After being abandoned by the gods

The so-called Dao of Heaven derived from the Six Realms is actually just a little selfishness of the Buddha.Therefore, Hua Zanglie is constantly reborn in the six realms of reincarnation, and the way of heaven will not control him.

However, Tiandao didn't always get used to him, or didn't let him live comfortably.

Lou Guanxue travels alone in the realm of reincarnation just to save Hua Zanglie's reincarnation. The way of heaven is in his eyes, but he never gets his wish.

Now that tens of thousands of years have passed, Lou Guanxue may even have forgotten how many times he entered the realm of reincarnation, how many times he killed himself, whether it was a dream or real.

"I've always wondered what kind of emotion you have for him. He was raised by you, but you abandoned him. You created a world for him, but you didn't let him live comfortably in it."

Thinking of the cliff, the snow floating in the building is above the blue sea and blue sky.Sitting in front of him was a Buddha in a white cassock, with a solemn appearance, rolling glass beads in his hands, and his eyes were tenderly looking at a face that was identical to his own.

Lou Guanxue's question made him smile.

"You care about this?"

Lou Guanxue was silent, but the answer was already obvious when he asked this question.

If you don't care, why bother to ask.

The Buddha looked at the turbulent sky and waves, and answered the wrong question: "Phoenix is ​​very naughty. Many Buddhas in Zizaitian don't like him, but I like him very much. He has brought me a lot of joy."

Lou Guanxue looked at him with indifferent eyes: "You want to say that you can't protect him, that's why you lock him up here, are you doing it for his own good?"

If it wasn't for his dislike of laughing by nature, he might have laughed out loud by now.

But the Buddha turned his head and said, "You are angry for him."

"Shouldn't I be angry?"

"Have you ever had a demon?" The Buddha suddenly asked.

Without waiting for Lou Guanxue to react, he continued: "Hatred, greed, delusion, obsession, resentment, obsession, these are the roots that breed inner demons, so inner demons are the embodiment of evil, destined to be killed. Pull it out. Buddhas and Taoists will have demons in their minds, and those who overcome the calamity will complete their merits and virtues."

Lou Guanxue stared at the Buddha's light all over him, under the watery sky and the bright sun, the light was restrained, it didn't seem to be as bright as the Buddha's light when it came to the Buddha statue, and the precious appearance was solemn.

He didn't know the reason why the Buddha's light was dim, but he knew that the idol's dimness was due to the shackles and depression in his heart.

"I seem to understand one thing." Lou Guanxue raised her eyes and looked at the still gentle and compassionate Buddha: "The world worships my god statue, but the merits and virtues fall on you. I used to think it was my teacher. He did admit it, but now I feel curious—" "Why did the merit that should belong to me fall on your head?"

The Buddha closed his eyes and said in a compassionate voice: "Everyone's suffering in life comes from thinking too much. They are always entangled in where they come from, why they come from, who they live for, and who they die for. In fact, along the way The scenery is more worth thinking about.”

Lou Guanxue laughed, and his tone was mocking: "Buddha, you don't even understand yourself, why do you think you can save sentient beings?"

He paused for a moment, and said calmly: "You have said so much in a roundabout way, but you just want to tell me that I am transformed by evil and resentment, and that I am a stumbling block on your way to consummation of merit..."

"I am your demon."

"So you've been trying to get rid of me, haven't you?"

The Buddha did not open his eyes, and the Buddha's light around him was still dim, and it was almost invisible if you didn't look carefully.Lou Guanxue stared at that face that was indistinguishable from her own, and the chill and desolation in her heart suddenly surged up like a tide, enveloping him layer by layer, engulfing him, his whole heart was at peace: "Your heart is fettered, Dao mind is unstable, you have distracting thoughts, and the six roots are impure. Buddha, the six realms are the world you created with love, but the ghost realm is your selfishness mixed with love. I was born from the ghost realm, it is you A demon deep in my heart that I don’t want to face.”

Where did it come from, why did it come from, what is the root of suffering in a mortal life, in fact, it is just a hint to him, don't worry too much about his identity, his origin, and the reason for his birth.

But he obviously didn't have to say it, he could always lie and keep everyone in the dark forever.

He said it obliquely, and comforted him hypocritically, for what?

Does it seem that he is noble, magnanimous, and compassionate to the common people?

Lou Guanxue felt as if there was a hole in his chest, and every time he took a breath, he was hurting. His eyes were scarlet: "What kind of Buddha are you trying to tell me by talking so much? Tell me that you are the right way, the righteousness, the righteousness. The road is blue and the sky is blue, and I am just the other side of your dark and dirty side that must be pulled out?"

"Buddha, you are hypocritical!"

The Buddha sighed and looked at him with pity: "You have also given birth to a demon, do you think you can control him?"

Lou Guanxue stared at him without speaking.

"I can't control you, and I can't control the ghost realm. The six realms have existed for 10,000+ years, because your powerful ghost realm is also growing. When I can't suppress it, the six realms will perish."

Lou Guanxue was stunned for a moment, thinking of the demons in his past, thinking of everything in Yixietian, he suddenly understood: "When the Six Realms perish, I will return to your body, or I will follow the Six Realms Disappear together."

The Buddha did not answer right or wrong, but said: "That's why I came to see you."

"Ask if I want to leave with you?"

The Buddha was silent for a moment, and seemed to be thinking about the words: "You can't leave, you were born because of me, but you will not return to my body."

