First love that started today

Although that sentence is not complete, but I want to know what it means.

Gu Jing was frightened, why did the question come to him?

He reflexively said "hmm".

It was meant to express shock and doubt, but the cashier didn't understand, and he scanned the two boxes directly: "Okay. Please refresh the payment code, and I will pay you here."

"Huh?" Gu Jing quickly turned his head.

"Two boxes are not enough." The little brother showed a professional smile, "It's okay, you can get the same discount if you buy two boxes, four boxes, or six boxes."

By the way, does this convenience store have a sales crown rating?

When he finally walked out of the store with a bag full of things, Gu Jing thought of this question.

He was concentrating, or rather, he was using this question to divert his attention, so as to ignore the things in the bag and the people walking beside him.

He was so nervous that he screamed when his shoulder was touched.

Passers-by were startled, Shen Qi nodded to them in apology, then let go of Gu Jing's shoulders, and glanced at him uncomfortably: "Look at the road, you almost hit a tree just now."

"... Oh." Gu Jing looked up and saw the willow branches hanging down, and suddenly realized that this is no longer that street, "Aren't we going to the hot pot restaurant to find Xiaoyu and the others? Why have we walked so far?"

Seeing Gu Jing turning around in a hurry, Shen Qi subconsciously grabbed his wrist, but this grab made him loose, and most of the bag in his hand fell to the ground and fell to the ground.

The bright packaging made Gu Jing's face flush instantly.

Shen Qi didn't know what was wrong with him, he and Gu Jing had done a lot of intimate things, even if it was only the last step, they had met each other honestly, how could they be so nervous?

He suppressed his panic, squatted down and picked up boxes one by one, staring at the ground: "I parked the car here, I want to come and drive away, I won't need it later..."

He couldn't continue, because Gu Jing also squatted down, stretching his right hand towards the ground.

"You don't have to be afraid," Shen Qi paused, then continued, "I won't force—"

"It's not that I'm afraid." Gu Jinggang's outstretched hand froze in the air, and he breathed heavily when he spoke, and his fingers curled into his palm, "I'm just a little nervous, and a little... looking forward to it."

Shen Qi slightly raised his eyes, and met Gu Jing's sincere eyes.

"Really, not afraid."

It sounded like he was comforting Shen Qi, but Gu Jing knew that he was encouraging himself.

Now that you have the intention, there is no reason to back down.

Didn't he hold back in the convenience store at that time? He thought about it first, and he thought about it for a long time.

Why do you always click to the end, obviously sometimes you can do more, obviously Shen Qi is the same as him...

But, but...

Shen Qi didn't speak, he quickly picked up his things and got up, his face was calm, but his breathing gradually became rapid.

He stood where he was, pursed his lips a few times, and stopped talking.

"Didn't you always wait for me to take the initiative?" Gu Jing pinched his chin, leaned his head up, and let go after a kiss. "Now let me tell you, I'm ready, I want to do it with you."

Sentence after sentence, like a raging tide flowing over the rocks on the coast over and over again.

Looking at the hazy water in Gu Jing's eyes, Shen Qi's heart suddenly became empty. He moved his neck and rubbed his chin from the other's fingers to his wrist.

They kept looking at each other, and Gu Jing knew exactly what Shen Qi wanted to do, so when his finger was bitten, he was not surprised, and even pressed in cooperatively, feeling the warm and moist tip of his tongue.

"Come home with me?" Gu Jing's eyes slowly moved down, staring at the lower half of Shen Qi's face.

Shen Qi didn't answer right away, and after a long time, he pulled out his finger, lowered his head and kissed his eyes, and said, "Go to the hotel where I'm staying."

It was late at night when he came, so Shen Qi booked a nearby hotel for fear of disturbing his grandfather's family's sleep.

After getting in the car, Gu Jing turned on his phone and wanted to send a message to his younger brothers, but he saw the message from Ji Yuan first:

[Brother Shen transferred the money to me to settle the bill, he is now looking for you. 】

【Brother Xiaoyu and I got a taxi after we finished eating. 】

[We're going home first, so we won't wait for you. 】

Gu Jing exited the interface, turned off the phone and put it in his pocket, then turned to look at Shen Qi.

Although Shen Qi didn't turn his face away, he wrapped his eyes around the other party, held the steering wheel tightly with his hands, and opened his lips slightly. He tried his best to control his breathing so as not to make a sound.

