finale, thanks

During the first three months of school, I never went to a bar. No matter how my friends invited me, I didn’t go. On the one hand, I really didn’t have time, and there were not many teaching tasks, but there were many trivial things in school. On the other hand, I didn’t want to see Mo Ziyao.

My life is actually very peaceful. I occasionally go home to eat with my parents. If I go out alone during the three-day holiday, a friend I know wants to introduce me to someone. After I read the photos, I have nothing to say. It's not easy for a person whose face suits my taste, and I don't want to fall in love, sometimes it's quite comfortable to be alone.

On November 11, I went home to eat, and after eating, I went to swim in the swimming pool in the yard. The water in the pool was warm. I swam for half an hour, just as a digestion aid. When I got up, I was covered in chicken skin because of the cold weather. Pimple, put on a towel and went back to the house. When I passed the corner on the first floor, I heard my mother talking to my father, saying that in a few days it will be the anniversary of my brother’s death. My mother whispered why they can’t both live.

I pretended I didn't hear it and went upstairs quietly.

My brother's death was an accident. A drunk driver crashed into the car we were sitting in. I remember my brother was frightened and leaned towards me subconsciously.

But the accident could not be avoided. My brother died on the spot, and I was also injured. At that time, my brother was eight years old, and I was injured.

Because of this accident, my parents sometimes blamed me why I didn't protect my younger brother at that time. Maybe you will know how to cherish what you lose, and what you lose is the most precious. It is also because of this reason that I have not been close to them these years. Unintentionally blame me, obviously I did nothing wrong.

Sometimes they will say why it was not me who died, even though I know they said these words unintentionally out of grief.

But sometimes I can't help but feel heartbroken. The two people who loved me the most blamed me for an accident.

When I was young, I was a little more stubborn, and my relationship was bad for several years. When I was studying, I didn’t go home even if I took a long vacation. Later, when I grew up, I was relieved. Too many waves.

I know they did it unintentionally, they didn't mean to hurt me, it's just that losing their own child is very heavy, so heavy that they just want to find a small outlet, so I slowly don't care about what they said.

I went back to my room to take a shower, read a book after taking a shower, and when I received a message from Tian Xingzhi to make a meal appointment, I asked him to send me the time and location, and I agreed after checking the schedule if I had time.

Two days later, after get off work in the afternoon, I drove to the restaurant mentioned by Tian Xingzhi, and I saw a few familiar faces, and I greeted them one by one and sat down, but Tian Xingzhi hadn’t come yet, he was always late, I was used to it, Chat with other people for a while, and then order food when you are almost waiting.

When Tian Xingzhi arrived, we had already started to eat, and I raised my head with a hand on my shoulder.

"Look who I brought, do you remember him? Brother, I have spent a lot of time thinking about you. Mo Ziyao is the waiter at the bar. I remember you were watching him that night."

Tian Xingzhi suddenly brought the person over, and the person suddenly appeared in front of me. In fact, I was very surprised and surprised. After about a second, I returned to nature. The main reason was that I didn’t want Mo Ziyao to notice that Tian Xingzhi whispered in my ear, Mo Ziyao Yao was still standing across the table, didn't look at me, just stood there fixedly, and didn't know if he came here voluntarily.

"I treat you well?"

I couldn't help Baitian Xingzhi glanced, "I really thank you, thank you and your family!"

"You're welcome, just let him sit next to you, come here, move a seat." Tian Xingzhi pretended not to feel my anger, and moved the person next to him to move an empty chair for Mo Ziyao to sit on. By my side, when everything was done, he started eating.

Mo Ziyao probably didn't know me, so he greeted me, and when I introduced myself, I also nodded politely with a smile, probably the kind of smiley face, I continued to eat, even if Mo Ziyao was a complete stranger He will not be restrained on occasions, and he will eat quickly.

After eating, a group of people planned to go to the bar again. I followed, and Mo Ziyao also followed, and I was in my car, which was arranged by Tian Xingzhi. In the car, I kept silent.

It was Mo Ziyao who spoke.

"Do you not like me?"

"We met for the first time, so we can't say whether we like it or not."

"I always feel like we've met before, deja vu."

I could feel his fiery gaze even without looking at Mo Ziyao. I thought to myself that I had changed my look and my name, so Mo Ziyao wouldn’t recognize me. Where can I go, I don't believe that Mo Ziyao knows who I am, so I boldly glanced at him, "Really? Is this the line you used to strike up a conversation? Do you want to be the second generation of rich people?"

