Xiangyang-kun, come here

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There is nothing new recently. Waking up early all day, exercising, going to class and studying have taken up my time. I only have free time to lie down on weekends.

Xiangyang is even more busy. He is not good at studying, and it is painful to learn. In order to pass the time and not delay the training time, he has to study twice.

I offer sympathy and occasionally lend a helping hand to tutor math.

Me: "Bala blah blah, do you understand?"

Xiangyang looked dumbfounded: "Uh..."

I repeated: "Blah blah blah, got it?"

Xiangyang frowned and thought hard: "Hmm..."

In the end Xiangyang was dizzy and said that he seemed to go to heaven.

When he went to take the exam, I was also taking the exam, and Xiangyang's volleyball team was really busy, almost taking up all the spare time of the players - or they voluntarily.

This shows the determination of Karasuno's "crow" team to stand up.

It is not uncommon to not see Xiangyang for half a month or a month in a row—of course, I am not his pendant and follow his races all day long, I have my own affairs.

The volleyball club is full of training camps and competitions. Even in the next class, I can't see each other. I haven't spoken for a month. I'm not keen on chatting online, and I'm not too active in phone calls.

So when I first met him yesterday, I didn't react, I didn't feel any emotions, I looked at him quietly, the keen young man noticed it almost instantly, and then opened my eyes wide in shock, feeling so wronged and sad that I couldn't add it.

He squatted in the corner pulling weeds, his eyes dimmed: "It must be...it must be my fault...uh...it's because I don't have time to play with Xiaohui on weekends..."

Like a cat crying, its eyes are aggrieved into simple circles.

I:"………"

But after a while, I frowned and realized something was wrong, but only then did I realize that something was wrong, Xiangyang stood up in a hurry, a big face came into my line of sight, and said seriously: "Please go on a date with me!"

I can."

The time for a long-lost date that I haven't seen for a long time is set in this way.

During this period of time, the relationship between me and Huaqi Sakai has been rapidly drawn closer, forming a wonderful three-person group.

It stands to reason that in a friend group of three people, one person will always be left out, but this doesn't seem to be the case with us.

I thought that I would be the one behind who didn't know how to speak. Who knew that every time I went out and exercised, I would look like a scumbag and go out with two harem... It's an illusion.I was like a big sun being surrounded by two people, resulting in an extremely harmonious atmosphere, and there was no slightest rift in the relationship.

After a period of training, Hua Qi's performance has improved a lot, and she even has a place in the ranking of the track and field club.

I was very relieved, and when we had dinner together at noon, I mentioned my plan to go on a date this weekend.

Sakai's expression was blank for a second, and he fell into deep thought: "...Strange, I actually forgot that you still have a boyfriend."

I:"?"

Although Xiangyang hasn't appeared for a long time, he hasn't completely disappeared either.

Hua Qi smiled sincerely: "Great, Xiao E must be very happy. It seems that I haven't seen Hinata-kun for a long time. Missing come true."

This time it was my turn to be silent for a few seconds.

Miss it?Occasionally in the early days.But I have too many things to do, I am too busy, and I live a fulfilling life every day. I am not a clingy person in love, and I don't care much about the time spent with my boyfriend.It wasn't until yesterday that I suddenly realized that I hadn't thought about Xiangyang for a long time.

I myself hadn't noticed anything before.

When we parted from Xiangyang in the corridor yesterday, he suddenly turned his head, his face was expressionless, but his eyes turned around my face carefully, the bright amber eyes dimmed undetectably for a moment, and then became more determined and rich Stare at me with purpose.

The whole process only took a few seconds, he left, I looked at Xiangyang's back and didn't have time to react.

The sad yet inexplicably strong illusion left in his eyes enveloped his whole body.

Another few days of school, another few days without seeing each other passed, and finally it was the night before the date.

Xiangyang and I sent a message, stunned for a few seconds, and then found a photo of junior high school graduates and looked at it carefully under the desk lamp.

The familiar heartbeat flows silently like a trickle. Although it is no longer beating and beating like the drums in the early days, it is still like the light of the moon, leaving small traces.

I feel relieved and take back the photo.

I don't know the details of the relationship, but I just need to know that I still like him now, that's all.

When I was a student, the love was broken as soon as I said it, and it was as easy as a fantasy bubble. I tended to let nature take its course, whether it was together or apart.

