What to do when dating a gloomy roommate online

Although it's just a test

"I'm going to change clothes." Qi Yuechen's attitude of discussing "girlfriend" with him as if nothing had happened made Yu Zhong inexplicably unhappy, and his tone of changing the subject was a bit blunt.

Hearing footsteps behind him, Yu Zhong stopped and said, "Don't follow me."

Qi Yuechen smiled, "Just guarding the gate for you."

Yu Zhong raised his head and stared at his face, trying to distinguish different emotions from that nonchalant expression.

"Then come in and help me." After a few seconds, he said calmly.

If it were another person, another occasion, and another tone of voice, this sentence would be like a hint and an invitation.

Easily misleading.

Qi Yuechen stood there for a few seconds, and finally followed.

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When Qi Yuechen pushed open the door, Yu Zhong was putting his schoolbag on the shelf.

All the clothes to be changed were put in the bag, he unzipped the zipper, and then turned his back to the door and began to untie the tie on his body.

There is a whole side of discarded props placed obliquely in front of it. I don’t know what they are for. There is a piece of glass embedded in the middle, and there are graceful figures in the reflection.

The waistband was untied first, followed by the tie of the skirt, accompanied by the slight movement of the clothes rubbing against each other.Caught off guard, the skirt fell down neatly and covered the bare feet.

Qi Yuechen staggered his eyes and started to fiddle with the phone.

The rustling sound seems to be attached to the ear, which cannot be ignored.He flicked the screen randomly with his fingers, and after a few minutes, he found that he had opened a blank memo page and entered many unknown symbols.

The two shapely and slender legs suddenly appeared in front of his eyes.It was smooth and straight, and the hollows of the knees were still slightly pink.

The space gradually became hot and crowded, Qi Yuechen moved his fingertips slightly, and finally just raised his hand to touch behind him.

The door is still closed.

In the next second, he raised his eyes, and his expression returned to his previous calmness.

look into the past.

When Yu Zhong was changing clothes, he quietly turned around several times, but he didn't notice that Qi Yuechen was looking at him. He either looked away or lowered his head to play with his mobile phone. When he was not talking, he looked as indifferent as usual.After he put on his shirt, Qi Yuechen was still looking at his phone, tapping his fingers occasionally, as if he was chatting.He rarely chats with himself.

Thinking of this, he subconsciously pursed his lips.

He put on his undershirt and walked over.

The hem of the clothes is very long, so I am not afraid of losing everything.

"Qi Yuechen." Yu Zhong softly called the other party's name.

He paused, then said, "Do you want to kiss me now?"

Qi Yuechen looked at him, paused for a few seconds, and smiled, "Seriously?"

Yu Zhong looked directly into Qi Yuechen's eyes, with a calm expression like the surface of a windless lake, "Yeah."

"That's not good. I just finished talking about your girlfriend."

Qi Yuechen lazily leaned against the door and smiled again.

Of course, Yu Zhong wouldn't say that he and Silence were just online dating under the guise of helping each other, not a serious relationship at all.He answered without changing his expression, "She won't know."

Qi Yuechen raised his eyebrows and said with a smile, "Xiao Yu is so good at playing."

Yu Zhong shook his head.If he waited any longer, the calmness he had pretended would crumble to pieces.He raised his hand to hook Qi Yuechen's neck, hesitated and didn't move forward again, as if he didn't know what to do next.

Qi Yuechen put away the unserious smile just now, his eyes sank slightly.

"What are you doing?" he asked softly.

From this angle, you can even see the faint tattoos under the neckline of Yu Zhong's bottoming shirt.

It's like someone set a fire in the wilderness, the flames shot straight into the sky, and the rain evaporated and disappeared.

The subjects of the nomadic kingdom praying for rain had to suffer a thirsty drought.

Until the messenger from the Kingdom of God brought the nectar in the jade bottle.

And Yu Zhong just looked at him quietly.

"So Xiao Yu is here." Qi Yuechen paused, and changed to a straightforward expression, "Seductive me?"

Yu Zhong's eyelashes trembled.

"If you were mine," Qi Yuechen half-forced and half-tenderly raised that sharp and small chin, his voice became lower and lower, "I might directly..."

The last few words gradually turned into murmurs, swallowed in the intertwined lips and teeth.

The breath fell on his face, the beads of his lips, the corners of his lips, were traced in a detached way.

Yu Zhong originally maintained his rationality, but was soon dizzy by the kiss. He subconsciously opened his mouth, but a chuckle came from his ear.

