After pretending to be good and overturning the car, he turned black

The slightly drunkenness made his vision hazy. He seemed to see the man sitting across from him, getting up in a hurry, but what his fingers touched was nothingness. He staggered and almost fell to the ground.

The porcelain bowl in which he held most of the dishes did not move at all, probably a little bit awake, Ke Yi was in a daze, and his face once again showed an unbelievable slump.

The tense nerves are pulled repeatedly every day, he can't believe the fact that Ning Yun no longer exists, but in the world he lives in, he can no longer find any traces of men.

He buried his cheek on the edge of the table and stool, rested his arm on the pillow, and remained silent.

After a while, sobbing and sobbing could be vaguely heard in the room.

He had talked with many girlfriends, but at that time, at most, he had one more person to accompany him. After all, he was the young master of the Ke family. Naturally, the financial situation of those girls was not comparable to his, and they had always been materialistic. He is satisfied with others.

Although he is a star, he knows that the affection in these people's mouths may not be a little bit more than him.

Only Ning Yun was so stupid that after hearing him say that the suitcase was lost, he really gave him a sum of money.

Ordinary people say that a skinny camel is bigger than a horse. He is no longer in need, and no matter how much his father detains him, he will not make him so poor in life.

Those clumsy lies, in retrospect, are full of loopholes.

The memories that he hadn't noticed before, and that he thought could be forgotten, now turned into a picture screen, reappearing in front of his eyes frame by frame.

In fact, he had noticed Ning Yun's embarrassment several times.

At that time, he was celebrating their 800th day together, ordered a lot of dishes in the restaurant outside, and spent more than [-] yuan. In his opinion, it was just a small sum of money, but he saw the gleam in Ning Yun's eyes. He was cramped, and when he walked up to him after paying the bill, the thin bank card cut a deep groove in the palm of his hand.

But no matter how many difficulties he encountered, Ning Yun never mentioned it to him.

Probably because I was afraid of putting pressure on him, so I endured everything by myself.

Ning Yun really thought of everything for him.

No matter it was when he was young, he didn't like him, so even if he saw him a few times, he would not get too close, just say hello from a distance, even if he brought him a gift, he never mentioned it. Just ask Su Nan to hand it over to him.

The unbearable emotion burst out of his chest and made him almost cry.

Only by being drunk can he call Ji Chengyan again.

Ji Chengyan had no time to take care of him, so he hung up the phone directly.

But when he was drunk, he became more stubborn and kept calling, finally Ji Chengyan answered, holding the phone in his hand, he couldn't wait to say, "Where did you hide Ning Yun...Let me see him Come on, please... let me meet him..."

"You will only dirty his path of reincarnation."

"...Then I won't approach... I just look at him from a distance." Ke Yi kept begging, "...I know I was wrong, I shouldn't have disobeyed you before...You want to beat me and scold me now Okay, please... let me know where he is, okay?"

"Do you think he would like to see you?"

"..."

This sentence stunned him, and all the words he wanted to say were blocked in his throat.

Ning Yun doesn't want him anymore.

Maybe from the night of his birthday, Ning Yun will not want him anymore.

"Don't look for me. Don't you think that knowing that you are wrong can make up for the crimes you did to him? Then you are really crazy. "

"..."

He was unconscious when the phone was hung up. He raised his head, his flushed cheeks were covered with wet marks, and his deep and three-dimensional facial features were completely soaked with tears. He looked at the white light above his head, as if he was looking through Ning Yun Is it so sad to be forced by him that night?

Or maybe, even more than him.

He seemed to be talking to the person on the phone, and he seemed to be choking up talking to himself, "Why do you treat me so well... I have been lying to you all this time... I left you at home, how could you Don't blame me...you obviously saw the video of me and someone else, why do you still believe me..."

If he had known earlier about Ning Yun's character and the sincerity Ning Yun gave him, I'm afraid he wouldn't be so wrong.

Thinking of the man's thinning body and sickly pale cheeks, when he carried him to the hospital, he was really light and light, like a feather that could sway in the wind, and finally floated away to a place he could no longer hold .