I thought about it, but couldn't figure out why I didn't like it as much as before, so I pulled a piece of paper and tried to write down all the reasons I could think of.

It's just that the separation time is too long.

But Xiangyang is pursuing his own dream, and I am the same, so it is not a waste of time.

I breathed a sigh of relief again and threw away the white paper.

I think it's inevitable.

Rather than staying together and delaying business, it is better to go forward step by step independently.

If you get through it and stay together, that's fine.

If it doesn't last, that's fine too.

Everyone will not delay their future in life. It is better to be like this than to regret for the rest of their lives because of falling in love and failing to improve their skills.

I was completely relieved, and I curled up under the blanket and closed my eyes to sleep.

……

The next day was a sunny day, and we went to the old-fashioned date venue playground.

Colorful balloons reflect bright spots under the scorching sun, and dolls are amusing children. There is a lot of voices and laughter.

I stood in the center of the square with an ice cream and looked at the map on the wall. Xiangyang covered me with an umbrella, and also looked at the map of the playground.

I took a bite of the ice cream and quickly made a decision: "According to the principle of proximity, play all the way there, and play all of them."

Xiangyang glanced at me and said with a smile, "Okay."

We quickly blended into the crowd like an ordinary couple, immersing ourselves in entertainment projects, queuing, having fun, and queuing again.

Xiangyang laughed happily, but the photos captured by the roller coaster showed funny expressions of panic.

The crowd was surging, we rushed to the next destination, Xiangyang was a little ahead of me, he turned his head, his brilliant orange hair seemed to be shining in the sun, and he circled softly, he squinted his eyes like a fox when he smiled, but revealed Pure, cute and handsome.

Xiangyang stretched out his hand, I was taken aback, then raised my arm subconsciously, he held it without giving him any time to react.

After a month, holding each other's hand again, I couldn't help feeling a little strange.

Novelty, strangeness, it seems that Xiangyang's palm has changed a lot in a month-maybe it's my illusion.

The temperature is higher, there are more calluses, the strength of the grip is appropriate, neither tight nor loose, but the contact area is larger, and it easily wraps my hands completely.

— Rather, this guy seems to have grown a little taller?

I didn't speak, and let him pull me forward.

The only thing that made my heart jump out was jumping off the stairs. The feeling of weightlessness invaded my heart for a moment when I went down. Finally, when the machine stopped, I still looked dumbfounded.

...I seem to see heaven in mid-air...

The black safety bar automatically went up, and the people around began to unbuckle their seat belts and leave.

I blinked and didn't realize it. I just realized that someone next to me had reached out to help me open the seat belt.

There was a crisp sound when the safety buckle was undone, and there seemed to be more movement marks on the other party's short-sleeved, bare forearm than before, and the thin layer of muscles covering it became more and more obvious. I suddenly felt that one punch could kill me.

I thought of his volleyball fast break with astonishing strength: "..."

This kind of ordinary athletic little boy in the past has suddenly upgraded to a sports beast in the sports department.

"Okay." Xiangyang came down first, holding my wrist with a smile.

His smile matches the sunshine very well. It is hard to tell whether the sunshine has merged into his smile, or his smile exudes warmth.

I stepped down with Xiangyang's hand and stepped on the floor - my feet went limp for a moment.

...The main reason is that the project is too exciting! !I didn't even realize that my feet were soft!

Xiangyang gently exerted force as if he had known it for a long time. At first, he helped me down. When the field below was some distance away from the bench, I blushed——ashamed.

After a while I felt wrong again.

What's there to be ashamed of in front of your boyfriend!I immediately returned to the state of previous interactions, and said: "Dizzy, want to sit, and want to eat."

Xiangyang stared at me blankly, I tried to look back with dizziness.

The next second, he pursed his lips and smiled secretly, "I see."

I lay on the bench with my neck up, and Xiangyang circled around me like a little bee, running away and back again, holding snacks in one hand and a small fan in the other.

I slowly started to eat biscuits, Xiangyang sat next to me and stared at me with bright eyes, fanning me non-stop with his hand, and holding up the parasol with the other hand very neatly, covering my whole body.

There was a gust of cool wind, and the shade was very refreshing. After I finished eating, I gradually regained my strength and regained my senses.

