no puppet

In fact, Chen Lang's intentions were kind, and he came here lightly all the way, and didn't intend to wake up the sleeping Xie Hengyan.

But judging from the current situation, it is impossible to estimate.

The first time Yin Chun saw Xie Hengyan, it seemed that he had a feeling of regaining what had been lost... so much so that his consciousness was completely uncontrollable, and at the same time, it occupied his mind strongly and quickly.

Una even had the illusion... that he was about to cry.

But Yin Chun will definitely not cry.

A stupid man like him who is stubborn and upright, and never willing to confide in his heart, the only way to express his feelings is to stride forward and push his equally stupid poor lover into his arms, violently , completely unaware of the seriousness, and unable to restrain his hands, he was like a beast rushing out of the cage, hugging Xie Hengyan and rubbing it like a beating.

Xie Hengyan was sleeping soundly, and almost dreamed most of her sweet dreams, but now she was caught off guard, and Yin Chu rubbed her hands together in a daze.

After opening his sleepy eyes, he saw a crowd of people in front of him, and there seemed to be three solid figures standing there—a stunned Wu Na, Chen Lang who was holding a lamp to illuminate the road, and a Yin Po who suddenly approached.

"Why would you..."

Before the puppet could speak, Yin Chun hugged him tightly and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry!"

Xie Hengyan was stunned: "What, what are you doing, apologizing to me all of a sudden?"

"I'm sorry, I was wrong. From now on, I won't oppose you." Yin Chun buried his head sideways in his neck, and said sullenly, "If you want to raise a child, you can. I...I don't have anything said."

"No..." Xie Hengyan said in astonishment, "Why are you ready to raise again? Are you not angry with me?"

How dare Yin Chun dare to get angry with him?

The rest of the fragile little emotions have long since wiped out all the panic and haste along the way.At that time, he hugged Xie Hengyan with both hands, afraid that in the blink of an eye, he would disappear again - be taken away by that terrible old monster Xie Cong, or by someone else.

Maybe if they don't pay attention, they will be separated from each other, and they will never have any chance to meet again.

"I know I was wrong." Yin Chun apologized desperately, as if he couldn't say anything, "Don't go with Xie Cong, don't hide from me, and don't go home. Although I have a bad temper, I will gradually change Yes, you... don't dislike me, try not to dislike me, I can change anything!"

"Why are you talking about Xie Cong again? You are so heavy, get up and talk first... Oh, no, wait!"

Xie Hengyan woke up just now, swept around, and Fang exclaimed again: "I, why did I fall asleep?! Still in this kind of place... My God, what time is it?"

Yin Chun frightened him for a moment: "It should be almost half an hour - don't you know whether you fell asleep or not?"

Xie Hengyan was confused: "I don't know, I have no impression at all."

After speaking, he stood up straight, walked around the open space in front of the cabin several times in a row, and asked again in a daze: "What did I do just now, why did I sleep here?"

"How could I know?!" Yin Chun was also stunned, "Aren't you angry with me and hiding here on purpose?"

Xie Hengyan stared straight after hearing this: "...Ah? Why should I hide from you?"

Una, who followed behind, was completely dumbfounded: "What's the matter with you two?"

Yin Chu: "..."

"I just left the tent, I wanted to come out to find you! But just halfway there, I suddenly felt a little sleepy." Xie Hengyan scratched her head and said, "I wanted to sleep so much, so I turned around and walked back, and then walked around, At once……"

Yin Chun: "Just..."

"I don't know." Xie Hengyan spread his hands, and said with a straight face, "...Anyway, when I wake up again, I happen to see you, what a coincidence!"

Yin Chu: "..."

Una: "..."

Chen Lang: "..."

Xie Hengyan: "Ha, I woke up now, I seem to be more energetic—shall we go home?"

"...Are you a fool?!" Yin Chun suddenly raised his voice, angrily angrily almost uncontrollably, "How dangerous is it to fall asleep on the side of the road at night! You don't know what it is?"

Xie Hengyan hurriedly said: "Uh, I'm really sleepy, I can't help it..."

Yin Zhen interrupted him sharply: "If you encounter a monster, you won't even know how you died!"

"Why are you so fierce! You can't speak well when you have something to say, so why do you have to shout!" Xie Hengyan was immediately annoyed, "I've already said that I'm sleepy, and I can't help falling asleep. You can't understand human speech?"

Yin Chun was also a little annoyed: "If you're sleepy, take two more steps, won't you go home and sleep?"

Xie Hengyan said: "If it wasn't for looking for you, I wouldn't have fallen asleep outside! It's all because Yin Chu always gets angry, it's even harder to coax than a child!"

"I'm so angry, not because I like you!"

Yin Zhen raised his voice suddenly, and blurted out: "Why do you think I lost my temper? It's so bad that you can't seem to see it! I like you, want you, worry about you, and I'm afraid that something will happen to you... It's hard Guess, don't you feel anything at all?"

