"Missing is a very mysterious thing."

The reason why it is called "mysterious" is because it can't be seen or touched, but it always "follows you like a shadow".

I thought that the sharp pain like thorns would be relieved automatically after waiting for the "missing" person, but at the moment of embracing Xiang Hai, the ecstasy of reunion turned into consideration of gains and losses.

Xiang Hai was clearly leaning against his chest, breathing, his heart was beating, and his soft hair was rubbing against his ears, but Xing Yue still felt that he lacked a sense of reality.

After all, people also have sorrows and joys in their dreams. Except for these emotions, everything in the dream is illusory.

"Ouch!" Xiang Hai suddenly covered his neck.

Xing Yue was indifferent, but his eyes kept tracing his outline.

Xiang Hai rubbed his neck vigorously, inhaled hissingly, "Why bite me!"

The bite was so real, his whole body was chilly after standing outside all night, but now the pain caused a layer of sweat to break out from his back.

Well, it's true.Xing Yue licked his lips.

It's Xiang Hai, he's back.

His little sea is really back!

Xing Yue rubbed his nose, then bent down suddenly, and with a sweep of his hands, Xiang Hai was hugged horizontally and then thrown upwards forcefully.

"Hey! Hey!" Xiang Hai exclaimed, reflexively grabbed Xing Yue's clothes, but in vain.

There was wind in my ears, and the stars seemed to be getting closer at that moment.He felt himself fly.

The joy of reunion rushed into the night sky, with a dizzying sense of weightlessness, and fell quickly again, falling back to those strong arms, and being thrown up again.

"Brother Xing! Brother Xing!" Xiang Hai shouted Xing Yue's name, shouted and started laughing for no reason, the louder he laughed.

He didn't know what he was laughing at, obviously this kind of behavior was childish and a little shameful.But just can't stop, it's like going back to my childhood, and like being possessed by a demon.

The voice-activated lights at the entrances of several units turned on one after another, curiously watching the two psychopaths who stayed up most of the night.

After throwing it more than a dozen times, Xiang Hai was finally put down.

Due to his over-excited mood, his movements were a bit rough. At this moment, Xing Yue was gasping for breath and felt his eyes flutter.

Xiang Hai was still immersed in excitement, when he turned around, he suddenly found that Xing Yue's body was shaking.

"Brother Xing!" Xiang Hai quickly supported him, "What's wrong with you?"

Xing Yue put his shoulders on him, stood up straight, "It's okay, it's okay." He rubbed his stomach again, "I seem to be... hungry."

"Then go upstairs quickly." Xiang Hai held his waist and walked towards the door of the unit.

After walking a few steps, he stopped and scratched his waist, "Brother Xing, have you lost weight?"

"Don't touch it, itchy." Xing Yue took his hand away and walked into the unit door by himself, "I want to go back and touch it, let you touch it enough."

Xiang Hai caught up, and while climbing the stairs, squeezed his arm and touched his back.

"You are so impatient." Xing Yue climbed up three steps at a time, leaving Xiang Hai behind.

After entering the door, he turned on the light, changed into his slippers, took off his coat, and threw it on the back of the chair.

Xiang Hai came in right after him, put on his slippers, took off his backpack and threw it on the ground.

He dragged Xing Yue to the living room, and turned on all the lights in the room, "Brother Xing, come here, let me see you."

"Oh, don't look at it." Xing Yue turned his head and wanted to sit on the sofa.Although he didn't look in the mirror, he knew that his current image was not very good.

"No!" Xiang Hai grabbed his arm.

Xing Yue lost a lot of weight.The outline of the jaw is more obvious, even the eye sockets are deep, and the T-shirt on his body is also light and fluffy, as if wearing someone else's.

"Have you seen enough?" Xing Yue pulled Xiang Hai to the side of the sofa with his backhand, and sat down by himself, "It's my turn."

"Let me check and see if you're missing any parts."

He held Xiang Hai's two hands, lowered his head, and carefully checked his ten fingers.

But Xiang Hai withdrew his hand, "Brother Xing, why... have you lost so much weight?"

