all the way to the sun

The author has something to say: Deputy cp opens the love line

Mr. Gao, who was worried about by others, naturally didn't know about those things, and he only cared about Gu Ze who stole the painting of him.

He returned home with brisk steps, and couldn't wait to open the notebook left behind by the owner again, and carefully read the words and sentences on each page, as well as the occasional illustrations.

"On X, X, XX, I met a man. He said he had seen me. I was very scared at the time, thinking that he had offended someone. Fortunately, he was not, but please don't let me meet those people again. .”

those people?

"On X, X, XX, I met that man again. What a coincidence. But because of my incident, I almost got him involved. I was very embarrassed. He seemed to want to help me, but that bad guy was so bad that he forced him to He kneels, how can a man kneel casually? I told him not to kneel, anyway, it’s not a big deal, at worst, he would be beaten up and lose his job. But kneeling is so humiliating, so you can’t kneel. Fortunately He didn't kneel, otherwise I would be even more embarrassed. It's just that I don't understand why he hit me with a wine bottle? But after he hit me, the bad guys and the manager ran away, and I didn't have to be beaten. I can't figure it out, but I think he It should be right. After all, he looks like someone who went to college, and someone who went to college can’t be wrong, not like me." After this sentence, there was a sigh-like expression, which looked immature and rough, and it was obvious People can't help but feel a little sad.

Didn't he go to college?

"On X, X, XX, his name is Gao Yu. You have to remember him. He helped you, gave you money, gave you food, and let you live in his house. He is a good man. Unlike those people, who are hypocritical , said that he is a good brother, but he still wants to charge you protection money, and he will not help you if something happens. So you have to remember him, be grateful, and repay him when you become prosperous in the future. But you are not from the same way. Those who have gone to college, what kind of boss, anyway, you are very good, you don’t want to be friends with others, but you must work hard, find a job, work hard, earn a lot of money, and then buy a big house like him.”

"On X, X, XX, you said, what did you do when you were a child, you had to fight with others, and cause trouble! Now that you come out, everything has changed, and you can't do anything, and no one wants to find a job! I want to learn from Gao Yu and make a lot of money. Daydreaming!"

"On X, X, XX, I found a job, but I didn't expect it to be Gao Yu's company. He is the boss, and you are mopping the floor. Excuse me! Why should I hang out with those people? If I didn't Together, wouldn’t that happen, would it be possible to go to college, and would it be possible to have a good job?”

"On X, X, XX, he is really nice. I heard that my colleagues like him very much, and I like him too. He is good-looking, talented, and good at talking. In short, he is really nice. When can I Like him?  … He remembers me, gives me coffee, talks to me, what a nice guy.”

Is this a good person?You are so cute!Gao Yu lightly rubbed the word "good man" with his fingertips, with a smile on his eyes.

"On X, X, XX, I dreamed of him. It's amazing. How could I dream of him? He really loves to smile, his eyes are curved, and he's so good-looking..." Here is a picture of Gao Yu The portrait looks a bit like it. Next to the picture, there is a sentence "I must be crazy!" The words are very large and the writing is very scribbled. It can be seen that the mood fluctuates greatly.

what happened?

"On X, X, XX, I didn't peek at girls going to the toilet. I asked when I entered the door, and no one answered me. Why did they say that, why did no one believe me? It's because I mop the floor ?Is it great that they have studied? Say that to me!······If I had also studied in college, they wouldn't look at me like this.······································ , Does he also think I am that kind of person? It must be! He will look down on me, will he think that I am a bad person?"

When Gao Yu saw this, his heart twitched, and he really wanted to tell Gu Ze that he didn't believe those words at all, really.

"On X, X, XX, he came to me. I was very nervous and didn't want to talk to him, but I was afraid that he would misunderstand me, so I went to see him. He seems to believe me, which is great. He is really nice. Well, I still care about me very much, asking me if I live well and whether I have enough money, and even accompany me to repair the lamp at the neighbor’s mother-in-law’s house. My mother-in-law said he is a good person, of course he is well! Thank you for your concern Me. It seems that no one cares about me for a long time. No one cares about me... Mom, where have you been?"

When Gao Yu saw this, his eyes froze, and his limbs crookedly crouched on the sofa instantly tensed up. He looked at this passage carefully, and quickly flipped through it, but there was still no other clue.

He vaguely felt that Gu Ze had no relatives, but he didn't know the specific situation. There happened to be a sentence here that mentioned his mother, but there was no relevant record before and after.

"On X, X, XX, I met those people today! The world is so small, I am very sad. They still recognize me, it is terrible, they threaten me that they know my past, and ask me to give them money, otherwise they will call me Me, I went to the company to make trouble. I was very scared and worried. I was not afraid of being beaten, because I had endured a lot in it, and it was fine, but I was afraid that they would make trouble. It was too embarrassing. I didn’t want people to know my past , and I don’t want Mr. Gao to know, if he knows, he will definitely hate me, because I hate myself too. I am a bad person! I am a coward, I gave them all the money, I really Don't want them to go to the company, that's horrible!"

Got beaten in there?Gao Yu stared at those words and frowned tightly, feeling so angry that he even wanted to rush to the prison, drag those people who bullied Gu Ze out and beat him up!

"On X, X, XX, I seemed to be really crazy. He always appeared in my mind. He was so good-looking and powerful. When I was cleaning, I heard what he said to his colleagues. His voice was very loud. It sounds good, it seems to have a kind of attraction, people are willing to listen and do things according to what he said, he is really amazing. It would be great if he was a girl. I must be crazy!"

he?Gao Yu pursed his lips, his frowning brows relaxed, and the corners of his mouth raised uncontrollably: It's okay if you're not a girl, you little fool!

But if he said that, did he not accept boys' liking?

A trace of helplessness flashed in Gao Yu's eyes, and he was inexplicably anxious, but he saw a sentence in a small corner at the bottom of a certain page: Boys can also like boys, right? !

His eyes stayed here, and he read the words several times. His sharp eyes seemed to want to break the words into pieces and chew them carefully in his mind, trying to taste the meaning of the words.

When he came back to his senses, he found that the bottom of his heart seemed to be coated with a layer of bright sunshine, and the corners of his mouth turned upwards against the will of his brain, so he coughed shyly twice, and continued to look at his notebook.

"On X, X, XX, why, why did you do this to me? Asking for money again and again! If you want it, why do you want to come to the company! , he will tell Mr. Gao? What will he think? I hang out with a group of bad people, he will think I am also bad. Fortunately, a brother saved me, but the way he looked at me It's weird, it seems to hate me a bit, I don't understand, but thank him anyway. I hope to have the opportunity to repay him in the future... I really hope those people don't come again!"

"On X, X, X, XX, I couldn't take it anymore. They really lingered. Mr. Gao also said that I was a bad person. Although it was a dream, it was very real. I was very scared. Finally, someone was nice to me, but... ····Forget it, let me go, go far away, so that I don't have to worry about Mr. Gao seeing this. I hope I am not bad in Mr. Gao's eyes.······What should I do manage?"

Below this passage, the word "Gao Yu" is scattered all over in different directions.There is no more text after that.

Gao Yu carefully savored the extraordinary friendship for him between the lines, and looked away contentedly, put his black eyes on those things that made the owner of the notebook unhappy, and knit his brows together.

Gao Yu couldn't help but guess who those people were?Was his past a matter of him murdering and going to jail?But soon, all his thoughts were locked on the person who saved him!There is a word there that is particularly annoying-"brother"?Tired and crooked!

Gao Yu pouted contemptuously, closed the notebook, leaned his head on the sofa, and quietly waited for the owner of the notebook to arrive.