I turned out to be beautiful and miserable?
Chapter 39 Cotard Syndrome 39
The condition of the young doctor is even worse.
This is a fact that everyone in the Armed Detective Agency knows.
Fukuzawa Yuyoshi originally wanted to give him a period of leave for him to adjust, but he was worried that he would continue to go to the slums to affect his condition.
In desperation, he had no choice but to pretend that he didn't know anything, but paid a little attention to the assignment of tasks on weekdays, and tried to prohibit Beijo Xingmu from contacting outsiders.
But this alone obviously won't have any significant effect. The young doctor's eyes are still dull, staring at a certain place for a long time, and then start to be dazed.
Even the body shape is getting thinner day by day...
They all tell the people around them the fact that they will completely disappear at a certain moment.
Of course, if the young doctor just indulged himself along with the progress of the disease, everyone might feel better.
but it is not the truth.
He still forcibly cheered up and actively participated in the task, and he couldn't avoid being in a bad state when he came into contact with outsiders. The smile on the corner of his mouth was really good-looking, and more than one client was blushing and heartbeating.
If it weren't for the young doctor's identity as a "supernatural power user", I'm afraid the suitors would have stepped down the door of the Armed Detective Agency.
With a lollipop he found somewhere in his mouth, Osamu Dazai thought lazily while nestling in his chair.
And Hojo Xingmu, looking down at the document at the moment, the noon sun gently sprinkled on his side face, blushing his pale skin, and his slender and thick eyelashes trembled like crow feathers, Osamu Dazai liked it very much watch.
"What's the matter?" The young doctor noticed his eyes, closed the file and looked at him.
"It's okay." Osamu Dazai shook his head, took out a lollipop from the trench coat and shook it in front of Hojo Xingmu: "Do you want some candy?"
Orange flavored.
Beijo Xingmu's eyes stayed on the orange packaging for a moment, then shook his head: "Ranbu would like to eat it more, right? Just give it to him."
Osamu Dazai: ...
Edogawa Rampo really likes to eat.In fact, the candy was even given by Edogawa Ranpo, who told Osamu Dazai to give it to Hojo Xingmu no matter what.
"It's very sweet." Osamu Dazai threw the candy over with his eyes bent, "Try it, you won't lose money."
"Thank you." Hojo Xingmu stared at it and thought for a while, and finally took it.
Just the moment his fingertips touched Osamu Dazai felt a burst of coldness, and the young doctor's body temperature seemed to be much lower than before, more and more similar to his understanding of himself—a corpse.
【Woooo, Tong, I want to eat! 】Hojo Xingmu looked at the 6% ooc value and yelled at the system in his heart.
【...If you want to be logged out, just eat it. 】The system dislikes him for his worthless appearance.
Obviously he created the current character design himself, but now facing a lollipop, the character design almost collapsed.
【Okay, okay, I got it, I don't know how to eat it. 】
The young doctor held the candy in his palm and looked at it for a while, but in the end he just put it in his coat pocket at ease, then pursed his lips and gave a light smile: "You can save it for Luanbu to eat."
Osamu Dazai shrugged his shoulders to express his indifference, and the simple conversation ended like this.
On the other side, the members who listened quietly to the commotion, without exception, shrugged their shoulders—today was another day without any progress.
Of course, Hojo Xingmu noticed their actions, but he sighed helplessly in his heart, then pretended not to see the hanging eyes and continued to concentrate on reading the documents, and asked the system by the way: [How is the mafia at the port? 】
Now there is only one step away, so he put more attention on that.
Although getting along well with the Armed Detective Agency during this time, Hojo Xingmu always clearly remembers that he does not belong to this world, and will never indulge in it.
[There is no big movement, it is no different from usual. ] The system told the truth.
【Then trouble you to keep watching, it should be this time if nothing unexpected happens. 】Hojo Xingmu exhorted.
