After being scolded on the black search, I became popular [entertainment circle]

Tang Zui walked very slowly. There were few people in this area, and now it was raining, and there was no one to be seen.

The sky had already darkened, and the mist was unavoidably depressing, so Tang Zui took out his mobile phone and called Tao Yan directly.

It rang a few times and then picked up.

Before Tang Zui could ask anything, Tao Yan said first, "I'm at your house now. Grandma just returned to China the day before yesterday. Because of this incident, she was a little stimulated. I'm worried that she will stay here for now. Father Shao is here." The Shao family in Beicheng District, deal with the funeral, have you been to Huai City? Do you need me to pick you up?"

Tang Zui looked at the front of the road, not knowing what he was looking at, and replied after a long time: "Just arrived. What do you think happened to his parents?"

Tao Yan didn't speak, she sounded like she got up and went somewhere, and when the footsteps on the phone stopped, she heard another voice: "Hiss... how should I put it, I sacrificed, what happened in the country where my uncle and aunt are... □, it happened a week ago, and the body was brought back to China yesterday, at this point, the Shao family should have dispersed... Do you want to come back first or go there?"

Tang most did not speak, as if he was not listening anymore, his thoughts drifted far away, Tao Yan was still talking: "It was quite sudden, to put it in a bad way, if it wasn't for such a thing, I almost forgot about Father Shao There are also parents..."

Tang Zui moved his fingers and hung up the phone.

The returned interface just popped up a vbo push.

[Sister Big Smart v: Happy birthday to Shao Xingzhou 0618! ] A big V marketing account.

It has over a million likes, and other fans are also sending some blessings one after another, including many artists in the circle.

V Bo is very lively, everyone is wishing him a happy day.

Tang Zui was very bored all of a sudden, he turned out the call list and called Shao Xingzhou, but he didn't get through, so he called again, but still no one answered.

It rained heavily, and the street scene was hazy, and suddenly there was a little more loneliness.

He knew that Shao Xingzhou would not deliberately not answer his call, and he also knew that Shao Xingzhou must be in a state of distress at this time, but he just wanted to call, as if he could hear the other party's voice just by calling like this.

In fact, the Shao family is not thin. There are only six brothers and sisters in the grandparents generation. However, Shao Xingzhou's grandfather and other brothers and sisters had conflicts that tore their faces before, and they hardly communicated with each other. Most of their family joined the army. His personality was stubborn and stubborn, and he did not reconcile until his death. This is why when Shao Xingzhou's grandparents passed away, Grandma Tang finally took care of his fate.

All matters of the funeral were arranged very quickly, because the deceased could not delay any longer. Shao Xingzhou was just like when his grandparents passed away. He didn't even have the chance to meet his parents in a hurry. All that's left is a photo and two boxes.

As in memory, without any temperature and emotion.

He is very unfamiliar with the word parents, and he can only think of Grandma Tang and Tang Zui in his family memories, so at this martyr's farewell party, he looks like an out of place outsider, even though this is his close relative.

The black suit was very wide and ironed, and he didn't know how long he stood there before leaving.

From Zonggang to Huaishi, he spent almost [-] hours on a continuous axis, but he didn't feel sleepy at all. He just felt very tired and had an indescribable feeling.

Walking to Beicheng Street, the humidity outside is very heavy, it looks like it has just rained.He walked for a while, and suddenly heard a burst of laughter coming from the front. It was a family of three, as if they had just escaped from the rain and rushed home.

Shao Xingzhou moved his hand, and the blood that had been solidified all over his body seemed to have just begun to flow, which made his body numb. He immediately understood what that indescribable feeling was, it was a feeling of loneliness under a hood.

An inexplicable thought popped into my head: I am the only one left in this world.At least there was a parent's name in the past, but now even such a name is gone.

He was a little dazed and wanted to laugh, and pulled the corners of his mouth, but he didn't laugh in the end.

Tang Zui looked at his phone, there were many people contacting him non-stop, among them Fu Yiqian was the most diligent caller, and he replied a voice.

"Don't worry about me, I'm at the old house."

Shao Xingzhou still didn't reply, and he didn't want to read other people's news, so he turned off his phone.

The tree-lined roads of the old houses were full of trees, and the humidity was heavy just after it rained. There were many light and dark puddles on the ground. Tang didn't care at all, and stubbornly followed his own route, step by step.

He doesn't know what he wants to do now, he only knows what he doesn't want to do, he doesn't want to go back to his home, he doesn't want to go to Shao's house, he doesn't want to pay attention to the outside world, he doesn't want to contact anyone other than Shao Xingzhou.

He looked at the familiar road, as if he had returned to many years ago in an instant.He walked in front angrily, and Shao Xingzhou walked behind with his schoolbag in his hands. He didn't meet him reluctantly until he entered the house, and then awkwardly took his schoolbag back.

Tang Zui walked along this road all the way, like every time before, he didn't stop until he reached the end.

A familiar man sat on the steps.

He has called this person's name countless times since he was a child, and he has heard it from others countless times, but he can't say it at this time.

Tang most wanted to laugh, but his eyes were a little astringent.

