I pretend to be affectionate in front of my foe

Xiao Yiran didn't know that the medicine had been overturned until the hot soup dripped onto the back of his hand.He groped around at a loss, trying to pick up the overturned medicine bowl, but he couldn't find it.

Fearing that Yan Yun would find out that he was blind, he simply stopped moving. He looked calm on the surface but was anxious inside.

Xiao Yiran's look of helplessness was seen by Yan Yun, he put down the medicine bowl he packed, and wiped off the medicine stains that dripped on the quilt.

After handling everything properly, he held Xiao Yiran's hand, and patted the back of his hand with his fingers again and again as if to comfort him.

"It's okay, I've already packed it." Yan Yun's voice was extremely gentle, after he finished speaking, he turned his head to look at Xiao Yiran's still deep eyes, but he only saw confusion.

The once deep and bright eyes are now only confused and empty.

Seeing this scene, Yan Yun felt as if his heart had been pricked by a thin needle, and there was an inexplicable soreness in his heart.

Sensing the change in Yan Yun's cautious attitude, Xiao Yiran suddenly became flustered. He was afraid that Yan Yun would find out that something was wrong with him, so he deliberately turned his head to avoid Yan Yun's concerned gaze.

"Did you hear what I just said?" Yan Yun held Xiao Yiran's face with both hands, forcing him to face himself: "Why didn't you answer me?"

Xiao Yiran couldn't see anything, in order to pretend to be normal, he could only look at Yan Yun by feeling: "What did you say?"

"I said." Yan Yun said close to Xiao Yiran's ear, "I think someone missed me, so I came back quickly."

Hearing this, I don't know if it was because of embarrassment, Xiao Yiran said rather uncomfortably: "Someone must be thinking about you."

"Is it you?" Yan Yun was extremely stubborn, he held Xiao Yiran's face and refused to let go.

Xiao Yiran's heart softened upon hearing Yan Yun's pretended aggrieved tone, he seemed to give in at last, sighed softly and said slowly: "I am thinking of you."

"I knew it." Only then did Yan Yun let go, and he put his hand on Xiao Yiran's shoulder. From this angle, he could clearly see the expression on Xiao Yiran's face.

Xiao Yiran deliberately dodged, his eyes were confused and he didn't know where to look so that he would look like a normal person.

"I want to rest." With Yan Yun holding his face, Xiao Yiran couldn't break free, so he could only find an excuse to prevaricate.He didn't seem to be happy about the reunion with his little one at all, and the expression on his face was dominated by panic.

Seeing all this, Yan Yun's heart was more tormented than Xiao Yiran's. He let Xiao Yiran lie back, leaned over and kissed him on the cheek, and then tucked up the quilt for him: "You rest and I'll be right here This is guarding."

"En." Xiao Yiran's answer sounded very indifferent, and after he finished speaking, he turned around and lay with his back facing Yan Yun, breathing steadily and motionless, as if he had fallen asleep.

After sitting quietly and watching for a while, Yan Yun also lay down on the bed. He turned to face Xiao Yiran's back, his eyes focused on his thin and protruding shoulder blades.

Some time ago, the two were almost inseparable, facing Xiao Yiran every day, he didn't realize that Xiao Yiran's figure had become so much thinner before he knew it.

Even though Yan Yun intentionally ignored the fact that Xiao Yiran was poisoned, the poison lurking in Xiao Yiran's body was not less, and it invaded his body day by day.

Not only did Xiao Yiran not tell him, but he also stubbornly hid the pain, endured the pain day and night, and finally showed a calm appearance in front of him.

Thinking of this, Yan Yun's heart suddenly twitched with a piercing pain, he stared at Xiao Yiran's thin back, tremblingly touched his protruding shoulder blades.

To start with is a piercing coldness.

All the emotions that had been suppressed all day broke out at this moment, and the tears that Yan Yun tried so hard to suppress burst out from the corners of his eyes. He was afraid that Xiao Yiran would wake up, so he could only let the tears flow wantonly, Yan Yun swallowed all the sobs he hadn't spoken Going back, all emotions turned into countless teardrops.

Yan Yun gently leaned towards Xiao Yiran, and slowly wrapped him into his arms. He tried his best to get close to Xiao Yiran until there was no gap between them, as if only in this way could Xiao Yiran stay by his side forever.

Xiao Yiran didn't fall asleep, the moment Yan Yun surrounded him, the calmness he had been pretending was instantly broken by this embrace.

Although Yan Yun tried his best to suppress the choked sobs, Xiao Yiran still heard it.

He didn't open his eyes, quietly feeling Yan Yun's hug, so warm and so nostalgic.

