For the favor of Mr. Shen

"I'm a man too. Like me, Uncle Shen."

Later, Shi Yiqing pretended to be asleep in the car for a long time, and the driver drove in front. Shen Mu sat in the back seat with his arms around him. He would move uncomfortably from time to time, and Shen Mu would lower his head and ask him if he was uncomfortable.

Shi Yiqing didn't respond at first, but what he just heard made him very uncomfortable, so why not just let him know that Uncle Shen really dated another boyfriend.

When the car was halfway through, I heard Shen Mu calling Liu Yicheng, saying that I went out to dinner with him and felt a little uncomfortable after drinking a little wine, so I will sleep at Shen Mu's place tonight.

Shi Yiqing didn't hear what Liu Yicheng said to him, only heard Shen Mu humming many times.

The house Shen Mu is renting is near the company. It has two bedrooms and one living room. The living room is very spacious and has a big sofa. As soon as Shen Mu enters the house, he puts Shi Yiqing on the sofa and goes to the bathroom to wash a towel.

When Shi Yiqing was in the car, he didn't think he was too dizzy, but he didn't expect to get dizzy when he got out of the car and lay down on the sofa.

He unconsciously put his hand on his forehead, trying to make his head feel better.

After a while, the sound of running water in the bathroom stopped, and Shi Yiqing's head hurt even more.

Faintly saw Shen Mu coming over, put a hot towel on his forehead, and then slowly wiped the sweat on his face and neck.

"Uncle Shen..."

"Huh? Is it better?"

Shi Yiqing moaned, he didn't know what he was doing, his head hurt and his nose was sore, but it wasn't what Shen Mu said, he didn't even know he was crying.

"Ah Qing?" Shen Mu became anxious all of a sudden, and pulled a tissue to wipe his tears, but as soon as he wiped the corners of his eyes, new tears gushed out, like a spring, continuously flowing.

Shi Yiqing, who kept crying but refused to speak, really frightened Shen Mu. This was not the first time he saw Shi Yiqing drunk, but he had never seen him cry like this.

Not even as a child.

He looked at himself with such heartbroken eyes, his lips were tightly closed and he refused to speak, Shen Mu was so anxious that he was at a loss.

"What's the matter, Ah Qing?"

"Are you uncomfortable? Can you tell me where you are uncomfortable?"

"Do you want to go to the hospital?"

"do not scare me……"

Holding Shi Yiqing's face in his hands, Shen Mu almost shed tears.

Shi Yiqing cried until his nose was blocked and his eyeballs hurt, but none of this was as painful as his heart.

It felt like something was stuck in my chest, and it hurt.

At this time, there was the sound of rain outside the window. The originally sweltering summer suddenly rained heavily in the middle of the night, and at the same time, a gust of cool wind came in.

Shi Yiqing shrunk his nose twice, dizzily opened his eyes and looked at Shen Mu who was close at hand: "Uncle Shen."

"Well, I'm here."

"You like men, don't you?"

Shen Mu said in a deep voice, maybe this topic can no longer be avoided, he said: "Yes."

Shi Yiqing's eyes and nose were red from crying, and he said in a hoarse voice, "I'm also a man, so please like me, Uncle Shen."

Shen Mu didn't know what to say for a moment.

He couldn't deny that he occasionally felt unusual emotions from Shi Yiqing, but he couldn't respond, he could only pretend not to know, telling himself over and over again that it was impossible and he couldn't.

"I will treat you better than other men." Shi Yiqing said again, with a tear in his voice.

"Ah Qing, you're drunk."

Shi Yiqing's expectant eyes instantly dimmed, and he said as if he was too tired from crying, "Yes... I drank too much."

It was still raining outside the window, Shi Yiqing refused to go to sleep in the room, and would not let Shen Mu touch him, curled up on the sofa and fell asleep.

Shen Mu took the blanket for him to put on, and stood by, waiting for him to fall asleep before hugging him to the bed.