"Isn't that right? I'm a bartender, and I earn thousands of yuan a month. If I can be with a rich second generation and have no worries about food and clothing, it would be a good choice."

"Is it only a few thousand dollars?"

"Well, four thousand five."

"It's enough to live." I said casually, without much emotion.

"You really look like someone I know."

"Who?"

"His name is Zhao Haiyang, your name is Zhao Yu, and you both have the surname Zhao. Maybe you were a family in your previous life."

"All your relatives come here, you are really interesting, why is your face so big?"

Mo Ziyao laughed cheerfully, "I have always been like this, Zhao Haiyang knows what kind of person I am."

One mouthful of Zhao Haiyang, I thought Zhao Haiyang was dead, although he was not the one who killed him, but he was tortured by him when he was alive, he still has the nerve to mention Zhao Haiyang, but this person's thick skin is not a matter of a day or two.

I didn't answer the call and focused on driving.

After arriving at the bar, Mo Ziyao still sat next to me, and he didn't make any overstepping gestures. It was my friend who kept teasing the two of us, and they restrained themselves after I sneered.

Because I drove here, I didn't drink, and I didn't want to smoke, so I just sat there and watched others play.

Mo Ziyao also sat there quietly.

After staying for an hour, I left first and told Tian Xingzhi that I had just walked out of the bar and was about to walk towards the parking place when someone stopped me and I knew who it was without turning around. I was really suspicious, Mo Ziyao I have already recognized me, but this should not be possible.

"Mr. Zhao, can you take me back? I don't have money to take a taxi."

"I'll give you the money." As I said that, I was about to take out my wallet, but was held down by Mo Ziyao.

"Mr. Zhao, do you want to stay away from me that much?"

"I don't even know you. I don't like people who come together. Is 200 yuan enough?"

I took out 200 yuan and handed it to Mo Ziyao, but Mo Ziyao didn't answer, he just stared at me, I don't care about him, keep going, love or not, ignore Mo Ziyao's laughter, I will Knowing that he recognized me, even if he recognized me in another way, I was really unlucky. Maybe Mo Ziyao knew something in advance like me when he came here, or maybe this is not the real world, maybe reality is also a novel.

As soon as I opened the door to get in the car, Mo Ziyao quickly opened the door and sat in the co-pilot.

"Go down!"

"I really don't have the money to take a taxi back."

"Go on, don't make me say it a second time!"

"Why are you so angry?"

I'm not angry, I just don't want to get entangled with him, I just don't want to have anything to do with him, I looked at him coldly, "Go down."

"Just once, it's too far from where I live, really just once."

This man's thick skin really made me speechless. I got out of the car and didn't bother to argue with him. I walked to the place where I could stop the car and took a taxi back. He stayed as long as he wanted, as long as he wanted. .

Back in my own apartment, I got out of the shower and went to bed and fell asleep quickly.

When I woke up, I looked at my phone first, and found that Mo Ziyao sent me a message. I don’t know where I got my phone number. It should be Tian Xingzhi and the others who told Mo Ziyao. I didn’t reply. I packed up and went to school. Drive another car.

After class in the morning, I received a message from Tian Xingzhi, asking me if I got closer to Mo Ziyao last night.

Me: Don’t introduce me to messy people.

Tian Xingzhi: Don't like it?I look pretty good. I'm tall and handsome, and I'm not that impatient. Don't you really like it?I feel that he likes you very much, and he also asked me your information and what you do, do you think I should tell him?

Me: Don't tell him anything about me, I don't want to be entangled, he's just out for money, don't bring him in front of me.

Tian Xingzhi: Brother understands, don't worry, I won't tell him, I will let him go as far as I want.

Me: I'm going to eat, let's not talk.

……

Although I was recognized by Mo Ziyao, my life is still the same as before. Tian Xingzhi asked me to go to the bar where Mo Ziyao worked, but I didn’t go, saying that if it was that bar, there was no need to ask me out. Later, Tian Xingzhi changed the appointment and said goodbye I only go to the bar occasionally when I have free time. After a month like this, I never met Mo Ziyao again. I didn’t pick up the car parked in the bar. Instead, I asked the driver at home to drive it back for me. .