The tip of the tongue seemed to be bitten lightly.

A long, silent kiss followed.

A layer of water vapor gradually appeared in Yu Zhong's eyes, making it blurry.

When he was finally released, he wasn't as calm as he was at the beginning, his eyes were still red, and his breathing didn't return to normal.

Yu Zhong leaned tiredly on Qi Yuechen's shoulder, his chest rose and fell, slowing down for tens of seconds.

"I'm sorry," Qi Yuechen stroked his head with one hand, as if to comfort him, "I didn't want to scare you."

Yu Zhong shook his head.

"Do you like this?" He leaned against Qi Yuechen's neck, panting, and asked in a low voice.

"What," Qi Yuechen seemed to smile, "Kiss with you? Of course."

Yu Zhong gave a soft "hmm".

When his breathing finally calmed down, he slowly got up from Qi Yuechen's arms, walked back and continued to tidy up.

Sure enough, Qi Yuechen was only interested in his own body.

That's why I discuss "girlfriend" with myself as if nothing had happened, without refusing more intimate touch.

There were two voices in my heart.One is saying that it is so, and the other seems to be a little bit lost.

Facing the packed clothes, Yu Zhong calmed down before turning around.

When he walked to the door, he touched his mouth and thought of something, "Wait a minute."

Following his movements, Qi Yuechen's eyes fell on the slightly red and swollen lips.

Yu Zhong took out his phone, looked at the screen that was turned off, and finally carefully wiped off the lipstick that was rubbed off around his lips with a tissue.

Then he rolled the paper into a roll, pulled out a new one and handed it over, "You wipe it too."

Qi Yuechen paused for several seconds before taking the tissue.

In the end, Yu Zhong checked again carefully, and after making sure that nothing could be seen on the faces of the two of them, he walked out of the room.

"It feels like you've manipulated me." Qi Yuechen said suddenly when he was about to leave the auditorium.

"What?" Yu Zhong looked at him suspiciously.

"You had other purposes just now."

Yu Zhong bowed his head and counted the steps, feeling shocked.

"But as long as you are, I will cooperate."

"Oh." My heart skipped a beat for no reason.

Qi Yuechen changed into that joking tone again, "But I really want to kiss you."

"Uh……"

"It seems to be playing with emotions." He continued to conclude.

"No." Yu Zhong finally recovered his voice, "If you want to go out to buy makeup remover, you should go back first."

The two lingered in the auditorium for so long, and the crew had left, so Yu Zhong could only go back to the dormitory to take off his makeup.

"I brought you a makeup remover towel." Qi Yuechen handed over a few wet tissues.

Yu Zhong stopped and wiped his face carefully twice.

"Do you want to listen to me play the piano?" Qi Yuechen said suddenly.

Yu Zhong was still clutching the tissue he had just used up, and his eyes were a little confused, "Now? Isn't the show all over?"

Qi Yuechen smiled, "Just play it for you."

Qi Yuechen took him directly to a flower shop outside the school, and first greeted the girl who looked after the shop familiarly.

"Is there a piano here?"

The flower shop is very warmly decorated, but it is not open at this time.Looking at Qi Yuechen's performance, he seems to be very familiar with the shopkeeper.

He looked around, feeling that the space was limited, and it didn't seem like he could fit a piano.

"upstairs."

It turned out that the back door of the flower shop was connected to a small courtyard.

There was another door on the side of the small courtyard, like a fire escape, Qi Yuechen took him directly to the third floor.

"The site rented by a friend of mine has a flower shop on the first floor, an internet cafe on the second floor, and people living on the third floor... I guess it's empty now." Qi Yuechen knocked on the door but got no response, and finally got out from under the flower pot next to the shoe rack. He took out a key, turned the lock, and the door opened.

"Go in like this directly?" Yu Zhong stayed at the door, hesitating.

"Well," Qi Yuechen seemed to see what he was thinking, and said, "I lived here for a while, and there is my room inside. You can also be my home."

His tone sounded very casual.

Having a family of his own but living with friends, Yu Zhi suddenly remembered the family members Qi Yuechen mentioned in a few words before, and if he remembered correctly, Qi Yuechen seemed to be adopted by...

He seldom mentioned his family to Yu Zhong, and rarely showed his true pessimism. He seemed to have many secrets in him, except for psychotropic drugs, diving, self-abuse alcoholism, Weibo, etc. that Yu Zhong had accidentally discovered. Venting on the Internet... always looks like a normal person.

