I'm an attack in a wealthy dog-blood novel

"Brother Haiyang, you have already reacted, why don't you continue, I don't regret it, Brother Haiyang..."

Li Sheng fell on me with tears in his eyes, his hands were down on me, and he looked at me pitifully with a hint of obsequiousness.

I grabbed his fidgeting hand, it's not that I didn't react, the reaction is easy to provoke, but I can't get over the psychological barrier, it's purely a physical reaction, I don't have the same feeling for Li Sheng as I do for Mo Ziyao, if I Doing it with him is not based on love, at most it is to complete one thing, this kind of skin-to-skin, liquid exchange makes me very tortured, psychologically tortured, this feeling is like touching a dirty, dirty thing But I can't wash it off, it will make me painful and unhappy.

So I said that Mo Ziyao is very smart and sensitive, just by sleeping with me, I noticed my cleanliness in this aspect, I never told him.

People who knew me before said that I was sexually frigid, but I think I am more like a sexual cleanliness. So far, only Mo Ziyao, the scourge, can make me enjoy going to bed, instead of thinking about me when I go to bed. There's something dirty.

Of course, I am not saying that Li Sheng is dirty, but Mo Ziyao is clean. It stands to reason that Mo Ziyao has slept with so many people, and he is dirtier. In fact, it is just a feeling of self, and it has nothing to do with other people, but me. A weird little cleanliness of mine that has nothing to do with others.

"Li Sheng, don't do this."

Li Sheng held back his tears, knowing that if he continued to pester him, it would be annoying, he got up from Brother Haiyang, sobbed and said that he went to the bathroom, and after going in, he stayed for more than ten minutes before coming out.

"Brother Haiyang, I'm leaving."

"Sorry, I……"

"Brother Haiyang, you don't need to apologize. I said it's your wish. You don't need to apologize. I hope we can still be friends and forget about tonight. I'll go first."

Li Sheng thought to himself that at least he knew that Zhao Haiyang did not reject men, and this night was not a loss, so he will take his time later.

After Li Sheng left, I went into the bathroom to take a shower, and resolved my physiological reactions by myself.

After washing it, I originally wanted to study, but it was rare that I couldn’t read the book, so I simply lay down on the bed and played with my mobile phone, and briefly glanced at the message Mo Ziyao sent me. There was no reply, and I exited the interface to watch the news.

……

Although Li Sheng said that he had forgotten about that night, it was obvious that neither of us had forgotten it, and we were not really drunk.

It’s just a little different, he would sit next to me in class, sometimes someone else was already sitting next to me, he could move the other person to a position, and occasionally had brief physical contact with me.

For example, touch my hand, touch my leg, the time is very short, two or three seconds, I didn't have time to say anything, these are all things I didn't have before.

Originally, Zhong Yashi and another female classmate Zhu Mingyan often sat with me, had dinner together after school, and occasionally did experiments together.

Because of Li Sheng's joining, I became a group with Li Sheng, and Zhong Yashi and Zhu Mingyan were in a group. Even Zhong Yashi said that Li Sheng was always attached to me and would do everything with me, so that they had no chance to be with me. Didn't know we were a couple.

I was a little annoyed, but Li Sheng didn't do too much, and I couldn't say anything. I had already rejected him in private, but he said he knew, and what he meant, I felt he didn't know.

But one good thing is that Li Sheng is really a top student, with a good mind and a good memory. In terms of studies, he can help me with problems that I don't understand. No wonder Li Sheng became a famous doctor at a young age in the novel.

Another experimental class, we are dissecting mice.

"Brother Haiyang, your hands are very steady and beautiful."

I didn't raise my head, and continued to dissect. Halfway through, I handed the knife to Li Sheng. While he was dissecting, I watched from the side, occasionally reading the textbook.

After a class, we packed up and took off our gloves and threw them in the trash.

"Brother Haiyang, what are you eating today?"

"Go and eat, I won't eat if I have something to do in the afternoon."

"Okay, so are you playing golf on Friday afternoon?"

"I don't know if I have time yet, let's talk."

Li Sheng knew that Zhao Haiyang was trying his best to keep a distance from him, so he was a little sad, "Brother Haiyang, you don't have to avoid me like this."

"I'm not avoiding you, I really have something to do."

I don't think I need to get angry with a child or anything, it's really something, I have to go to the hospital on an empty stomach to draw blood, and there is no class in the afternoon.

As for playing basketball, I'm not very interested in basketball. That's Li Sheng's hobby. I didn't avoid him. If I really avoided him, I wouldn't do experiments in the same group as him.

"As long as you don't hide from me, I'm going to eat, and you have to eat well, bye, Brother Haiyang, see you tomorrow."

"See you tomorrow."

I went back to the dorm, got out of my car, and drove to the hospital.

"Still on time, didn't you have lunch?"

"No."

Dr. Lin first checked my physical condition briefly, and then the nurse came to draw blood, which was still 100cc. After the draw, Dr. Lin prescribed me a box of medicine, a total of [-] pills, one pill a day. The medicine box didn’t say what medicine it was. But Dr. Lin probably won't hurt me, just eat as I am obedient.

"How is the class, do you still want to be a doctor?"

"good."

Dr. Lin smiled and said, "Don't you think there is too much knowledge to learn? When I was studying, I just thought why there are so many things to memorize and learn. I almost gave up studying medicine. If I study other majors, maybe I can spend it easily and happily." After four years, every day will not feel like a final exam."

"It's a little too much, but I can handle it."

"Then you are amazing, but I couldn't handle it when I first started learning. Stay here and observe for four or ten minutes before leaving. Call me if you have anything to do. The rest is the same as before. I don't need to tell you anymore. "

"No, thank you, Dr. Lin."

I waited for four or ten minutes before I left and went straight back to the apartment. Auntie had already made lunch. I went to take a nap after eating. As soon as I woke up, I saw Mo Ziyao. Frightened to have a heart attack, watching you sleep quietly, I feel hairy thinking about it, I don't know how long I watched it.

"Don't you need to talk about a [-] million project?"

"Are you mocking me?"

"Don't dare." He was talking about projects worth more than [-] million yuan. How dare I ridicule him. It seems that I haven't seen him for two weeks. I sat up from the bed, and my head was a little heavy when I woke up.

"I have abs, do you want to see them?"

"Not interested in."

Mo Ziyao insisted on pulling my hand and putting it on his stomach, insisting that I touch his abdominal muscles. It's not like I haven't touched abdominal muscles before.

"Touch, touch, touch quickly, I finally practiced."

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Thank you little angel Yingl, 57640277, and Zhiwei for throwing mines.