At the beginning of December, our school recruited a group of lecturers, so we organized a welcome party. I met Yu Jingyuan for the first time. He was one of the newly recruited teachers. He came to say hello to me. He was only 25 years old. He graduated from a famous foreign university with a master's degree. He is very young, cute and handsome. He is the most handsome among the new teachers. He also asked me for my contact information.

For the reasons of being colleagues, I have no reason to refuse.

After the orientation meeting ended, I received a message from Yu Jingyuan as soon as I returned to the apartment. He didn’t say anything, but asked me to make a note. This is his number. He invited me to dinner when he was free. So familiar, it's the first time we meet, and there's no need to talk about anything else.

But in the next few days, Yu Jingyuan sent me messages, sometimes asking about teaching and school matters.

Sometimes it’s small talk, there are more than a dozen messages a day, I feel that he is interested in me, and I don’t reject it, so I take the initiative to ask him out for dinner.

On Friday night, the restaurant I booked was a sushi restaurant. It was quiet and quiet, and I could chat. The orientation meeting that day was just a few words, and then it was just a message chat. There was no face-to-face. Arrived on time.

During eating sushi, we chatted very happily and talked about our past growth history. Yu Jingyuan is also a talkative person, very cheerful. After eating, Yu Jingyuan said that he is single now and asked me if I am single , I nodded, and then Yu Jingyuan smiled again, "Mr. Zhao, if it wasn't because this is a public place, I really want to kiss you."

"Will you kiss me on the first day?"

"Otherwise, it will take a few days before we can kiss."

Inexplicably, the relationship between me and Yu Jingyuan was established in this way, and we did kiss on the first day. Originally, Yu Jingyuan also drove over.

It's just that after eating sushi, he insisted on taking my car and wanted me to take him back. I didn't refuse. When I arrived in front of the neighborhood where he lived, I took the initiative to kiss him. There was no deep kiss, just a kiss.

Yu Jingyuan smiled happily, like a child, and indeed a child, just graduated.

The community where Yu Jingyuan lives is not far from the school, and naturally it is not too far from my apartment. On the first day, everyone was relatively reserved, so they went home without entering the house.

It's just that I just returned to the back door of my apartment, and I saw a person standing there. The figure was very familiar. I live in a high-end apartment. The back door is the entrance to the garage, and there are also security guards. , Mo Ziyao stood in front.

"Hey, what are you doing?" The security guard was more excited than me, and immediately came out of the security booth to stop, "Who are you, why did you stop the car?"

The security guard also looked at me, "Mr. Zhao, do you know him?"

"I don't know him. He should not be the owner of the community. Don't let people in."

The security guard hurriedly pulled the man away, but it was obvious that he was not as strong as Mo Ziyao, and the security guard used a pager to call someone else, but two people pulled in front of my car.

I couldn't drive in either, but I didn't get out of the car either. After other security guards came and pulled Mo Ziyao away together, my car was finally able to drive in without looking at Mo Ziyao.

When I got home, I sent Yu Jingyuan a home message, and Yu Jingyuan came over the phone immediately. I chatted with him for a few words before hanging up. I saw some dust in the room, thinking that I hadn’t called my aunt to clean it for a while.

So I sent a message to my aunt, thinking that Mo Ziyao would not let it go, I called the security company and asked them to send two people over.

After doing all this, I went to take a shower.

The next day, when I drove out, I saw Mo Ziyao was still there, and the security guard came to my car to talk to me.

"Mr. Zhao, this person has been waiting here all night, don't worry, we won't let him in."

"Well, pay more attention, hard work."

After the security guard finished talking to me, he looked at Mo Ziyao warily, fearing that he would suddenly rush up and stop my car. Fortunately, Mo Ziyao was not there, so I drove away without looking back at him.

Because I was afraid that Mo Ziyao would suddenly go crazy, I asked two bodyguards to follow me except for classes. After establishing a relationship with Yu Jingyuan, the two of us developed fairly quickly.

After going to bed for the first time, I came out of the shower and saw Yu Jingyuan lying on the bed, covered with a quilt, I leaned over and kissed him on the cheek.

"you are cute."

"How can you describe a boy as cute? You are the most handsome person I have ever seen. The first time I saw you, my eyes almost glowed."

"Really? Why don't I know."

Yu Jingyuan put his arms around my neck and said with a smile: "Of course you don't know, you didn't see me when I saw you for the first time."

I bowed my head and kissed his lips, and the two of us lay down on the bed for a while, ready to sleep.

