parasitic son

I am often terrified.

When my friends cheered and called me a hero, whether I was just deceived by some coincidence or lies, I might not be the savior they thought at all, but just an ordinary person who steals the world and deceives people.

Maybe I should clarify with them.

But the development of the situation has exceeded my expectations.

Under Miss Muli's dissemination, they firmly believe that the Lothar described by Xingquan is me.They had an almost absurd expectation of me.I question myself every night, what are you capable of, dare to compare yourself to a hero?

Prophecy and destiny are nothing but the tricks of a liar.But none of them is willing to listen to my clarification.

I may have saved some people, but my mates have done more.

The company has essentially added brainwashing drugs to the uniformly distributed working meal slots for employees in the mining area.According to the different grades of employees, the proportion of drugs in each color of the slot cake is different.After realizing this, it was Ms. Muli who asked Liana to secretly persuade the staff to eat as little as possible.This is also the reason why the later newcomers awakened earlier than our batch.Liana is the initiator and leader of the underground assembly, Tita is responsible for collecting information and contacting employees in various factories, Ajin at the radio station is the propagandist of the underground organization, and Uncle Toye is responsible for the review of those who join the assembly, and many more They're all doing their thing in the dark, buddy.

Compared with them, what I do is insignificant.

I just want to save a few more people.

I don't think we'll be able to overthrow this scary behemoth of the company.All we can do is get more people to wake up and get more people out of here.

I am not some hero.

When I said this to Miss Molly, she said, "You're really a nice fellow, oh no, a nice fox."

"fox?"

"There is an animal in my hometown that looks very similar to you." Miss Muli showed a look of nostalgia for her hometown again, "But they are smaller than you, they can't talk, they can't stand and walk like you."

Immediately I understood what Miss Muli meant. "I'm a vulpe." I corrected Ms. Muli's misconception, "It's different from the wild animals on those planets. Our race originated from Kantar. In fact..."

"What?" Miss Muli tilted her head and asked me seriously.

"No one in the galaxy associates a vulpera with the word 'good'."

"why?"

She really is a girl who doesn't know the world.I explained, "Most of our race do business, uh, but they have a bit of a bad reputation."

Ms. Muli looked into my eyes, and she asked tentatively: "You mean, most of your race are vicious profiteers?"

I was at a loss for words, and although I had no sense of racial honor as an orphan, it was still a shock to hear her call me that.

She smiled: "No wonder you can fool those supervisors and ministers without any flaws, and you can even easily pass the examination of pure thought."

Well, our species does seem to have a talent for deception.I have to admit it dishearteningly.

She seemed to have sensed my emotions, and she said, "Ah, actually, I want to say that you are really a good fox."

"Are you implying that I'm good at deceiving people?" The anxiety of pretending to be the hero Lothar described by Liu Xingquan came to my heart again.

"No, you doubt yourself all the time. Even though you have saved so many people, you have never been complacent and considered yourself a hero." Miss Muli said calmly while watching me.

No, Miss Molly, it's all your fault.

"I'm leaving." I said, and only then did I notice that Sisi, the gray clawed raccoon, was still not by her side. "Where's Sisi? I haven't seen her these days."

The expression on her face didn't change, she tugged at her sleeve, "What a coincidence, Xixi ran out to play again."

I say goodbye to her.She watched me go away at the gate of the courtyard as usual.In the future, I often hate my carelessness at that time, why didn't I notice it at the time?Xixi obviously likes to stick to Muli so much.But I never saw that little thing once when I visited Miss Muli in those days.Miss Muli is always hiding everything with a smile, hiding the hurt she has suffered...why didn't I find out sooner?

The days that followed passed day by day.

Our underground resistance organization is developing methodically.The employees I sent out in the past formed a secret resistance organization in the South.Xiong Shi, who was taken out by Wu Haixi, sent me a letter. He has completely woken up from the company's brainwashing fog.He thanked me sincerely, and at the end of the letter, he hesitated and asked about the slug-man Nirou.I really can't give him an answer.

Although we have tried several times, we are still not sure how much Nirou knows.Nirou has always kept a distance from us.She seemed to know us well.She obviously knew about Liana's underground organization activities, but she never participated in it and never reported it to the company.For her, Liana has been watching carefully.

More and more employees joined us.This is not an easy task.The company's brainwashing is carried out by multiple methods at the same time, using multiple controls of psychology, spirit, and drugs to cultivate a large number of believers who are willing to be squeezed dry by them and then die for that grand and empty goal.And we can only wake them up gradually in the dark.

In their eyes, I am Lothar, the hero who keeps saving people from the fire and fleeing the company.

