What to do when dating a gloomy roommate online

What happened to the sudden depression?

"Uh..." Qi Yuechen stood quietly on the spot, as if looking at him, and after a while, he said, "Is that so?"

Yu Zhong gradually regained his train of thought. He raised his head and bravely looked at Qi Yuechen: "I know you were impulsive and misunderstood my previous behavior. When you calm down completely, and then you meet someone you really like, You might just find the experience too ridiculous."

Qi Yuechen paused for a moment, then smiled, "How should I say it?"

Yu Zhong began to explain from the bottom of his heart: "Maybe it's because we've been together all this time, and it's easy to have the illusion of being in love. I like you very much, but it's only limited to friendship. If some of my previous behaviors have caused you to have the illusion, I will first Apologize."

Qi Yuechen still maintained an unhurried attitude, and waited until he finished speaking before opening his mouth: "You are not wrong, and I am not impulsive."

His words blocked what Yu Zhong was going to say.Yu Zhong froze for a moment, his voice was a little dry, "But, in this case, I can't respond to you."

The temperature at night was a little low, the wind blew over, rolled up the hem of the two people's clothes, and they fell into a brief silence.

Qi Yuechen turned around suddenly, continued to walk forward, and said casually, "Who is that girl you like, may I know?"

"That... you don't know."

"Are you still chasing?"

Yu Zhong was still thinking about what Qi Yuechen said just now, he responded perfunctorily in shock, and didn't continue the topic.

Qi Yuechen said lightly, "I wish you success."

The setting sun elongated the silhouettes of the two infinitely until they disappeared into the darkness.

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The conversation that night played a role.In the next few days, although the two of them still went in and out together, the atmosphere between them obviously became much more subtle. Qi Yuechen stopped doing those behaviors that easily made people blush and heartbeat, and returned to the previous politeness. With a detached attitude.

He seems to be always so calm, retracting and retracting so freely, rarely showing his emotions.One day, Yu Zhong accidentally fell asleep while sitting in the classroom listening to a class. When he woke up, he saw Qi Yuechen's stern side face, and vaguely thought of the disturbing confession, the kiss that came naturally, and the expression on his face under the street lamp. With a bewitching face, there was an illusion of parallel time and space for a moment.

For such a result, Yu Zhong is relieved, but there are always those moments when there will be a faint sense of loss deep in his heart, this feeling is fleeting, and he thinks that he is not used to it yet.

The tennis team will have a match in a while, and both groups A and B will participate, so Qi Yuechen's training has also become more intensive. After school, the two of them will not be together for a long time, and Yu Zhong can only do it. Occasionally saw Qi Yuechen when picking up balls and working part-time.

"I brought you water." Seeing Qi Yuechen resting from afar, he bought a bottle of water habitually and walked up to say hello.

Seeing him, Qi Yuechen was surprised, "Thank you. But water is provided in the venue now, so there is no need to trouble."

Yu Zhong's hand that had stopped in mid-air slowly retracted, "Okay." He whispered.

He picked up the ball picker and went to pick up the ball to clear the field.

Qi Yuechen no longer followed him to accompany him as usual, but stood still and continued to listen to other people's speeches.

Not long after, a female voice suddenly came from the small group of people, "Xiao Yu, come to play with us at the party tonight?"

Yu Zhong straightened up and found that many people were looking at him.Including Qi Yuechen.

In fact, he still doesn't remember the faces of many people here, and his personality is too slow, and he always sits alone and drinks water quietly at parties.Yu Zhong hesitated, he glanced at Qi Yuechen again, opened his mouth, and finally declined: "No, you guys can play."

The girl who called him was Yan Shuiqing, she smiled and said, "It's okay, Qi Yuechen is here too."

At the same time, there were several voices shouting, and they also mentioned Qi Yuechen.

It seems that everyone has acquiesced to the fact that he and Qi Yuechen have a good relationship.

Qi Yuechen looked at him, and suddenly interrupted: "Xiao Yu may be busy with something, don't force him anymore."

Almost thinking that Qi Yuechen would choose to call him, Yu Zhong reacted a little slower, "Yes, that's right."

Everyone seemed a little regretful, greeted him and left the venue one after another.

Qi Yuechen also smiled at him, turned around and left.

Although such a result was in line with Yu Zhong's original intention...but why did he suddenly become depressed?

He returned to the bedroom with a heavy heart.

When I was about to open the door, I realized that I forgot to bring the key, and there was no response when I knocked on the door. When I opened WeChat and clicked into the dormitory group, I found that Chen Zhihao had sent a video of playing mahjong a few minutes ago, saying that he would stay up all night and not come back.

Yu Zhong had no choice but to go downstairs with tired steps and ask his aunt to borrow a backup key.

The elevator is being repaired today. When climbing the steps, I accidentally stepped on my foot and almost fell down.

All in all, things are not good.

After finally entering the dormitory, he was physically and mentally exhausted, only to feel that the room had never been so empty as it is now.After Yu Zhong took a shower early, remembering the island construction he hadn't finished, he picked up his phone and sent Silence a message first.

The two of them haven't spoken much in the past few days, and the chat history still stays at the section where he suspected Qi Yuechen's sexual orientation last time.

Belgian Melon King: Good evening! !Are you free right now?I want to go to your house to touch the floor tiles.

Silence returned to him after a while: I'm outside.

Yu Zhong replied with an emoji, feeling: You also went out to play.

Silence: Hmm.you alone?

Belgian Melon King: Yes, the roommates are not here, so it's a bit boring.

After speaking, he sent another animation of [Little Seal Crying].

People's emotional expression through the network cable will always be more straightforward. Although in reality he has no expression when facing the phone, he has already replaced the little seal crying with his head up in his heart.