For the first time, he discovered how he could miss a person so much, thinking that even seeing this person now is not enough, holding him in his arms and saying "I miss you" ten thousand times is not enough, he is filled with those messy misses With a full heart, there are no other emotions.

The trees beside the road were densely packed, and the wind blew past, making rustling noises.

Tang Zui took another two steps forward, with a cool look on his face, he called, "Shao Xingzhou."

The person sitting on the steps of the old house looked up, saw him, seemed a little dazed, then smiled, and called out his name in a hoarse voice: "Tang Zui."

Just as he was about to speak, he heard Shao Xingzhou follow up: "I miss you."

There were sparse cicadas singing, and Tang Zui's miss was preempted, and he met Shao Xingzhou's eyes.

He felt that he was jumping back and forth between being calm as water and heart beating like thunder. He never thought that people's emotions could fluctuate like this. After a while, he felt that Shao Xingzhou's words were clearly within his expectations, and it was nothing. After a while, he thought about what Shao Xingzhou said to him.

It seemed that he didn't know Shao Xingzhou a little bit, but he felt that this person had existed in his memory for a long, long time.

All kinds of mixed and contradictory things were mixed in Tang Zui's mind, but soon, these things disappeared.

Shao Xingzhou got up and walked towards him, was silent for a while, and hugged him who was a little dazed.

He said again: "I miss you."

His voice was low, as if he hadn't spoken for a long time and couldn't make a sound.

The man was tall, bowed his body into his neck, and sprayed his breath heavily on his ears, the rest was just silence.

Tang Zui raised his hand, groped and hugged Shao Xingzhou back, his heartbeat was a little uncontrollable, he almost choked up and said, "I miss you too."

Shao Xingzhou held his hand tightly, didn't say anything, and seemed to have said everything.Tang had never seen him like this. He was tired and fragile, and his body was full of unshakable fatigue.

A person's growth is a matter of a lifetime, teenagers have teenagers' worries, adults have adult ups and downs, everyone will live, grow old, get sick and die in this fucking world.

Tang Zui said: "Shao Xingzhou, there is still me, and... and I am with you."

He wanted to say that there was still Grandma Tang, and Tao Yan and Fu Yiqian, but when he came to his mouth, he changed them all to himself.

Because it is different.

He wanted to quietly convey this difference to Shao Xingzhou.

"No matter what happens, I will still be there, so Shao Xingzhou, don't you leave me alone in other places in the future, okay? I am not a child who does not take care of things, and you don't have to fight alone. I am so fucking worried about you." .”

Shao Xingzhou moved, and said: "I didn't leave you alone in other places, I was just afraid that your health would not be able to handle it, and besides, I can handle this matter..."

Tang Zhi breathed out, trying to calm himself down, but he couldn't control his tone. He didn't know whether it was anxiety or anger. In short, it seemed that all emotions rushed out when they met Shao Xingzhou.

"You can handle it, you can handle everything, so you don't need to tell me anything and you can solve it yourself. In your eyes, am I just a parasitic pendant by your side? Didn't you fucking say Do you like me? Why is your liking such an unequal relationship? Why... why are you paying for me..."

As if he suddenly sensed that he was not in the right mood, Shao Xingzhou straightened his body, and his downcast eyes met Tang's most flushed eyes.

"You let me into your world too, okay? I don't want you to feel that you are alone now. Tell me what you have, and let me give you an equal sense of steadfastness and security, okay? "

Shao Xingzhou's eyes darkened: "Is that what I understand?"

Tang most lightly blinked, and a tear welled up from the corner of his eye: "What do you understand?"

Shao Xingzhou raised his hand to wipe him, and said in a low voice, "It means you like me too, so we can be together."

Tang Zui: "Is it that difficult to understand? Do you still need to confirm again?"

Shao Xingzhou: "I heard it."

Tang Zui raised his eyes: "What?"

Shao Xingzhou suddenly lowered his head and kissed him, and said vaguely at the corner of his lips: "I heard what you said, so you have no chance to go back on your word."

Tang felt that his tears were really strange. He was indifferent to many other people's crying, but at a certain moment he couldn't control his tears because of a certain sentence from Shao Xingzhou.

Like now.

While weeping, he said, "Who the hell is going to repent."

Yes, he always keeps his word and never breaks his word.

So let the sycamore next to the old house testify.

Many things have changed over the years, but the weather in Huai City has not changed when it says it rains. Tang Zui calmed down suddenly after being poured by the rain, and he and Shao Xingzhou looked at each other for a few seconds before realizing something. uneasy.

He thought, luckily it rained, otherwise Shao Xingzhou would have seen how miserable he was crying.

The two hid in the old house nearby to avoid the rain. Because they had lived here for too long, they habitually carried the keys with them all the time, so they didn't have to be shut in front of their own house.

Before they came back, the house was very clean. Grandma Tang would hire someone to clean it regularly, and this time it was the same.

Shao Xingzhou was about to turn on the light, but Tang Zui reached out to stop him.

He put it on the back of Shao Xingzhou's hand, and gently held it: "Can I not open it?"

Shao Xingzhou: "Huh?"

Tang Zui closed his eyes and hugged his waist: "I'm a little shy."