has become history, but some habits have remained forever.Like the instinctive sensitivity to changes in the surrounding environment, like waving the wand and spelling silently as little as possible, like never standing in a brighter place...

After doing all this, Harry went to the storage room and took out a bottle of Water of Life and Death and a bottle of Dreamless Potion from the potion cabinet.Yes, even after two days of such strenuous labor he still couldn't sleep well, should he thank Merlin for his endless energy or curse his worsening physical condition?

Christmas was coming, and there was so much jubilation everywhere, as if the war and the pain had never happened, it was a little too crazy, Harry thought.People spent gallops and gallops of Galleons on food and clothing, even though they could not afford to pay so much.No one cares about recasting their homes, no one cares about their studies or their careers, they drink and have fun every day, and they are drunk with money, and hedonism prevails for a while.Hermione was worried and helpless about this situation. She had submitted proposals to the Ministry of Magic many times, strongly requesting the Ministry of Magic to stop this corrupt trend as soon as possible.But in exchange for alarmist judgments, Rita Skeeter also gave Hermione the title of "Eternal Pessimist".Harry has never commented or expressed his position on this. He only said one sentence to comfort Hermione: "The emperor will suddenly realize that they are not wearing anything." This sentence made Hermione burst into laughter, but Ron was at a loss What is the meaning of water to ask.

War is extremely cruel, and what it brings is not only the demise of life, the waste of material, the annihilation of humanity, and the retrogression of culture.Most importantly, his influence on hearts.Some people believed in hedonism after the war, and they are drunk today when they have wine.Some people fell into endless sorrow and remorse after the war, and were unable to extricate themselves from being depressed for life... For Harry, the impact of the war on him was the growth of age and the demise of vitality.

I am already grown up, I just get older.

Harry felt that his body and mind seemed to be separated into two parts. His body was operating as usual, eating and sleeping as usual, and talking to friends as usual, but his mind seemed to be separated from his body and became a bystander. , indifferent and detached.He scoffed at everything around him, and even Quidditch couldn't mobilize his enthusiasm. He no longer longed for anything except death, and he no longer had any expectations except the destined mission.His mission is to defeat Voldemort and end the war, as to appease the people and rebuild the wizarding world-Whocares.

Apparently, Hermione and Ron also noticed Harry's growing depression. No, Harry didn't moan and sigh all day like others, holding old photo albums or relics of relatives and friends secretly sad.Harry's figure remains the same, and he is still decisive and brave in his actions, but when you get close to him, you will feel the moving sadness and despair.The famous savior boy Harry Potter does not escape from the world, but only hopes for liberation.

Hermione wanted to talk to Harry more than once, but Harry changed the topic every time, and occasionally said helplessly when he was forced to: "Hermione, I'm really fine, last time you didn't Did you take me to the hospital for a comprehensive check-up? Didn’t the doctor say that I am in good health, but the previous trauma needs to be recuperated.” If I deliberately concealed it, the doctors in St. Mungo’s would not even be able to detect anything unusual about my body , not to mention mental illness.Thought Harry was floating in mid-air and answered coolly, although no one could hear him.

Physically unable to find an outlet, Hermione tormented Harry psychologically. She found a kind of psychological therapy from Muggle medicine, and wanted to solve the problem by relieving Harry's psychological pain.Harry himself didn't know that his condition was extremely bad, but he would never be able to tell the psychiatrist about the dark war and the casualties of relatives and friends, and he would only break into that place uncontrollably in his dreams. In a deep scar.What do you want him for?After the death of the godfather, Lupine, and Dumbledore, do you continue to live happily and carefree as if nothing happened?How can it be?If...if he had been faster and more cautious...why did he have to bravely accept the mission of the savior, and still want him to watch the most important people in his life fall in front of him? !

