On the compatibility of cannon fodder and white moonlight

Su Ran's ward was already empty, and when Xue Fan entered, Su Ran was the only one lying on the bed with his eyes closed.

Just now I was thinking of hugging my heart, but now there is no movement.

As soon as he came in, Su Ran found the medical examination report protruding from his pocket, "Is there anything you want to ask me?"

Xue Fan paused, "Nothing"

Su Ran fell silent.

"I asked the doctor, you are going to quit drinking recently." Xue Fan came over, the more he looked at the insulated box brought by Qi Chengshuang on the table, the more unpleasant it was, and he reached out and put it on the ground.

Su Ran tilted her head to watch his movements, and smiled, "Are you jealous?"

Xue Fan put down his hand on the thermos, was he jealous?Can he be jealous?

From the first time he met Qi Chengshuang, his heart has been swaying in the air. He didn't want Qi Chengshuang and Su Ran to be too close, and even felt unbearable to call them.

But now that I think about it, I feel funny, what can the dust between Bai Yueguang and the protagonist Gong do?

"What's there to be jealous about?" Xue Fan put his thermos bucket on the table and kicked the Yuping Pavilion below.

Su Ran really wanted to go up and pinch his mouth to see how hard Xue Fan's mouth is now, "Then why aren't you jealous, he seems to be pursuing your trial marriage female."

Xue Fan clasped the hand that opened the thermos, and twisted it vigorously, the rising heat covered his sight, "You didn't agree to him."

His gentle voice made Su Ran feel like a ghost.

"Then what if I promise him?" Su Ran still wanted to know where his thread was today, and asked one after another. He also knew that now is not a good place or a good time, but he couldn't control it at all.

He just wanted this answer.

Promise, this thing can be said casually?

Xue Fan didn't speak, he scooped out the soup in silence, and put in a whole chicken leg.

"That's three months later, let's eat." Xue Fan was stunned by a single sentence, making his blood surge.

Su Ran took the bowl, he drank all the soup in one gulp, and finished the chicken leg in an orderly manner, trying to swallow the chicken soup together with the breath stuck in his throat, but he failed.

He looked at the male insect, which had obviously torn open the window and ran towards him, but now he tried to shrink back.

"I came back in Qi Chengshuang's spaceship." Su Ran put the bowl on the table, pulled a piece of paper, and wiped her mouth.

Xue Fan raised his head to look at him, opened his mouth to say something, but finally closed it.

"He called me Bai Yueguang."

"I don't know whether to marry or not, but I really want you and me to end the trial marriage. Xue Fan, what do you think?" Su Ran felt extremely sober. He was very clear about what he wanted and what he didn't want. , what he wants most now is to tear apart everything about this worm in front of him.

Xue Fan lowered his head, sat on the chair, looked at the pattern on the floor, he kept telling himself, it’s okay, it’s just the same as before, how bad can it be?

At worst, ashes return to ashes.

But he couldn't imagine why he took away the sunshine he had given him, why he had to put his heart on the ground again.

Why yourself?Was he sent to this world just to hurt him again and again?

"Do you want to?" Xue Fan buried his face in his palm and asked.

He rubbed his face vigorously, and wanted to plug his ears again, not wanting to hear this answer.

But he didn't want to make the situation too ugly, so he could only pretend that it didn't matter and looked up at the trees outside the window of the ward.

The anger in Su Ran's heart was suddenly aroused by Xue Fan, "Don't you know what I think?"

From the beginning of the phone call with himself, even if he paused, he would change his words and say that he would go out to eat.

You obviously cooked, why do you have to force yourself?

He asked other worms to find out about his trial marriage with the male worm.

After living for such a long time, I don't even know about that broken little black house!

Now his speech is still vague, not clear at all. He doesn't like this, as if he is an outsider, and he doesn't need to inform himself at all when he makes decisions.

Su Ran knew that Xue Fan had told him about Light Cub, Wing Loader, and even Number Four, but he was still the same. I can give you something, but I am still me, you are still you, he can tell the difference clearly Chu.

Things are things, hearts are hearts.

"Xue Fan! Look at me and say!" Su Ran felt that her aura was not tough at all.

He was just a little annoyed, annoyed that he didn't realize at all that this male had never thought of walking with him from the beginning, and he wanted to be sweet with others just by himself.

Xue Fan stood up abruptly, his face was flushed red, he was already working hard, can't you give him some time and let him hide in the hole for a while?

"Do you really want me to be so embarrassed?" Xue Fan looked at Su Ran and asked.

"How did this arm break? It was broken by Hilde, and now it keeps shaking when I get emotional, I'm a waste! I can't even hold the most basic capacitive pen! Su Ran, Major General Su! "Xue Fan said and raised his arm, his left arm had already started to shake abnormally because of his emotional ups and downs.