At this moment, Xiao Yiran really wanted to tell the person beside him all the pain and grievances, so as to exchange more hugs and keep a moment more warmth.However, he can't, he can't be greedy for these short-term pleasures.He couldn't let his terminally ill body become a hindrance to Yan Yun, and he didn't want Yan Yun to sacrifice himself in exchange for his dying days.

Therefore, the warmth is enough for a moment, and it is enough to savor it in the remaining days.

Xiao Yiran stretched out his hand to grab Yan Yun's arm, feeling the slight tremor coming from Yan Yun's body, and patted his arm gently as if to comfort him.

"Can't sleep?" Xiao Yiran caressed Yan Yun, his palm covered Yan Yun's palm and clasped his fingers tightly.

Yan Yun didn't answer right away, but sniffed first before saying in a strong nasal voice: "I must be suffering from lovesickness, so I can't sleep."

The more sad Yan Yun is, the more he wants to divert his emotions, so that he can stop the spread of sadness and pretend that everything is in harmony.The naughty words he pretended to be relaxed did not make the atmosphere any better, but instead added some inexplicable sadness.

Xiao Yiran let out a long sigh, turned around and hugged him into his arms, patted his head and said, "You are such a big man, do you still want to act like a baby?"

In order to hide that he had cried, Yan Yun immediately buried his head in Xiao Yiran's chest and said sullenly: "Who says you can't act like a baby when you're old?"

"Okay, what you say is what you say."

"Are you disliking me for being old?" After speaking, Yan Yun suddenly raised his head, stared at Xiao Yiran and said, "I'm only a few years older than you."

Xiao Yiran didn't know that Yan Yun had raised his head, his eyes were misty but extremely gentle, even though he couldn't see where Yan Yun was, he still tried his best to look at the place where the voice came from and said: "How could I despise you."

"Then don't hide from me anymore." After speaking, Yan Yun reached out to caress Xiao Yiran's eyes, lingering on his eyelids: "If you can't see, then I will be your eyes."

Hearing this, Xiao Yiran was stunned, his expression became a little helpless: "Do you know that I can't see?"

"What can you hide from me?" Yan Yun asked without answering, "Every time you lie to someone, you always look guilty."

Xiao Yiran was embarrassed by the words, he covered Yan Yun's mouth and said: "Stop talking."

"What's the benefit?" Yan Yun deliberately teased him, seeing Xiao Yiran's gradually relaxed expression, he was relieved: "Have you thought about it for so long?"

"You are the emperor now, with so many good things, why don't you want to share with me?"

Seeing Xiao Yiran's expression clearly thinking seriously, Yan Yun wanted to tease him more.

"You don't like those things." After a long time, Xiao Yiran said in distress: "I don't know what to give you."

Seeing that he was really troubled, Yan Yun decided not to tease him anymore and said directly: "Let me be a concubine for a while, I want to stay with you every day."

Hearing this, Xiao Yiran's expression became puzzled, the disbelief on his face seemed to question Yan Yun's words.

"Why, don't you want to?" Yan Yun pretended to be angry and said, "I'm not beautiful enough?" As he said that, Yan Yun moved his face closer to Xiao Yiran and threatened: "Not enough trouble?"

"Isn't it enough to make your heart flutter?"

"Don't you know if it's enough?" Xiao Yiran's voice was deep, like old wine, making people have endless aftertaste, and Yan Yun was bewitched by him unconsciously.

As he said that, Xiao Yiran groped and pulled Yan Yun's hand over his chest, making him feel the powerful beating of his heart.

"Did you feel it?" Xiao Yiran's palm stuck to Yan Yun's palm and said softly: "Every moment I'm with you, my heart is surging."

I don't know if Xiao Yiran's sudden confession was too affectionate, Yan Yun's ears turned red all of a sudden, he glanced at Xiao Yiran guiltily, secretly rejoicing in his heart that Xiao Yiran couldn't see himself blushing because of him now .

He wanted to withdraw his hand, but Xiao Yiran held it tightly.

"Who taught you to say these words." Yan Yun felt as if he was sitting on a brazier at the moment, as if his whole body was being burned: "Don't say it again next time."

"Why?" Xiao Yiran suddenly said stubbornly: "Besides, what do you want?"

Besides, he was afraid that he would be addicted to it forever, unable to extricate himself.

Yan Yun remained silent, trying to struggle.

Xiao Yiran pursued and asked, holding him tightly and not letting go: "I didn't tell you, did I tell other people?"

Hearing this, Yan Yun suddenly became possessive. He pushed Xiao Yiran down, and pressed him on top of him, "You want to tell others?"

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I went to eat hot pot today, and found that there is a dish in the hot pot, which has five small horns, a bit like a small starfish, I showed it to my friend, she said it is not like a starfish, it is obviously long Looks like a comment.

Hey, a warm reminder that the weather has changed recently, Baoer, remember to bring an umbrella when you go out~