But in fact, I am just the deputy security captain of a factory area, and the things I can do are very limited.There are still people who have been thoroughly brainwashed and sent one after another into the underground secret hall where the "Heart of Asaph" is running.They bid farewell to everyone with tears in their eyes, firmly believed that they could get rid of all the sufferings, laughed and were led by the company to a paradise full of joy. "The company gave me a house under the sea in Paradise!! I can observe deep-sea fish swimming performances on the bottom of the sea every day." A liberated person showed off to his companion with joy.Whenever I see this scene, I hate myself for being weak and powerless.

The number of people I can save is really too little.

I am not a hero.

Unknowingly, the winter of Asaph arrived.There was heavy snow in the sky, and white frost formed on the ground.This is the coldest winter I've had since arriving in Asaph.

On that day, I received a new message from Minister Ebethe.

There is a problem with "Heart of Asaph".

The "Heart of Asaph" in the underground secret hall is screaming violently, the hall is constantly flashing with electric lights, and invisible strong winds are swirling in the hall.Walking corpse-like engineers and scientists busy in front of the device expressionlessly.I heard some whooping and howling cries, chants like ghosts, from the employees in the fuel tanks who "voluntarily" dissolved their bodies into liquid fuel.

The liberators in several fuel tanks are sleeping.An engineer pulled down a gate, and intense lightning flashed in the fuel tank.One unfortunate liberated person was suddenly awakened, and he knocked and scratched the glass door desperately in fear.His eyes met mine and our eyes met.Don't ask me for help, please.Soon after, he screamed desperately in the electric light, and melted into a liquid.

These screams and howls are like invisible claws penetrating the box, trying to scratch me, bite and pull my nerves.

"Did you hear that?" Minister Ebethe asked me.

"What?" I asked subconsciously, his cold eyes observing my expression.

"Look at the most sacred property of this company, this is a critical moment for the Heart of Asaph. It needs 100 fuel bodies now."

"100?" I was surprised. 100 fuel bodies means 100 liberated employees who have been brainwashed and are determined to dedicate everything to the company.This has greatly exceeded the usual consumption of Asaph Heart.

"Yes, at least 100. The calculations of those engineers are wrong, and some programs in the heart of Asaph have problems. More fuel is needed to repair it. Whichever factory area provides the most fuel will have the highest score." The most eye-catching." Ebette said with deep meaning, "This is your chance, a good chance for you to officially climb to the position of captain."

Can't you hear the cries neighing in the wind and electricity?Their wailing nearly cracks my head.Those who died in vain are crying.

"Did you hear that?" Minister Ebeth said without annoyance, "Immediately, go find more fuel."

He can't hear.He never cared about the life and death of those employees.I said: "But there are not so many liberated people now, and there are too few individuals who can fully meet the pure fuel standard of the Heart of Asaph."

He yelled at me impatiently, "Now is the critical moment for the competition in the factory area. Whoever can hand over more people will win the favor of the company's upper management. Have you figured it out?" He looked at me and added, "If it really doesn't work, pure fuel can be solved by physically instilling the brain and forcibly correcting thoughts. Do you understand? Do it for me now!!"

I quit the office of Minister Ebethe.

I went to the company restaurant and ordered a plate of local Yasa grilled fish.I was once one of the staff who came and went from me with tired faces.Each of them has worked the whole day from morning to night, and some have had their bodies worn down forever by the intensity of the work.Some people can't even straighten their backs.They swallowed their food silently and quickly, and then trotted back, just to get some more sleep at night.I ate the fish indiscriminately, and put the plate on the closing place next to the wall. There was a big slogan on the wall: "Treasure every meal the company gives you." "Laziness is the source of corruption, and struggle is the foundation of happiness." .” “A good land opens its doors to the hardworking.”

They are employees of the company, they are idiots like me who believed the promise of the company, and they are lives that strive hard to pursue their own happiness.They are just like me.In the past, I did nothing but always wanted to jump out of the quagmire.Ignorant, powerless but struggling to survive.

What right do I have to decide their life and death?

Minister Ebeth wants 100 people.

How could I possibly choose from them?

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Run away, just run away.A thought popped into my head.

I can't be a hero at all.

And so suddenly I had a wild thought: I've had enough.I am running away now.The company has not yet discovered that secret passage.If I want to escape, I can escape quickly.I'm sure the folks at South Base will welcome me.As long as I escape, I no longer have to take on so many responsibilities, and I don't have to think about who should die in order to gain the company's trust.

Yes, run away.

The responsibility of picking 100 people to die is left to others.

I'm not that hero Lothar at all.

Just when I was immersed in my wild imagination and planned to put it into practice.Tita burst into my room.He shouted: "Lothar, it's not good, someone has reported to the company!! Miss Muli has been reported!!!"

I turned my head to look at him, and at that moment time became so slow.It wasn't until Tita repeated it for the third time that I understood what he meant.

"Miss Muli!!" I stood up.What will happen to her?What would her master do to her?That terrifying gorgeous giant, just thinking of him makes me feel like falling into a cave of ice.

"I'm going to save her," I said.