My cell phone rang suddenly, it was Tian Xingzhi who opened the phone.

"Hey, Zhao Yu, let me ask you something. Do you know Mo Ziyao? I heard from him that the two of you were together before. Is it true?"

"No, I have a boyfriend, I really don't know him."

"Really don't know?"

"I really don't know him. Don't get so close to him. Be careful not to be eaten to the bones."

"You say that, the more I suspect what you two have, I have been good friends with you for so many years, can't you tell me the truth?"

"You have been friends with me for so many years. When did you see such a person appearing beside me? He wants to be the second generation of the rich and crazy. He won't get any benefits from me. He just wants to start with you. Don't be stupid Foolishly deceived."

After hanging up the phone, I looked at Yu Jingyuan curiously.

"Who's calling?"

"my friend."

"Is someone chasing you?"

"There are too many people chasing me."

Yu Jingyuan: "Fortunately, I act quickly."

"Yes, go to sleep, there is class tomorrow."

Another week passed, I didn’t see Mo Ziyao this week, I came out of school with Yu Jingyuan, this time it was Yu Jingyuan driving, I don’t want to drive today, I’m going to have dinner, we talked about some daily life little things.

When we arrived at the restaurant, we were led in by the waiter. Not long after we sat down, I saw Mo Ziyao come and sit at the next table, elusive, I just glanced at him and continued to look at the menu, discussing with Yu Jingyuan what to eat.

Mo Ziyao could tell at a glance that this person was Zhao Haiyang's boyfriend, a new boyfriend, just as he stood up, the bodyguards around Haiyang also stood up vigilantly, and he sat down again.

They sat so close that he could hear their voices, he just felt that his heart was twisted and twisted, he couldn't breathe, he couldn't do anything, he had nothing now, not even money .

He can only watch.

"Brother Zhao, do you know that person? His eyes are a little scary, and he feels like he's going to eat me."

Yu Jingyuan couldn't help saying that the person next to him had fiery eyes, but he had a strong killing intent. It was a real murderous intent, as if he was going to swallow him. He wondered if it was Zhao Yu's ex-boyfriend or suitors and such.

"Don't mind him."

"Oh."

Maybe he realized that the person next to him might be something like Brother Zhao’s ex-boyfriend, and he was such a handsome man. Fortunately, it's just an ex-boyfriend, Yu Jingyuan intends to show intimacy in front of that person.

Anyway, he has already slept with Brother Zhao, and more than once, he also likes Brother Zhao very much, he can also feel that Brother Zhao treats him very well, and he doesn't want to be snatched away by others. He clings to Brother Zhao's side arm, and sometimes Feed Brother Zhao to eat.

"Brother, eat more, I think you are too thin."

"Have it?"

"Of course, you don't have any meat around your waist."

"I seem to be heavier than you."

"That's because you are taller than me, you should be a head taller than me, and you should be heavier than me."

"We should go exercise."

Yu Jingyuan said coquettishly: "I don't want to exercise. I am so tired after exercising. I am so tired in class and I still go to exercise. Forgive me, brother, do you have fewer classes than me? You are about to be promoted to an associate professor."

"It should be less than you."

My attention was not on Mo Ziyao, but I noticed that Yu Jingyuan's attention was on Mo Ziyao. I tapped the back of Yu Jingyuan's hand lightly, and Yu Jingyuan turned his attention back. Let's eat Sit for 2 minutes and get ready to go.

Back in the car, Yu Jingyuan asked if that person was my ex-boyfriend.

"No."

Yu Jingyuan immediately held my hand nervously, "Brother, you can't leave me and run to make love with that person, or I'll be a ghost and I won't let you go."

I was amused and touched his face. Sometimes the young man said something cute and childish, "Don't worry, it won't, just drive."

When we got back to my apartment, I received a message from Mo Ziyao, he said my boyfriend looked a bit like him, I ignored it, I live in a high-end residential area.

Basically, if you are not the owner, you can't get in. If Mo Ziyao wants to come in, he will definitely alarm the security personnel.

The relationship with Yu Jingyuan is very normal and stable. During this time, I had a very happy time.

When I met Mo Ziyao again, was he in the bar or the bar where Mo Ziyao worked? What surprised me was that Mo Ziyao had been working as a bartender for so long. It has been eight months since I first met him. Well, he used to be the boss of a group and the second generation rich, but he has been able to do it for so long. In the past, he can be said to be untouchable.