Silence: [little seal touching head.gif];

Silence: Since you're bored, why don't you find a roommate.

Yu Zhong hesitated for a moment, and mentioned another thing: Speaking of which, you guessed what you said last time by accident.

Silence: Yes.

Belgian Melon King: My roommate is really curvy and likes me.

Silence remained indifferent, but instead asked him how he felt: Do you feel uncomfortable?

Belgian melon king: No, just a little shocked.He confessed to me, and I made excuses to reject him.

Silence: An excuse?

Belgian Melon King: Well... I said I have a girl I like.Since I can't respond to him, and we are friends, and we have to get along every day, I can only decline.

Belgian melon king: I don't want to give him the illusion of being unclear, and I have been fishing for him, which may not be appropriate.

Silence has not spoken.Yu Zhong gradually became a little apprehensive, and typed slowly: Is it not good for me to do this... But I can't think of any other way to deal with it.

After waiting for a long time with his mobile phone in his hand, Silence replied to him: I'm sorry, I just had something to do and didn't see the message.

Yu Zhong secretly breathed a sigh of relief.I almost thought I was disgusting.

Silence quoted his last paragraph separately and replied: You did a good job.

Silence: It means that you don't like to play with others.You just couldn't make a conclusion for the time being, and you didn't want to hurt the other party, so you did this.This alone puts you ahead of most people.

Silence continued to praise him: it is a very valuable quality in this era of rapid and overflowing emotions.

Yu Zhong was a little embarrassed by the praise: Thank you for saying that.

Silence returned the expression of pinching the kitty's face.

Silence feels very patient, like a well-qualified listener.Yu Zhong completely opened up his heart: But now I'm not too sure.My roommate seems to be a little distant towards me during this time, I don't know if he still likes me.

Silence: Didn't you say you have a girl you like?If he still likes you, of course he won't continue to create intimacy and trouble you.

Yu Zhong thought for a few seconds before replying: Actually, I lied to him.

Silence: Like?

With a trace of shame on Yu Zhong's face, he typed out each word: It's just the matter of liking girls.You seem to be the only girl I know on the list, no one would let me like it, but I was a little flustered at the time, so I talked nonsense because I was in a hurry.

After a few minutes, Silence replied to him: It turns out that Xiao Yu can also lie.

It's just a paragraph of text, without any expression or extra punctuation marks, but Yu Zhong can read it with a sense of pampering and a little familiarity.

He couldn't help sending a message: Why do you call me that, I don't even know your name.

Silence: As I said, wait for you to find me.

Silence: It's easy to find.

Yu Zhong was dissatisfied: Where is it easy to find, there is no hint at all.

He was chatting on his mobile phone, when he suddenly heard a movement from the entrance, Yu Zhong turned his head to look, and a slender and tall figure came into view.

Sensing his gaze, Qi Yuechen raised his eyelids, cast his light gaze over, paused on his face for a moment, then retracted, "I have something to do, I'm coming back first."

Yu Zhong was stunned: "Oh."

Qi Yuechen held the phone in his hand, as if answering a message.Yu Zhong kept turning his head to look at the past, and watched Qi Yuechen walk into his room.

I didn't realize it until the door was closed, and sent a message to Silence: My roommate came back early.Thought I was going to be alone tonight.

Silence: Still lonely?

The light in Qi Yuechen's room turned on, and the soft light overflowed through the crack of the door, slowly filling the space there.Yu Zhong turned his head for a few glances, and replied: No.

Silence: I have something to do, so let's not talk about it.

Belgian Melon King: Good.

Yu Zhong put down his phone and suddenly felt a lot more relaxed.He grabbed the two clothes he had worn during the day and took them to the bathroom to wash.

In the process of washing clothes, he suddenly remembered the pajamas he found in Qi Yuechen's room last time... The last time he made a fuss, he forgot to ask for it from Qi Yuechen, and he didn't know what the clothes were now. situation.

At first, he didn't quite understand why Qi Yuechen took his own clothes, but now that he knew that the other party liked him, Yu Zhong probably understood a little bit, it was probably just a simple impulse to collect things from the person he liked.

But even so... thinking about it, he couldn't help blushing, and felt that he was even more embarrassed to beg for money with Qi Yuechen.

In case the other party tells me that they like it again at that time... It's hard to resist thinking about it.

At the end of September, the clothes are mainly thin and long-sleeved.Yu Zhong doesn't know how to dress like Qi Yuechen. The clothes are all conservative and all-match styles. They wash very quickly by hand. He wrings them out quickly and takes them to the balcony to dry.

The poles for drying clothes are fixed on the ceiling and are very high, so they must be assisted by clothes poles for drying.Yu Zhong raised his hands and raised his head to reach, but the light at night was too dim, so he couldn't see clearly, even wearing glasses was useless.

He had to grab the clothes with his left hand, and fumbled on the wall with his right hand to turn on the light.

The switch was pressed, and the overhead light jumped and went out again.

Yu Zhong kept his head up and staring blankly.

There was a much calmer voice behind him, "Just change the light bulb."

Yu Zhong followed the prestige, and when he saw the scene in front of him clearly, the temperature on his face suddenly rose.He stammered, "You, you..."

Qi Yuechen seemed to be about to take a bath, his hair was slightly disheveled, his upper body had been stripped of his clothes, his trousers were half loose, and the V-shaped mermaid line was clearly visible.

——It was completely opposite to his usual abstinence-filled appearance.

He seemed to have noticed Yu Zhong's gaze, paused his steps, stopped at the door of the balcony, raised his eyebrows, "Is there a problem?"

And ask myself...

Yu Zhong was completely speechless.

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