For more than a month, he knew that Xing Yue would have a hard time, because he was also suffering.But the appearance of Xing Yue in front of him still shocked him.

He's doing worse than he thinks.

Xing Yue raised his eyes and looked at him.

Xiang Hai's appearance hasn't changed much, he's lost a lot of weight, and he's a little darker, with a few big mosquito bumps on his face.The beautiful eyes are full of distress, but they are still very beautiful.

"Brother Xing, didn't I tell you to take care of yourself? Why don't you listen to me..." Xiang Hai held his face in his hands, and gently rubbed his fingers on the tails of his slightly drooping eyes.

Originally, Xing Yue's eye sockets were a little deep, but now they are even deeper.Rubbing and rubbing, the eye circles on both sides became red.

"Because I miss you." Xing Yue was still staring at Xiang Hai, but tears slipped uncontrollably and fell on the back of Xiang Hai's hand, "I'm afraid I'll never see you again."

He pulled Xiang Hai closer and buried his face in his stomach, "I miss you every day, but you don't hear from me every day."

His voice began to tremble, and his shoulders twitched, "My mother, the old director, and Aunt Liu, they ask me every day where you have been and when you will come back. But I don't know, I don't know anything. have no idea..."

Xiang Hai hugged him tightly and let him vent, but Xing Yue had already burst into tears, "Fang Qiao said I was bragging, that I didn't have a date at all. Everyone on the team said that I was broken in love. But I have a date, and I have a date." Not broken in love..."

"The branch bureau didn't hear from you, so I went to the city bureau, but there was no news from the city bureau either."

"I don't dare to look at my phone, because I'm afraid of seeing some bad news. I'm afraid to even connect to the phone..."

"Xiao Hai, I don't want to be so worthless, but I'm not doing well, not at all."

"I miss you, really..."

In the end, Xing Yue was so crying that he couldn't speak.

He also wondered where he got so many emotions, the tears wet a lot of Xiang Hai's clothes as if he didn't want money.

Moreover, I cry all the time like this, and I always only choose to cry in front of Xiang Hai, once or twice is fine, after a long time, Xiang Hai will definitely think that he is not manly enough.I also feel that he is difficult to pester, sticking people to death, like chewing gum.

So he wanted to stop.But holding back his breath, the tears became more turbulent.

Xiang Hai didn't persuade him at all, just hugged him and snored his hair.Until he was tired from crying and he calmed down slowly.

I stopped crying, but Xing Yue looked up embarrassedly, and said in a muffled voice, "Xiao Hai, go and turn off the light."

"Aren't you checking my parts? Can you still see it with the lights off?"

Xing Yue thought about it, but still insisted on turning off the light, "You turn it off first, I'll go wash my face, and check when I come back."

Xiang Hai turned around to turn off the light.

The living room was darkened, leaving only the doorway illuminated by the lights of the dining room.Xing Yue took the opportunity to stand up and ran to the bathroom.

A large area of ​​Xiang Hai's T-shirt was wet, which was Xing Yue's accumulated longing for more than a month.

He took off his T-shirt and rubbed it with the tip of his nose. It was cool but warm, bitter and sweet.

It is said that love is sweet, but why Xing Yue's love is nothing but tears and an apology.Is this the love experience I gave him?

He slammed the T-shirt onto the couch.

The sound of water in the bathroom stopped, and Xing Yue returned to the door of the living room, "Did I turn on the light?"

"open it."

He sniffed and turned on the light again.Xiang Hai was standing shirtless in the middle of the living room.

Xing Yue rubbed his eye sockets that were still hot, walked over, and walked around Xiang Hai, "Why are there so many mosquito bags on your body?"

Fortunately, there are a lot of parts on the body.No new cuts, just two bruises on the arm.

"We stayed in a village for the next half month, and there were mosquitoes everywhere inside and outside the house." Xiang Hai scratched his arm, "There are also cockroaches. Brother Xing, have you ever seen a cockroach the size of a palm?"