Although the last incident seemed to be a perfect ending, in fact many hidden dangers have not been completely resolved.The port mafia did explain to those organizations in Yokohama the fact that their dignity is inviolable, but completely ignored the thoughts of that group of people.
Mori Ogai probably felt that they alone would not be able to make any waves.
Although this should indeed be the case, it is a pity that a mouse was mixed in, and it is impossible for Tuo Si not to seize this opportunity.
only……
Hojo Hoshimu glanced at Osamu Dazai who was humming softly with earphones.
He really couldn't figure out what was going on in this guy's mind.
Mori Ogai did not know the cause of that incident, but it is impossible for Osamu Dazai who participated in the whole process not to know.But not only does he not care that he is even researching new methods of suicide.
Beijo Xingmu had to put him out of the plan and be on guard against this guy all the time.
A world with rich rewards is indeed trouble.
Hojo Xingmu sighed softly, and concentrated his attention on the document in his hand.
In this way, another week passed. On a certain holiday, Hojo Xingmu was still asleep when he was suddenly woken up by the system, saying that there was movement at the port mafia.
——Actually, it was a very small matter. A staff member at the bottom level made a small mistake and was taught by the upper level, but in the middle of the process, he suddenly got excited and pulled out the wooden warehouse to kill his boss.
Everyone around was stunned.
The reason was very simple. Although the person who made the mistake had a low position, he had a lot of friends because he was a warm-hearted person. One of his most important friends, a middle-level member of another organization, happened to die in that battle.
Probably because there was resentment in his heart, and the roar completely wiped out his reason, so he lost control.
But Port Mafia, no matter what his reasons are, it is unforgivable for him to commit crimes above and below in this highly hierarchical organization, not to mention that he killed people in front of so many people.
So at that time, someone came over to arrest him and send him to the torture room, but he opened several wooden warehouses in succession to kill another boss at that time, and then turned his attention to his usual companion.
"Everyone, do you have friends in other organizations?"
No, not only friends, but even lovers and family members.
Yokohama itself is not a big city. Everyone in the gangster circle more or less knows each other, because they are all at the bottom, so don't pay attention to the relationship between the organization. It is common to meet and make friends in izakaya on weekdays.
Therefore, they all had some resentment in their hearts about this matter.
——We were working for Port Mafia, but turned around and Port Mafia treated me like this?
The moment everyone heard this, expressions of anger or remorse appeared on their faces.But what can they do?The high-level people are all people with different abilities, and the Central Plains cadres alone can crush them like ants, and they can't express their dissatisfaction at all.
"I have a solution." The man smiled mysteriously and asked sincerely, "Will everyone believe me?"
Hojo Xingmu, who had watched the system video, lay down on the bed again, raised his knees and swayed his feet slightly, and said: 【This person must be played by Tuo Si! 】
Apart from this bad guy, Beijo Xingmu really couldn't figure out who else would have the guts to be the leader at this juncture.
While everyone harbors resentment, the terror left by the port mafia is too deep for anyone to know better than they who were in the port mafia.
Human emotions are well ignited.
Once there is a fuse, the resentment accumulated in the heart for a long time will completely explode, and the rest can be done in the same way.The guy quickly melted into the bottom of the port mafia and became a little leader.
Although the ants outside just need to be trampled to death, the ants in the house will nibble away at the backbone of the house. Over time, the house will collapse as long as the outside wind blows gently.
Beitiao Xingmu's dark red eyes lit up, he got up from the bed in a good mood, put on his coat, carried the medical kit on his back, and went out.
[Where is Chuya in the Central Plains now? 】The long hair around the waist was blown away, and the face of the young doctor was set off even smaller. Combined with the melancholy temperament around him, it attracted the attention of many passers-by.
The system silently picked up every passerby who looked at his host more, and then sent Chuya Nakahara's coordinates: [I thought the host would definitely find Ryunosuke Akutagawa. 】
Beitiao Xingmu: […] No, wild dogs are too difficult to train.I don't want to be beaten again.