"What do you want me to say? Let you, a promising major general of the legion, accompany me? Does it make me look a bit more despicable? Please." Xue Fan laughed as he spoke.

He thought about it just in case, he was really willing to spend the rest of his life with him, but now thinking about how ironic it is, there are so many medals on the mobile cabinet, each one is shining, what about him?

The only one was taken back.

Now that he can't even speak freely, he wants to leave with Qi Chengshuang, can he stop him?

What kind of person is he, Xue Fan!

"Stop farting!" Su Ran lifted the quilt and stood up. He stared at Xue Fan and said word by word, "You just want to run, and you are talking nonsense!"

"Why can't I accompany you?" Su Ran pointed to the hospital's medical certificate protruding from his pocket, "You're trash, what am I? What is a female who can't even lay eggs?"

Su Ran was panting after speaking, he moved his eyes away and didn't want to meet Xue Fan's eyes, he was afraid that if he looked into Xue Fan's eyes, his momentum would be defeated, and his heart softened.

He stood barefoot on the ground with an imposing manner comparable to a future building, and he crushed Xue Fan to the ground.

"You don't have shoes on, so lie back." Xue Fan came over, supported his arm, pressed Su Ran on the bed, bent down and put his leg on it.

Su Ran had never felt so sad before, he reached out and hugged Xue Fan's waist, and put his head on his stomach.

"You can't always be like this. You just want to push me out. You seem to treat me like a piece of paper. I'm a worm with flesh and blood and thoughts. When you always think about pushing me out, sometimes Have you ever thought about me? Why don't you ask me? Ask Su Ran in front of you, who does he want to be with?"

"Xue Fan, I want to be with you, not Qi Chengshuang, nor Bai Yueguang."

Xue Fan's heart had softened into a puddle of water, his heart seemed to be pinched by a hand, and he could hardly breathe.

The place where Su Ran was next to him was like a small hammer, and he hammered into it one after another until he was completely defeated and unable to escape.

He pressed Su Ran's shoulder and pushed his body away.

Su Ran wanted to reach out and touch her scar, why did it hurt so much?

Xue Fan squatted down, looked up at Su Ran's eyes, they were a pair of gentle light maroon eyes, and he found the golden thread hidden in them the first time they met.

"I'm sorry." He couldn't do it, Xue Fan admitted that he was so despicable, and he wanted to wear this medal on himself forever.

"What?" Su Ran looked at him and couldn't hold back her nose.

Xue Fan took his hand, "I'm sorry, I seem to be too self-righteous."

He was hit hard by Su Ran's words. He always tried to escape the fate line in the book, but the gear of fate still crushed his arm. He kept making excuses, and every night the aching left arm told him, He's just a normal damn cannon fodder.

He had made up his mind to face his fate calmly when he was betting against each other, but today when he saw Qi Chengshuang, he cringed again.

He clearly heard how Su Ran rejected Qi Chengshuang, but he still chose to hesitate when Su Ran asked himself.

What a coward I am.

Xue Fan cursed inwardly.

"I don't want to like him" Su Ran said in a low voice, he remembered what Qi Chengshuang said on the spaceship, he was his Bai Yueguang, he came back and looked up Bai Yueguang's meaning, he didn't like this.

"Well, then I don't like it." Xue Fan squatted on the ground and replied softly.

"He said he would kill me the first day we met."

Su Ran kicked Xue Fan's knee with her bare feet.

"He farts, bullshit!"

Xue Fan pulled a chair over and hugged his feet in his arms, trying to warm him up.

"Do you want to?"

Su Ran asked endlessly, Xue Fan was about to cry when he heard it, he understood it, and he didn't understand until now that Su Ran didn't want those damn things.

What he wanted was a word, a promise, and he was so timid that he couldn't even give the promise.

"I'm sorry." Xue Fan looked into Su Ran's eyes and said, it was the first time Xue Fan tasted what it means to raise one's hand to disarm.

Su Ran's foot kicked in Xue Fan's arms, "What?" Xue Fan said something that he didn't want to hear, and now he would trample him to the ground.

Xue Fan lowered his head, trying to control his tears from falling, he put Su Ran's bare feet under the quilt.

He lowered his head and held Su Ran's hand, "You just held my foot," Su Ran reminded quietly.

Xue Fan laughed out loud, and Su Ran could see clearly, there seemed to be crystals shaking in his eye sockets.

He lowered his head and printed a kiss "I do" on the back of Su Ran's hand.

"Then are you jealous, just now?"

"I'm jealous, I can't wait to throw all his things out." Xue Fan faced his heart frankly.

He is willing to be a despicable person like this, and he is willing to be poked in the neck and never regret it.

Even if the sharp blade pierces the heart in the future, he will never beg for mercy.