——As soon as these words came out, the surrounding wind suddenly howled, and the four people present stared at the same time, and then fell into death-like stagnation and silence.

Xie Hengyan's throat trembled in horror, she was stunned for a long time, but couldn't squeeze out even a single word.Only the pair of dark almond eyes stared fixedly at Yin Chun in front of him, with an expression of indescribable horror and astonishment, as if he couldn't feel half of the joy about it.

Yin Chun raised his arms and stepped forward, put his arms around the puppet's trembling shoulders, and repeated again: "Yanyan, I... like you."

"..."

Xie Hengyan's eyes flickered, and finally opened his mouth with difficulty, and asked word by word: "What did you say, what do you like? What do you mean? I don't quite understand..."

"That's the kind of liking." Yin Zhu whispered.

"Hey, Brother Yin, you can't do this!" Una couldn't help reminding, "You must speak clearly!...Speak clearly and clearly!"

"Yes... I want to stay and fly together with you, to be with you forever." With his warm palm, Yin Chun gently caressed the puppet's cold side cheek.

Skin-to-skin contact between each other, the distance is never close.Yin Chun lowered his eyes silently, and looked into Xie Hengyan's eyes: "Xie Hengyan, Yanyan. I... I told you this a long time ago, and you still don't understand it until now?"

Xie Hengyan didn't speak, her face was as pale as ever, and her expression was so rigid that the corners of her mouth were twitching slightly.

... But Yin Chu couldn't take it anymore.He cupped Xie Hengyan's cheek, then turned his head down, trying to kiss his trembling lips.

But at that critical moment——

Xie Hengyan turned her face away, gently stretched out her hand, and pushed him away some distance away.

Yin Chun was stunned for a moment, and stood still on the spot, showing a bewildered look in his eyes.

... Even Wu Na and Chen Lang behind him were sweating for him at the same time.

"You, are you serious?" Xie Hengyan asked.

"Of course I'm serious." Yin Chun replied, "You think I'm going to lie to you?"

"No..." Xie Hengyan lowered his head, and still took a few steps back, until he was completely separated from Yin Chun, "Yin Chun, you..."

Yin Chun spoke again, even more firmly said: "I really like you!"

"us……"

Xie Hengyan's face turned pale, and he didn't look like he was going to respond, "We..."

But at that time, Yin Chuan was waiting with full expectation, and the puppet would smile slightly and promise him like this - we will be together in the future, for a lifetime, and will never be separated again.

"Let's go home." Xie Hengyan suddenly raised her hand, tightly grasping one of his arms, and said with an embarrassed smile, "I seem to be a little sleepy again."

"..." Yin Chun looked back at him almost in disbelief as if he had been punched in the head, "?"

"Go, go home." Xie Hengyan said stiffly.

That Una also had a ghostly expression on his face: "???"

"Did you hear what I just said?" Yin Zhu asked in disbelief.

"I heard." Xie Hengyan nodded, and said without any ups and downs, "So, go back, I want to sleep."

Yin Chu: "..."

So, the four of them lifted the lanterns in their hands, as if everything that happened just now...had never happened, and they walked back in strange ways.

During the period, Yin Chun tried to go up and hold Xie Hengyan's hand, but the other party avoided it with a very clever gesture.

——Later, when they reached the fork in the road, Xie Hengyan waved goodbye to Chen Lang.

Yin Zhen silently stared at the back of the fool who was getting further and further away, then turned his head again, looking at Xie Hengyan beside him who was the same as usual.

But until now, I still haven't been able to figure it out.

Is he... rejected?

Confession rejected?

Or did he not speak clearly enough that Xie Hengyan didn't understand as usual?

Yin Chun felt that his head was getting bigger, and the whole world seemed to be collapsing for a while, and finally he couldn't do anything, so he had to turn his eyes to Wu Na, who came behind him, for help.

However, Una has never encountered this kind of situation. Facing Yin Chun's helplessness, he can only spread his hands and shake his head helplessly.

The three finally returned to the door of the tent where Yin and Xie lived.

At that time, Una's precious daughter had been sleeping alone in the tent for almost two hours. Because no one was there to take care of her, she woke up covered in feces and urine, making the whole straw pile smelly and dirty.

Xie Hengyan didn't say anything, and squatted down to change the baby's diaper.

Yin Chun wanted to come to the side to help, but Xie Hengyan said: "The quilt and haystack are dirty, tonight you and brother Wu will share the table to sleep."

"..." Yin Chu was stunned, "What about you?"

Xie Hengyan said: "I have to watch the child, let's just stay overnight."

Yin Chun's heart sank immediately: "Are you going to sleep in a separate bed with me?"