Because it was a friend’s birthday, the place had already been booked, and I couldn’t let others accommodate me to change the place by myself. I took Yu Jingyuan to attend, and when I passed by the crowd, I saw Mo Ziyao holding a dozen drinks. Seeing me, I am busy, there are many people at this time.

"Brother Yu, you're here."

"Happy birthday."

I handed He Chongshan the birthday present.

He Chongshan is actually Tian Xingzhi's friend. I am not very familiar with him, but I am not unfamiliar either.

After all, in the same circle, Tian Xingzhi wanted to match the two of us before, but when I first met He Chongshan, he looked ordinary.

And he is fat. In recent years, he has lost a little weight due to exercise, but he still looks a little fat. He expressed his favor and I rejected him. I have heard a little about his reputation in the circle. It is not a good reputation. The habits of the rich second generation are all there.

"Your boyfriend, this is the first time I've seen you."

"It's my boyfriend, I brought him here for the first time, Yu Jingyuan, He Chongshan, called Brother Shan."

He Chongshan laughed twice, "It should be called brother indeed, he looks like a student, very young, we are all old people, please sit down, eat and drink whatever you want, don't talk to me because of our friendship I'm polite."

I smiled and nodded, and sat in the empty seat next to Yu Jingyuan.

The bar was a bit noisy, and the lights above were constantly changing. I sat down and played with my mobile phone, but Yu Jingyuan talked to the person next to me. After a while, Yu Jingyuan patted my thigh, and his tone was a little excited, " Brother, look over there, there seems to be a fight."

I looked up and saw that there was indeed a fight, and it was Mo Ziyao who was fighting with others, like a drunk man making trouble. Soon, other staff pulled them away. The manager said something, and I saw Mo Ziyao He bowed his head towards the troublemaker and said a few words, probably being persuaded by the manager to apologize.

The farce didn't last long, and it was quickly resolved. I met Mo Ziyao's eyes for a few seconds, and he walked away soon.

I stayed for three hours and left with Yu Jingyuan after eating the cake. When I came out of the bar, I saw Mo Ziyao limping and walking towards the bus stop.

"Brother, your friends are very funny, but they must be treating me so well for your sake."

"Did you drink?"

"Drink a little." Yu Jingyuan compared half of his fingers, I rubbed his head, and walked to the driver's seat.

The car slowly moved away from the limping man, disappearing little by little.

……

Soon, the Spring Festival was approaching, and the school began to have winter vacation. I went home to live. Although Yu Jingyuan’s family is also in the same city, they don’t live together after all. We usually make video calls. Going abroad for skiing is the first time we travel together.

When I received the call from He Chongshan, it was the first day of the Lunar New Year. I was still having dinner with my family. Today is a reunion dinner, and there are many relatives. I told him that I was still eating, and I would call him after I finished eating. .

Although I waited until I finished eating, I was not in a hurry when I saw He Chongshan, so after eating, I chatted with him in the living room for a while, and after returning to the room, I called Yu Jingyuan before calling He Chongshan back, and He Chongshan called He asked me to do a favor. He wanted to apply for an ID card for a person. He said that person had been a criminal since he was a child. I asked what the person’s name was. In fact, I vaguely guessed who it was. When He Chongshan said it was Mo Ziyao, I didn’t. What a reaction.

"Why are you helping him?"

"I think he is pitiful, because he has no identity, and he has been working illegally."

Seeing him pitiful is an excuse, it should be Mo Ziyao.

I don't know why Mo Ziyao is a criminal, it has nothing to do with me, it's just that He Chongshan asked me to help, maybe I can help, but I don't want to help, so I refused.

He Chongshan didn't bother, saying that he would find someone else.

……

In fact, Mo Ziyao is a real black household in this world. When he first came to this world, he didn't know what happened, why he came to this world, he seemed to appear in this world out of thin air, like a A baby is born without any identification. The baby has parents anyway. He has nothing. The only thing more than a baby is that he came into this world wearing clothes.

No money, no identity, no job, no house to live in, he really slept on the street for the first few days, couldn't even take a shower, and almost went to the trash can, he was a homeless man, he was thick Go to other people's houses to ask for some old clothes, take a shower in the bathroom of the shopping mall, and then go to the nightclub for an interview.

Because there is no identity, the only places that can accept work are nightclubs and bars and the like.

