First love that started today

On the night of New Year's Eve, Gu Jing and a group of juniors were arranged at a table.His parents, grandfather, uncle and other elders had a table in another room and chatted for a long time.

When the New Year's Eve dinner was almost over, Gu Jing received a text message from Gu Qingxu, asking him to go to the next door to find Shen Qi to watch the new year together.

No one else needed him to chat with, so Gu Jing glanced at the room through the door.

Do you have to say this in time for the Chinese New Year?

Or do you think this happy family day is more able to evoke human relations and family affection?

So why didn't I think about it until this year?

In the past, those family members were not close to his family and sometimes spoke contemptuously, but Gu Jing would not hate them just because of that.

After thinking about it, he just lamented the thinness of family ties, and was willing to show a bit of a good face when he encountered difficulties and asked for help, and only then remembered that even if his father entered another family, he was still a family they could rely on.

Gu Jing walked out of the door slowly, and met Shen Qi who was kicking stones and stopped in a few steps, and finally arrived in front of him.

He stared at Shen Qi, Shen Qi raised his eyes, and his smile was extraordinarily bright: "Did you see it just now, am I very powerful?"

Does it mean that the straight line of the kick is not crooked at all?

Gu Jing looked at him with burning eyes: "Shouldn't you be one year older during the Chinese New Year? Why does it feel like you are back in your youth?"

"Adolescence is not enough, childishness is the best." Shen Qi said, "It would be best if I knew you right after I was born."

Gu Jing walked down the steps and touched his exposed hand, which was as cold as his own.

Shen Qi also noticed this, grabbed Gu Jing's hand and put it in his pocket: "Let's keep warm together."

"Then why didn't you want Nuannuan just now?" Gu Jing asked.

Shen Qi said: "It's boring to be alone, I have to be with you."

They walked slowly towards Shen Qi's house, and the hands in their pockets gradually became warm.

Gu Jing suddenly asked: "If we really know each other since birth, and you are familiar with everything about me, will you stop being curious about me and think that I am special?"

As he walked, the people around him stopped.

Gu Jing sighed silently in his heart, thinking about these happy days, why did he have to say such embarrassing and disappointing words.

"why?"

"Why?" Gu Jing turned to him.

Shen Qi stared at the other party and asked: "Why do you think that my liking for you started from curiosity?"

Gu Jing took his hand out of his pocket, shook his head and said, "I don't know. When you said that 'know each other from birth', I thought of some of your friends. You and many of them They were born together and grew up together, you said, you have already figured out their tempers, so you don't like them."

Shen Qi didn't deny it: "It's because I know it well, so I don't like it."

Hearing this, Gu Jing lowered his head and frowned: "Then if one day, you also figured out me thoroughly, wouldn't you like it?"

Shen Qi wanted to tease him to say "yes", but seeing his aggrieved look, he stopped thinking again, and finally smiled helplessly: "As for your thoughts that are more unpredictable than the weather, I will never figure it out in my life. gone."

Gu Jing slightly raised his eyes, his eyes seemed to be covered with mist, and looked at Shen Qi with half-annoyance.

"Okay, okay, I'm not joking with you." Shen Qi held him again, "Hands are getting cold too quickly, I'll warm you up again."

Gu Jing looked at the man who was rubbing his hands with his head down, and asked angrily: "Can't you just say that you will like me forever? I was weird in my heart, and you insisted on joking."

"I wanted to make you laugh, but who knew you would be angry." Shen Qi put his hand into his pocket and squeezed him lightly, "Look at you, you clearly know what I mean. I also told you that I will always like you. What are you still doubting?"

Gu Jing knew that he was wrong, so he pursed his lips and said nothing.

"As for what you said, you don't like it after you understand it," Shen Qi laughed, "They are not good, so should I like them too? Or do you think, why are there only a few friends I have heart-to-heart friends with?"

Gu Jing was stunned, and began to blink wildly: "But, but...you didn't tell me that."

"I don't want to tell you bad people and things." Shen Qi raised his finger and scratched his nose, "You are very good, very good, so I like it, and if I like it, I must protect it. Tell you those, you just You will be amazed: Ah, how come there are such bad people in the world, the world is hopeless.”

Gu Jing couldn't help laughing at this half-serious, half-teasering tone, but at the same time he was dissatisfied: "Don't treat me like an inexperienced child, I've met a lot of people."

Shen Qi asked: "Who are there? Good people? Bad people?"

"People are very complicated, and it's not black and white." Gu Jing said, "It's like the many people I met tonight, saying that they are bad, but they haven't done any real bad things, they just don't like me. But if you want to say that they are good, I don’t see anything worthy of praise. Whether they are good or bad, they won’t live with me for the rest of their lives. I don’t care about them. If you like to talk, you can say it. Into the right ear and out, I don’t have to care about talking behind my back.”

Speaking of this, there is nothing to understand.

Shen Qi immediately turned his head and returned the same way.

Gu Jing hurriedly grabbed him: "Where are you going?"

