I turned out to be beautiful and miserable?

No wonder he has the self-confidence that "it's a real pity if he doesn't become a doctor".Osamu Dazai and Doppo Kunikida were watching during the physical examination for the director of the orphanage, but they found nothing abnormal. Not only that, they were even worried about the young doctor's health.

Obviously always thought that he was the weaker side...

Kunikida Doppo's eyes were wide open, he stepped forward and asked with a frown, "What medicine did Doctor Hojo give her?"

"It's a drug I researched myself. Don't worry, it has some hallucinogenic effects at most, and it won't be harmful to your body." Beijo Xingmu explained softly, closing his eyes.

"Consult with us before putting these things away..." Kunikida Doppo still frowned tightly, and spoke in a serious voice.

"There was no chance to discuss with you at that time, and it is not difficult to see from her attitude that she is not willing to cooperate with the investigation." Hojo Hoshimu stared openly at Kunikida Doppo with clear eyes, and was isolated from the law in the slums all year round. He didn't even realize what he was doing was wrong.

"That's what it says—"

Kunikida Doppo took a deep breath, and the occupational disease he developed when he was a teacher couldn't help but start a long speech, but Dazai Osamu covered his mouth: "Let's leave the lecture after the mission is over, the case can't be investigated for a day It's all dangerous. Wouldn't it be better if Xingmu Jun's medicine is useful?"

Kunikida Doppo: "..." Don't I have a partner with the correct three views?

The use of drug controls on people is not allowed for any purpose!

"It will be useful." Hojo Xingmu's voice was firm, and his dark red eyes looked at Osamu Dazai and asked, "So now, can I stay?"

"of course can."

Osamu Dazai stared at the young doctor meaningfully for a while, then nodded in agreement.

"Actually, I still care about that medical report." After confirming that he could stay, the young doctor showed a childish smile on his pale face, and then said another discovery of his own, "I don't think adopting a child The physical examination needs to be so comprehensive that even some hidden diseases have been specially investigated."

This kind of disease, even if some ordinary people have the fact that they may not be able to find out that they are sick for a lifetime.

"Maybe it's because the adopters are more feathered?" Osamu Dazai spread his hands and said casually, "You can find out after a little investigation on this kind of thing."

Tsk, this person has definitely started to think about something in his heart, but in the end he still looks frivolous and indifferent on the surface, which is not likable at all.

System: ... Hehe, aren't you the same person yourself?

"Compared to a special investigation, I prefer the truth in the orphanage." Hojo Xingmu said his thoughts without reservation, paused and then continued, "So tonight even if Dazai-kun and Kunikida-kun If you don’t agree with me staying, I will definitely stay.”

At first I thought it was a weak rabbit, but now it seems that it is not that simple.

No wonder the president invited this doctor to join the Armed Detective Agency from the very beginning.Compared with the friendship between teachers and brothers, it should be more about cherishing talents.

"It's really..." Kunikida Doppo hesitated to speak, and finally he just sighed and couldn't help asking, "Is Dr. Hojo really all right?"

"Please don't worry." Hojo Xingmu answered his words word for word.

【Woo, it's really best to be a teacher--】

[The system dislikes: You said this morning that he was terrible! 】

【Hojo Xingmu is grinning: this moment and that moment!Don't be biased just because someone else teaches math. 】

[System: ...] Just, brazen! !

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It was still autumn, and the night wind with the smell of sea water was icy and chilly. Because of his illness, Beijo Xingmu didn't feel cold, but his face was pale and frightening.Osamu Dazai saw it clearly at this distance, there is a small mole under the corner of the young doctor's mouth, it is said that this is a mark that appears because of gluttony, but he will not take a bite of food.

—The dead do not eat.

Even now Osamu Dazai still thinks this disease is very interesting, coupled with the various things that have happened in the past few days, he even thinks Hojo Xingmu is interesting.

Another gust of cold wind blew past, and Beitiao Xingmu shivered uncontrollably, but his face was still indifferent as if he didn't feel anything.

"It's so cold, I don't know when Kunikida-kun will come back." Osamu Dazai wrapped his windbreaker tightly, and started the topic with a smile.

Half an hour ago, the three of them discussed it and decided to let the best Kunikida Doppo sneak in first.The two of them are observing whether there will be any abnormalities outside.

"Yes, it is very cold." Before it was below zero, Hojo Xingmu, who was a "corpse", didn't feel much. After reacting, he understood what Osamu Dazai was saying, "Be patient, there is a big cold in the orphanage. .”

Osamu Dazai narrowed his eyes, and when the case was not involved, the young doctor completely restrained his sharpness, and looked no different from the weak rabbit before.

