never forget [criminal investigation]

After eating the ribs, Xiang Hai drove Xing Yue home.

Along the way, Xing Yue sat so quietly, leaning against the window, the city lights flashing past his eyes like shooting stars.Occasionally, when the car was stopped by a red light, his side face was reflected strangely by the neon lights on the street, but he looked extraordinarily lonely.

"Brother Xing?" Xiang Hai called him.

Xing Yue just let out a "huh" and kept his gaze out of the car window.

"Would you like to see me?"

Only then did Xing Yue turn around.

"Brother Xing, you should cry at this time, why don't you cry?" Xiang Hai teased him.

Xing Yue's clear eyes were full of loneliness, which made Xiang Hai very distressed.If tears could dilute them, he would rather Xing Yue cry again.

"Fuck, you're humiliating me again." Xing Yue forced a smile, but didn't intend to cry.

"Since you don't intend to cry, just talk to me." Xiang Hai continued to tease him, even begging him.

"Let's talk..." Xing Yue lowered his head and squeezed his fingers one by one, "My mother...she has liver cancer, which is at an advanced stage. If it wasn't for the signature of relatives required for the operation, I still don't know about it. What's the matter?"

"She went to Beijing a while ago for this. But she insisted on telling me that she was going to see friends."

"The last time I saw her at the People's Hospital, I said the same thing." Xing Yue sneered.

"She sold my house and kicked me out like a dog on the grounds that she wanted to start living her own life. It turned out to be the life she wanted."

He raised his head and took a deep breath, "It stands to reason that I shouldn't be angry, because she has always been like this since I was a child, and she has never liked me. In my impression, she has never hugged me."

"When I was a child, she almost threw me away once. Until now, I don't know if she meant it or not."

"Tell me, which one do you want to hear?" Xing Yue leaned weakly against the window again, chasing the flickering lights outside the window with his fingertips, "There are so many crap things going on in my house, I can't finish talking for three days and three nights. "

Once the floodgates of memories are opened, they can never be closed again.He wanted to say that he wanted to pour out all these things that had troubled him for many years, but he couldn't figure it out.

Xiang Hai didn't even think about how to comfort him, Xing Yue continued, "Xiao Hai, you don't know, my dad is actually a policeman, but he died ten years ago, he committed suicide by jumping off a building."

Xiang Hai didn't dare to be distracted while driving, but he regretted it now.I casually said "chat", but it seemed to add fuel to the fire, and instead brought up more sad things in Xing Yue.

But Xing Yue was still chatting endlessly, "At that time, I just went to college, and ran back before the military training was over. My dad was still breathing his last breath, lying in the intensive care unit, maintained by a ventilator. The doctor It means that there is no hope."

"At that time my mother was crying like hell," Xing Yue pressed his temples, and laughed again, "I don't know how good the relationship between them is. In fact, we are a family of three, and we share a house with Mrs. The three strangers in the house are not much different."

Xing Yue sighed and touched his pocket again, only to realize that his cigarette was gone.

"Is there any smoke?" He asked Xiang Hai.

"I have it in my pocket, take it myself." Xiang Hai said.

He took out a cigarette case from Xiang Hai's pocket, lit one for himself, and asked, "Do you want to?"

"Come on one."

So he handed another one to Xiang Hai's mouth and lit it for him.

Smoking on a cigarette, Xing Yue continued to chatter on his own, "After my father died, I dropped out of school. When I came back, I went to the third year of high school, passed the Public Security University, and became a policeman."

"People always ask me why I want to be a policeman. Hehe, I don't even know why I want to be a policeman."

"I know why you want to be a policeman." Xiang Hai said.

Xing Yue turned his head to look at him.

"Brother Xing, maybe you don't admit it, but I think you still admire your father from the bottom of your heart. That's why you became a policeman." Xiang Hai also glanced at him, "Your father, he must be very good, right? "

Xing Yue turned his gaze back, continued to smoke, and scratched his hair again, "It should be... pretty awesome, anyway, it's better than me."

"Damn!" Xiang Hai's tone suddenly became exaggerated, "Better than you? How much better? You are already the best, okay?"

Xing Yue frowned, feeling the taste of the words, and said for a long time, "Why do I feel that you are mocking me?"

"No, Brother Xing." Xiang Hai laughed, "Really, I really think you are so awesome!"

Xing Yue was a little embarrassed, "Then your boyfriend's filter is a bit thick."

"It's a little thinner than yours."

"Stop talking nonsense." Xing Yue also smiled.

"Tsk, why don't you believe me? I said this out of conscience." Xiang Hai smiled confidently.

"Really?" Xing Yue turned his head and leaned over, "Where is your conscience? Let me touch it too."

"Fuck! Don't make trouble, I'm driving!"

The car stopped downstairs at Xing Yue's house, and the two got out of the car.