Shen Mu also drank a lot tonight, and was disturbed by Shi Yiqing's call, he staggered slightly when he picked up Shi Yiqing.

He has grown a lot taller, and he is completely the skeleton of a grown man.After losing the baby fat, the facial lines gradually became tougher, but still had the childishness of a teenager. The thick and long eyelashes drooped after being wet with tears, looking pitiful and innocent.

After putting Shi Yiqing on the bed, Shen Mu sat by the bed, looking at Shi Yiqing's face like this for a long time.

As he himself said, he was a man too.

But Shen Mu couldn't, he stretched out his hand to gently tidy up Shi Yiqing's bangs, so that his face could be refreshed.

If Shi Yiqing asked for his money, or even exchanged his own life for his, Shen Mu would give it to him.

But love, no.

"You will understand when you grow up." Shen Mu said softly.

When closing the door, Shen Mu suddenly felt heartache beyond measure.

He didn't know why, or he didn't even dare to think about it, or even face his true inner feelings.

This is the first time Shen Mu contacted his assistant late at night, and sent her a message, saying that he decided to cooperate with the cooperation with Germany that had not been finalized last week, and asked the assistant to make an appointment for a meeting, and by the way, set up a plane to fly to Germany in two days .

The next morning, Shi Yiqing woke up and found that there was no one in Shen Mu's house, and there was no news of Uncle Shen on the phone.

When I walked to the dining table, I saw that breakfast was prepared on the table, and there was a note.

——Ah Qing, I have to go to work on the company first, remember to eat breakfast when I wake up, and then go home to pack my things and go to school to report.

Originally, my brain was still dizzy, but the moment I saw the note, I immediately woke up, thinking of what I said to Uncle Shen last night.

Is this... a confession?

With Shi Yiqing's barren love experience, he doesn't know what stage he is in now, and Uncle Shen obviously wants to pretend that nothing happened.

He didn't dare to call Shen Mu either, so he took a shower and ate breakfast before running away.

It was already noon when he got home, he packed his clothes, shoes and daily necessities, and went out to take a taxi to school.

Ever since Shi Yiqing was able to use the mobile phone, Shen Mu rarely communicated with Shi Yiqing by leaving notes.

Why not send it directly to WeChat today, but leave a note instead.

Shi Yiqing didn't understand.

But Shi Yiqing, who was always sticky and mushy, thought it was good. The note was still in his trouser pocket, so he didn't dare to take it out to take another look.

In fact, I don’t remember the details clearly. I only remember that it started to rain suddenly. They all looked at each other sadly, and they remembered that they curled up in the corner of the sofa with their bodies sore.

No one contacted anyone, Shi Yiqing packed a big suitcase and went to school.

Thinking that it is not very far from home, the school will distribute bedding, and if there is any need, just come back and get it.

The car drove for two hours to arrive at the school, and the road was blocked for a long time, so Shi Yiqing slept in the back seat.

The school has been very lively these two days, as soon as you enter the gate, there is a club recruiting new students. Shi Yiqing pulled a suitcase and saw that he was a freshman, and was immediately surrounded by people.

"Student, do you want to come to the Taekwondo Club?"

"Riding a bicycle, handsome guy? Welcome to the road team!"

"Student, do you want to do embroidery? It's very interesting!"

Shi Yiqing blinked, wishing that Aba Aba would pretend to be a fool, so he could only smile and say, "I'm sorry, I won't be participating, I have to go to the dormitory first."

"Hey, does that student apply for a card?"

Shi Yiqing ran away as if fleeing, walked a long way to the boys' dormitory, and went up to the third floor to find his own dormitory according to his memory.

When he first reached the third floor, the phone rang, Shi Yiqing subconsciously thought it was Uncle Shen, and nervously took it out to look.

Is monitor.

"Hello? Monitor."

Zhang Liang seemed to be in the dormitory too, and he could still hear his roommates talking.

"Has school started yet?"

Shi Yiqing: "Well, I reported yesterday, but I just came to the dormitory today."

Zhang Liang: "How is your mother?"