"No, it's just for one night." Xie Hengyan lowered his head to dress the little baby, "We'll talk about it tomorrow morning when the bedding is washed."

After saying that, he was about to turn around and leave——with a "snap", Yin Chu grabbed his wrist.

Xie Hengyan didn't look back, but Yin Chun took the initiative to speak out, his voice was low and hoarse, showing uncontrollable bitterness and suffering: "...why?"

"Because you love cleanliness the most." Xie Hengyan suddenly turned his eyes sideways, and gave him an unusually calm smile, "Do you want to sleep in the stinky bedding?"

Yin Chun bit the bullet and said, "I... sleep."

Xie Hengyan was silent again.After a long time passed, Shicai slowly said: "Alright then, you..."

Yin Chun stubbornly said: "You are also together."

Xie Hengyan didn't say yes, nor did he say no.

The two of them took Una's daughter, just like every countless nights in the usual way-they slept in each other's arms, snuggled up for warmth, and let each other keep moving forward, just like a pair of long-awaited lovers in the world, They should be intimate with each other, but they are indescribably indifferent and alienated.

The dim candle lights in the tent that night stayed on until the next morning.

Yin Chun didn't say a word, and stared sideways at Xie Hengyan's sleeping face in his arms, and couldn't close his eyes all night.

He could very keenly sense that Xie Hengyan must have something on his mind, and he was hiding it at that time, and he was unwilling to confess it to Yin Chuan no matter what.

There have been many times before, and Yin Zhun is almost close to guessing the final answer. He can definitely believe that Xie Hengyan and him, including his parents who have never met, had contact with each other for a period of time in the early days, and they have a very close relationship with each other. , It will definitely not be an ordinary meeting by chance.

But whenever Yin Chun tried to pry open this topic and have a more in-depth discussion with Xie Hengyan, this puppet would either pretend to be crazy or foolish, or try to use other emergencies to fool him. Throwing up to divert Yin Chu's attention.

However, the more Xie Hengyan tried to hide it, the more Yin Chun had an established illusion about the root of the matter itself—it was as if the moment when the truth finally came to light, layer after layer would be uncovered. The heavy secret that has puzzled him for many years.

They will pay a heavy price for these secrets.

... So often when Yin Chun asks later, he can no longer force him to tell the whole story.It is also possible that Xie Hengyan's concealment was out of a kind of protection for Yin Chun.

But that being the case, the two have already had a special relationship of living and dying together, why did Yin Chun turn a blind eye to Xie Hengyan's request to spend the rest of his life together?

Sometimes, forcibly pretending to ignore is more hurtful than straightforward rejection.

Yin Chun can give up his dignity for love, but he can't tolerate neglect and avoidance for no reason... This is unintentionally destroying his sincerity.

So that night, he lay quietly beside Xie Hengyan, never daring to turn over to disturb him, but with his sleepy and tired eyes open, he couldn't sleep.

Una was awake at first, making brief eye contact with him now and then.Afterwards, everyone fell asleep, even Una couldn't bear it, and fell into a deep dream, snoring faintly or urgently.

Accompanied by the howling sea breeze outside the tent overnight, the swaying among the dead trees, and the subtle sound of the waves hitting the beach...

It was only when the puppet was sleeping soundly that it never made any ordinary noises.

It was as if he didn't exist—or, in other words, didn't belong to this world.

Yin Chun stretched out his hand to hold his five fingers, they were as stiff and cold as a corpse.

However, no obvious signs could be found to prove that he was still alive and intact... Now there are only ten fingers tightly intertwined between the two of them. The fantasy of them being together like this, with a slight movement of their knuckles, a lifetime has passed.

The next morning, Yin Chun woke up with panda eyes on both sides.

Xie Hengyan got up earlier than him, so it was rare that he didn't stay in bed, and before dawn, he tied the child to the dry forest to move logs.Before he left, he left a pot of salty porridge for Yin Chun, and it was heating up now, obviously he had calculated the time for him to wake up.

All these laws of life do not seem to have changed in any way.

So much so that Yin Chun always felt that... what happened last night, maybe it was just a nightmare.But when he picked up the salty porridge and caught a glimpse of Una's dejected figure not far away, he knew that the so-called real nightmare was actually spreading endlessly before his eyes.

Wu Na had just returned from Rong Shilian's place, and it seemed that he had been scolded for nothing—now he had an empty stomach and hadn't eaten anything, and he was about to starve.So he stepped forward, brazenly begging for the bowl of salty porridge from Yin: "Brother, brother, your porridge..."

"Xie Hengyan left it for me." Yin Chun said indifferently, "If you want it, light a fire and cook it yourself."

"Look, look! You're stingy, no wonder people don't want you!" Una Liansheng said, "You can't even handle a little man, what's the point of you being alive?"