Xing Yue raised his head, looked at the dark balcony, and sighed, "Xiao Hai, I don't want to go back. Let me go to your place to stay for a while."

Xiang Hai smiled, came over and hooked his shoulders and walked towards his home, "Okay, you can say whatever you want. Just don't take the opportunity to touch my conscience again."

"Get out." Xing Yue was held by him, and walked staggeringly, "I didn't touch anything just now, you have no conscience at all."

Xiang Hai leaned against him, smiling happily.

As we walked, Xing Yue suddenly said, "Xiao Hai, do you have wine at home? Come have a drink with me later."

Xiang Hai immediately said, "No, I'm going to buy it now. But...I'm not very good at drinking."

"Then let's drink beer." Xing Yue looked at him, "Is beer okay? Can I drink two taels?"

"Fuck." Xiang Hai pushed him with a smile, and then jumped on his back, "Brother Xing, if you don't take someone like you, I will punish you for carrying me on your back!"

"Are you drunk before you've had a drink?" Xing Yue grabbed his leg, turned up again, and walked forward slowly with his back on his back.

After walking for a while, Xiang Hai was about to come down, but Xing Yue disagreed, so he carried him all the way to the door of a convenience store near the community.

Xiang Hai lay on his back and felt very warm and at ease.So one hand snorted restlessly on his chest, "Brother Xing, your conscience is bigger than mine."

"..."

Coming out of the convenience store, the two returned to Xiang Hai's home with a big bag full of beer.

"Brother Xing, drinking must have a theme, what is our theme this time?" Xiang Hai arranged the beers neatly on the sofa table, opened a can for himself, and opened another can for Xing Yue.

Xing Yue looked at the beer in front of him and thought for a while, "For world peace."

"..."

Xiang Hai gave him a thumbs up, "Awesome."

"Stop talking nonsense." Xing Yue laughed, holding up his own beer, "Come on, let's have a drink first."

Xiang Hai also raised his beer to touch him, "Cheers. To our unreliable parents!"

Xing Yue was stunned for a moment, then gave him a thumbs up fiercely, "Awesome! Cheers!"

After speaking, he raised his head, downed it in one gulp, and put the empty beer can back on the table.

"Did you really do it?" Xiang Hai looked at him, squeezed his hand again and drank a third of the beer can.

Xing Yue narrowed his eyes and raised his chin at him, "You can figure it out."

Xiang Hai became cruel and drank the remaining beer in one go.

At this moment, Xing Yue's cell phone rang, and when he opened it, it was a message from Aunt Du.Tell him that everything is fine with Luo Meihua, she has already had dinner and gone to bed, and reassures him.

He thanked Aunt Du and told her that he would replace her tomorrow morning.

"By the way, I have to ask the leader for leave." Xing Yue suddenly remembered this trouble, "I have to go to the hospital tomorrow."

"Brother Xing, tomorrow is Saturday." Xiang Hai reminded him.

"Fuck, I forgot." He almost dialed the phone, so he threw the phone aside and sighed again.

"Over there at the hospital, has the date of surgery been set?" Xiang Hai asked him carefully.

Xing Yue shook his head, "The doctor just said, the sooner the better."

He slipped off the sofa, sat on the floor, opened two more cans of beer, picked up one and drank slowly.

Xiang Hai also came down, sat next to him, picked up another can, and touched his lightly, "Don't give up, maybe a miracle will happen."

He himself took a sip slowly, and said with a smile, "Actually, you are much better than me. I don't even know whether my mother is dead or alive. They say she jumped into the river, but no one has seen it until now." Corpse."

"The last house in my family was also sold by her." Xiang Hai turned the beer can in his hand, "My uncle told me that my mother promised to give him a sum of money to raise me up, but later he always Didn't get any money."

Xiang Hai poured down a big gulp of beer, wiped his mouth, "As for my dad, let alone."

"Hey Brother Xing, do you think it is possible that my dad was caught by your dad back then?" He turned his head and asked with a smile.

"Don't talk nonsense." Xing Yue dried up the beer in his hand, threw the empty can back on the table, opened another can casually, and bumped into Xiang Hai's, "Come on, have another drink, toast... ourselves."

"Hey, wait a minute!" Xiang Hai hurriedly drank the remaining beer in his hand, opened a new can, and then touched Xing Yue again, "Cheers!"

"Take it easy." Xing Yue looked at him, "Don't turn around and drink too much."

"Not at all." Xiang Hai shook his head at him, and drank another can in one breath.

Xing Yue also did it.So there were two more empty jars on the table.

"Brother Xing, tell me, we are both quite reliable, why are our parents so unreliable, huh? What do they think?" Xiang Hai leaned on Xing Yue, very dissatisfied complained.

"Our parents..." Xing Yue felt that this was a bit strange and funny, but he didn't know how to answer it.

