The moon of the king of the net is like an angel

I really want to spoil you, and I really want to love you, but I can't do it.

Tang Riyao is a fickle person, he has always known this.Looking at the woman lying beside him, sleeping soundly, Tang Riyao gently brushed her temple hair.

Yue died, Xing died too, Chen didn't do anything to him, it seemed that he returned to normal after the heart-piercing cry, that kind of sadness passed too fast, he was a little unbelievable, as if he did All of that doesn't make sense in general.Didn't he do so much for the purpose of letting Chen's inner defense fall off, so that he could kill him in one fell swoop?But in fact, even if Chen loses all the meaning of living, he can still live well.Unlike Xing and Yue, Tang Sect has always been Chen's responsibility.

For a long time, the life of Tangmen has been an emotion that is difficult for Riyao to let go. Before the age of 14, he thought that he would guard the girl named Tang Yuexian for the rest of his life, but the fact is that he only found out after joining the national secret group at the age of 14. I am different from them, they will not be taught to be patriotic, but he must accept such an education or even brainwashing, everything is based on the country, this is the education he has received, which is completely different from the education he has received in the Tangmen for the past ten years different.However, at the same time, the education they receive is just what a killer should have.Not patriotic, but obeying orders.

When he was 16 years old, he knew that his parents were important personnel of state organs and died in the line of duty.On the surface, he got the suicide note from his parents, but in fact, he had a personal letter since he entered Tangmen at the age of four. Even though he didn't know what it meant at that time, in the process of growing up slowly I also understand the meaning of the letter, to be patriotic, Tangmen has never been educated like this, too many times they regard Tangmen as their home, and they will naturally have the heart to protect it - the reason why Riyao is good at cold weapons is because Ri Yao knew that maybe one day he would feel sorry for Tang Sect.Yes, Riyao is very smart, so he understood the conflict between the government and Tangmen when he was growing up.Chen, who is also smart, naturally understands, but Xing and Yue don't understand, how can the moon understand such mundane things without eating fireworks in the world, and there is only the moon in the world of Xing.

The Tang Sect only lives in its own world and interests, and has no concept of good and evil, right and wrong. The Tang Sect is responsible for a part of the operation of the state machine, but it is not controlled by the government after all. Such an organization is too dangerous for the government.If you can't control it, then destroy it.Riyao knew that this was an inevitable result.For Riyao, Tang Sect and the country, at the age of 16, he still can't really choose.

In the summer when I was 18 years old, I met Chun’s clean and free smile under the sun, which was completely different from Yue Xian’s gentle smile. However, the 17-year-old Yue Xian had long since lost that smile. The 17-year-old Yue Xian, indifferent and arrogant, with a somewhat evil smile, the 17-year-old Yue Xian is no longer the girl he once liked.

Tang Riyao's hand gently stroked the woman's face, with a touch of nostalgia, Chun's clean and thorough smile seemed to be the only thing he could protect.

In the end, he gave up on Yue, the girl who was determined to protect her well, but after all, she couldn't resist the passage of time. Those feelings faded, and fickleness seemed to be his nature. Disappear in change.

At the age of 18, he was finally bewitched by the pure smile, and that cleanliness seemed to be the only thing he could protect.That was not love, but the innocence he had lost for a long time.

Purely a high-ranking official's child, not a member of the Anbu, she was a somewhat naive girl who was born in a high-ranking family but was protected like a blank sheet of paper.Just like they used to be.

At the age of 20, he finally chose the country between Tangmen and the country. He told the country almost everything he knew about Tangmen, life and friendship. Being so selfish and ruthless, he finally chose himself.

What really made him do it was what happened when he was 25 years old. In that year, Chun’s parents were jealous and obliterated for betraying the country. It was Yue who did it. It’s not that Riyao didn’t know that it was a means to divide them, but he knew that even if He forgives Yue, but Yue still has no survival value. At that time, the sun, moon and stars have long been the heart disease of the country.Besides, at that time, Chun had no reason to live for a long time, and the country suspected that those materials that were going to be bought to foreign countries were in Chun's hands.Therefore, Sun Yao must give Chun an identity. There are too many people who have met them in those high-level Chinese and American people, and their identities are too easy to prove, so he will choose to let Chun replace the moon, the moon and the stars, even if he does not do it. There will still be other people who will do it, Ri Yao thinks that it is better to die by his hands than by others, although there are few people in this world who can move them.And he has already reached an agreement with the highest level people, as long as Chun is given a suitable identity, he will not be held accountable, but the conditional killing of the successor of the Tang Sect and the destruction of the Tang Sect is probably what those people want to do most.In fact, at that time, Ri Yao felt that it would be better to die than let Yue live, and the woman standing beside him waiting for him to guard him was too tiring after all.

In the end, Chen was still alive, no longer participating in those disputes, no longer killing people.

"Yao, why don't you sleep a little longer, I don't have any tasks today." The woman lying next to Sun Yao slowly got up and turned on the light.

Sun Yao sighed, he had such a face for a long time, but the thoroughness in his eyes gradually disappeared, whether it was right or wrong for him to let him replace Yue.It's just a few days of training, but Chun seems to have gone through vicissitudes. If that innocence disappears, then what's the point of all he did? In fact, it's not bad to let her retire. You don't have to be a killer for one day and be a killer for the rest of your life.

"Well, let's go back to sleep." Ri Yao turned off the light, closed his eyes, and there was a gentle smiling face in front of his eyes.If we hadn't joined Anbe that year, would we have been together for the rest of our lives?

In fact, I wanted to spoil you and love you at that time, but the you I loved has long since disappeared...

In fact, Chun is just used to the darkness, I can't help yearning for the light after all...

In fact, it is our nature to be ruthless, but I have shown it to the full, and you are always obsessed with it...

in fact……

In fact, in the past, I loved you so much, but we...

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