As soon as Yin Chun heard this, his face turned blue in an instant. Seeing that a pot of hot porridge was about to drench Una's head, Una waved his hand and reminded him at the right time: "Brother Yin, please pay attention to your temper." , Temper! You must endure it, and you cannot form bad habits!"

Yin Chun sucked in a breath of cold air, and then let it out slowly, in order to force himself to calm down.It seemed that a long time had passed before he could barely adapt to the momentum, then raised his eyes, looked directly at Una's face, and slowly squeezed out a hideous smile: "I...I want to be gentle, no, I can't be angry, Can't be angry."

——But at this moment, Una directly raised his hand, snatched away his only half bowl of salty porridge and drank it.

"You..." Yin Chun's veins swelled, and he almost couldn't hold it back!

"Hey, look at this porridge, it's better than my wife's." Una pulled out the chair and sat down next to Yinzhu, "I can't tell, he's a monster, but he's quite virtuous."

Yin Chun didn't want to talk to him anymore, he stretched his arms and looked far away, and didn't speak for a long time.

"I just went to see sister Lian. She has rested for two days and is already able to get out of bed." Una said to him on his own initiative.

Yin Chun looked dull: "What does this have to do with me?"

"But the child's matter... still doesn't make sense. She refused to recognize the daughter, so I told her, the child will be taken with you for the time being... After she heard it, her reaction was not as big as before. I didn't make any fuss and insisted on burning it." Una said with deep eyes, "So, I think..."

"Whatever you want." Yin Chun said, "Xie Hengyan has already brought the child, can I grab it and throw it away?"

"No, no." Una quickly waved his hands, "I'm just sorry! If it wasn't because of the child's problem, the two of you would not have had a dispute. I didn't expect that things would become like this. I thought... ...As long as you speak your mind, the little monster will definitely accept you. I think he likes you very much, and you like him too. Why did you miss a good thing by picking it up at first? I really don’t understand. I don't understand at all..."

"Stop talking." Yin Zhu said depressed and irritable, "How did I know it would become like this!"

Una took a moment to figure out his expression, put down the empty porridge bowl by the way, and asked tentatively: "I said, otherwise... just forget it."

Yin Zhu said dumbly: "How is it possible?"

Una sighed: "Anyway, he is a monster, and you are a living person—even if the two of you are together, it is not suitable at all. Leaving aside the issue of personality, as I said a few days ago, You only covet the momentary fresh excitement, you didn't think about the future, and you didn't plan for the days to come. Could it go a long way?"

"……you are wrong."

Yin Chunyuan looked in the direction of Kulin, and couldn't turn his eyes away for a long time: "I understand Hengyan's temperament. He is not a frivolous monster, but on the surface, he looks like a child, but his heart is deeper than anyone else... He is hiding something There are many things that I refuse to tell me clearly, and I don't want to force him, sometimes pushing people too hard can easily backfire."

"Can you bear this? If he cheats on you and has an affair with someone else, you have to smile and forgive him?" Una said in surprise.

Yin Chun only said one word, and briefly commented on the rude fisherman in front of him: "Superficial!"

"Oh, you cultural people talk about love, but you are different from us rough people." Una said half mockingly, half self-deprecatingly, "Sister Lian often thinks I'm vulgar, but our emotional life has never seemed It's boring and monotonous. At least when I like someone, I will prioritize everything in the future!"

"Yes, you are amazing." Yin Zhu replied casually.

"Brother Yin, do you know? Although Mei Lian doesn't say anything, I can vaguely guess that she must have been very bad in the past twenty years."

Wu Na looked at Yin Chun, as if she was looking at the plain and real past between him and Rong Shilian: "Maybe, she has some dark past that I don't understand at all, so after we first met, it was a long time ago. For a long time, she never wanted to open up to me."

"For a poor woman who has a broken past and suffered severe physical and mental injuries, the first thing to do is not sympathy and charity, but timely company. Even if she refuses to talk to you, you have to let her feel your presence, let her She knows that you are stable and always there, and you will always be behind her, giving her the most silent but most solid protection - until here, you will slowly find that there is always a certain point in the middle, she needs it very much Your... After you get used to it, this occasional need will become a whole-body dependence."

"Because if you love someone, if you only rely on the communication of each other's feelings, or physical friction and collision, it is impossible to achieve the final togetherness. If you like him, you must not only let him know, but also let him understand that you With the ability to support this relationship, there is no obstacle in this world that can separate you—whether it is the sharp gaze of the world, or the heavy blow of reality...or the separation that death will inevitably face."

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Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha, have you been fooled by the title! ! ! !

Today, Kawen got stuck too much, because the confession part really entangled me to death!

You don’t have to take Una’s words too seriously, because his understanding of feelings is always too good. This kind of person is easier to slap his face when he speaks. Look at him pouring out tricks for Yin, and none of them are accurate hahahahaha Ha ha!

As for Yanyan...I can assure you that he is