He wrapped the windbreaker tightly with exaggerated movements, looked at Beitiao Xingmu's thin suit jacket and said meaningfully, "Fortunately, I am wearing a windbreaker."

"Well, it won't be good if you catch a cold." Hojo Xingmu didn't realize what he was implying, but nodded seriously, expressing his approval for the way he protected himself.

Dazai Osamu: "..."

After confirming that Hojo Xingmu really couldn't feel the sub-zero temperature, let alone realize the fact that he was cold, he reluctantly took off his windbreaker and put it on for the young doctor.

Hojo Xingmu glanced at him in astonishment, even though Dazai Osamu's body temperature was not high all the time, after the cold wind blowing just now, he did feel that the windbreaker's body temperature was higher than his own.

Yes, human body temperature.

The young doctor's body froze suddenly, and then shook uncontrollably.

[I have a new coat! ] Hojo Xingmu, who was about to freeze to death, happily shouted to the system in his heart.

[System: ...not yours. 】

[Don't worry about the words so much. 】

Gently shrunk into the clothes, Beitiao Xingmu was about to cry with happiness—God knows how bad the original owner's health is, after having a high fever yesterday, he has been walking all the time today, and when the wind blows, he feels like he's about to die in seconds. As if passed out.

Seeing the boy shivering because of the illness while shrinking inward due to the instinct of the body, Osamu Dazai couldn't help laughing, "Be patient a little bit, you always have to choose the same thing to die from cold or suffering. And the doctor actually dislikes it so much." me?"

"No, it's not because of disgust." Hojo Xingmu shook his head and explained, those beautiful eyes were stained with anxiety because of being misunderstood.

"Well, it's okay, there are already many colleagues who dislike me in the Armed Detective Agency."

You know it yourself.

"Eh...? Is that so?" The young doctor obviously couldn't understand why his colleagues hated each other, his dark red eyes widened slightly, and he looked extremely surprised.

The insensitivity to interpersonal relationships is surprisingly similar to the president who clearly knows that the cat doesn’t like him but still carries small dried fish with him. To use the more popular words now, it’s called contrast cute?

Osamu Dazai nodded vigorously, and looked at Hojo Xingmu pitifully, "Doesn't the doctor dislike me too?"

"No." Hojo Xingmu hesitated for a moment, but finally shook his head.

"...I would be happier if I didn't have that slight hesitation." Osamu Dazai's hair was blown messy, and he brought the topic back to just now, "If you don't dislike it, just put on your clothes obediently."

After these few words, the young doctor got used to the temperature on his clothes, and gradually he became less repulsive.Pale fingers tugged at the neckline, Hojo Xingmu looked at the leaves blown by "rustle", and said sincerely, "thank you."

"You can study suicide methods with me later!" Osamu Dazai looked up at the huge cross on the top of the orphanage, and asked after a moment of silence, "Why did Mr. Xingmu suddenly decide to join the Armed Detective Agency?"

"Why did you join—" The young doctor followed his gaze, but compared to the gloomy cross that Osamu Dazai saw, he noticed a big and round moon, "Probably because the senior brother is inside? "

"Isn't the port mafia a better destination?" From the fact that he used drugs on the dean at will, it is not difficult to see that, compared with the restrained armed detective agency, the young doctor is more suitable for the more arbitrary port mafia.

"As a doctor, saving people is more fulfilling than killing people, right?" The young doctor was silent for a long time, and a slightly confused voice sounded.

Suffering from Cotard's Syndrome, he always thought that he was a dead person. It is the most reasonable thing to kill people to become his own "kind", but as a doctor, he must always remind himself what he should do It's right to save people.

It must be painful to live like this...

It seems to be no different from the self who still chooses to "save" one side with darkness engraved in his bones.But there is nothing wrong with this, and it can even be said to be the best choice.Osamu Dazai knew very well that if he stayed in Port Mafia, it would definitely be much worse than it is now.

On this kind of night with a bright moon hanging high, it is really easy to think of the old man.

"Compared to patients, I think Mr. Xingmu is more suitable to be rescued." Dazai Osamu's voice was so soft that it seemed to be blown away, but every word reached Hojo Xingmu's ears.

"I've been saving myself." The young doctor's dark red peach eyes were illuminated by the moonlight, and the self-confidence and vitality revealed during the period were not at all like a sick person. This kind of person full of contradictions will attract the attention of others It seemed nothing strange, "Of course, I would be very happy if someone else is willing to save me."

"Leave it to me." There was another long silence, and just when Hojo Xingmu thought that no one would speak again, Dazai Osamu's voice sounded again.

"What?" The young doctor frowned, unable to hear his words clearly.

"It's nothing." Osamu Dazai's voice was a little louder, but what he said was completely opposite to what he said before, "Kunikida-kun won't get lost inside, will he?"