First love that started today

The monthly exam results came down, but Gu Jing was still the first in class one, but dropped one place in the grade ranking.

This was a very normal thing in the past. Even Tan Biqun said at the class meeting: "It's not surprising that the first grade in this monthly exam is Qin Jiu from Class Two. She has always been the same as Gu Jingchen from our class. Love each other and kill each other, the three of them are either you or him, and you will make fewer mistakes next time than anyone else."

Gu Jing looked at the answer sheet handed out, and subconsciously shifted his gaze to the side.After the exam was over and the desks were put back together again, there was an extra stack of books on Shen Qi's desk.

As if to stop him from crossing the line.

The head teacher made a summary of the monthly exam on the podium. Gu Jing listened to it for a while, and then was attracted by Shen Qi's movement of turning over the paper.

Contrasting the mistakes on the answer sheet, Shen Qi spread out half a page of the test paper, bent his index finger and clicked on the question number.

Gu Jing felt that he might know that his hands were beautiful, but he never praised them himself, but let others find out on purpose.

He hooks his shoulders and backs at every turn, touches his head and pokes his face, speaks or doesn't speak, and makes small movements with his hands without stopping. He often rushes to tie and button people.Now even turning a page will affect the people who see him.

At this moment, Gu Jing was the one looking at him across the line.

"Shen Qi," he knew that he was in class and that he might be heard, but he just wanted to ask him, "Do you still like me?"

Without preconditions, it is difficult for Gu Jing to guarantee that he can return to the safe zone.With restraint, no matter how Shen Qi answered, he could still make things right.

So he added: "Like a friend."

"Snapped--"

The pen that ticked the question fell suddenly, and the red ink drew a light mark on the test paper.

As the body temperature rose through the fabric, Shen Qi's heartbeat also accelerated. He lowered his eyes and saw the other party put his hand on his lap.

As in the past, Gu Jing wanted to talk to him, but he was afraid that he would not hear him, so he tapped lightly like this to remind him.

But the state of mind of the two is different from the past.

Gu Jing tried to solve the problem by himself, but unfortunately failed. He couldn't judge his feelings for Shen Qi, let alone whether Shen Qi had feelings for him.If you ask directly, you may not even be able to make friends, but if you don't ask, he will always be troubled.

After thinking about it, limiting the scope little by little like this, releasing the conditions little by little, and testing the other party little by little, can there be any result.

Gu Jing was not surprised that Shen Qi would be silent. After all, when he asked Shen Qi at the seaside, Shen Qi faltered, and finally said something that didn't look like a tongue twister.

"I don't think we are as close as before." This is Gu Jing's true feeling, his fingertips were hot, and he didn't withdraw from Shen Qi's lap, but continued to tap, saying, "I don't know what happened, suddenly That's it."

Every time there is a class meeting, the classroom is as noisy as a vegetable market, but every time, Shen Qi can hear exactly what Gu Jing said.

Maybe it was because of the close proximity, or maybe his mind was always on Gu Jing.

From the first time Gu Jing tilted his head to the moment he looked away, Shen Qi was at a loss for what to do when he was in his eyes.But when the other party was about to leave, he subconsciously wanted to do something to keep him.

He knew that Gu Jing liked his hands, liked to watch him play billiards, and liked to watch him play the piano.

He always knew that he could easily attract Gu Jing's attention, just like Gu Jing did to him.

He used to think that they knew how to appreciate each other, but he didn't realize that his relationship had gone wrong until that night.

He wasn't sure if Gu Jing was, but he might be.

After National Day had a fight with Wang Yuheng and the others, his possibility almost became a certainty.

The false sense of identity he got from Zhuang Tingxi was also punctured, and he could no longer deceive himself.

"I said, I won't hate you." It was impossible for him to tell Gu Jing that they were no longer close because of his deliberate estrangement, and he wanted to save himself again.

Gu Jing moved closer to him: "Because of the promise, you can't hate it?"

Shen Qi felt the heat from his shoulders, and his Adam's apple rolled: "I have no reason to hate you."

"Then do you like it? What's the reason?" Unlike his innocence and fearlessness when he was young, Gu Jing now has a purpose in every question he asks, and he uses what Shen Qi said to test, "Is it because of your mother?"

Every sentence hit Shen Qi's heart, he didn't know if the other party meant it, but to him, whether it was intentional or not, his thoughts were still the same.

Now that a decision has been made, it is necessary to block it as soon as possible, so as not to let the matter develop to the point of being out of control.

"We all like you." He thought for a long time, and finally he could only answer Gu Jing like this.

Gu Jing called out "Shen Qi", and slowly moved his fingers away from him: "I feel like crying, do you know why?"

"... moved?" Shen Qi seemed to be doing it on purpose.

"I don't know." Gu Jing shook his head, "I'm always weird, even I don't understand myself."

This kind of dialogue is no stranger. Shen Qi could understand it at the time, and he still can understand it now.It's like he himself knows it's not okay, and he needs to correct it, but he still can't help but keep it.

If it wasn't his intention, how could Gu Jing have these strange thoughts and questions?

He wavered himself, and wanted to shake others. Was he really planning to bring the other party down?

In Gu Jing's eyes, this kind of silence was like an answer to the question he wanted to ask the most but couldn't ask.