Fortunately, he found a job as a waiter in a bar, and borrowed 2000 yuan from other waiters to rent a house. This is considered to be settled, but he has no identity, no identity documents, and he can't even get a phone card. It's hard. I bought a mobile phone after taking the first month's salary, and bought a phone card with the help of my colleagues.

After working as a bartender for more than half a year, he has already recognized the reality. In his previous life, he won at the starting line, but now he can only stop at the starting line. No matter how powerful he is, he is a black man who appeared in this world out of thin air. , he thought he was like this, and he worked as a waiter for more than half a year, but he didn't expect to meet Zhao Haiyang.

In fact, he didn't recognize Zhao Haiyang when he saw Zhao Haiyang for the first time, because Zhao Haiyang was no longer Haiyang, his appearance had changed, and he recognized that someone called him Zhao Yu. When asked what his name was in the bar, he said his name was Zhao Yu.

He recalled all the past again, Haiyang's personality changed drastically one day, he was timid and weak before, and he dared to talk to him one day, he didn't feel anything wrong, now that he was reborn into this world after death, he knew what was wrong, Maybe Haiyang is Zhao Yu, the real Zhao Yu.

He looked more closely, and felt more and more that Zhao Yu was Hai Yang, and his gentle appearance was still so charming. He was sure of it the second time, but he recognized him, and Hai Yang didn't want to recognize him.

His name has not changed, his appearance has not changed, Haiyang will definitely recognize him when he sees him, but he just doesn't want to recognize him.

Because he is just a waiter, there is no way to find him, and Haiyang avoids him, and almost never comes to the bar where he works. He only knows where he lives, his occupation, and who he is through his friends.

Unlike him, Haiyang is a real rich second generation in this world. He hired bodyguards, but he couldn't get close at all, let alone he made a new boyfriend, and he saw them kissing.

He couldn't get into the neighborhood where Haiyang lived, and he wanted to go to the school to block him, but he was afraid of causing even greater resentment, so he didn't dare to act rashly, and he couldn't be as forceful as before.

On the one hand, he doesn't have this ability now, on the other hand, if he tries harder, it will completely destroy the possibility of them being together again.

In this world, there is a distance between him and Haiyang, whether it is the distance between their hearts or their identities.

Sometimes he thinks it's okay, let him be free, let him be free, but he cut off the idea as soon as he came out.

Since he was able to come to this world, he thought he came here alone, but unexpectedly met Hai Yang again, saying that he couldn't let him go free, it was fate, and in Hai Yang's view, it might be a sinful fate, anyway, he It is true that I owe him a lot, so he came here to pay it back.

But what do people not need to do?

Recently, his life and work have been messed up, and he has been entangled by an ugly man. As far as he knows, he is a member of Haiyang's circle of friends. People have to bow their heads under the eaves, as long as it is not too much, he can bear it, and he wants to rely on the other party to get his identity.

Otherwise, he has always been a black household, unable to do anything, and can only work in a bar, but the other party wants to sleep with him, so he can't bear it. After a beating, the other party found more people to beat him up, until he vomited blood, and his body was covered in wounds and bruises.

Without identity, he can't even report to the police, and he knows that calling the police is useless. Whoever gave the other party power and power, he understands how arrogant and bullying he used to be, and now the retribution will come back to him.

However, he fought back later, holding the knife against the opponent's neck. The opponent was frightened and said that he would not trouble him anymore, and the matter was over.

The problem of black households has not been solved. He can't even get a bank card, and his salary can only be paid in cash.

Although working in a bar actually pays more than ordinary jobs, he doesn't want to keep doing this job, but he has no choice.

He wanted to go to Haiyang, but after thinking about it, he decided not to. After all, he had a boyfriend, and he didn't want to see him. In fact, he couldn't see him, he couldn't get close to him, he couldn't touch him. Instead, he saw the intimate picture of the two of them. Can't stand it.

So he seldom went to see Zhao Haiyang, most of the time he just worked honestly, and occasionally he really wanted to see him, so he would go to school to find Haiyang, listen to the lectures in the audience, and see how he looks in class.

Sometimes he thinks that he is suitable as a doctor, he is very gentle and patient, but when he sees his handsome appearance as a teacher on stage, and when he speaks softly in class, he feels that he is more suitable as a teacher. Yang saw him, but he pretended not to see him.

