lu Yang to the hospital.