For the favor of Mr. Shen

"Blocked." "Me too."

"Get in the car first, it's cold outside."

When Shi Yiqing heard that they were going to leave, he went to a gap in the bushes and looked outside, and saw Wendy and a familiar face.

It stands to reason that after such a long time, I should not remember such a person who only met once, but Shi Yiqing remembered it at that moment, because just now Wendy called her dear.

Because they embraced and kissed like a dragonfly in the gap between the bushes.

Shi Yiqing didn't know her name, and her face also changed a lot.

But Shi Yiqing just remembered that he had seen her at the gate of the primary school, and she drove to pick up Jiang Wan. At that time, Jiang Wan was still an art teacher in Chengguan Town Primary School.

They are a couple, so she and Mr. Jiang Wan used to be a couple too?

When I saw Teacher Jiang again later, I didn't see her again.

Shi Yiqing returned home after taking out the trash, turned on the computer and searched for depression on the Internet. After looking at it for a long time, he found that he had no energy left, so he lay down on the desk and fell asleep exhaustedly.

It was woken up by Uncle Shen.

When Shen Mu returned home, he was startled to find that Shi Yiqing was not on the sofa. He went to the room and found that he was lying on the desk and fell asleep, with his bare feet on the floor and no socks on.

The computer screen was already dark, Shen Mu wanted to carry him to the bed, but accidentally touched the mouse, the desktop lit up, and on the screen was an article titled "Initial Symptoms of Depression".

Shen Mu looked down at Shi Yiqing, took a deep breath and called him, "Ah Qing?"

Shi Yiqing woke up, saw that it was Uncle Shen, and sat up by himself: "You're back."

"Well, how are you doing today?" Shen Mu asked him, reaching out to smooth the sleep marks on his face.

He looks at the computer screen.

Shi Yiqing also looked over, and then looked back at Shen Mu: "Uncle Shen, I seem to be really sick."

Shen Mu's heart ached beyond measure, he bent down and hugged Shi Yiqing.

"It's okay, it's not a big problem, I'll be with you."

Shi Yiqing let him hold him, remembering what he heard from Andy today that he was very resistant to treatment, and remembered how many times Uncle Shen said to take him out for a walk, to meet a friend and so on.

He was really resistant and lost his temper with Uncle Shen.

There was another time when a cup was accidentally knocked over and it broke on the ground. Shi Yiqing couldn't help crying for a long time thinking of Tan Xiaoli throwing the cup.

"Uncle Shen." Shi Yiqing called him.

Shen Mu let go of him and looked into his eyes: "I'm here."

Shi Yiqing: "Take me to see a doctor, I don't want to get sick."

Shen Mu said yes.

It was only four days before Chinese New Year, Shen Mu stopped going to the company, and stayed with Shi Yiqing, Wendy introduced her girlfriend to him, Shen Mu was worried at the beginning that there would be a risk of leaking secrets if he found someone he knew.

Later, when I thought about it, I couldn’t believe myself who I didn’t know.

agreed.

And it's hard to find someone near the end of the year, Wendy's girlfriend is willing to receive Shi Yiqing.

That afternoon, the weather was not bad, the sun came out, Shen Mu drove Shi Yiqing to see a psychology specialist.

Shi Yiqing wore a big scarf to cover the wound on his chin.

Because the doctor said that it will take at least half a year before laser surgery can be done.

In the past, Shi Yiqing was not someone who cared so much about his appearance, and this scar was not particularly obvious, but Shi Yiqing was very afraid of people seeing this scar, and would block it tightly when going out.

The psychological clinic is in the suburbs, the environment is very good, it is a single house, and it is very quiet inside. It is probably because other companies are closed for the Chinese New Year holiday.

"The environment here is really good." Shi Yiqing said casually.

Shen Mu said to him: "After Chinese New Year's Eve, let's go abroad to play. Didn't we really want to go to Holland? Let's go to Amsterdam for a few days first, and then go to Rome. The scenery is very beautiful."

Shi Yiqing wanted to go to Amsterdam for a long time, but he didn't feel at all when he heard that he would be able to go in a few days.

But he still smiled and said, "Okay."

There was only one receptionist left in the clinic, to welcome Shi Yiqing to the office, and Shen Mu could not go in.

Shi Yiqing was sitting on the sofa, there was water and small desserts on the coffee table, Shi Yiqing was a little scared, but also a little bit looking forward to it.

Soon the other party came in, Shi Yiqing saw her face, and he was sure that she was with Teacher Jiang. I don't know if Uncle Shen recognized her, but he was there at that time.

"Hello." The other party sat down on the sofa next to him: "My name is Maggi."

Shi Yiqing: "My name is Shi Yiqing."

"Can I call you Ah Qing?"

"Ah."

Although Maggi seems to have a strong aura, chatting with him will not make people feel oppressed at all. Maybe it's her skills as a psychiatrist, maybe it's the layout of the room, the polite distance between them, maybe Shi Yiqing Curious about her too.

"Was it your uncle who brought you here?"

"Mmm." Shi Yiqing didn't say what kind of relationship she has with him now.

Maggi took a sip of water and said with a smile: "You seem to be in harmony, he treats you very well."

Shi Yiqing smiled subconsciously, and his tense shoulders relaxed a little.

Then they chatted about some other topics, until Shi Yiqing felt that the air conditioner was too hot, and after hesitating for a long time, he took off his scarf.

Maggi knew it was time to start asking.

"The scar looks new, did it come on recently?"

Shi Yiqing felt that he could get right to the point. He understood that Maggi had her own process, and he was a patient in her eyes, so she would try to touch him as gently as possible.