The two chatted for a while about their recent life. Shi Yiqing basically spent his summer vacation in the hospital. After Zhang Liang quarreled with his parents, he went to Beijing in advance to find a summer job. little rich.

While chatting and walking, Shi Yiqing leaned in the corridor and sighed when he was about to reach the door of the dormitory.

"what happened?"

Shi Yiqing: "I went out to drink with Uncle Shen last night, I got a little dizzy after drinking too much, and said some things I shouldn't have said."

Before he said anything, Zhang Liang seemed to know it.

He hummed: "And then?"

Shi Yiqing: "Then the two of us didn't talk anymore. He didn't tell me when he went to work this morning, and he hasn't talked to me until now."

"Going to work? Did you sleep together last night?" Zhang Liang asked.

"No..." Shi Yiqing realized later that the two of them don't live together now, so he quickly explained: "I was drunk and there was no one at home, so I went to sleep at the place where Uncle Shen lives now."

Zhang Liang nodded frequently on the other end of the phone, and said, "According to what you said, the conversation broke down last night, and I haven't spoken until now. It's only about ten hours in total."

"Yup!"

"Let me ask you, how long has it been since you and your mother have spoken? How long have you and me not spoken? How long have you and Lin Lian not spoken?"

"Uh... um... this..." Shi Yiqing couldn't speak for a moment, choked up.

Zhang Liang laughed softly: "Ah Qing, don't you have anything to say to me?"

"What..." Shi Yiqing was so guilty that her voice was suppressed.

Zhang Liang: "Don't you think your feelings for Uncle Shen are a little perverted?"

Shi Yiqing: "You're a pervert!"

Zhang Liang laughed loudly: "Say it or not."

Shi Yiqing said stiffly: "No."

"What are you afraid of? I won't say anything."

Shi Yiqing sighed again: "I'm not afraid of this."

"Then what are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid... I'm afraid that all this is a phantom, monitor, I seem to really like him, not the kind of love between relatives, I'm the same as you... that."

He was in the corridor, and people passed by from time to time, so he didn't dare to speak directly.

Zhang Liang: "I have already felt it, but you are still stupid."

"I don't have it." Shi Yiqing quibbles, he is always stupid in front of Zhang Liang and needs to be taken care of and guided.

You can be coquettish.

"But monitor, am I really perverted like this?"

Zhang Liang was silent for a while, and said, "No, you just... like someone, and liking someone doesn't break the law."

"But..." Shi Yiqing wanted to say but, but, but no matter how many buts there were, he couldn't let go.

Zhang Liang: "But Ah Qing, you may hurt the people around you. After all, your relationship is a bit special."

Shi Yiqing: "I know..."

"But nothing is more important than your own happiness."

Shi Yiqing wanted to say it was right, but saying it and actually having it happen are definitely not the same concept.

It's not that easy.

Zhang Liang saw that Shi Yiqing's mood was completely depressed, so he changed the subject and said, "It's National Day after the military training, come to Beijing to play with me."

"Okay!" Shi Yiqing hadn't been to Beijing for a long time, and also missed Zhang Liang very much.

After finishing the topic of Uncle Shen, Shi Yiqing finally dared to enter the dormitory. There were two roommates in the dormitory. Shi Yiqing smiled and waved his hands as a greeting.

When he looked at his own bed in a blink of an eye, he was stunned.

My own bed has been made, besides the school bedding, there are new mats and Shi Yiqing's favorite pillows.

There are some daily necessities on the desk, some shelves, snacks, fruits, a small medicine box and mosquito coils, and a new sketchbook.

He didn't know what was going on, so he hung up the phone and turned to look at his roommate.

Both roommates were waiting for him gossip.

"A big brother came to get this for you in the morning. He came early in the morning and gave us a lot of food and drink. Who is it?"

"Who were you talking on the phone just now? Did you quarrel with your girlfriend and complain to your friends?"

The author says:

Ah Qing: emmm...how can I explain to you that this is the same person