"No, Lothar, you run away!!!" Tita said urgently, "Miss Muli was accused, and the next target is you recommended by her. You run away!!"

"No, I'm going to save her..." I shook my head, she was just an ordinary Homo sapiens woman.Ever since I joined the security guard, I have known the horrific punishments in the guard, some of which can terrify everyone just by a few simple descriptions.I have witnessed countless horrific scenes of being tortured and punished.It was a pain that even the strongest race could not bear.She's just an ordinary Homo sapiens female.

She's just an ordinary Homo sapiens female.

"Don't stop me!! I want to save her!" I reached out to push Tita.But then I was punched hard in the stomach, and with a sharp sting, Tita thrust something into my arm, and I was injected with some kind of fluid.My head started spinning.

"I'm sorry, Lothar, it's only you, you must escape." Tita grabbed my shoulders, his tone was fast and fierce, with a kind of pleading that was almost crying, "I saw them come to catch me. You!!! You have to escape no matter what.”

My consciousness is gradually sticking, and Tita is becoming blurred in front of my eyes. My friend, Tita, please, don't do this to me. "Tita...don't do anything stupid..."

A group of employees rushed in, and they shouted anxiously: "The security team is here!!!"

"Lothar, please." Tita pushed the limp me to one of the employees.

"Tita..."

"Lothar, my friend. Run away," said Tita, the last I heard of his voice.

The security team rushed in with guns in hand.The employees rushed up one by one.They blocked the advance of the security team with their bodies.

I tried my best to pull my consciousness out of the swamp of chaos.The sound of gunfire kept ringing in my ears.

"Let Lothar go!!!" "Take Lothar away!!!"

One voice after another.They are relaying me with their own bodies.

They all once cheered Lothar at rallies.

Now they are going to die one by one, just to let me live longer.

No.

I'm not some hero,

I'm just a coward who just wants to run away.

"Carry Lothar!! Come here!!"

"Lothar!"

"Let Lothar go!!!"

Those familiar voices and vague faces passed by my ears and eyes.do not do that.do not do that.

"Let Lothar go!!!"

"Walk!!!"

The bullets burst violently behind me.Another employee who was carrying me fell down covered in blood.

How many, how many of my mates died?

Please leave me alone.I am not your hero.

Explosions continued to roar, and fiery airflow washed over the crowd.I saw arms of different races, and they teleported me firmly, just to let me go.

I landed in a soft female body, I smelled her, it was Liana.

I tried my best to say, "Let... let me go. You... are not worth it."

"Lothar, live on." Liana said softly, "You are the fire of hope for everyone."

"Walk----!!!"

"Send Lothar away!!!!"

no no.The hero Lothar is not important.

Don't you understand?Without his companions, there would be no hero Lothar at all.

please...

I fell into a total black coma.

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In desperate dreams, I wander between pain and panic.

I cried bitterly in the dark, but no one answered.

When I woke up, I was lying on the hills far away from the mining area.Uncle Toye sat beside me, and finally he fled the company with my back on his back.

Above the night sky, the pale radiance of the beautiful fountain of stars stared at me indifferently.

How many partners have I lost? ?tita.Liana.Miss Molly...

I gulped in the cold air.

"Approximately how many people died when they escaped?" I asked Uncle Tuoye hoarsely.

Uncle Toye shook his head silently.

A more violent fear swept through my body.The 100 lives requested by Minister Ebeth will definitely be selected from among the living employees.

In Xingquan's writing, Lothar is the hero who overthrew the evil group that oppressed everyone.

But I'm just a bastard who depends on everyone's sacrifice to survive.

This time, I won't run away again.

Definitely won't run away again.

at any cost.

at any cost.

I looked at the approaching figure in the distance. It was the resistance organization that came to meet me after being rescued and sent out.

"Lothar!!" "Great!! Lothar is still alive!!"

The snowflakes of the winter night fell on me.

The snowflakes melted into water and penetrated my fur, and the cold drops seemed to penetrate into my heart, like the tears of my favorite partners.At that time, in the touch with Snowflakes, I heard Miss Molly tell them those exciting stories in the underground warehouse. They talked softly and looked at me with excited and expectant eyes .Their crisp laughter is now cracked like ice.The strong cold wind whispered in my ear with a piercing whisper, everything is irreparable.Snowflakes flew towards the buildings on the distant skyline.That is Shizun Company, the venom and shadow of Asaph, the source of evil that has swallowed countless lives.I stand on this land, under the beautiful Fountain of Stars, which flows and spins as always.It's like the day I first came here.

The people from the rebel organization rushed over. They greeted me warmly and hugged me.I never dared to guess what kind of person they saw me in the past.But in this moment, I know who I am.

I am Lothar, I am both the legend of the story and the roar of reality, I am from the Shaladeh Cave, I am Tita's best friend, I am the listener and the terminator of Asaph's heart.

I am the destroyer of Shizun Corporation.