Under the white light, tears fell down the cheeks and fell to the ground. His usually rebellious face suddenly became blank and sad. The corners of the young man's eyes were deep red, and the front of his shirt near his chest was already wet with tears. .

He was so sad and tired that he lay on the ground again. The food on the table had long since cooled down, but Ning Yun's porcelain bowl was filled with some food. Except for the red wine on the table which had become an empty bottle, The rest is undiminished.

His eyes were closed, his eyelids were heavy, and his head was bursting with pain, but it was difficult for him to fall asleep.

I don’t know if it’s because he’s afraid of dreaming about the man’s desperate eyes again, or something else. The torture all day made him unable to live without medicine. Retribution, all the sins you have done must be paid back.

The symptoms continued until he could no longer stay at school with peace of mind, and his mental state deteriorated day by day.

Since Ke Honglang didn't ground him, he went to many places where he and Ning Yun had been before, but the number of times they could be called dating was very few, and several times he even made things difficult on purpose.

Later, in the middle of the night, he took a taxi to Jiangge and walked along the river alone for a long time. It was already spring, and the wind at night was not as cold as it used to be.

The withered branches on the roadside have grown green shoots, a scene of revival of all things.

He stood along the road along the river bank from night to dawn. There were no fireworks that day, and the water level by the river dropped a lot.

He promised Ning Yun before that he would never hurt you again.

It's just that his promises have always been untrustworthy. Even he himself completely forgot this sentence. Later, he locked Ning Yun in the room. At that time, Ning Yun could hardly find a piece of his body. Intact flesh and blood, later he even joined forces with Chi Yuanbai to break Ning Yun's backbone.

Yue Wenbai knew where Ning Yun's home was, and had visited him several times.

He knocked on the door and saw Ke Yi's dejected look.

Yue Wenbai said, "Xia Mingwei has been inquiring about you, have you really broken up with her? In fact, I felt that she was a bit snobby before, so I didn't have the nerve to tell you."

Ke Yi remained silent, not wanting to speak much.

"Hey, you can't stay at home all day like this, or I'll accompany you out for a drink today?" Yue Wenbai comforted.

Ke Yi shook his head and said, "I'll wait for him to come home."

It was too difficult for Yue Wenbai to hold back his words, but it would be useless to say more now, he had advised Ke Yi before, not to go too far, just about enough, so as not to regret it later.

Who would have known that these words would become a prophecy.

The house is tidy and clean, probably because Ke Yi thought that Ning Yun usually keeps the house in order, and during the day when the weather is good, he will open the windows of the balcony and bedroom to ventilate. follow suit.

Yue Wenbai was really surprised, he didn't expect Ke Yi to be good at doing housework now?

Could the split personality be a little too much?

"You are like this now... oh..." Yue Wenbai sighed again, "You haven't gone out for a few days, and I didn't see you at school. Just miss it."

"..."

"Think about it, how many things you haven't done. Is it useful to give up on yourself now? If he was still around, he wouldn't want to see you like this." This was actually just a comforting word made by Yue Wenbai.

Ke Yi also knew that he shouldn't continue to maintain the status quo, he hurriedly walked to the mirror and took a closer look, his cheeks were thinner, his beard was unshaven, and he almost didn't recognize his own appearance.

It's just that he waited for more than half a year, but he still didn't wait for Ning Yun to come home.

Time numbs his perception, and the sun is as hot and dazzling as ever.

He seldom divides a person into three or six grades based on his family background. He recalled what Yue Wenbai mentioned before that Ning Yun also sponsored several students of Star City University. He later contacted those students and wanted to continue Ning Yun's wish. There are two sophomores like him, and several juniors.

Most of these people are single parents or orphans, and usually rely on work-study programs to earn living expenses. Ning Yun used to remit 500 yuan to them every month. Although it is not much, Ke Yi knows that Ning Yun has done his best.

A thin boy asked, "...May I ask where Mr. Ning has gone? I haven't been able to contact him for the past six months. I really want to thank him in person."

These few sponsored students had been in contact with Ning Yun before, but they were busy with their studies in the freshman year, so they couldn't help much in the bookstore, so they could only go to see it during the holidays, and then send a message of condolences.