The days are counted day by day, very tormented, he knows that Haiyang has been in love with his boyfriend for almost a year, and he has been working in the bar for almost two years, and he has been in this world for almost two years, and finally he never Haiyang's friends learned that he broke up.

So when he heard the news, he climbed the wall and entered Zhao Haiyang's community, really climbing the wall.

Because the front and back doors are guarded by security guards, he can't get in. He can only climb the side wall of the community. The side wall is so high that he can't climb it with one hand. With help, he could only climb up by stepping on it. There was no chair on the other side, and he almost fell with his ankle. It was about four meters high.

He didn't do many stupid things in his life, one was hurting Zhao Haiyang, the other was not admitting that he fell in love with Zhao Haiyang, and he climbed the wall, he originally thought of waiting for him at his door.

But the downstairs of their apartment had to be fingerprinted, and finally someone came out from inside. He took this opportunity to get in, and the elevator couldn't get in without fingerprints. He still climbed up from the safety passage stairs.

After finally getting to the door of Haiyang’s house, he didn’t know if he was at home. Today is Friday, and he might still be in class. He stood at the door and wandered. He felt like a stalker. He could only wait here and sit the door.

Time passed by minute by minute.

……

Yu Jingyuan and I have been in a relationship for a year, maybe Yu Jingyuan feels that the freshness period is over, he is still young and still wants to play, my personality is not the kind of person who is romantic every day, and different novelty things happen every day.

So Yu Jingyuan felt that being with me was boring, so he found someone else, and I quickly let him go and we broke up.

Mo Ziyao appeared at my door. I saw him at home through the surveillance on my mobile phone. Today is Friday.

But I didn't have class today, so I didn't go to school. I watched him squatting during the day until midnight. I ignored him. I took a shower and went to bed, and slept until the next day to see that he was still on the monitor.

Fortunately, it's the weekend and I don't have to go to class, so I don't go out either.

Mo Ziyao didn't knock on the door either.

Waiting for the two-day weekend to pass, Mo Ziyao was still there, without food or water for two or three days.

Is this a bitter trick?

I saw through the surveillance that he was still standing there, and he didn’t feel any discomfort, but I have to go to class on Monday, so I must go out. On Monday morning, I opened the door, didn’t look at Mo Ziyao, and wanted to take the elevator, but was caught by Mo Ziyao Yao grabbed his wrist.

"Can we talk?"

"There's nothing to talk about, let go, I still have to go to class."

"Then I'll wait for your return."

Mo Ziyao let go.

I got into the elevator and went to school for class. After class and some miscellaneous things, I didn't return to the apartment until eight o'clock in the evening. Mo Ziyao was still at the door, and I met his expectant eyes.

"Mo Ziyao, I will never fall in love with you again!"

The cold, straightforward tone made Mo Ziyao stiff. He looked at Zhao Haiyang, it should be said that it was Zhao Yu. In the past, no matter what Zhao Haiyang said or did, he always felt that as long as he changed, as long as he treated him better, he sincerely regretted himself. No matter how hard he tried for the things he had done, even if he knelt down and begged him, they would always go back to the past in the end, and Zhao Haiyang would still fall in love with him in the end, but now, at this very moment, he was extremely clear and certain Realizing that Zhao Haiyang really won't fall in love with him, there is no possibility, no matter what he does.

Whether it is Zhao Haiyang or Zhao Yu, it is impossible for him to fall in love with him again because of what he has done.

Because he has worn away his love bit by bit, because Zhao Yu is a cruel, arrogant person who will never turn back, the only time he said he loves him is also when he said he doesn't love him, love is love, don't love Just don't love.

Just because he doesn't love him, what he does is useless and futile in his eyes.

This flashed through Mo Ziyao's mind, and it took a few seconds before he recovered his bitter voice. He grabbed Zhao Yu's hand, "It's okay, it doesn't matter if you don't love me, as long as I love you, you just need to be with me." , anyway, you also broke up, you stay with me, no, let me stay with you."

"Why do you think I'll be with a waiter?"

"Based on my good looks, or you can treat me as a running friend, you can come and leave me whenever you want, I haven't slept with anyone in this world, it's clean."

I glanced at Mo Ziyao, took his hand away, and entered the password to open the door and enter the house.

Seeing that the door was open, Mo Ziyao quickly followed into the house. This was his first visit to Zhao Yu's house. He knew that he usually lived alone in this apartment. Occasionally, he would visit his parents. He was handed a bottle of water. .

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