Xing Yue pulled the corner of his mouth, "How can there be such a big cockroach."

"Yes. It can fly."

Xing Yue frowned, feeling a little disgusted, this was obviously nonsense, "Then why didn't you bring one back to show me?"

"Fuck, you don't think it's disgusting." Xiang Hai smiled.

"I don't like it." Only now did Xing Yue smile, and turned Xiang Hai around again, "It's not bad."

It's safe and sound, and it's back intact.

"The inspection is over? Do you want me to take off my pants?"

"Fuck, do you dare?" Xing Yue felt that Xiang Hai was deliberately teasing him.

"Why don't you dare. If you tell me to take it off, I'll take it off." As he said that, he was about to untie his belt.

"Forget it, forget it." Seeing him coming for real, Xing Yue faltered, "Then what, I'm going to starve to death, are you hungry?"

"I'm hungry too.

"Then I'll cook the noodles." Xing Yue was so hungry now, "I have to eat two bags."

"I eat one bag, plus two eggs."

"Okay." Xing Yue laughed, "I'll add two too."

Looking at the smile on his face, Xiang Hai couldn't get enough of it, "Then don't mess it up this time."

"Don't mess around and it won't break!" Xing Yue said and went to the kitchen.

Xiang Hai went to the bedroom, put on another dress, and followed.

"Go and rest, I'll call you when it's cooked." Xing Yue took out four eggs from the refrigerator.

"I'm not tired, I want to watch you cook noodles." Xiang Hai leaned against the door of the kitchen and looked at him.

After a while, the hot noodles were put into a bowl and served on the table, with two whole eggs lying on top.

The two sat face to face and began to eat noodles.

Xing Yue felt that he had never tasted such a delicious instant noodle in his life, after all, it was his own craftsmanship.

Xiang Hai scooped up the egg and took a bite, "It really is runny."

"That's a must." Xing Yue was proud, "I've said it all, as long as you don't make trouble, the eggs I boil will be runny."

Xiang Hai gave him a thumbs up.

"By the way, when did you come back today?" Xing Yue asked while eating noodles, "How do you know I'm at your house?"

"It's after eight o'clock." Xiang Hai also buried his head in eating the noodles, with heat on his face, "I went to your place first, seeing that you were not at home, I thought you would come here first after work, so I came back gone."

"Then why are you waiting outside? Don't you have your keys?" When we met just now, Xiang Hai's body was cold, and he didn't know how long he stood outside.

"Bring it, I just want to wait for you."

Xing Yue raised his head and looked at the other side very satisfied, as if he became happy all of a sudden.

Sitting with Xiang Hai and eating instant noodles together, happiness is as simple as that.

After eating the noodles, Xing Yue washed the dishes and looked at the time, "It's past two o'clock, go to bed."

"Well, go take a shower." Xiang Hai picked up his backpack and packed it silently.

He seemed to say very little tonight.

"You go first. I'm afraid you'll fall asleep after I finish washing." Xing Yue still thought about chatting with Xiang Hai before going to bed.

"No, you go. I'll wait for you."

"OK then."

Xing Yue went to the bedroom to get a change of clothes, and went into the bathroom.

Hearing the sound of running water in the bathroom, Xiang Hai lit a cigarette and went to the balcony.

Probably because he was afraid that he would fall asleep, Xing Yue quickly finished washing.There are still drops of water on the forehead, and the scent of mint is on the body.

"It's okay, you're really waiting for me." Seeing Xiang Hai standing on the balcony, Xing Yue smiled with satisfaction.

Xiang Hai put out the cigarette butt, walked towards him, "Go and lie down."

"Yes." Xing Yue agreed.For some reason, he always felt that Xiang Hai was a bit cool tonight.

Xiang Hai took his changed clothes into the bathroom, which was filled with the fragrance of the shower gel left by Xing Yue.

He put his clothes aside and saw Xing Yue's bath towel on the towel rack, and there was an extra toothbrush on the sink.

It turned out that Xing Yue moved here to live.

As for the reason, of course he can guess.