He really knows how to conceal his true self, and Yu Zhong was almost confused by his performance during this period.

It wasn't until this moment that Yu Zhong suddenly remembered that he had accidentally spied on the other party's pessimistic and self-closing inner self.

It was also the reason why he wanted to get close to the other party in the first place.

Only when two injured little beasts stand close together can they survive the cold winter, can't they?

But the little beast named Qi Yuechen seems to be a bit more cunning than the little beast named Yu Zhong, because he knows how to wrap himself in a thick layer of fur and disguise himself as a big brown bear that can run wild in the ice and snow.

Then he said that he wanted to keep warm with each other forever, but he rarely opened his thick fur.

The little beast named Yu Zhong is used to loneliness, he doesn't know if this friend is real or fake.

Or just want to eat yourself.

Qi Yuechen always behaved so perfectly in front of others, rarely lost his composure, and even some concise and appropriate dialogues were carefully designed.From the hair to the cuffs, it gives an unreal feeling.

Even the liking he said seems to be covered with a layer of illusion.

Could he really fall in love with someone so easily?

With a "click", the light turned on, and my eyes lit up.Yu Zhong's eyelashes trembled and he returned to reality.

"What are you thinking?" Qi Yuechen's voice was soft.

Looking at the impeccable smile on the other party's face, Yu Zhong was slightly dazed, "The key is placed at the door like this, it is easy to be stolen."

"Backyard thieves can't get in," Qi Yuechen said indifferently, "Come with me."

The house is much larger than the flower shop on the first floor, and Qi Yuechen said that it is about the same size as the Internet cafe on the second floor.Walking all the way to the room at the end, after pushing open the door, an ebony upright piano suddenly appeared in front of me.

The piano looks expensive, and when you walk up to it, you can still smell a faint woody fragrance, like a work of art.

Qi Yuechen lifted the dustproof cloth cover covering it, and tried a few sounds, "My friend, let me borrow it to play, it doesn't sound out of tune."

He sat in front of the piano, resting his slender fingers on the keys, staring at Yu Zhong with his beautiful eyes, and smiled, "Try to order a piece of music?"

"Just play what you are good at." Yu Zhong looked around for a place to sit, but found that the room was empty, and the only thing he could sit on was the piano bench.

"Come here." Qi Yuechen said suddenly.

"What," Yu Zhong walked over, thinking that Qi Yuechen had something to say, and then quickly reacted, with a hint of embarrassment on his face, "I, I can stand."

Qi Yuechen raised his eyebrows.

"I won't do anything to you," he turned his head, paused for a few seconds, his tone was very natural, "and you took the initiative just now."

Yu Zhong took a step forward and sat beside Qi Yuechen.

"Okay." His ears were slightly hot, and he moved to the side uncomfortably, changing the subject, "You start quickly."

There was a chuckle in his ear.

Then the smooth sound of the piano sounded.

The clanging and ethereal sound of the piano escaped from the piano box, flowing like a river, softly and silently permeating the entire room.The moonlight poured in from the floor-to-ceiling windows, falling on the ground like hoarfrost, but restraining the bitter chill.

Qi Yuechen gently closed his eyes.

The light was dim, falling on his face, making his expression a bit hazy.

Yu Zhong also learned the piano, and gradually understood what this piece of music was.Brahms' Intermezzo, the second section of Op.118, a legendary love letter to Clara.It's hard to play. He tried to practice, but he couldn't learn it.

Whether it is affection or fingering.

It is rumored that Brahms kept his feelings for his teacher's mother Clara secret, and he silently accompanied her all his life, writing many unsent love letters until Clara passed away, and those love letters were also burned.

Does anyone really like a person to the end of death?

The high and agitated sound of the piano gradually weakened, and returned to soft and lingering again, just like a dream, quietly daring not to be disturbed, until it returned to silence completely.

The world is quiet.

For a while, neither of them spoke.

Until Qi Yuechen slowly opened his eyes.

He turned his head and met Shang Yu Zhong's eyes, as if teased by his stupefied appearance, the corners of his mouth slightly raised, "I'm back to my senses."

Yu Zhong blinked dully, then turned his head away.

"Are you peeking?" Qi Yuechen suppressed a chuckle, "Anyway, I got caught."

The author says:

From a certain point of view, the two of them are really similar...for example, they don't quite believe that others will really like themselves.