meet you deep sea

Chu Jing passed by the crowd, the whistle of the ambulance, the cries of women, and the sound of everyone's discussion blew past his ears like the wind. Now that he is calm, he can only hear his own heartbeat, like a drum beating little by little. It was accompanied by colic every time, and it had been a long time since he had taken his medicine. Chu Jing closed his eyes and panted heavily, his lips were pale, and his face was very ugly.

He hurried into Zhuangyuan Alley, hurriedly opened the suitcase and dug out all the contents, but he couldn't find the medicine box. He was in a hurry, the thin sweat on his forehead slid down his jaw line along his beautiful facial features, the boy Like crazy.

Everything in the house seemed to upset him. He kicked over the bench and smashed the bowls and chopsticks on the table. As if he couldn't control himself, tears flowed down his face, and the sound of crying amplified in the empty room .

The phone vibrated, and Chu Jing's hands trembled a little. He swiped across the screen to connect, and a female voice came through.

"Hey, Chu Jing, where are you?" It was Ms. Lin, Chu Jing's mother.

Chu Jing heard that there was a lot of noise in her background, so he guessed that she was still in school.When teacher Xiaoyu called and asked Ms. Lin to come, Ms. Lin's face was always gloomy. She actively communicated with Xiaoyu's veteran, and Chu Jing was caught between them like a sinner, suffocating.

Later Chu Jing sneaked out, Ms. Lin must be very angry now, right?

"Hey, I'm going to go home and sleep, please help me take a week off." Chu Jing said calmly, he is very talented in irritating people, he knows how to piss off a person, let He got angry, and then watched him leave his world, which is what Chu Jing often does.

"Are you crazy?!" Not surprisingly, Ms. Lin yelled, "I'll find you in the rental house right away, and you're not allowed to go anywhere."

Chu Jing was on the phone and found where the medicine box was, the corners of his lips curled up, ah, I found it.

"You are not allowed to hang up the phone!" Ms. Lin gave another order. She has always been like a queen.

"Okay." Chu Jing replied indifferently, put the phone on the table, poured a cup of hot water, and took the medicine.

The medicine was of no use to Chu Jing, it was just psychological comfort, which was taught by a psychiatrist a long time ago, to put sugar in the medicine box and pretend that he was saved.

Chu Jing glanced at the mobile phone on the table, the call was still going on, he got up and walked out of the rental room, went to the door of the unit door, walked into the dark stairway, and went directly to the roof of the sixth floor.

It is going to rain.Chu Jing looked up at the sky, and his heart was able to calm down. The wind was blowing the boy's broken hair. Chu Jing lit a cigarette and walked forward. The edge of the roof was in front of him.

Chu Jing raised his head slightly and exhaled smoke. In the midst of the smog, Chu Jing squinted his eyes and looked at the sky. Did that person see the same scene before jumping down? All the gray buildings covering the ground , Staring at the ground for a long time, his vision gradually blurred.

Chu Jing waited for a while, pinched his cigarette, stretched out his arms, and thought about what it would be like to jump down, Chu Jing laughed foolishly by himself, it's a pity, he Chu Jing doesn't have such courage.

Chu Jing has always been a timid person, he knows it in his heart.

That's it, Chu Jing opened his eyes and glanced at the darkness, dropped his cigarette butt and left.

Ms. Lin had already entered No. 43 Zhuangyuan Lane. Just as she was about to open the iron gate, she found that Chu Jing came out of the stairs of another unit door like a normal person.

"What do you want to do? Tell me what exactly you want to do? Do you still want to take the college entrance examination? Chu Jing, I will ask you today if you have less than a year left. Do you want to take the college entrance examination?" Ms. Lin supported Chu Jing body, shaking him vigorously.

Chu Jing looked at her and smiled.

Looks like she's crazier than herself.

"Take the exam, why don't you take the exam?" Chu Jing replied lightly.

"What are you doing these days?!" Ms. Lin was about to explode when she knew that Chu Jing was fighting. "Why are you still entangled with those people! You are different from them, don't you know, Chu Jing?!"

Different?

Chu Jing looked into Ms. Lin's eyes and pushed her hand away, "It's different? What's the difference, just because I'm Chu Jing, aren't they?!"

Ms. Lin was silent, her body was shaking with anger, and her raised hand did not hit Chu Jing for a long time.

She started to cry, Chu Jing realized that he panicked, he was most afraid of seeing Ms. Lin like this.

"Your father and I are getting divorced next week. We will live our own lives in this family." Ms. Lin calmly left the last sentence.

Chu Jing tugged at her sleeve and begged, "I beg you, don't do this. I'm studying, I'm going to college...I beg you..."

"Chu Jing, giving up on you is also giving up on myself. I never thought that one day you would be like this."

Yes, Chu Jing has always been a good boy.

"Now...you don't even want to give me a complete home." Chu Jing let go of her sleeves and took a step back. "I beg you, I'm obedient, I'm good, you...don't divorce."

Ms. Lin and Chu Jing's father, Chu Yunsheng, have been separated for almost three years. Chu Jing doesn't know if they still have feelings for each other, but as long as they don't divorce, he will feel that this family is complete.

This will give him a sense of belonging. In this world, at least there is a complete family that he can love.

This is his last entanglement with this world, and now, is it about to end?

Ms. Lin didn't speak, she shed tears, she loves Chu Jing, this is her perfect child, and also her only child, now that he is misbehaving, she has to think of a way.

Chu Jing lowered his head, took a step back and knelt down in front of Ms. Lin. Ms. Lin was very frightened and bent down to help him up.

"Please, promise me." Chu Jing raised his eyes to Ms. Shanglin's.

"Not leaving, not leaving... Get up, hurry up." Ms. Lin helped Chu Jing up, Chu Jing felt so tired, it was the first time he was so flustered.

Why, it must be like this.

Ms. Lin supported Chu Jing and put him on the bed. In fact, she noticed that something was wrong with Chu Jing as soon as she entered the door, but under the anger, all concerns would be covered up.

She covered Chu Jing with a quilt and touched his forehead, feeling very distressed. "You have a fever, go home today, I'll ask you for leave."

Chu Jing closed his eyes, he just wanted to sleep quickly, and when he fell asleep, he didn't know anything.

Ms. Lin rubbed his forehead. Chu Jing's forehead was hot and his palms were cold. Ms. Lin was about to get up and pour water for him. She glanced at the cold medicine on the table and looked at Chu Jing distressedly. This child He didn't even call himself to say he had a cold.

Ms. Lin was a little stunned, yes, it seems that Chu Jing seldom talked to herself when she was very young, why did she find out so late.

Chu Jing is a child who likes to hide his thoughts.