So is it still necessary for him to delve into what kind of liking he has for Shen Qi?

Is it necessary to continue if there is no response?

Stop the loss in time, he and Shen Qi are still friends, and they can watch the sea and the sunset together.

The probability of successful withdrawal should be very high, after all, Shen Qi didn't mean that, and he was still in the hesitation period.As long as you correct your thinking, don't define what is "unique" or "special", but treat the other party as a friend like everyone else, then the result will definitely be as expected.

What Shen Qi said before is very reasonable-we are only so old, and we will meet more people in the future.

That's why Shen Qi has been seeing thoroughly, so he won't be confused like him.

He hasn't seen anyone around him for too long, perhaps because of this, he relies too much on Shen Qi, and mistakenly regards this dependence as liking.

He has begun to correct himself.And I feel good, and I don't feel so sad that I don't think about eating or drinking.

A day, a week, a month, a semester flies by.

Under the double pressure of school and cram school, he has no time to think about other things.High school is not junior high school, and there is very little leisure time. After late autumn, he never went to the beach again.

I don't know if the sea in winter will be as calm as he and Shen Qi.

He often thinks, are they going back to the past?Was his withdrawal successful?

It doesn't feel too successful.

If he went back to the past, he shouldn't deliberately avoid physical contact with Shen Qi, and he shouldn't remind himself not to have more delusions when getting along with Shen Qi.

Paradoxically, this is how he quits, what can he do if he doesn't?

As soon as the school was on winter vacation, Gu Jing told his parents that he was going back to Yangzhou. Gu Qingxu asked him, "Don't wait for Mom and Dad to go back with you after the annual vacation?"

Gu Jing said: "I miss Grandpa and the others, and I want to go back early this year."

"That's fine." Gu Qingxu turned to find Chen Fangyun, "Sister Fang, this year's holiday is early, tomorrow you can send Xiaojing to my father's house, and then you can go back to your hometown to buy new year's goods."

Although they are very familiar with each other, the family lives and boards at the owner's house. The husband and wife do not do heavy work, but their salary is high. The two daughters often bother Gu Jing to guide them with their homework. , I will come back to work for a few more days, at least until you and Mr. Duan are on vacation, otherwise you will have to cook for yourself when you come back."

"No, Zhong Yu and I are both adults, we can take care of food and clothing by ourselves." Gu Qingxu pushed a red envelope in front of her as he spoke.

"This is not acceptable, I can't accept it." Chen Fangyun quickly refused.

"Whether it's the year-end bonus or the new year's money for the children, if you don't accept it, we won't see each other again next year." Gu Qingxu winked at Gu Jing who was next to him.

After receiving the order, Gu Jing stood up, picked up the red envelope and handed it to her: "Aunt Fang, thank you and uncle for taking care of me."

"Yeah, thanks to you." Gu Qingxu said, "During the period when you didn't come, we Xiaojing always used the neighbor's car to get to and from school, so we bothered him."

Chen Fangyun was stuffed with a red envelope, and was taken away by Gu Qingxu's topic: "I heard that the richest man is there? I saw some news on my phone."

"And he's still my boss." Gu Qingxu said half-jokingly and half-seriously, "The children have a good relationship. People who know them know that they are good for me. Those who don't know think that I rely on my son to curry favor with the boss."

Gu Jing's eyelids twitched suddenly, and he looked at Gu Qingxu in a daze.

"Who actually said such a thing?" Chen Fangyun patted the table and asked, "Is it from your company? This person has too many thoughts, isn't this shameful?"

Gu Qingxu didn't expect her to react so strongly, so he hurriedly comforted her: "It's just chatting, don't get too angry, Sister Fang."

"Can you not be angry? Let's not talk about you, let's talk about Xiaojing, how is he worse than the kid next door?" Chen Fangyun has met Shen Qi several times, and he looks good, but the child is still his own relative, "On In terms of appearance, the kid next door is much worse than our Xiaojing. He is the richest man? The whole family is a businessman, and the news keeps seeing family members fighting for property. Now even with his family When a child is a friend, he always accuses others of having plans, so that’s nothing.”

"Sister Fang, you can't believe all the news on the Internet." Gu Qingxu really regretted complaining to her, and at the same time thanked her for her sincerity in protecting her family, "As you can see, I and Sister Qin next door, we get along well. Good? She is a straightforward person. She, her husband and son have a good relationship with our family. They have nothing worth looking for, and our family does not lack money. We only need a good neighbor and friend who can talk to Xiaojing say."

Speaking of this, Gu Qingxu just remembered that he didn't seem to see Shen Qi asking Gu Jing out recently.

After entering high school, it is understandable that they are busy with their studies, but now that they are on vacation, the two of them have no plans.

In the past few years, Gu Jing has been procrastinating and procrastinating. He only left home when the New Year's Eve was approaching. Why is he in such a hurry this year?Really just miss grandpa?

Gu Jing was keenly aware of Gu Qingxu's thoughts, stood up before she could speak, and said, "I'm going back to my room to pack my luggage."

He thought he was hiding it well, but Gu Qingxu still saw the clues.

It seems that... there was a quarrel?

She was not sure, she only knew that if she asked Gu Jing, she would definitely not be able to find out why, so she turned on her phone and sent Shen Qi a WeChat message.

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