Only then did he realize that Xiangyang's gaze was very scorching, with a strong sense of presence.

I looked back at him silently.

Xiangyang's ears were blushing, but his face was extremely calm, with a bit of seriousness in his quietness.

His eyes flicked over and over my face.

Me: "What are you looking at?"

Xiangyang met my eyes, "I'm looking at Xiaohui's changes after a month."

I was taken aback.

Except that I would find that Xiangyang became a little stronger due to exercise when I was in contact with him, the rest is hard to detect—even the changes in my body after exercise are because I usually pay attention to the changes in the exercise of my teammates.

It's only been a month, and I can't accurately detect the changes in a person. The hairstyle has not changed, the style of dressing has not changed, and even the personality has not changed.

I was kind of curious, "What's changed."

Xiangyang didn't stop, "The hair on the forehead has become thinner and whiter, the way of holding the pen for writing has changed, and it has become thinner..."

He said a lot, and then his eyes softened and pitifully, and he slowly said the last few words.

"...don't like to look at me anymore."

My heart skipped a beat and my eyes widened.

Xiangyang didn't seem to notice my astonishment, and actually showed a bright and silly smile.

"But the results are better. Finding teammates who can work together and working hard every day is a very, very good change."

"So, I'm very happy."

My heart was beating completely, and it seemed to go back to the moment when my heart was beating so violently.

I couldn't help eating a few biscuits, and Xiangyang burst out laughing, maybe it's been a long time since I saw him, he wasn't shy at all, he just poked his head over and kissed my face, I was still chewing, so he kissed Wei Weigu on the raised cheeks.

"???" I looked at him, startled and speeded up my chewing.

Xiangyang laughed outright, tears came out of his laughter, his amber eyes were bright and moist.

He finished laughing and I finished eating, Xiangyang glanced at me and said suddenly: "I'm sorry Xiaohui."

I:"…"

He said: "Because I haven't seen each other for a long time."

I whispered: "No...that's something to do..."

Instead, Xiangyang shook his head: "Xiaohui is different from me, it's easy not to meet each other... um... just like time has buried me in the soil, buried a little deeper every day, and then dug it out when we meet again, So react slowly."

I:"?"

What kind of magical metaphor is this?

"But... in case one day it's too deep to dig out..." Xiangyang looked down at the floor, and then carefully raised his eyes to look at me.

"..." I was numb, and made a cold joke, "You just buried yourself in the ground and died."

Xiangyang actually went along with it, with a look of great agreement: "Yes, I died."

I:"……"

"So... so..." Xiangyang was shy and embarrassed, but didn't pause, "Can you watch me more."

Me: "I don't like to take the initiative to cling to people."

"No," Xiangyang lowered his eyes, even blushing, "It's me, Nian Xiaohui..."

Me: "Then you are sticky."

"But if we can't meet each other in reality, the mobile phone always disturbs me, I'm afraid that Xiaohui will be annoyed..." Xiangyang beeped softly.

I have no expression on my face: "..."

No wonder I always felt that there was not much online chatting in a month. I am not used to taking the initiative online, and he restrained himself, making it deserted.

Me: "No, I don't care about people at all when I'm busy."

"That's right."

Xiangyang looked happy that I felt relieved.

I started to wonder.

A person like Xiangyang, who is superficially carefree and likes to express everything enthusiastically and directly, will actually get annoyed and shrink back.

After I rested, I reached out to take his fan, and then I was about to pull Xiangyang's hand - it was wet.

The boy's palms were full of sweat. I don't know how nervous it is to ooze so much sweat. Even the moment I held him, his hand felt a little stiff after exertion.

I froze, and suddenly realized something.

Xiangyang followed me to stand up and smiled, "Then what shall we play next?"

I watched him quietly.

Suddenly, I could clearly see the changes in other people's expressions, and I vaguely felt that his smile just now was forced compared to the present one.

What is slow to respond, what is afraid of being disturbed by the phone, what is sticking to me, all are superficial excuses to cover up anxiety.

I suddenly realized the role of love words between lovers.

It is not bound by any reality, such as vows of eternal love, which have no effect on the future, just a few light words, and in the end some couples believed it, and asked again and again after they separated whether what they said was false at the beginning?

but……

I didn't answer his words, and said seriously: "I will always like you."

Xiangyang froze, staring at me blankly.