Ke Yi said, "He has returned to his hometown."

"I don't need funding now, and I can leave the quota for those who need it more. Before, I was bothering Mr. Ning because he was taking medicine. In fact, he himself is having a hard time. I hope he can be a good person and get a good reward."

"..."

Hearing the other party's expectations, he couldn't give an affirmative answer.

He asked Ke Honglang, and now he has a clear understanding of Ning Yun's life.

When I was young, I was abandoned at the entrance of the village because of congenital heart disease. Later, I was picked up by my grandmother who came back from selling vegetables. My grandmother is from a family that lost her only child. Her husband died of illness when she was young. Unfortunately, her only son also got into a car accident later. After receiving a sum of compensation, grandma originally couldn't bear to use the money with flesh and blood, but later used this compensation to take the young Ning Yun to see a doctor, and finally helped Ning Yun in the Central Hospital of Star City. After the operation, he snatched his life back from the hand of death.

Grandma is a very gentle person. Although she has many misfortunes in her life, she always teaches Ning Yun to think of the good first and not to be obsessed with unchangeable disasters.

Only by being kind to life can life be kind to itself.

They depended on each other for many years, so that when their grandma fell ill when they were just in college, Ning Yun was like a headless fly who had nowhere to turn, and was cheated into the prosperous age by the high salary.

Ning Yun really treated everyone around her kindly, or maybe she was too kind, that's why he felt like a soft persimmon to be bullied, and pressed her every step of the way.

Every day he was anxious in regret, and he was condemned by his conscience every day.

He has a student status in school, and signed a contract with Qilu Media in his sophomore year, perhaps because he wanted to use his busyness to numb his nerves.

Originally, he had more than 2000 million fans because of his handsome appearance in the short video, and his popularity has been rising all the way. He followed his predecessors and filmed a period drama. The crew has strict requirements, and the shooting environment is similar to the countryside in the northwest. When I was in the group, I thought he couldn't bear the hardship, but he came here because he was tired.

Later, as a rookie actor, he became famous in the circle for his dedication.

Because of work needs, he travels to many cities every day. This time, he is helping to shoot a tourism promotional film in the county seat of Xingcheng.

After work, a group of people clamored to go to eat. Xiao Zhang was his assistant. Seeing his unwell face, he hurried over and asked, "Do you want to go to the hospital?"

"No need." Ke Yi took out a bottle of headache medicine from his pocket, poured out a pill, and found that it was empty.

Tomorrow morning, he will go to City H to participate in a variety show. In order to avoid headaches, he must prepare medicine in advance.

Xiao Zhang has been busy for a long time, he must be hungry, and now he is a popular leader in the circle, and everyone around him is waiting for him.

"How about I drive you to the hospital?" The leader of the Propaganda Department said respectfully, they didn't expect Ke Yi to accept this small project.

Ke Yi didn't like to listen to these flattering words anymore, he said, "Go and eat, I'll just go back to the hotel and rest."

With his permission, the group went to the restaurant, Xiao Zhang was still worried, and Ke Yi treated him well on weekdays.

"Then I'll pack some light meals and go back to the hotel." Xiao Zhang said.

"I want to be alone for a while."

"Then... that's fine."

Hearing what he said, Xiao Zhang finally didn't follow.

To avoid unnecessary trouble, Ke Yi wore a peaked cap and a mask. He always felt palpitations today. It was only three or four o'clock in the afternoon. There should be a doctor in the hospital, so he drove to the hospital alone.

Maybe it's because the county is not big, and there are not many people who come to see a doctor on weekdays. He queued up for registration, and there were only two or three people in front of him. The person in front moved.

Suddenly, out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of a thin and straight figure. The man had just finished taking the medicine and was walking towards the door.

He turned his head quickly, but only saw the back. The man was wearing a smoky gray shirt. When he walked forward, the slightly taut fabric outlined a thin and narrow waist, and the cuffs were slightly raised, revealing his fair skin. Shining in the light and shadow of summer, it seems to be more dazzling than the sun.