In the confined and narrow space, no one spoke, and even the trivial matter of breathing became overly sensitive, for fear that a little relaxation would break through the ambiguity between the two of them.

All the way to the hotel in silence, Gu Jing was brought into the room.

Seeing the half-opened suitcase on the bed, Shen Qi hurried over to close it, and put it aside: "I just arrived, I haven't had time to pack it yet."

Gu Jing said "hmm", and suddenly looked down to see the oil stains on his clothes, which were splashed by Ji Yuan when he was eating hot pot.

"I think, take a shower first." He stood there and looked around, with his hands behind his back, because he really didn't know where to put them.

"Oh, that," Shen Qi pointed in one direction, "the bathroom is over there."

Gu Jingting nodded, and Shen Qi added: "It's better not to wear the bathrobe inside, it's all worn by others."

He opened the suitcase that had just been closed, took out a set of pajamas and handed it over: "... just wear mine."

Gu Jing felt that Shen Qi was more nervous than him. Ever since he entered this room, Shen Qi had never looked directly at him, and his speech was also paused, a little hoarse.

He had taken a shower at home, so he simply took a cold shower here.

When he came out, Shen Qi had his back turned to him, and he heard ice cubes falling into the empty glass, followed by the sound of liquid gurgling.

Shen Qi put down his wine glass, turned around and saw Gu Jing, but didn't speak.

It was not only Gu Jing who was in his pajamas who was at a loss, but also him who saw his pajamas on the other party.

In order to break the atmosphere, Gu Jing slowly sat down against the edge of the bed, and asked, "Aren't you taking a bath?"

He propped his hands on the white and soft sheets, his body leaned forward slightly, and the water droplets dripping from the ends of his hair slid into the pajamas along the stretched line at the back of his neck.

Seeing it, Shen Qi really wanted to rub the back of his neck immediately, along the neck and back, leaving his own marks all over his body.

Such crazy thoughts were somewhat diluted by the cold water in the bathroom.

Shen Qi kept warning himself, don't act like a pervert, Gu Jing would definitely be frightened.

It's a pity that this thought disappeared for a while, and when he came out of the bathroom, he saw Gu Jing who was still sitting by the bed in his original posture, and he didn't want to be a human anymore.

Seeing him coming out, Gu Jing was about to call him, but he went straight to the wine cabinet and downed the poured glass of whiskey in one gulp.

"Shen Qi." He called out in a low voice.

Shen Qi opened the wine bottle again and began to pour a second glass.

"Shen Qi," he gradually turned his body sideways, otherwise he could only see Shen Qi's back, "You..."

Shen Qi drank the second cup and continued to pour the third cup.

Gu Jing saw his indifference from the side, and suddenly felt uncomfortable. Seeing that his third cup was about to fall into his throat, he couldn't help showing some vengeful self-defeating: "You don't dare to forget it, I'm going home."

There was only a "boom", and the glass was placed heavily on the table, and the sound of the collision of ice cubes mixed with liquid was clearly heard.

Before Gu Jing could react, the back of his neck was pushed forward by a hand, and when his lips touched a piece of softness, the cold liquid slid down the tip of his tongue into his throat.

The taste of whiskey was very strong, but it was quickly diluted by other things. Shen Qi kept kissing him, which even made him feel too intense to breathe.

Before he could retreat by himself, Shen Qi pushed his shoulders and moved towards the head of the bed.

As he moved, his elbows and calves caused the sheets to wrinkle upwards, and when he was pushed against the head of the bed, the pajamas on his upper body were pushed to his chest.

Shen Qi said the first sentence to him: "Don't go."

Gu Jing's eyelashes trembled violently, the hands around him loosened, one reached forward to the bedside table, and the other pulled down his pajama pants.

He couldn't see what happened, Shen Qi forced him to raise his head and kiss him while doing this.

Shen Qi kissed very hard, very hard, as if the person who was extremely gentle and restrained before was not him.

Compared with usual, there is less persuasion, blindly attacking, without any intention of leaving a way out.

He held Gu Jing's calf and put it on his waist, and the moment his lips parted, he heard a very light but very seductive smile.

If he hadn't seen Gu Jing's carefree expression, he would not have believed that the laughter came from the person below him.

Suddenly, Shen Qi said the second sentence: "Can I use a little more force..."

Gu Jing laughed again, he felt that it was the effect of that sip of whiskey that caused him to be in an unconscious state now.

He didn't know what it was, but he liked it anyway. For a moment, he felt that he should be a crazier person than Shen Qi.