But he didn't want to talk about what was there, he said: "Uncle Shen should tell you, I am in a relationship with him now, and the scar on my chin was smashed by my own mother with a cup."

Shi Yiqing talked a lot, including how he fell in love with Uncle Shen, and told a lot of details about his love for Uncle Shen.

When talking about the days on Xiguan Street, Shi Yiqing's tone became brisk, and he rambled on for a long time.

Two hours later, the interview ended.

Maggi walked out with Shi Yiqing.

The receptionist came over and said to Shi Yiqing: "There is a plum blossom in our yard. It's very beautiful. May I take you to see it?"

Shi Yiqing said yes, but actually he knew that he wanted to make time for Uncle Shen to communicate with Maggi.

Shen Mu and Maggi walked into the conference room.

"Actually, his condition is not that bad. Maybe it's because he's in a good mood today, or maybe it's because we met once, and his mood quickly relaxed."

Shen Mu was puzzled: "Have you seen it?"

Maggi smiled: "Maybe you don't remember, but I think Shi Yiqing still remembers. I went to pick up Jiang Wan about ten years ago. We met once at the school gate, the eve of SARS."

When she said that, Shen Mu remembered.

Shen Mu has always been in contact with Jiang Wan. It is true that Jiang Wan fell into the mood of breaking up for a while, and she refused to mention the person who broke up with her.

Shen Mu smiled: "I didn't expect such a coincidence."

"I'm digressing. I'll give you a report on Shi Yiqing's situation. He is very active in treatment..."

Maggi said a lot, and Shen Mu memorized them all.

Before finally leaving, Maggi mentioned one point: "He doesn't want to show his scars in front of outsiders. I think it's because in his heart this scar symbolizes "unrecognized" and "opposed", which is negative. His mother hurt him a lot , I would like to speak to his mother if possible. "

Shen Mu nodded and smiled wryly: "I will take him abroad in a few days."

Maggi: "Alright, then this matter will be postponed until you come back. Seeing that Shi Yiqing's condition has not reached the point where he needs to take medicine, take good care of him. If you have any questions, please call me anytime."

"Thank you."

"You're welcome, I took the money, it's my job. Goodbye."

"See you."

After getting up, Shen Mu paused, as if he had something to say.

"What?" Maggi looked at him.

Shen Mu didn't speak, but shook his head after a while: "It's fine."

Maggi smiled: "Do you want to ask me about Jiang Wan?"

Shen Mu: "Sorry, this is your privacy."

"Okay." Maggi said, the two looked at each other for a while, Maggi was still a few years older than Shen Mu, she smiled gently: "If you have contact again, if she needs these words, please convey them to me, I don't hate her at all, The two years we spent with her were very happy, that's enough, I wish her happiness."

Shen Mu nodded, smiled and said, "Okay, goodbye."

Shi Yiqing and Shen Mu drove away again.

"Shall we go to the supermarket and buy some things we need for the New Year?" Shen Mu asked.

Shi Yiqing is in a good mood now, so he said yes, looking at the decorations full of New Year's flavor on the roadside, he couldn't help thinking of the days when they lived together in Yongnan City.

Every year when the Spring Festival comes out, they will prepare new year's goods together. At the beginning, Shi Yiqing was still a little one, who could ride on Uncle Shen's shoulders and shuttle around the market.

Later, when Shi Yiqing grew up, he grabbed Shen Mu's clothes and helped him carry some things. Later, he could go shopping alone according to Uncle Shen's orders, and often went with Lin Lian.

"Uncle Shen."

"Huh?" Shen Mu was driving the car, turning his head slightly to look at him.

Shi Yiqing wanted to talk, but felt that he had a lot of things like this, and he was too busy.

Shen Mu just smiled, reached out and touched his hand: "You can say whatever you want."

Shi Yiqing: "Let's go back to Yongnan City to celebrate the New Year."

Shen Mu just blinked his eyes and said, "Okay, it just so happens that Aunt Xiangjun is coming back this year, we'll go back to celebrate the New Year, you can play with the squad leader."

When mentioning the class monitor, Shi Yiqing pursed his lips. He took out his mobile phone from his pocket. He knew that the class monitor had sent him a lot of messages and called him a lot, but he didn't reply.

It's not that I hate the monitor, it's just that when I get back the message, I have endless things to talk about, and when I think of my lifeless appearance, I really don't want to talk.

The monitor's last message is: Ah Qing, I will go to Dingzhou on the first day of the new year to see you, okay?

Shi Yiqing was finally able to go back, he said: Uncle Shen and I are going back to Yongnan City for the New Year, see you then.

Seeing that he replied to Zhang Liang's message, Shen Mu felt a little relieved.

He had contacted Zhang Liang and told about Shi Yiqing. Zhang Liang originally wanted to come over to see him directly, but because of Shi Yiqing's state, he didn't want to see anyone, so in the end he still didn't let him come.

So I canceled the trip to the supermarket, and bought some vegetables at the small supermarket downstairs in the community to cook for dinner tonight, and set off for Yongnan City tomorrow.

After shopping, he finally returned home. When the elevator door opened, Shen Mu was still discussing with Shi Yiqing what to do with the chicken he bought tonight, but as soon as he came out, he saw someone at the door.

Tan Xiaoli stood at the door with a box of fruit at her feet.

"Why don't you answer my calls?" she said.

Shi Yiqing was a little speechless, the good mood accumulated today disappeared again, he said: "It's blocked."

Tan Xiaoli looked at Shen Mu, and Shen Mu smiled politely: "Me too."