I said with the serious attitude of solving a mathematical problem: "Even if I don't know whether it will become deeper or shallower in the future, no matter how the degree of liking changes, the only thing that remains the same is that I like you."

"That's the basis."

Xiangyang restrained his smile and remained silent.

I waited quietly until he asked gently: "...Really?"

Once again, I quickly recalled all my previous experiences and confirmed that this promise is very possible.

I don't know what the future holds, but with my current thoughts, I am willing to make a promise.

I said honestly: "This is my real thought now. I don't know how we will be in the future, but this is what I think now."

"...that's really cunning," Xiangyang said, "it's a bad promise, Xiaohui."

Me: "As long as it works."

"...What's the use?"

I looked at him, the young man spoke calmly, but his expression seemed to be about to cry, and the corners of his eyes became moist.

I took the parasol and hugged him, the umbrella fell down because of my let go, and hit Xiangyang's head, covering me and his upper body, I stepped on my feet and kissed the end of his eyes, which touched a little wetness.

Xiangyang hugged back almost immediately, buried his head in my neck, and tears fell down my neck and shoulders.

I tried my best to comfort her: "... Anyway, it's just a matter between the two of us."

"...Okay." He replied after a while.

Hearing his quiet attitude after venting successfully, I pressed my face against Xiangyang's collarbone, his skin was hot as always.

The usefulness is that lovers are willing to believe.

Both me and him will believe it.

Then Xiangyang eagerly came over with a tear-stained face, I was silent for a second, and kissed him a few more times under his longing eyes.

...so salty.

I have to say that it is really useful, and it is separation after the date.

But this time I didn't feel Xiangyang leaving.

Because, after he has a sense of security, the chat can be called swiping the screen...

[Xiangyang: [photo] [photo]]

[Xiangyang: Look, Xiaohui!What a beautiful cloud! ]

……

[Xiangyang: [Photo]]

[Xiangyang: Breakfast at the venue!It's so unpalatable...]

……

[Xiangyang: I really hate the taste of that milk...]

……

No matter the details, every time I see a piece of grass, I will be excited to take a photo and share it with me, which leads to a strange illusion that I am monitoring him remotely...

Xiangyang and I are not in instant recovery during the day, after all, we are in school, and he will occasionally go out to represent the school in competitions, only at night is the instant recovery state - no, only he is in the instant recovery state at night, because I found myself speechless My typing speed couldn't keep up with his continuous postings, so in the end I only chose topics I liked to answer.

... Then time passed, and the things he posted gradually turned into topics that I was interested in.

After a week, I realized something was wrong, and slowly realized that I should also share myself.

[Xiaohui: [Photo]]

[Xiaohui: I think I did a good math test paper today. ]

[Xiangyang: That's amazing! ]

[Xiangyang: [Seals applaud.jpg]]

[Xiangyang: It's actually full marks!And the steps are so simple that even I can understand blah blah blah]

... A dozen rainbow farts are omitted here.

After another week, I found something wrong again.

Should he share what he is interested in?

I fumbled and tried to post a few.

After answering the conversation enthusiastically, Xiangyang took the initiative to mention what I liked to post in the past.

[Xiaohui: Shouldn't you find someone you like in common when chatting? ]

[Xiangyang:! ! ]

[Xiangyang: Xiaohui...are you looking for something we like together...I'm so happy...]

His hands were extremely fast, and he sent countless messages representing excitement incoherently.

I:"."

It was a moment before he returned to the subject.

[Xiangyang: For Xiaohui, there is no need.Uh-huh. ]

[Xiaohui: Why? ]

[Xiangyang: Because I like whatever Xiaohui likes. ]

[Xiaohui: It's a lie.I like math and you don't. ]

[Xiangyang: Not that kind of liking! ]

[Xiangyang: I like watching Xiaohui.I don't like doing that thing, but I like Xiaohui when doing that thing, so whatever Xiaohui talks about is very interesting! ]

It doesn't look like half a lie.

indeed.I silently recalled.

Every time Xiangyang blows my rainbow farts, he really feels his true feelings... It can be called hype, sincerity can be learned from, and he doesn't repeat the same every time.

I was shocked.

I wonder if he also upgraded the love system during the game.

[Xiaohui: ╭(°A°`)╮]

[Xiangyang: (*￣︶￣)]

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