Shen Qi rolled up his sleeves, and said angrily: "Whoever talks about you, I will beat him until his teeth are all over the ground!"

"You come back." Gu Jing hugged his arm tightly, and the two of them stalemate for a long time before Shen Qi calmed down.

"Did they say that if you have a boyfriend, you will definitely be abandoned in the future?"

"..."

Gu Jing left the dining table and opened the window to stand outside to breathe, but he heard some words in the room.

On New Year's Eve, everyone eats, eats and chats, a table of peers of the same age, apart from eating, drinking and having fun, the only topic is love and making friends.

Gu Jing never steals words, but An Jing still couldn't dodge them. When it was his turn, someone asked, "I heard that you have a boyfriend, is it true?"

Gu Jing didn't understand why they were in the same family, they were not even as tolerant and friendly as strangers, and they asked him in such a frivolous and teasing tone.

He and Shen Qi are not low-key, they often walk hand in hand in the university, passers-by are only surprised, never ridiculed.

And his so-called family members, after thinking that he had left, openly laughed at his sexuality and talked about his future in his home.

Knowing that what they said was wrong, he didn't want to take it to heart at first, but when he saw Shen Qi and heard Shen Qi's love words that were more touching than his confession, he couldn't help thinking of what they said.

——Gu Jing was different from us since he was a child, but he didn't expect to be even more different when he grew up, becoming a gay.

——The other party was just curious for a while, a person as bored as Gu Jing is harder to figure out than others.

——Two men, just started fresh, after two or three years, don't believe me, just wait and see.

To put it bluntly, even if the person they guessed was not Gu Jing, but the person who was with Gu Jing, they were at least like family.

"Forget it, I don't want to argue with them." Gu Jing let go of Shen Qi, took two steps back, his heels touched the bottom of the wall, and his head slowly leaned back.

Shen Qi didn't speak, walked to his side, and looked at his side face quietly.

"It's good to say it, but I'm just telling you." Gu Jing tilted his head to the left, and met Shen Qi's eyes, "Do you know why?"

Shen Qi's eyes were clear, he smiled, and Gu Jing also smiled: "People can only convey their emotions and get results when they communicate with others. I am different from them. In a sense, I am really not the same kind. "

Shen Qi really wanted to arrest those people and listen to them, his boyfriend was so good at swearing, he didn't even use a single dirty word.

"I have a proposal," he said.

"What proposal?" Gu Jing blinked.

"I'll pay for it, can I ask my father's publishing house to publish the book for you?" Shen Qi lowered his head with a smile, "I'll definitely buy a hundred and eighty copies, and I'll send one to anyone who doesn't like it."

He laughed louder and wilder, making Gu Jing feel like he was telling a joke.

Telling a joke is almost the same, just laugh and pass, there is really no need to keep it in your heart, let alone be sentimental about it.

But he couldn't stop laughing, Gu Jing didn't let him go, and stretched out his hand to scratch his waist a few times.

Shen Qi discovered the other party's intentions, and didn't hide, he shook his head and said: "Wear thick in winter, you can't scratch it, and I don't itch."

With this arrogant and beating expression, Gu Jing couldn't spare him, and got into his clothes to scratch.

After scratching this time, Shen Qi knew that he was strong, and begged for mercy while smiling: "Okay, okay, I admit defeat, I won't laugh anymore."

Just as Gu Jing was about to let go, he continued, "But the book is still available, I will keep it private."

I'm too lazy to make trouble with him, this man obviously did it on purpose.

Gu Jing pulled out his hand and was warmed by the other person's body. As soon as he came into contact with the cold air, he felt the temperature difference sensitively.

Gu Jing slightly curled his fingers, under the dim streetlights, it was difficult to see the original color clearly.He only remembered that his knuckles were red when he went out, because he stood in the wind for too long.

"What are you looking at?"

As soon as Shen Qi finished speaking, a snowflake fell on the back of Gu Jing's hand.

"The weather forecast says that it will snow tomorrow." Gu Jing turned the back of his hands, exposing his palms between the light and the night, "They came earlier."

All I could see were the dim lights and the snow shadows under the lights.

Shen Qi raised his wrist, wiped the foggy surface, and saw the pointer just after "12": "It's not early, now is tomorrow."

Unexpectedly, after staying outside for so long, Gu Jing was stunned for a while, and then he remembered to turn his head and say to Shen Qi, "Happy New Year."

"Happy New Year." Shen Qi said, took his hand and ran, "Go home, it's too cold outside."

Winter in the south is always cold and wet, and Spring Creek is no exception.The four seasons of the year go round and round, why should every day be like Changying.

There is the enthusiasm of summer in summer, and the luxuriance of winter in winter.

The wind stops and the snow stops, sooner or later.

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The author has something to say:

It's over, thank you for meeting, thank you for your company, and look forward to seeing you again.

All the characters whose names are two characters in the article have their own stories, some have already been written, some have not yet been written, and I am not sure if I will continue to write it, so I will see you soon.