Zhongya Zhongya was deeply impressed by the young doctor's actions last time, so when he met Hojo Xingmu again on the road, his first reaction was to detour.
It's a pity that the young doctor has already seen him and greeted him: "Mr. Zhongyuan?"
Zhong Yuan, who was about to hang directly on the eaves, was silent for a while, and then turned his head to look at Hojo Xingmu: "Ah, Doctor Hojo. What a coincidence."
The young doctor smiled lightly, and was about to walk over with his long legs: "I didn't expect to meet you here."
"Just say it there." Zhong Yuanzhong also took a step back suddenly, and said with an unnatural face: "Isn't it impossible for you to get too close to others?"
Out of curiosity, he deliberately learned about the disease after returning home, and he also generally knew that he and Hojo Xingmu were not considered "the same kind".
Although he didn't think so, the disease was so unreasonable.
"Huh?" Hojo Xingmu was stunned for a moment, but Zhongyuan Zhong also remembered and cared about this matter, and couldn't help feeling happy for his carefulness.
——Although the man in front of him will never be soft-hearted when it comes to killing people, he is indeed a very good person in general.
"It's okay, I'm almost used to it." The young doctor smiled, his dark eyes flickering with light: "I'm a doctor, and I always have to get in touch with people."
"Wouldn't that be very tiring?" Nakahara Chuya frowned, not quite understanding why this disease was tied to this profession.
Beitiao Xingmu didn't answer his question, but said with some embarrassment: "Well, since we met here, can I trouble you?"
"You said."
"I lost a very important watch when I was caught in the port mafia last time. If possible, can I trouble you to find it for me?" The young doctor's voice was very soft, and he had never made a request to a stranger. , unnaturally buckled the medical kit strap, his eyelashes trembled and his breathing became lighter.
"Ah, small matter." Zhong Yuanzhong also smiled, and agreed very readily: "Go and get it now, but there is a high probability that you will not be able to get in."
"It's okay, it's good to find the watch." Hojo Xingmu smiled gratefully.
——After he can get to the door openly, there are countless ways for him to enter the building.
This is a fact that everyone in the Armed Detective Agency knows.
Fukuzawa Yuyoshi originally wanted to give him a period of leave for him to adjust, but he was worried that he would continue to go to the slums to affect his condition.
In desperation, he had no choice but to pretend that he didn't know anything, but paid a little attention to the assignment of tasks on weekdays, and tried to prohibit Beijo Xingmu from contacting outsiders.
But this alone obviously won't have any significant effect. The young doctor's eyes are still dull, staring at a certain place for a long time, and then start to be dazed.
Even the body shape is getting thinner day by day...
They all tell the people around them the fact that they will completely disappear at a certain moment.
Of course, if the young doctor just indulged himself along with the progress of the disease, everyone might feel better.
but it is not the truth.
He still forcibly cheered up and actively participated in the task, and he couldn't avoid being in a bad state when he came into contact with outsiders. The smile on the corner of his mouth was really good-looking, and more than one client was blushing and heartbeating.
If it weren't for the young doctor's identity as a "supernatural power user", I'm afraid the suitors would have stepped down the door of the Armed Detective Agency.
With a lollipop he found somewhere in his mouth, Osamu Dazai thought lazily while nestling in his chair.
And Hojo Xingmu, looking down at the document at the moment, the noon sun gently sprinkled on his side face, blushing his pale skin, and his slender and thick eyelashes trembled like crow feathers, Osamu Dazai liked it very much watch.
"What's the matter?" The young doctor noticed his eyes, closed the file and looked at him.
"It's okay." Osamu Dazai shook his head, took out a lollipop from the trench coat and shook it in front of Hojo Xingmu: "Do you want some candy?"
Orange flavored.
Beijo Xingmu's eyes stayed on the orange packaging for a moment, then shook his head: "Ranbu would like to eat it more, right? Just give it to him."
Osamu Dazai: ...