There were more and more empty beer cans on the table, staggered, and some fell to the ground.Most of it was drunk by Xing Yue, but Xiang Hai was indeed getting more and more confused.

He opened the last two cans of beer and handed one to Xing Yue, "Come on, let's be the last, let's have another drink."

"Who is this cup for?"

Xing Yue took it over and saw that Xiang Hai's cheeks were slightly red, his eyes were already narrowed into lines, his brows were still frowning, and he was thinking hard.

"Respect..." Xiang Hai rubbed his misty eyes, and suddenly laughed, holding up the beer high, "Respect, my boyfriend!"

"Okay, respect to my boyfriend." Xing Yue smiled, also raised the beer can, and touched him lightly.

After finishing the wine, Xiang Hai went out in a daze to find a garbage bag, and put the empty beer cans in one by one, looking very serious, and at the same time reminded, "It's past twelve o'clock, Brother Xing, You, you should go home."

Xing Yue still sat there without moving, looking at him, "I don't want to go back."

Xiang Hai raised his head and frowned, "You want to live with me?"

"Is it ok?"

Xiang Hai carefully tied the garbage bag in his hand, pondered for a long time, "No, no."

"Really?" Xing Yue's eyes lit up immediately.Originally, he had no hope for this, but just wanted to tease Xiang Hai while he was in a daze.

Xiang Hai nodded, stood up, carried the garbage bag, and walked towards the outside of the living room.

He stopped again after not walking far, turned his head, and said seriously, "However, you have to be more honest. Don't think that you can mess around if you drink too much."

"..."

Xing Yue also stood up, and said equally seriously, "I sleep on the floor."

Xiang Hai pondered for a while, then turned his head and left, "Well, there's no need."

Xing Yue quickly followed and snatched the trash bag from his hand, "You have to keep your word."

"En." Xiang Hai stood there, yawned, and then nodded slowly.

Xing Yue disposes of the garbage three times and five times, and then runs back and says, "It's so late, let's go to bed quickly."

Xiang Hai gave another "hmm", then wandered to the bedroom, opened the closet, and began to writhe in it.

"I'll wear this for you." He threw the big Tianya Haijiao T-shirt to Xing Yue, then threw him a pair of big shorts, and turned them over again.

"These underwear are new, you can wear them." Xiang Hai finally threw the underwear to him, and then ordered, "Go take a shower."

Xing Yue stood there with his clothes in his arms, still a little unresponsive.

This seems to be progressing faster than he expected.

He glanced at the size of the pair of underwear, and compared them with himself, "This one seems a bit small for me."

Xiang Hai stared at him blankly for a while, then looked at the underwear, and suddenly became angry, "Fuck, you, you look down on me! Are you looking down on me?"

Xing Yue was shocked.But before he could react, Xiang Hai had already pounced on him and began to pull his pants, "Why do you look down on me? Come, let, let me see, you, how big can you be?"

Now Xing Yue was completely shocked.

He quickly grabbed Xiang Hai's hand while protecting his pants, "I was wrong, I was wrong! Can you?"

"This, this is not small at all! Really, it's still big for me."

"You should look down on me!"

"This, this is more or less the same." Xiang Hai let him go, took a breath, and then lay down on the bed, "Then you go take a bath."

"Or, you go first." Xing Yue pulled him up.

He suspected that Xiang Hai must have fallen asleep after he finished taking a shower.

"It's okay." Xiang Hai was easy to talk, and found out his change of clothes, and went to the bathroom unsteadily.

Xing Yue wiped the sweat off his forehead, still feeling a little terrified, "It seems that he is really not good at drinking."

When Xing Yue also came out of the shower, Xiang Hai was lying obediently on the inside of the bed, facing the wall, and should have fallen asleep, with a pillow beside him.

He came to the bed lightly, and then carefully lay down beside Xiang Hai.

This moment of sharing the same bed came a little suddenly, originally he thought he would be terribly excited, but in fact it was surprisingly calm.

Is it because of age?He sighed silently.

Xing Yue raised his hand to turn off the bedside light, then turned over slightly, with his back facing Xiang Hai, ready to sleep.

But as soon as he closed his eyes, he heard rustling behind him, followed Xiang Hai and leaned over him, putting an arm on him.

"Brother Xing, have you set the alarm clock?" Xiang Hai pressed his forehead against his back, and his voice was more confused than before.

"Why set the alarm clock?" Xing Yue asked him in a low voice without looking back.

"Tomorrow, don't you have to go to the hospital early in the morning?"

"...Oh, I'll make it now." Xing Yue took out the phone from under the pillow as he spoke.

"Brother Xing, don't be afraid, I'll go with you tomorrow." Xiang Hai muttered in a muffled voice while rubbing his arm with his hand, "I'll be with you, always... ...."

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