Xiang Hai turned on the faucet, and the warm water sprayed down on his head, then wrapped him up completely.

He took the shower gel, put a little on the palm of his hand, and let the water line of the shower rattle.

Xing Yue lay on the bed and waited, looked at the phone boredly for a while, then listened with his ears closed, the sound of water in the bathroom was still ringing.

"Washing for so long..."

Finally, when he was so sleepy that his phone hit his face, Xiang Hai finally finished washing.

"Asleep?" Xiang Hai's hair was still wet, he came in and sat on the side of the bed.

"Soon." Xing Yue yawned and put the phone aside, "You can really wash."

"You can sleep in it." Xiang Hai gently pushed him.

"What?"

"Forget it, I'll squeeze you again."

"You won't be crowded in my sleeping room?" Xing Yue turned over and obediently moved inside.

"Try it and you'll know." Xiang Hai stood up, took a box of tissues from the desk, and put it on the bedside.

"What are you doing with it? Have a cold?"

"It's nothing." After Xiang Hai finished speaking, he turned off the lamp beside the bed and lay down beside Xing Yue.

Feeling in the dark, Xing Yue posted a note on his side very satisfied, "Xiao Hai, when are you moving?"

Xiang Hai promised before leaving, Xing Yue was worried that he would change his mind.

"Is your room ready?"

"Nope."

"Then I'll pack it up tomorrow, and then I'll move."

"Really?" Xing Yue froze with joy, "Tomorrow?"

"Ah."

"Then you won't go to work tomorrow?"

"Team Jiang gave me a vacation and asked me to rest at home for a few days."

"Forget that he has a conscience!" Xing Yue lay back again and snorted.After thinking about it, he said, "Then I'll take a few days off too."

"Can you?" Xiang Hai turned his head to look at him.

"Why not? I haven't rested for more than a month."

Xiang Hai picked up one of his hands and held it in the palm of his hand, and gently traced the slightly protruding blood vessels on the back of his hand with his fingers.

Xing Yue lost weight, and this vein became more and more obvious.

"Brother Xing, let's go to your mother's first tomorrow, and then go to see the old director and Aunt Liu."

"Okay." Xing Yue happily agreed.

"I promised the old director that if there is a partner, I will take it back and show them."

Xing Yue was startled, then sat up abruptly, "Are you serious?"

"Yeah." Xiang Hai looked at him calmly, "Although we have met, you were not my boyfriend at that time. Now you are, I have to introduce you to them again."

Xing Yue stared blankly at his outline, and felt that Xiang Hai seemed to have changed suddenly.

"Is it ok?"

"...Okay, of course, okay." Xing Yue lay down slowly again.

Xiang Hai went on to say, "You can contact Fang Qiao again when you have time, let's make an appointment with him for dinner."

"..."

Xing Yue turned over and lay on his side facing Xiang Hai.The good news tonight overwhelmed him like a dream.

Xiang Hai also turned around, faced him, pinched his chin, and shook it lightly, "I have to let him know that Brother Xing is not bragging. He has a date, and his date is me."

"...Xiao Hai, are you alright?" He wondered if Xiang Hai had drunk secretly.

Xiang Hai watched him for a while, then leaned into his ear under the thin moonlight, "Tell him again, you don't need to fuck yourself forever."

There was a buzzing in Xing Yue's mind.Xiang Hai is absolutely abnormal, he must have drunk too much!

"Little sea..."

But before he finished speaking, Xiang Hai kissed him, and then put all his weight on him.

Adrenaline is more superior than alcohol, and it doesn't even need to be warmed up, it can make people intoxicated in an instant.

It's autumn, and it's obviously a little cold in the house, but the surrounding air is getting warmer.

Xing Yue's breathing became rapid, and everything in his throat felt hot.He felt Xiang Hai's hand slide down all the way.

"Small, Xiaohai..." He managed to regain his sanity and pushed Xiang Hai away.

Xiang Hai's hand didn't stop, "Is it okay?"

"..."

How do you say this?

"If you don't speak, it will be regarded as your agreement."

Then, agree.

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