Edogawa Rampo really likes to eat.In fact, the candy was even given by Edogawa Ranpo, who told Osamu Dazai to give it to Hojo Xingmu no matter what.
"It's very sweet." Osamu Dazai threw the candy over with his eyes bent, "Try it, you won't lose money."
"Thank you." Hojo Xingmu stared at it and thought for a while, and finally took it.
Just the moment his fingertips touched Osamu Dazai felt a burst of coldness, and the young doctor's body temperature seemed to be much lower than before, more and more similar to his understanding of himself—a corpse.
【Woooo, Tong, I want to eat! 】Hojo Xingmu looked at the 6% ooc value and yelled at the system in his heart.
【...If you want to be logged out, just eat it. 】The system dislikes him for his worthless appearance.
Obviously he created the current character design himself, but now facing a lollipop, the character design almost collapsed.
【Okay, okay, I got it, I don't know how to eat it. 】
The young doctor held the candy in his palm and looked at it for a while, but in the end he just put it in his coat pocket at ease, then pursed his lips and gave a light smile: "You can save it for Luanbu to eat."
Osamu Dazai shrugged his shoulders to express his indifference, and the simple conversation ended like this.
On the other side, the members who listened quietly to the commotion, without exception, shrugged their shoulders—today was another day without any progress.
Of course, Hojo Xingmu noticed their actions, but he sighed helplessly in his heart, then pretended not to see the hanging eyes and continued to concentrate on reading the documents, and asked the system by the way: [How is the mafia at the port? 】
Now there is only one step away, so he put more attention on that.
Although getting along well with the Armed Detective Agency during this time, Hojo Xingmu always clearly remembers that he does not belong to this world, and will never indulge in it.
[There is no big movement, it is no different from usual. ] The system told the truth.
【Then trouble you to keep watching, it should be this time if nothing unexpected happens. 】Hojo Xingmu exhorted.
Although the last incident seemed to be a perfect ending, in fact many hidden dangers have not been completely resolved.The port mafia did explain to those organizations in Yokohama the fact that their dignity is inviolable, but completely ignored the thoughts of that group of people.
Mori Ogai probably felt that they alone would not be able to make any waves.
Although this should indeed be the case, it is a pity that a mouse was mixed in, and it is impossible for Tuo Si not to seize this opportunity.
only……
Hojo Hoshimu glanced at Osamu Dazai who was humming softly with earphones.
He really couldn't figure out what was going on in this guy's mind.
Mori Ogai did not know the cause of that incident, but it is impossible for Osamu Dazai who participated in the whole process not to know.But not only does he not care that he is even researching new methods of suicide.
Beijo Xingmu had to put him out of the plan and be on guard against this guy all the time.
A world with rich rewards is indeed trouble.
Hojo Xingmu sighed softly, and concentrated his attention on the document in his hand.
In this way, another week passed. On a certain holiday, Hojo Xingmu was still asleep when he was suddenly woken up by the system, saying that there was movement at the port mafia.
——Actually, it was a very small matter. A staff member at the bottom level made a small mistake and was taught by the upper level, but in the middle of the process, he suddenly got excited and pulled out the wooden warehouse to kill his boss.
Everyone around was stunned.
The reason was very simple. Although the person who made the mistake had a low position, he had a lot of friends because he was a warm-hearted person. One of his most important friends, a middle-level member of another organization, happened to die in that battle.
Probably because there was resentment in his heart, and the roar completely wiped out his reason, so he lost control.
But Port Mafia, no matter what his reasons are, it is unforgivable for him to commit crimes above and below in this highly hierarchical organization, not to mention that he killed people in front of so many people.
So at that time, someone came over to arrest him and send him to the torture room, but he opened several wooden warehouses in succession to kill another boss at that time, and then turned his attention to his usual companion.
"Everyone, do you have friends in other organizations?"
No, not only friends, but even lovers and family members.
Yokohama itself is not a big city. Everyone in the gangster circle more or less knows each other, because they are all at the bottom, so don't pay attention to the relationship between the organization. It is common to meet and make friends in izakaya on weekdays.