As soon as the words fell, Lou Guanxue instantly understood.

After giving birth to the inner demon, those who cross the catastrophe will complete their merits, and the losers will be trapped by it. The Buddha left the six worlds and abandoned the Phoenix because he realized the emergence of the inner demon. Now how could he bring himself back as the inner demon?

From the moment he was born, he was doomed not to leave the Six Realms.

"Human Quan is your selfish thoughts, I am your demon, and the way of heaven is your heart." After Lou Guanxue finished speaking, she gently closed her eyes.

For a moment, he didn't know what he was.I thought Master's ulterior motives towards him were already chilling enough, but it turned out that there was something even more ridiculous. He was jealous of the Buddha, always comparing himself with him, and overthinking each other's feelings in Master's heart. The weight of it, and even the pain and sadness of it.

But in the end, I found that my feelings were even cheaper.

He is the heart demon of the Buddha. He was born because of his love for Fenghuang, but he was abandoned and let go. If you count seriously, when he expresses his love for Fenghuang, it may not be because of his own love.

He is like a spectator between the two of them, participating in it and being isolated from it.

He didn't even know what he was.

"So, you made Gu Rong with the shadow of Hua Zanglie? You don't want to see us together, so you always intervene and let my previous efforts go to waste?"

But the Buddha shook his head: "No, I never interfered in the affairs between the two of you. As for Gu Rong... Maybe you don't want to hear what I say next."

"Say." Lou Guanxue's expression was indifferent.

"In the first life after his death, you entered the realm of reincarnation together, I think you should remember. You lived together in it for several years, that is, at that time, you discovered the realm of reincarnation, but in fact he was more than you discovered It was earlier, and he knows this thing far better than you, so he used his own shadow to create Gu Rong with memory."

Hearing this, Lou Guanxue already guessed the content behind, he slowly closed his eyes, a voice in his heart said, enough, don't say any more.

But the Buddha's voice didn't stop: "A person who has the same memory, appearance and [-]% similar personality as him, no matter how many times you enter the realm of reincarnation, you will admit your mistake and fall in love without hesitation."

Lou Guanxue's heart trembled with pain.

The Buddha said in an affirmative tone: "So he knew from the very beginning that you would fall in love with him, and because of loving him, he would go back and forth in the realm of reincarnation many times. Therefore, he set a stumbling block for you in advance."

Lou Guanxue's complexion was snow-white, and she forced a smile on her lips, "How can you be sure that he knows that I will definitely fall in love with him and enter the realm of reincarnation for him?"

The Buddha's eyes were compassionate: "In the first reincarnation, he has memories. He recognizes you and remembers you."

"And." The Buddha sighed, and said softly: "He deliberately didn't dodge the sword on the battlefield of gods and demons, because he also wanted to die in your hands. He wanted you to become a god and be bound by the law of heaven. He is afraid that you, born in Huangquan, will destroy the Six Realms in the future."

A mouthful of blood welled up his throat, and Lou Guanxue swallowed it down calmly.

His forced smile was faltering, and finally turned into a faint bitterness at the corner of his mouth, fishy sweetness in his mouth, and a dull pain in his heart.

There is nothing more sad than being plotted by a lover for thousands of years. He thought it would be sad to be treated by Phoenix as a Buddha, but it turned out that the man was sober from beginning to end and treated him as a pawn, which made him even more sad.

He is the heart demon of the Buddha, they are almost the same, he even lives for him, he loves him a thousand times more, but in the end he finds out that he has never even treated him as a fake.

That person calmly and soberly treated him as a pawn, just to keep the Six Realms and what his beloved gave him.

After the Buddha left, Lou Guanxue was silent for a long time facing Si Guoya alone.

The beauty of the world and the sentient beings of the six realms are all illusory. Everything in front of him is not real, and love is not real. Then he has been reincarnated countless times, why?

What's the difference between this and a mortal dream?

"Lou Guanxue? Lou Guanxue!"

"Are you in there?"

"Open the barrier! Lou Guanxue! Did you hear that?"

A familiar voice came from the ear, shaking the sea surface with waves.

It was Hua Zanglie who came to look for him, just 33 days away.

He was blocked from the barrier and couldn't get in. He was trying to smash it, but if he couldn't break it, he started calling his name.

The voice that lingered in the dream, now hearing it in my ears, I feel heart-wrenching, unspeakable pain.

Lou Guanxue closed her eyes, blocked the sound, and left her outside the door for ten days.

On the tenth day, Hua Zanglie broke the barrier.No one in the God Realm could stop him, he almost flew to Siguo Cliff, the lotus on the surface of the water was frightened by the hostility around him and shrank, turning into buds, tremblingly hidden among the lotus leaves.

Hua Zanglie stepped on the lotus leaves and walked to the bottom of the cliff, staring at the person sitting on the lotus platform, with a cold face: "I called you outside, did you hear?"

"The demons in Huangquan will not die, but the Six Realms will perish." Lou Guanxue opened her eyes and looked at him calmly and indifferently.

Hua Zanglie was stunned for a moment, then gritted his teeth: "I don't care whether the Six Realms will perish! I'm asking you now, have you heard my voice? I've been calling you outside for ten days!"

"I heard." Lou Guanxue pulled off the hands on the clothes, and said softly: "Please give me back my heart and soul, Mozun."