For Harry, who has experienced wars and defeated Voldemort and has strong and powerful magic power, losing control is an extremely bad thing. He often blows the surrounding houses into ruins unconsciously in his sleep.For this reason, he had to find a place to live in an extremely remote and desolate place, and had to drink a lot of water of life and death and dreamless potion regardless of his health.But these two medicines can only be purchased in appropriate quantities with a doctor's order, so Harry had to make them himself.Proficient in cutting materials, stirring the crucible, and putting the finished product into glass bottles, Harry suddenly laughed, collapsed on the ground, covering his stomach and laughing nonstop. Would that old bat be surprised if he saw me brewing potions now? Stare out your eyes?Or crawled out of the grave and blamed himself for using the knowledge he taught to boil these two potions?Wiping a few tears from the corners of his eyes, Harry raised the corners of his mouth sarcastically, even if he opened your grave, he wouldn't find a single nail of yours.When Harry defeated Voldemort and arranged various matters in Hogwarts, he rushed to the Shrieking Hut, which had already been burned to ruins.For the first and last time in the war, Harry squatted on the ground and cried loudly. If he was as diligent and studious as Hermione, he must have thought of spells to heal your wounds...

When Harry defied all opposition and insisted on hanging the portrait of Severus Snape in the principal's office, he took a serious and pertinent look at this potion master for the first time, who had hated each other with him for nearly seven years and had been guarding him silently. His man, the suitor of his mother who has low self-esteem and lives in remorse, this greasy old bat that keeps spraying venom and is always wrapped in black and greasy all alone.

Even though he later kept his promise to Dumbledore with his life, even though he had been protecting him behind his back all these years, Harry still looked at and commented on him very pertinently.There is no doubt that he is the most tolerant, dangerous and useless hero in this war, but these still can't hide the fact that he is a selfish and vicious old bastard.Although there was hatred and nostalgia, Snape became the only person Harry was willing to confide in, even if the other party didn't necessarily want to hear it.Perhaps it was because they were both utter casualties of the war.Snape made mistakes in the first half of his life and saved the rest of his life, while Harry was born to be a savior, and he was just a container for soul chips.

No one can judge whether Snape is right or wrong. It is true that he revealed the prophecy to the Dark Lord, and he indirectly caused the tragedy of the Harry family, and let his most beloved woman die under the green curse.But even without him, the Dark Lord would know the prophecy after all, and Harry's tragedy was inevitable.But without the help of Snape as a spy in the war, the war would indeed end, but it would never be so smooth and so fast.Harry couldn't tell what kind of feelings he had for Snape now, the hatred he had in school was long gone, there was regret, sympathy, and even heart-to-heart, but that person only cared about whether Lily had Forgive him.

"Harry, I can't walk anymore, I need to hug!" Teddy put his head on Harry's waist coquettishly, unwilling to take another step.Harry bent down lovingly to pick him up, even though he was sweating profusely.

"You dote on Teddy too much." Ron scolded and hugged little Rose in his arms.

"You're not in a position to blame me," Harry teased.

"I can't help it. She is my little Rose. No matter how much you hurt her, you can't hurt her too much, right!" As he spoke, he rubbed the tip of his nose against Little Rose's face.

Yes, no amount of petting is too much.Harry and Teddy are on a Christmas trip with the Ron family to Egypt to visit Charlie.

"Dad, I saw the pyramid, look, look, it's there!" Teddy yelled excitedly, pointing to the distance.Harry also corrected Teddy to call him "Godfather", but Teddy would sulk and ignore him every time, and then called "Dad" again without error.In the end, Harry had to let him call, he just didn't want Teddy to forget his heroic parents who died in battle-Lupin and Tonks.Harry sat Teddy on his shoulder so he could see further.He envied the children, envied their innocence, envied their carelessness, envied their waywardness, these were things he never had, especially waywardness, he never dared to blatantly ask the Dursleys for anything, because That would only lead to insults and confinement, and he never asked for anything from Dumbledore or his friends in the wizarding world, because he felt that he was a wizard, and being able to attend Hogwarts was a great blessing.So now he satisfies all of Teddy's capriciousness. Fortunately, Teddy is also a precocious and obedient boy who never asks too much for anything.Harry no longer has any demands on himself, and now he just wants to raise Teddy well and let him grow up happily and healthily.

"Listen, ancient Egypt is one of the birthplaces of magic. There are many traces of ancient magic here, especially in the pyramids. Without our company, you are absolutely not allowed to venture in alone. Merlin knows how many spells those ancient wizards cast in the Above, no one can crack all of them..." Hermione was rambling, but it seemed that she was the one who really wanted to go in and explore ancient witchcraft.And those two little guys had already fought and ran away. "Hey, it's dangerous there, don't go there!" Hermione was furious

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