Therefore, they all had some resentment in their hearts about this matter.
——We were working for Port Mafia, but turned around and Port Mafia treated me like this?
The moment everyone heard this, expressions of anger or remorse appeared on their faces.But what can they do?The high-level people are all people with different abilities, and the Central Plains cadres alone can crush them like ants, and they can't express their dissatisfaction at all.
"I have a solution." The man smiled mysteriously and asked sincerely, "Will everyone believe me?"
Hojo Xingmu, who had watched the system video, lay down on the bed again, raised his knees and swayed his feet slightly, and said: 【This person must be played by Tuo Si! 】
Apart from this bad guy, Beijo Xingmu really couldn't figure out who else would have the guts to be the leader at this juncture.
While everyone harbors resentment, the terror left by the port mafia is too deep for anyone to know better than they who were in the port mafia.
Human emotions are well ignited.
Once there is a fuse, the resentment accumulated in the heart for a long time will completely explode, and the rest can be done in the same way.The guy quickly melted into the bottom of the port mafia and became a little leader.
Although the ants outside just need to be trampled to death, the ants in the house will nibble away at the backbone of the house. Over time, the house will collapse as long as the outside wind blows gently.
Beitiao Xingmu's dark red eyes lit up, he got up from the bed in a good mood, put on his coat, carried the medical kit on his back, and went out.
[Where is Chuya in the Central Plains now? 】The long hair around the waist was blown away, and the face of the young doctor was set off even smaller. Combined with the melancholy temperament around him, it attracted the attention of many passers-by.
The system silently picked up every passerby who looked at his host more, and then sent Chuya Nakahara's coordinates: [I thought the host would definitely find Ryunosuke Akutagawa. 】
Beitiao Xingmu: […] No, wild dogs are too difficult to train.I don't want to be beaten again.
Zhongya Zhongya was deeply impressed by the young doctor's actions last time, so when he met Hojo Xingmu again on the road, his first reaction was to detour.
It's a pity that the young doctor has already seen him and greeted him: "Mr. Zhongyuan?"
Zhong Yuan, who was about to hang directly on the eaves, was silent for a while, and then turned his head to look at Hojo Xingmu: "Ah, Doctor Hojo. What a coincidence."
The young doctor smiled lightly, and was about to walk over with his long legs: "I didn't expect to meet you here."
"Just say it there." Zhong Yuanzhong also took a step back suddenly, and said with an unnatural face: "Isn't it impossible for you to get too close to others?"
Out of curiosity, he deliberately learned about the disease after returning home, and he also generally knew that he and Hojo Xingmu were not considered "the same kind".
Although he didn't think so, the disease was so unreasonable.
"Huh?" Hojo Xingmu was stunned for a moment, but Zhongyuan Zhong also remembered and cared about this matter, and couldn't help feeling happy for his carefulness.
——Although the man in front of him will never be soft-hearted when it comes to killing people, he is indeed a very good person in general.
"It's okay, I'm almost used to it." The young doctor smiled, his dark eyes flickering with light: "I'm a doctor, and I always have to get in touch with people."
"Wouldn't that be very tiring?" Nakahara Chuya frowned, not quite understanding why this disease was tied to this profession.
Beitiao Xingmu didn't answer his question, but said with some embarrassment: "Well, since we met here, can I trouble you?"
"You said."
"I lost a very important watch when I was caught in the port mafia last time. If possible, can I trouble you to find it for me?" The young doctor's voice was very soft, and he had never made a request to a stranger. , unnaturally buckled the medical kit strap, his eyelashes trembled and his breathing became lighter.
"Ah, small matter." Zhong Yuanzhong also smiled, and agreed very readily: "Go and get it now, but there is a high probability that you will not be able to get in."
"It's okay, it's good to find the watch." Hojo Xingmu smiled gratefully.
——After he can get to the door openly, there are countless ways for him to enter the building.
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